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dreamSquirrel Wed, 25 Jan 2006 19:38:33 -05:00 earth
I am taking time at home: moved into a new room because my dad was just remarried, working in the orchard and garden… lots of peaches, plums, nectarines, pears, and blueberries!… it is very peaceful here, where I can go on walks and bicycle or dirt bike rides here in the rural area…. I am working with/for the Feds… hah 😉 = the USDA-ARS Delta/Franklin NIRI program in my home parish researching nutrition…no major travel do I have planed, though a good number a of road trips… then the viewing of you all soon to B at TECH in the fall !!
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 25 Jan 2006 03:47:34 -05:00 is not only an offense upon that person
but a crime against one’s self
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a small portion of the beautiful light cast upon our earth this day~
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 24 Jan 2006 14:12:00 -05:00 im a liar
why do i feel
so tired

and ya make a way
this day
only made of clay


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dreamSquirrel Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:29:21 -05:00 Joshua Pierre Talbot is now married with Mary Taylor Grubbs becoming Mr. & Mrs. Joshua Talbot! the commencing of the service took place at 18:30 the Saturday evening of January 21st 2006. I am very happy for them and the combining of our family. I hung out in Monroe all weekend, since Thursday night, when i had to go the bridal shop and make sure that the tux and all fit properly for i was a groomsman in the wedding….. Daniel Clark was the best man….he is not blood relation to us, regardless, still a brother….. therefore…. Elliott, my younger bro and i were there by his side. i got not but respect for my older bro, Joshua Pierre….. good man there…..
It is most always so great to be with close family and friends….. the past few days have been like a constant party…… i will post images later likely because alll the photos are at my mom’s house right now…. my camera broke… and ive been converted to borrowing hers when i can!
Justin Clark hosted a party every night at his abode in Layton Castle….. and this really is a brick castle built from 1910-1912…. so we hung out 3 stories up in the air there most of the time with the balcony out front…. a lot of property there on the Quachita River front. i made it for the Friday night bachelor’s party and an after party from the wedding…. only love around ya know….. i ended up crashing in the castle Saturday night….. i really meant to leave earli that morning around 2… but i stayed up with Justin jammin guitar….. he’s a very interesting character that i havent been able to hang out with much in my life because he has been busy over in California. good memories there~~ he wants to get into the open mic soon at Nino’s…. that will be groovy; we connect well
so, it turns out that i have been a fortunate son of late…. there is an issue that has come up that sounds so good i dont believe it…. yet, i do believe…..  these good things are meant to be….. lol… such a trip it is… a friend told me my aura was radiant last night….. i’m glad to have friends with such positive energy and openness of mind and spirit…..

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there is a story for these photos created back on January 5th 2006
if one would like to take that leap of a time frame for curiousity’s sake
though,,, the words here are much more radiant through the images
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 20 Jan 2006 14:30:11 -05:00 Thomas Edison once said, “If we did the things we are capable of, we would astound ourselves.”
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:35:12 -05:00 step back for a few moments…………












and take a look at what you have created

how does it make you feel
do those actions let you respect your self

socialization is about respect amoung so many other things
but you get no where with out it…..

do you have love for your brother and sister?
that is what it comes down to….
how are they doing
are your needs takin care of
Yes
now, are there needs takin care of
how do you feel
how do they feel

we shoot out all of this garble in philosophy
though
what is it that one once sang?
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 18 Jan 2006 01:36:09 -05:00 tired and jaded
this road seems unclear
we need to take the time to relax
though, heaven will not allow us to sit back
thoughts meander like ghost
trying to phathom thy own mind
when of the universe
it speaking your name
being
who and what we are
alarm clock hazzy in the distance
calling to the new day
we sway
back and forth
searching for what our lives are worth
questions of too many
try not
or
try, cry, why try
because is natured
to oppose and resist
thinking we are unique
and yes so are so
still ants
no, yet
microbes
of the ant hill across
far lands and seas
stepping to foriegn continents

In all is All
the measure of greater of small
makes no sense yall
within the next is a continuim of infinity
each blade of grass holding the energy
of everlasting ‘universes’
to say as we know it
our universe as an echoe of another
might we be in just the hair of a ‘being’
how has the ‘Is’ imagined it so?
oh, I don’t know

viva la evolución
strive for that purpose in life
may that time we die be
the point of fullfillment
we mingle
we produce
we consume
we play
we love
we long
we want
we need
we converse
we learn
we inovate
we obliterate
we devastate
we kill
we feel
we choose our will

for without death
there would be no essence
or import to the sense of time
it motivates and erges us
to perform for the limit upon ourself
must we be thankful for death?
and for it to come for us
that ‘time’ may be joy or fear
we choose our destiny….
and fate chooses us
all the same
for when death does come near
things finally become clear
the after is then
and present unto self
please, let not these words
be placed upon the shelf
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 18 Jan 2006 00:34:50 -05:00 How are you dear
please allow me to hear those simple words
float through my atmosphere
What do you want in life
what will you take with you to the grave
oh, we must behave so properly
We need to be, to, see, this is me
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 15 Jan 2006 06:17:52 -05:00 this is how things may seem
I thought I was in a dream
but this sum of reality has
come to a place of convergence
I sense this call of ergency
Why does it always have to be
an emergency with you
Oh, what am I to do~
can we just get through it all
for the mean time
let’s have a ball
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 14 Jan 2006 16:54:31 -05:00
Santana ~ Put Your Lights On
REM ~ Losing My Religion
Pink Floyd ~ Wish You Were Here
Foo Fighters ~ Everlong
Nirvana ~ D-7
Deftones ~ Change
Dave Matthews Band – All Along the Watchtower
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10/31/04        13:38

·        Who are they?

They are who they are!

·        Take a ride to the cemetery

Making sure that I won’t find me

·        Place my head in the grass

Cut a blade in half while the

Time does pass…

·        The sky cries a few drops on me

And the sun’s allowing me to see

As we all exchange energy

The bugs & birds well in glee…

My imprint left in the earth

Lets me see what this life is worth!!!

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10/23/04        14:43

There is a certain man
Who takes pleasure in the
Little things. Walking on
A cloudy day with a
Slight breeze caressing his
Hair enlightens. His passion
Is music; whether it be a
Person playing an instrument,
Or on a rock, or the sweet
Angelic voices that dance
In the air; or most of all
Whether it be the trees
Clapping their hands for the
Ever graceful stream that
Gives life unto them and the
Animals that laugh in the
Moonlight. These so
Commonly disregarded moments
He takes pleasure in…….

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Hello! how do you do today?
 I find it fine
that you find your way~
 Here! where the air is clear
 Oh dear! How fine it would be
 I were you to look in the mirr
The sun is bright in spite of
 all those frustrations~~~
The moon near is a delight,
  I make my proclomation
 Let your hair hang down over
  your breast
 Too see that beauty shine
   I love best…
 Caress, Carress
 we taste of the other
That smell, oh how you
 smell so well
Maybe, I shouldn’t get so
 tangled up with you, though
  the inspiration of what
   I do does come from you.
 Hello!.. how you doin today?
  oh, can you make your way?
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if I were better with words, I’d tell you how this makes me feel

…alas, I am not

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something  i pondered and wrote many years ago…

           In the great awe of this galaxy and our solar system we are. The one planet out of nine and there many moons with our star radiating light and energy. The theories of the end of the world are this:

1.     Aliens observe our culture and see that we are idiotic beings leading ourselves to our own destruction through wars, domestic corruption, crime, and pollution. The extra terrestrials will invade by over-domination and wipe out the human population to colonize.

2.     The world will be cayotic and the Antichrist will come on the scene. He will claim to be the Lord and many will be deceived. The rapture will take place, where all the righteous Christians will be taken at an instant. Those that are left will face the Apocolypse, God’s wrath.

3.     Another theory is that man will explore technology so far to the point that Artificial Intelligence surpasses homo sapien’s brains. They will use our own weapons against us by infecting every computer system with a virus allowing them to control it. They will eliminate any human threat, take some prisoners; & use out bodies for energy sources. Cloning will be grown in mass production, where bodies stretch for miles; their brains plugged into a simulated dimension.

4.     What is believed most by the Earth’s inhabitants is there will be a World War III. Man will release nuclear and/or biological warfare. What the blast does not hit and consume the fallout will poison life and destroy.

5.      A tale that has been around sense the dinasours is that a huge astroid the size of Mexico will ht the Earth. It will either hit the ocean and send a sunami wave to the coastlines engulfing the seaboards. It could hit a continent and cause such a disturbance in the crust that dirt fills the air and blocks out all sunlight. It will deprive plant life of photosynthesis; and therefore no animal could consume and we would wither.

It has been estimated that there over a billion galaxies in this universe. The Earth travels through space at the rate of 66,600 mph; but still, we are going in circles. With there being so much matter in the universe, the question of other life on planets is true to me. How could it just be us; as insignificant as we are, but still having the power to change eternity.

                                                                                    What is your theory?

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:19:59 -05:00 people are oft times so adapt to be close minded
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 11 Jan 2006 02:08:56 -05:00 Woke up to the silence of the
sound of music & words
things seem rather absurd lately
Out to the mailbox in the
house shoes to see what may
have been dropped
Nothing there so I decide to
vanish from the cabin to
another. Walking on down
the road to see what will unfold
Gone with the fraze, do as
your told; I have gotten too
old for this any longer.
I feel the Earth is ours to share
what makes one the leader over

a territory to another
Curiosity drives me there
away with any who nightmare~’
those who have not a care but
to breather the air these
primary reinforcers to live
fill my needs: Oxygen, water,
food, Warmth, & Love
the secondaries of such so
though that is unique to all
individuals ~ Smooth
Jazz roll on and caress
roll on to midnight, roll on
till ‘what is what’ is right

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:31:02 -05:00 the mates are thouroughly pleased with the come through…. chillin man…. had some coconut and mango rum to chill on along with the V8 watermelon koolade…. hah, bongP! ah… i should go to bed soon… have to get up in the morning you know what i mean……. ? yeah i am so chillin man…. i could go to class with my eyes closed in this case. know what i mean…..?    likely not…. my perceptions are my own…. onlky i knwo what i mean ,,,, truly at least….even if so when i read this later……)#$$^$&#@(@*$$)343409)#)#(&093-98324))(U#@@&##R(UFLKDLKDFIvldfoesrgfposegfrpoe0ptqorkgmadkfvndcv IEFK  
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glass nxt to me… hav eto let things flow these days../. inspiration is coming like a storm out of the sky…. in many forms it it.is….. woh… ; the splender is in credible!
hummmmm.
how they guide them selves , ah yes…. to remember how it is,, hopefilly so… i have to remeber this moment. i see my brother Elliott in a oil painting. I see the way the Cabin connects… i hear water dripping from the bathroom BOCWE. AOMWONW JUAR Qa rhwew.. rhw muaix fowa on NS ON.I SCATCH MY NOSE. i realize that teh caps is on lock. there are raisins here. to the left. with a cap on…. a green glass of water almost fully quenched by the energy of this being. Hydrogen Peroxide of the HYTOP wuality of health care. is .. wow , i just read the complete being of the label on the Peroxide.

wowo… i have been tappin to this Muse – Muscle Museum so well…. yes… thigns are goin good… i cant complain about life…. i am enjoying it so well…. people say it couild get beter…. am this is it…. i dont knwo what is more bliss really…. having all the answers to the universe… now…. no… that is not my … well im not wuite sure actually…. hmmmm , who am i to decide what may destiny is…. i can yes influence it… though, not good at predicting the great future…. Dave Matthews – All Along the Watchtower…. is playingoh oh, how so, is it so, i will see these people perform…. i must… the gretest influence of my time possibkly.

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sometimes i wish i didnt have to sleep., we should certainly be careful whatwe wish for…. though,, i want to experience so much,… studying constantly at night…. trippin out on musick… mostly yes,,, videos,, films, contemplating life! ah this jam is so good,, dave santana, and john popper. MAN….. coming back, i know i need the dream world… it is essential , i love it also , maybe i should start paying it more attention, i am gladd my dreams have been coming back to me~~ lately i may say… they are good to wake with and reassemble…. NO REASON TO GET EXCITED!!! we are doin it though….
dimming the computer screen, have to go To bEd… the pain… hahahaha, only in the eyes and back…. i need to take things easier and slow down some… just thinking about earlier tonight when Jon hit 90 on West California tonight,, that dude was halling ass… lol, good guy, WHat a Trip ?~~~  and also wondering about a cop coming u po in the driveway behind us. man.. tooo much man, too mcuh11111““““
listening to Enigma the Absolute
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class soon, love you…
ultimately , what we do in life, echoes for eternity!
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AS ALWAYS YOU AMAZE ME WITH YOUR MULTIPLE TALENTS, WRITING BEING ONE OF WHICH YOU ARE EXTREMELY BLESSED WITH!  SOUNDS LIKE YOU ARE TRULY COMING INTO YOUR “being”, AND KNOWING WHO THAT IS!  I LOVE YOU SO AND MISS YOUR PRESENCE TREMENDOUSLY!  HOPE YOUR FIRST “GIG” ON THE FIELD WAS FUN!  THINGS HERE ARE GREAT!  YOUR BRO AND I ARE COMING TO SOME PEACE AT LAST – PRAISE OUR MAKER!

LOVE & PEACE – YO TREE-MOM!

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something she wrote a while back…. dont find it suitable for public
audience to read…. coming to peace at last…. they probly think its
my real mom,,, nah way… they lvoe each other…. get rid of the
confusion,,, and thats the only thing she has ever written me…. hmmm

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:24:12 -05:00 the day before, yesterday, last night, today… and of the moment have been so amazing….. great positive vibes….. do you have love for your brother and sister?

Christmas was good for the family…. i had it in two different places… but we all got along and had good times’… the days after i spent back home on the farm, the fruit orchard…. our muscadine trellis was blown down by a tornado thrown off from Katrina…. so i dug new post holes for me pops and we built new double line trellises…. lil step bro joshua and i took the tractor around and picked up limbs, bushes, and shrubbery that had been cut to a burn pile….. i rode around on the 4 wheelers a bit, not getting in too much mud. hung out with my new cousins…lol… and went horse riding with Emily; i miss that so much; it was very enjoyable going through the trails and riding into the sunset…. she gave me a trim wednesday; cut off the dead ends… which was something new… i havent had anything done with my hair since March 4th 2004…. for change~~ is inevitable`

I had an awesome philosophical discussion with a mentor of mine yesterday, Mr. Otto Ochs; who has written and published a book of poetry, now working on his second, and a novel from his childhood. I learned a great deal from him. we communicated, spoke of, and philosophized about existentialism, humanism, Buddhism, Christianity, atheism, agnostics, the meaning of each, the semantics, the beliefs….. we discussed the search of truth, beauty, and justice in aesthetics; perceptions, free will, time, memories, art, films, music, books, people, being original, the scales of love vs. hate, not leaving out the full range of human emotion, but what we grew up learning. do you believe we are tabula rasa? there is surely some hereditary disposition at birth though most of our decisions are based on experience. we certainly have a genuine care for one another and delved into the others life…. there is so much i could say here….. i think ill save some of the philosophy for the later……

Thursday night, Elliott and I played the open mic at my restaurant again, Nino’s….where I am a waiter. more people are getting into it, therefore we are able to meet more musicians… which is great! for what i can tell everyone enjoys the shows and has a great time socializing with raw music and talent going…..

i actually like my job and take pleasure in it… the people there take care of us….. my boss man, employer calls me an Aboragine when i take my hair down…. that guy is nuts… and a good man…. i am goin to work for 16:30…. i usually work till 2 in the morning….. gonna crash in Monroe again with the MamaMia and head to Ruston tomorrow for the New Years….. we are having a party at the cabin; so if you are reading this you are invited!

peace, love, truth, light, bliss, and dreams of empathy for you…….


~judson clark
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my lil’ bro, Elliott’s room, where he’s kind enough to let me make my abode for a few days…. a little trashed it it, though…. we’ve got to do what we do~~



Chistmas Eve Sunset
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:46:47 -05:00 fighting the cold nor more than the bit of sleep from last night, i made it to my final class, Intro to Counseling, before the break @ 10:10. very nice way to end the three week session and have some relaxation later. I am doin that now, but right after i finished class i got a call from Jersey. Her dog had blood in the stool and was vomiting…. so we went to the Vet. and the lil pup is doin alot better now! awesome

then to home, but on the way…. ah, Bills appliance store: yo, we need a bottom heating coil for the oven, the other one melting by an internal electric fire, i believe the breaker ampage its on is too much, a 60amp… lessing it so it will trigger and overload….. i might have become your basic electrition and plumber over the course of fixing and remodeling the cabin to become a place of comfort and peaceful abiding.

The to home, but on the way…. ah, my step mom calls me and says theyre in town buying 4 wheelers!!! yes,, freaking rock out, so i jumped over and helped decide on the 2….. took a step over to Chili’s having some tasteful supper with them.
ill be goin home in Gilbert, LA for a few days to jamm out with my lil bro on the sax drums and guitar… lets not forget riding some ATVs…. and then to Nino’s thursday night likely for the open mic…..

will do some shopping before making it all the way back to Gilbert, this is where i grew up and hold the most memories…. the earth there is of my blood…. serenity and simple life with the experience that leads to my perceptions of environment effective today. let the four winds blow; from the east to the west i love the best.

woh,,, this seems like a lil bit of plans, rather rare for myself….
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this guy rocks!

hail to Dr. Kuila ~~~

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Hey Judd. This is Jarrad Barlows lil sister. Yea, just seen you had one of these so I thought Id comment. How do you like college life? Hope everything is goin good for ya. We all miss you here! Well, talk to you later.

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        Yesterday I saw you standing inthe flowers,
    You put one in you hair and reminded me nothing else really matters.
Whispering in my ear not to have a fear…
    Now today I saw you floatiing through the air steadily without a care.
        I ask you to come down off your cloud, yett you tell me to stand up and be proud.
    I meet you in the sky and refuse to ask why these things are;
for just that it is we live, making our way on and on another day!
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lol your very welcome I love ur hair soo were are you from im from Farmerville its about 15 minutes away from Ruston No i do update but my computer is stupid and well it will not change the d8t so yea just read it how olr r u im 15 what skool do u go 2 nope there is nothin rong with you i think ur kool i dont know u but well i will try my best to get to know u wel keep commenting me if ya want i have coingular and i will give u my number and well we can talk talk i sware im not an old psycho grandma or grandpa just a crazy teenage hot-tea lol well thats what im told ill try 2 get u a pic k well keep commenting

l8ter     love

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Biology – concepts & applications – 5th ed. – Cecie Starr

Chemistry – the molecular science – 2nd ed. – Moore Stanitski Jurs

English – the st. martin’s handbook – 5th ed. – Andrea A. Lunsford

Theatre – a way of seeing – 5th ed. – Milly S. Barranger

Sociology – in our times ~ the essentials – 4th ed. – Diana Kendall

Sociology – criminology ~ the core – 2nd ed. – Larry J. Siegel

History – american passages ~ a history of the U.S. – brief ed. – Ayers, Gould, Oshinsky, Soderlund

Math – calculus – concepts & contexts – 2nd ed. James Stewart

Math – 101 – college algebra – Louisiana Tech University

Math – Trigonometry – 8th ed. – Lial, Hornsby, Schneider

Psychology – the science of mind & behavior – 2nd ed. – Michael W. Passer, Ronald E. Smith
Psychology

• personality theories ~ basic assumptions, research, &
  applications – 3rd ed. – Larry A. Hjelle, Daniel J. Ziegler
  
  
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-l8ter alagater-

tiffany

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Reality is an illusion

Truth is relative

Change is inevitable

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dreamSquirrel Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:56:34 -05:00 http://www.personalitytype.com/quiz.asp

if your comfortable with it, please hollar back and let me know

I’m INFP
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I’m a introverted nexium roll of toilet paper… mmm… ok, not as funny as i thought. so it’s been a long day, ok?

People of this type tend to be: quiet, independent, and private; logical and unemotional; creative, ingenious, and innovative, global thinkers; curious and driven to increase their competence; casual, and adaptive; nonconforming and unpredictable.

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yet, to disturbing but of 1 to tell…
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For this reason, he thinks
There’s a connection
Blood flowing, yeah
Heart beat
No snowing
Heart beat
Dreaming of the wind
Riding on now
Know decision is already made
Going at it yet steady
Day after day

Soaring with sky
Walking this earth
Everything with and
Without you

 Doing how you do
Doing so well
Whistle now
Sing and play
These ways upon this
                       Day

Morning shine; for
Going slowly up
Night shine; sun
Slowly going down
And around     

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:44:05 -05:00 Soul Searching !O_O!
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 07 Dec 2005 21:56:04 -05:00 i work at Nino’s; tis a lebanese cuisine restaurant in Monroe and we’re hosting an open mic Thursday night…. the atmosphere is so awesome there….. i actually enjoy my job ,,, there is always live bands on Friday and Saturday night,,, though they want to start something where the real talent lies…. people getting up there without money in mind and just jammin…. i am goin to play guitar and saxophone that night with my little brother on djembe…. some solo stuff on guitar for me though…… and likely get together with some other people for soon to come creation of wonderful sounds…. so, this is an invitation to anyone who would like to perform an open mic on Thursday night… the 8th from about 9-midnight…. hollar at me please if u have any interest…. kudos,,, peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy……
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:50:28 -05:00 pop another crack out cha back
while he’s in class
letting the time pass
leaving, he sees so many dash about
whipping the cell phones out
so suddenly not to notice what is around them
life can sometimes seem like a silent film
with us rolling on the brim of straw hats
catching the sun’s ray
to sway and say hey!
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I forgot how lack of sleep
Can deprive
And make ill
Thy bones

 Aching are the joints
And the marrow
Is chilled

 
Head is tumbling
Temples feel pinch
And nose is ready to blow

 My feet are cold
They long for
Affection
Of the sun

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Jessica and Dustin and Lacy came by tonight… as well as steve gowetski…. who had his check canceled by his dad from classes… so he isnt in class this quater…. damnit! no bari brother….e
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Tuesday morning, noon, evening, night
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Hey dude was up, thought i would drop bye and enlighten you with a comment. Well dude remeber, TIME IS NEVER TIME AT ALL YOU CAN NEVER EVER LEAVE WITHOUT LEAVING A PIECE OF YOUTH, AND OUR LIFES ARE FOREVER CHANGED, THEY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, THE MORE YOU CHANGE THE LESS YOU FEEL.

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THE IMPOSSIBLE IS POSSIBLE TONITE

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im sitting here right now with my two brothers, joshua and elliott…. we’ve been telling stories to each other all night…. ah, wow….did you see that rabbit? lot of stories we’ve been sharing about being busted by our dad back in the day….. halarious…..

i worked at Nino’s Lebanese cuisine this morning from 10:30-14:30….. the came here to my mom’s house where we are going to have Thanksgiving today. aweseome.
i started there a couple weeks back and i reallly enjoy the environment…. there are live performances on friday and saturday night, goin till 2 in the AM usually….. i wait there, so i get to meet all the band members, and many interesting people i come across that i might serve such exquisite entrees, appetizers, and alcohol….
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grown back home on the farm

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a very peculiar photo, this is unedited….
from the the friday night before halloween,
we had a great party, around 50 people
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How does it feel,
When your cynical will,
Gives you a thrill, but
Then leaves on ill…

Is the
Is the sky weeping as
It is creeping along the
Face of this earth

Is there
Is there not a rainbow
In the sky to tell us why
The firmament has been
Damned to leave our
Sky with a frown

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Trees
I don’t believe a tree is ever lonely, or who am I to question this? Why question it? Why ask a question about a question? If I am a tree. I enjoy all seasons; it si part of my existence to weather all instances, circumstances, and storms. No problem for me this is, just a situation. My needs are supplied! I drink of the rain, inhale the air freshley, and absorb the sun, reflecting some to the eyez and lives of others.
At times like these I like to walk through nature and meditate. At times like these we learn to live again. Gain from our experiences! Blast to the past in thy mind and open for the step on future realms.

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how often do you make private post?
maybe you should try it more often….
sometimes a better way to write and get your thoughts out than to feel people are going to be critiquing it
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i have an entire seperate journal that i write in…. you must have a password to get in to read it… and i use it frequently .

yes sir.

i do love this weather.

i didnt go to bed last night. sunrise was beautiful

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tonight was great ., totally amazing i dsay…..

had the game… was actually a good bit of fun tongight… hah
maybe thats because i wore ear plugs the first half and my head wasnt all blown out, snoogins

i was a stage manageer….. my job was to hand the Incredible colour guard their blue and grey flags…… i was rockin to them all jammin on the field… i like to dance…. even if it is in front of a few thousand people….. : – ))

then went to the big band PART – Y? cause i gotta… it was awesome
totally
lots of great people there,,, tons of faces i knew well…. or close enough… gettting to know better…. righteous…. i hope that most are in good health… not in jail… and safe….

much love,
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 29 Oct 2005 04:26:16 -04:00 Killer big bash party at my house This day, Friday, October, 28th…. we are celebrating the completion of all the hard work my mates & I put into the Log Cabin Castle…. We live in a 3 story casa that is somewhat set back off the road. the address is 2001 West California Ave. it is kind of a halloween party, yet this night is costume optional…. we may have another monday…. lots of people have been invited and you are also! there will be a keg of good stuff and many friendly faces enjoying the pleasures of the weekend.

to get here… you head west on California Ave. the driveway is about 1 mile past Tech Dr. it is the 3rd mailbox on the left after the EZ Mart where the four lanes merge to 2 lanes….. being the mailbox just before the blinking yellow lights. hope to C U….

peace, love, and laughter!

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Oct 2005 03:23:29 -04:00 watch the leaves change colours and fall
to a rest of the world
quit comparing yourself
slow down and notice,
why do people move so fast
when there is nowhere to go?
breather in the air… breathe deep
my hair taste like coffee
your fingers work
you wear a shirt
everybody hurtz
dream with child~like faith
go for a walk
take a flight
learn an instrument
its never too late
how worthy is the debate?
remember
live life
love
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Thu, 20 Oct 2005 06:05:26 -04:00

I came home at 16:00 today and cooked some pizza, watched some Radiohead acoustic music video and soon after passed out…

i dreamed many dreams… for what seemed to be days….. in only a few hours…. u know?
i have been somewhat deprived of sleep… when we dream and sleep out brain is going through i type of healing restoration process. during the day our brain is depleted of certain chemicals that are essential for us to function correctly…. this is why after around 72 hours a person will start hallucinating from sleep deprivation… this is dreams being forced to enter your waking state in the natural process that one should have allowed to occur.. do you concur?

i think in these cases… well i slept some and had really intense dreams…. that i did remember well… i know i always dream, some are just not easily remembered…. i remember two vividly that i wrote about in microsoft word…and another that was vague unto me, though i know much occurred… i just cant put my finger on it.   many times i will write and not post publicly these thoughts…… here’s a section from the pages i typed earlier…. leaving out the dreams…. they are for me and the persons i dreamed of…. i shall tell them…. a theory of mine is that we are all constantly dreaming each other…. sharing the same dream…. for when it comes to mentality in the perception and action in waking life to dreaming the actual perception and action there is no difference… it is neurologically the same…

thinking of an old friend… I kind of miss the kid… ill call him one day… see how things are with him… poor guy.. just wanted to keep his feet warm… I mean, the carpet really tied the room together… I think before all these dreams or during I had a bunch of mosquito bites…. Maybe they injected me with craziness… I had left the sliding door open.. one day I will look back at all of these writings and feel love and compassion and existence in this time again…. I cherish these memories and don’t take a day for granted…. Every dream is accounted for,, all experiences that seem good or bad at first do become the laughter of my tomorrows… they teach me of life and I do learn from them for the later to come.

I’m feeling so empathic right now… it has to be more than this beer…

I look over at the clock… and wen I woke I suspected it to be earli in the morning it felt I had been dreaming so long.. though no it was but 22:30  I heard foot steps above… my good mates playing, making plans, and having fun… Poe and Taylor are planning to go to Colorado on a rock climbing sky trip… awesome… im gonna stay here and maybe go home for thanksgiving turkey…. Maybe see Rhonda,, she needs some love… I do love her… I love my whole family… that’s what is so great… im glad we have this….  So many families don’t.. I wish I could be with them all right now… though , yeah mom and dad may not get along… if they were together… things may be somewhat perfect in my life… though I know nothing is perfect… yet, maybe things are perfect right now in a sense… everything in it’s right place as Radiohead sings…

Separate thought… what a Façade so many people put on… I hope people are happy with there lives… for how fake they live them each day… wearing mask in so many forms… get over yourself and over the views of others. Live life the way ur heart leads you… not by the cares and intentions of this world… create your own world and dream it well to your liking.. some things we cant escape and sometimes you just want to give up because you feel your voice makes no difference and will change nothing.. yea.. know that each and every step we take.. is in the sum of the motion of all our experiences… ultimately, what we do in life echoes though eternity…. Nothing is ever the same… every action you perform has a chain reaction that can never be counteracted, for trying to counteract this counteracts something else… never be afraid to let your self dream with the faith of a child….

please watch this film at any chance you have….. WAKING LIFE
download, buy, or rent it…. a must see! this is my favorite film…..
here is an excellent review site…. this motion picture is so extremely original and well put together…. full of philosophy, music, and great art, this independent work will astonish you!

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well look at you, mr. popular. this will make your fifth comment. tee hee.
i was dropping in to let you know that i made a playlist of music to study to.
(i have a terribly difficult time concentrating if i am listening to music… )
so i put like beethoven and tchaikovsky and other random things that were mellow on it… to get to the point…
i put air on there. and that’s like the best study music ever.
i was excited… thought i would share.

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Oct 2005 16:14:17 -04:00 According to the doc. I severely sprained my right foot big toe Sunday night. I looked at the x-ray and apparently i have a fracture from the past where there is a piece of bone separated. It hasnt given me any trouble; kind of funny, i do remember the time it happened though. is when i jumped off the crest of my home carport and landed on the trampoline. THe trampoline totally absorbed and gave no bounce back. My same toe injured now went straight down and the toe-nail was pushed back into the skin cutting my toe, bleeding. How that felt for a couple weeks….
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ah the drive and passion pushing through in every instant of these beautifully perceived perceptions!
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just letting you know- i think you are one of the kindest people i have met since i got here.
thanks for being sweet to me.

have a great day!

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 18 Oct 2005 11:40:10 -04:00 as long as it imapacts one person, that’s all that matters
it makes all the difference in their world of existence…..!

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Aggression from others
Causing repression for
 these sufferers

 
who’s tired of the
pushing away and
isolation
the hesitation to expose
thyself to beings?
we
we need trust & faith
not this inverted hate
 

to break the cycle
not so certain…

better to.`
better to open up and
have that vulnerability
or to stay shut
to keep away from
the possible pain~~
though neither would
one know pleasure,
joy, or love.

 
To take the good with
 the bad is what we
have

~`!1@2#3$4%5^6&7*8(9)0_-+={[}]|\:;”‘<,>.?/
 

People are great,
Yeah, people are fun

 
Why does it seem
They are always on
The run?

 
Moving so fast >>>>>
Not to even notice
The past <<<<<
 
Cherish these memories
Whether good or bad
Happy or sad!
 

They
They make us who
We are
For they will bring

Us    far **************

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she bought me siddhartha at the end of the year.
she knew i was leaving.
that year i told her and my biology teacher everything.
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 11 Oct 2005 02:57:22 -04:00 It started at the house on the Sweet Potatoe Station. and as we were leaving ourold house and driveway… this man kept apearing at random spots in front of us. Why dont i realixze this is a dream? I think a lot of the time i am asleep i view these dreams just as i am watching a film and accept them as not being so bizar becuase i am used to seeing insane things on the tube.
The world around me seemed to instantly fall as we entered where the two drives met and came to one. the air around us was lashing, dark, and almost tornado winds. I was crawling and pumpin it through the wheat toward the highway ’15’ man…. just some rally messed up stuff… and i think the person who was with me was Elliott at first then turned into my dog, Big Dog as we passed onto the hyw. the dog was biting at the gate
this dream had to be a subconscious interpretationof the virgin suicide album.. pooor girls

good night judson clark
dream well kid!
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these scars remind me that the past is real

im glad that i had to withstand the pain

that i may now feel

and know the past does will

my straying from these ills
bringing me unto the hills of light

in spite of all the oppression

we must push forth

speak our minds north

all the cardinal directions

encompassing our visions

for empathy and altruism

throughout and in the land

oh man

take the sand

out of your eyes

look to be wise

or you shall meet ur demise

let’s stop this small talk

and take a walk

into one another’s souls

we see what unfolds

why do we put this on hold

how long do you ache

for God’s sake

when will we make

this more than a hand shake?






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thought i would drop you a hello. i like the poem.
i can’t wait til i get around to ordering my own copy of my poetry book, that’s going to be exciting…

have a great day

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Koroli Park



















http://jusspress.com/day.php?userid=33856&currentDate=20050508

a few vids of boarding…









i love my bro!
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 09 Oct 2005 14:05:15 -04:00 last night was so usual that it was unsual as is every night.. or day… seemingly repeatative yet always different and of its own insightful.. know i mean?
therefore i was up rather earli and had some deep sleep after for the short alotted time being

this morning my alarm went off at 08:00. i lay in bed letting the moments pass by, spooning with the kitten, Spectra, of course……. stretching and dreaming. i had an appointment to be at band practice for 9 at the latest…. they were serving donuts and orange juice for 08:30,,, ah, i really missed out! not to mention loosing my spot in pregame… though i will still perform the half-time show! which is %1000 better. i love half-time; it has so much motion and exubrance to it. the music that we are playing is amazing! i mean hal-time is what the football game is all about, heh.. you should show and see, i’m not asking you to take my ‘word’ for it.

as i did lay in bed thinking of how i would start my day… everything is on schedule… even when i got out of bed, i assumed it to be but maybe 08:10.. though no, it was a full 09:43… it was as if i but blinked my eyes, how did this happen? i thought i was expecting my day, allowing my self the time to transition to ‘waking life’ .. however time did elude me and to my partial suprise i rushed, not giving time for Yoga, and made it for the remainder of practice around 09:5?

still, u may see how this post relates to my last about the slip, morph, twist, and shatter  of  what we call “time”… for time is but only the instant that we are in the midst for eternity….. even then, is it possible to go backward and to the future in TIME… ?  Where do the worm holes find us.. the thought of the infinite amount of universes that exist parallel…. each and every action we take and do can effect the flow or that future from the slightest ripple of a drogonfly landing on a cattail in a pond. have you heard of the Chaos Theory…. The Butterfly Effect..? i do hold this to be true. Every conversation one has with another, the amount of ‘time’ they are together AND the time they depart, either leaving this person to a morbid fate or one of true beauty and a life of love. The right place at the right time eh?
Many times when i leave somewhere i think kind of hard about , oh is this the right place for me to be goin now… when i do go i know it is and was to be so this way…. i am questioning but still confident in these transitions

you’ll never know what took place in my dreams the time i was arest, my time of awaking to this dimension has everlasting impact on this future… even when it may seem inconsequential… so much depends upon the weather, yet the little things are significant. if i had not slept in im sure you would not be reading this “word” right now….

i do wonder… how long did it take me to compose this piece of mind… moreso! how long did it take you to read it?


peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy… ‘on and on’ for ‘everlong’ to you!

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i woke up with the echo of ‘so long’ in my head

who did i say this to? and why? what effect did and does it have for that world?
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at times there is just non much if any to be said
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Our pens and musical instruments are our weapons throughout these wars .!_!.
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Hostilities will not be calmed

by the words or wisdom

of those intelligent enough

to choose not a vile weapon

“We are the sons of sorrow

we are the poets

and the prophets

and the musicians”*

We must not waste our time

contending in hopeless battles

but view them shamelessly

and await a future

that gains from our expressions.

– Jersey

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Friday morning I was finally able to do something that i have longed for since we moved in the casa. To cook myself a fattt omlet on our new stove and in the new kitchen. we also got to cook some mad fatt pizza and brownies. The kitchen is not complete yet…. just a since to install now and yipppppy. i will post when the place’s artwork is complete!

    The night before the storm, Friday evening on into the morning, we had a few visitors over at the cabin. They were dropped off, so I brought a couple back to their dorms when they felt the time had come. I went to campus and walked around for a bit. I came to the courtyard where I found the cops shining there head lights on the Lady of the Mist and the kids sitting there of. I sat observing and waited till the pigs were gone to approach the lady, being that I have a record with them. The cops were just screwin with the college kids, testing there will power I guess. Some stayed while many left. Here are some pics from May 19^th 2005 just before we peoples were leaving campus! Mi amigos, left-right = Jonathon Lee Taylor & Chase Ryan Randle.

@ 18:09 yesterday I completed reading “Illusions ~ the adventures of a reluctant messiah.” The energy went out from the time I got up @ 15:00 to 19:00. I lay in bed dreaming of other worlds, docile and calm amidst the rage of the sky. Hurricane Rita throwing her might to these towns and lands, unforgiving. Who now respects the forces of nature?

             As a result of Rita, Dr. David Poe and I went out to see the town and get something to eat. There was debris everywhere and in places downed trees and branches. No are in town had power, aside from Tech, which has its own power plant, Super 1, and Backus True Value. Hooray! Even Wally-world was closed. Saturday vs. Sunday…

           Radiohead has been the sound of this day. I sit here on the veranda in serenity thinking, reading, writing, and relaxing. Where will my gaze fall next? But, upon the ants that work tirelessly goin to and fro doing what they know….

             My younger brother, Elliott, and a great ole’ budd, Jamie Ryan King, came over last night and hung out till this morning. They had a few ales, while watching this film, so it was decided they would stay the night. The motion picture brought out a lot of interesting points and philosophies that are similar to the book I just finished.

            Five times this weekend have I bled over this house. It has resisted long and hard trying to own me instead of I it. “It’s almost time, my dear!”

             An ambulance races by, lights flashing, and sirens on the bound… Senses heightened and the question of what fate lies with the motion of this emergency.

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Sep 2005 03:51:15 -04:00 For this explosion….
it takes but only a  whisper……….
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the things i feel essential when leaving the abode….



!) keys

2) wallet

3) cellular

   

4) shades

5) H2O





what do you think?

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 29 Sep 2005 07:04:10 -04:00 Why is it that people don’t remember..?
How are they so soon to forget the past and these experiences?
It has changed everything that you were…
It is changing everything that you are @!)~'_!_'~(!@
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Sunday, i finally bought groceries!!! our kitchen is in good repair, no i thought is was; it is giving us a loop…. there are few that will ever understand what we went through getting the log cabin to the living environment it is today~

an old friend came for a visit this weekend. I love meeting new people, though, reminiscing with teh old chaps’……. is great`….. right now, there is one awesome bud that is painting a mural next to the stairwell…. RoCk On

are you enjoying your classes?

turns to be officially that the architecture dept. is goin to host its haunted house on our side yard. They build this disturbing place and have visitors for 3 or 4 nights around Halloween.

Many will come and go to it, though, select people are invited for the halloween bash we’re going to have in the cabin. 

“architecture is frozen music”

the world is changing so much.
i said bye to those lovely days of careless
my days of youth that were so precious
is ignorance bliss?
was it better, when we didn’t think of the other sex?
“back in the day” when curiosity enraptured us
and innovation ramped in our minds

i hear of those that are finding love,
and being engaged to wed
i hear of those that have found no love,
they long for this as a reason they know not of

there are a few things in this world that are just because
‘love’ is surely one;
it needs not explaination

what may be these other feelings of just?
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 19 Sep 2005 03:25:13 -04:00 write these words
when they are heard
even if they seem absurd.

waking in the morning with obligations
many of them an aging frustration..

do not hesitate
but relate and
make what is what
upon this date…

pulling though
and blessing things
of new….

rest assured
never do I find
myself bored…..

break away
and you may find
youself……

laying there in the grass
as the evening does pass…….

the heavens above you morph
the earth quakes and
echoes from afar
come as they are……..
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 17 Sep 2005 05:11:55 -04:00 Indeed, has this past week of school’s invitation been great. I’ve met many new people already and have been able to delight in numerous faces that have eluded me for such a time. Within the next few dayz all of my house mates will be moved in and the place should be in order. This is going to be such a thrill to see!

Turned out that i had no classes Friday for marching band was canceled on the account of storms i believe. I was able to attend a live video conference held in Wily Auditorium that was about “free speech in the technological age;” this was very interesting to me, being that i was probably the largest potential convict in there. I am sore from Karate, house work, and simply going.

Spent the night hanging with the lovely Dr. Carpenter’ and some other band budds. Sleep and dream is needed now. Oh, how i shall get the groceries in the morning/afternoon. that will be soooooo good.
peace, love, and altruism….
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People are great,
Yeah, people are fun
 

Why does it seem
They are always on
The run
 

Moving so fast
Not to even notice
The past

 
Cherish these memories
Whether good or bad
Happy or sad
 

They
They make us who
We are
For they will bring
Us    far

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and the light fixture has been restored!! yippy!

A new member of the household that was somewhat dropped into our laps… We are so glad to have her!! Yeah, give me 5~

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What was that you tried to say? Are there two colors in your head or the blend and beauty of the full spectrum of human emotion? Precognition makes itself, yet don’t lump things into a few categories. Open and accept the vividness of existence.

Ecclesiastes

3:1	To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
3:2	A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3:3	A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
3:4	A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
3:5	A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
3:6	A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
3:7	A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
3:8	A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

Do not rob your self of life! Indeed, Truth is present.

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Very busy have I been with marching band and still binging together the house….  Marching is a new thing for myself. I was in JROTC for 4 years on the Winnsboro High School Rifle Team. We competed in numerous events all around the state and nation. November of 2003 was what I had been working @ for 3 ½ yrs. I finally placed national champion !_! It felt great…

Soon after for Christmas break I traveled to California for the third time to see my mom. She is a traveling nurse and was stationed at the San Francisco Bay for a good period of time. This ‘vacation,’ I ended up breaking my ankle at the bottom of Hippy Hill in Golden Gate Park skateboarding. I was going to fast, yes; though, there was a kid sitting on his bike right in the center of the path where it curved and he was crying. He stayed constant, so the decision was made! I maneuvered so close past him with the clothes brushing, woooooosh, and tumble the roll into the grass I did. In the distance… still the heart beat of the Earth was echoing from the instruments of these enlightened people to the majestic trees and hills back to mine ear. Woh, that was crazy…. I step up and for this reason, my ankle is not supporting…. I’m like, “what?” I try again, something is wrong… my brother tells me to get up…. I can’t. This is a humbling experience. I sit on the board and he pushes me back to the car, resulting with my presence in the ER. Never ever shall you take your health for granted? Just you being able to sit here and read this is a privilege.

Hmmm, back to what I meant to say (about marching band). Yeah, it is interesting and I am getting to meet new people. The group is fun and high spirited; I know this season will be great… During some breaks I like to sit alone… to relax and think; maybe too much thinking is a fault. Though, maybe I could spare some thought for those that don’t ponder enough.

Have been doing minor things around the casa such as: siliconing, caulking, installing a rail, laying more carpet, and dumpster diving, where a mate and I came across 15 gallons of paint! Score!! White, tan, and brown… this saves us around $200; Very nice indeed. Although, allowing time for as much rest as possible; this is a good thing. I don’t know how long I may be able sleep in. Classes begin Monday and require my consciousness. Not as much free time as I would like to continue, yet great things will come about through these interactions.

This morning I fell into a deep sleep that passed beyond knowledge of all that you may know. Much of it has left beyond my sense of grasp; still I remember much of it. So hard to explain what I experienced in detail for it would take far too long and again you could only imagine what did I Dream. It has been a while since I flew; last night was a prolonged state of flying on a motorcycle to and through so many parts of that world. The beginning and ends are for me. Regardless, far, wide, fast, and without retention this figure flew along with his friend zooming up and over canopies, cities, prairies, and wetlands. Things of the past did they perceive and the future on the threshold.

I beckon you to pay close attention to the world of yours, love it and take in all you can! All along the watchtower… the hour is getting late!

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Should I go for it?

Rock!

So much to say……. I took 30 minutes of making the transition from sleeping to waking life. Bought groceries Sunday and was able to have Cheerios with soymilk and home picked blueberries Monday morning                        ~This is a first at the house~              I don’t evening know what to say about all that has been done. I like to be so complete when I type and not leave out the details; though then it takes a great time… hah, what is time? Time is what I am doin right now… passing the time ~ living life. Open thy mind. These actions and interactions… connect the dots. Walk and march this line to there directed in this path that holds your presence. So determined is the unknown. Meeting you there… we share this existence. The symbiosis of evermore……… Everlong flowing with the wind. Rippling in the water. Caressing the earth. Tasting, feeling, seeing, hearing, speaking, and of the intuitive/sense perceived. Vibrate to the next atom as becoming one entity flowing, frozen, or blowing.

A slight intro to what has occurred. Infinite more than what can be expressed. Blazing sky, burning high. Across the way we sway around this star, absorbing what is not reflection. Echo on light, thank I U. Everything in its right place. Jamm out!!_!! Grand Funk Railroad groove.

Oh yeah? Oh yeah! GO .!> snap, whistle, crack, pop, tick, tock Dr. current on the move with us. Follow this lead… why do you trust? Do you desire faith in all…. What if we lost faith in the world, our environment? Saw it melt and morph all around us. Yet, the faith abides and it stays constant. Constantly instructing us of its fundamentals.

Moving from fruit on. Where does it start. Not exact but rolled out and paid rent on the threshold.  Then, retired quickly to Monroe where the mission was a to retrieve good friend fresh off the plane from Boston. He was there with family as the result of Katrina. Living in cot Ingham he is. Staying there to commute his soul upon education. Sports bring many bonds. How they draw. Drawing ourselves or molded by the Maker. Simultaneous as gears in a clock and random swerving. Tippity tap type and read. Wow, dimension dive. Look into this on my wall. What do you see? Where does it take you? “If we get a minute why don’t we go? Somewhere only we know….”  Roll onto to midnight, roll on till it’s light.

To the Band and relate, let’s communicate. We shall accomplish great things with this team. Faith in many teams I have. Every dawn, day, evening, and night. They hold this belief and establish the mind. ~  the element or complex of elements in an individual that feels, perceives, thinks, wills, and especially reasons. Is it good enough and for who. The main person, You. Looking out for number one all do but the few. This is goin to be a good one. Don’t you know? Let your heart show… Please not to repress and suppress the emotions. Then are we revealed, naked in the midst of many. How to cope? Channeling this energy one unto another. May I feel the feed from you so positive or so spoil the air some may. I beg, don’t lay this hate upon me this day. Expression how do you choose this way. Make yourself a bright yellow lay around the neck. You does this effect?

Oh why not reply? There are many reasons why. And as many as are. Only if we had the power to heal scars. Where, why how do you place this interest there, when it would be best not to have a care. Freedom is seeking us. And accept we must.

Trip on around, pick up some things that keep away a frown. Yes, this is how it is written. I remember now. How come I didn’t mention. Kudos. Thank them I do for the inspiration. Yes, they are good to me. Feel this vibrant art. Oh, how it expresses the caressing and painting. Clean up this portal, How snappi it appears. Bright again! A cover up though promising for the future it will sign the singing on the wall. Lay down the floor where so many shall explore. Groovie mate. Accomplished… feeles well with it. This machine communicates accepting its fate. Are you scared? Light your candles and come our from under the bed, raise thy head instead. Following in the path of some with your own step. How far will we stride. Dreams of the past present and future shifting through our minds. Hey there! Did you hear? He and she only just strayed from thee mirror. They found each other and concerned deep they saw their self in the other.

Birds fly high, zoom throughout the sky, and never ask why…

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Ah, this past day was sweet…. I finally woke up in my own bed… not on the floor, a couch, or on an air mattress. Early Saturday morning Chase and I were able to put the waterbed down for good. The process of building the structure and foundation of the bed took much time.’ What I had at first corrupted and I was forced to come up with my own means of support. I added to the base and got all measurements totally symmetrical.. this is a California king size bed we are speaking of. Once that was together it felt so good to stay the night in the peace of my own room. “It feels great to get in your space.” As Mr. Sean said. How thankful I am.

I took the last trip to Ruston that I will for a while, considering the gas prices and availability. All belongings are here for me pops and treemom brought a few things, some awesome fruit! And the computer desk. YES what I am typing at right now with the sounds of great musick playing for the delight of the atmosphere, giving life abundant unto the room, and penetrating a ringing in mine ear. I spent the day getting this room in order and messsin with some new instrumental equipment. Installed the washer… need to cut a hole in the wall for the dryer. Fridge is running and is occupied with Asian pears, cantaloupe, blueberries, and muscadines. Ah de mi! where is the milk to throw the berries in the cerial eh? Speaking of food… after my parents helped with the casa we went to Chili’s to conclude our evening with the sunset.

 
Back at the house, I Cut this plywood with the circular and jig saw to place around the AC where we tore out a window. The measurements were taken precisely! It fit so well. Knoes I haven’t spoken much of the log cabin we’ve ben abiding in… though this house has been such a great experience bringing together. I have certainly learned so much from the projects. Everything you do strengthens your future; we draw from this. As I wrote earlier…. All seems to be reaching this exclamation. Knowledge is being complied upon upon upon. All sensed observations, perceptions, experiences, transitions, fluxes, sends, returns, interactions, and existence of abiding.

I expect great things to happen soon. Excitement has enraptured me for this new school yr. Speak the names welll of those that you love and never take for granted that you can speak that name to them. Am I getting through to you with this point of view? Kudos to those…

P.S. ~ Morning Sunshine’

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A letter to myself hopefully

Waking today to my Tree-mom (step) coming in on me in my underwear. I didn’t mind much. My Aunt Ann came in soon after and we talked a lil while. Then I went back to sleep a couple hours and found just it to be Aunt Ann and myself at this abode. We took the afternoon lightly and played with her 3 cats that made it through past the storm. I played acoustic guitar just after I entered Waking Life and played alto saxophone later on. Ann was washing dishes and came up to hear. She really enjoys it! We spoke of the past, the good ol days and photos that she still had at her house that were untouched. She lives on the west bank, though…. My dad’s other sister; Patricia’s house is under water in NO East. Same to their son’s house also. Pat and her husband own a camp in Kiln and found out that a 20 ft. wave came, so it affected the top living area. One of the campers/RVs we looked at yesterday was purchased by them today. They are goin to put it in the yard there until the camp is back in living condition. Bless their Souls…

When my pops got home from work, he put me to work. I mowed, took the photos of the camper, cut some cherry tree limbs, and then let the sun set as I was distributing mulch around the property. How great the air at home smells, feels, and taste!

Something to Ponder…

The aftermath…. Think of all the interactions, every step that is being taken in a different spot other than where it would have fallen on a normal day in New Orleans. Every word and action, every gaze and perception for these individuals is different, even myself. I am sitting in my father’s study right now as to I would likely be in Ruston. Every moment has been set on a different course. All of the plans that are now of not and what they must look to becoming…. Everyone’s job that is not goin on, the jobs that will be created, the kids that are not in school, and where they will attend now….. you will see some of them in your school in fact. You will get to meet these people that you may never have came in contact with…. Relations have beeen broken and will be broken; the stress a couple may face, the lives that were lost!! Relations will be embraced, family is coming together, the people that will meet and become life long friends! The echo is endless for it will change history. Know! that sooo much depends on the weather~~~~~~~~~~~

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These dayz have been strange for all; everyone I have spoken with finds this summer to be extraordinarily different, “in their world” there is this progression. I many times feel that things are reaching a crescendo>>>>!! How do you feel?

Though, you may look at some things and see them back sliding. Like say, the hurricane Katrina that everyone is speaking of. It devastated NO, where my relatives’ houses are under water; they lost everything; what would that be like? how could you handle it? Think of how blessed you are to have what you do, and still steadily taking it for granted! Shame to anyone that yet begs for scraps at the tables and besides of the rich or famous. These times are strange, do not doubt it. This world’s chaotic system is moving to fast and may find itself in a swirl as to drain. Ah, am i being perceived pessimistic? I assure you it is not my nature.


I have spoken with and had communion with my family from New Orleans. Talking with them is so strange…. Where to start they ask their selves. I am sitting in my brothers room right now with the downstairs full of loved ones easing their mind with dreams of peace I hope, for they have concerned their minds with the future all day. The power has been out for a few hours and just now cut back on as I am typing This. I know they are pleased to feel the cool breeze again. I need to go shut some doors and windows.
 

I rose my brother from the love sofa and came back up to his room after gazing at the stars. Oh, how they did dazzle and amaze my relatives earlier, as did they myself and always. I saddens me to hear of how deprived people are from seeing this and these galaxies. I was at my house in Ruston a couple weeks ago, and Chase’s friend said she had never seen a shooting star. It concerned me deep within; I almost wanted to cry. I wish I could have for it has been far too long since this soul has shed a tear…. The 3 of us waited and she had her Shooting Star! Outside earlier I did see a couple that begged me toward the sky; man, if we could only imagine the limitless and possibilities of space. Hah, my lil bro is talking in his sleep~~~

I reckon i will tell you of my week…. sih… or am i just telling myself? i think when you write it is usually moreso a letter or message that you are writing to yourself… u know; a way to get these thoughts off of your mind. I am typing into Word right now because I have no net, but I feel comfortable that this laptop bears the weight of my hearts cry. so…
 

In Gilbert Friday, i packed up the last of everything i felt essential to live with and headed to Monroe where i met my lil brother, ET, his friend, Paul, and my roommate, Chase. We hung out at my mom’s house and after the eve’s passing to the morrow we watched the film, Constantine. It was a good film id say, for it was not a bad one. It opened up my eyes somewhat to the spirituality that is constantly goin on around us.

After this I stormed West to Ruston only to relax and have a day of reveal. Chase made plans to go to Shreveport to get his room and bring it there, but destiny embraced our existence another night at the log cabin where we fell into the story of Donnie Darko. We did drive on to S=port @ 1600 Sunday to meet out other mates at a discount store to purchase cabinets for the kitchen. The hour was late by the time they arrived and we accomplished not to own them but travel to Lowe’s, right up the road, to compare prices and buy other things necessary for the casa. Chase picked up his girl, Rachel, who is “very nice.” We ate at McEdees and went to his house for a lil while. I was able to acquaint myself with his family more and meet his older sister this time; they are a fun group to know. As I was there, Mr. Taylor and Dr. Poe, my mates, had arrived at the casa to their surprise finding a dog that bolted out of the house and to neighbors’ yards. They called me and let me know they were chasing it around and calling for him. I thanked him for the concern and said it will be alright. I go home and bike around the neighborhood looking for Luigi. He is nowhere to be found, so I know the decision of his return is restful in the hands God. Therefore, I take off and enjoy the cool curious night air that beckoned me to many places. The campus had no but one soul to be seen as I was blazing down Alabama Ave. passing the UP’s.

John wakes me up the next morning @ 0730 to his sense of hearing a dog barking in the front yard. (He is getting ready to go to Grambling for a static’s test. I go out and find the barking is of another dogs voice, though I hear the jingle of Luigi’s collar. I see him the other side of the back fence. I call to him! He runs to and away. I get on his level and he tries to come, but can not pass the fence. Then he stays again; so, I jump the fence to find him again and carry him safely back to the cabin. What kind of night could he of had? All alone and scared? I go back to bed and wake at 1100, discovering Mr. Taylor on the veranda with eyes fixed to the sky of swirling clouds. He was waiting on the storm to come, sitting up there for a couple hours he was. I offer him a game of chess to mend with this excellent weather we were experiencing. There we played this game for 2 hours; speaking to one another as Mother Nature did speak to us. How nice it was. Poe and Randle came out and we all decided to do a few errands in town. After these became of the past, we found the evening falling and set our minds to burn the old cabinets. This was so much fun. We had a few hundred pounds of cabinet that lighted the direct atmosphere while we took shots of the fire with a result of this artwork. You know how they say, “destruction is a form of creation.”

I left Ruston at 0200 arriving back in Monroe to see my mom. As I opened the door, she had woken and was calling to see where I was at. Tuesday, went well with her and I was glad I could get Luigi back to her in good spirit. My brother came over. He and I caravanned to Gilbert where we met our aunts, uncles, and cousins. This is his car directly in front of me.

We came together under unfortunate circumstances, but seeing each other and knowing that we are all alright is what really matters. Some had a few beer and enjoyed the Milky Way’s  pose over. Yeah, my cousin Eric really delved into and loved seeing the abundance of stars. How clear the sky is here. The cluster was constant…. Millions guide their light into thine eyez.
 

Wednesday, August 31, 2005. Today that will soon be yesterday, I slept in and woke from this restless dream of my hair being cut. I went to Monroe with two aunts and an uncle and showed them the way around town. They had a few errands and high priority compared RVs. They have a camp in Kiln, MS that may be in good shape and may not; if not, they will move a RV there to stay in while they rebuild it and in the future possibly rebuild the NO house. Well, we go back to the orchard near sunset. My pops, brothers, and other uncle, Gerard, were pulling up English peas. I helped them and then picked a bushel of Asian pears. The evening was mellow and I never forget about the blessings that are bestowed upon me and my family.

I know Katrina affected the whole country and will echo on. We can not put our faith in the economy. Be dependant on no one for you can really only trust yourself. We sowed more seed and continue to ensure that if a depression ever does strike, we will be prepared. C this! The stock market will crash one day. It is being propped up, but when one leg of the tripod is knocked out the whole system comes crashing without grace.

Thank you for bearing with me. May we allow the Lord to heal our land.

Peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy for you…..

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Yesterday, I woke up at my mom’s house in Monroe around noon and took a shower. When I got out my mom had home made biscuits and eggs cooking. Ah, how tasty it was. There are a few things in life that you just have to do the best. One of these things I hold true to be ‘coffee’. She brewed cappuccino creme brulee coffee beans. Ohhh, So smooth…. After chilling with her for a while, watching her 50 in. HDTV and messin around on the comp., I had to be back home in Gilbert to pick up the rest of my stuff for moving into my house on West California. I stopped in Winnsboro at the Dodge dealership to leave my Intrepid 00’ for being serviced at its 100 k checkup/maintenance. They changed the spark plugs, cleaned the throttle body, flushed the coolant system, and replaced the drive belts, brakes, and front rotors. What a drain on the pockets _/

Elliott, my little bro was scheduled to pick me up. He was just getting off work and was still in the company truck. Funny it was; he works on the LSU Sweet Potato Research Station, this is where we both mainly grew up. Ages birth~2~10 for myself. He took me around the fields in this dirty truck telling me of what all they had been working on this summer. We talked of many things, how school was goin with him, and these close memories of ‘back in the day.’ Sailing around the ol’ station was fun, especially with this crazy guy. You know how it goes with someone else’s vehicle, at least with a government one that is wreckful anyway.

HAhah, the property is open there in many areas, but along the tree lines there is a trail that loops the whole property where we went flying up and down hills, around trees, and over to the pond that is so symbolic. Along the whole while we were taking vids and photos of ourselves along with the scenery. We came over to the back woodland to a common place where this massive oak tree had fallen over onto pecan tree. It was gigantic and suppressed the pecan. I thought the pecan was feeling pain and knew I couldn’t help. Hmmm, that seems a little strange huh?

So as many dayz blur over into the next and over one another, I stayed up late last night working on different things. I woke this afternoon at 12:35 and started my day so mildly. I’m glad that I was laid off a few weeks ago, otherwise, I would have been working up till the start of school; now I have time for myself; this is a good things; many people don’t L. I played guitar, djembe, and saxophone for a bit while making a couple recordings of playing guitar. Many mornings I wake up and have such a great desire to play an instrument. If I do this, no matter what happens that day, I can get through it. Ah, the expression of existence.

The rest of me day consisted of playing with dogs and cats, riding bikes with my bro, picking Asian pears, and shooting these photos. How great simple life is. Peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy to you~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Lightning~Thunder=Rain

Ah, yes! It was so awesome!! Chase, Jonathan, and I were sitting on the porch watching the sky throw its energy at us, spectacular bolts blasting down within seconds of each other. Not far off would these lights crash in the distance and send there shock wave of sound. But oh…. How one did impress and motivate these curious kids. A gigantic bolt, faster, hotter, sharper, and more lethal than any two edged sword slashed through the air and ripped down into a yard just across California Ave. As we all witnessed this, it’s force jolted~~~~ through the air and pushed against our chest echoing to our hearts. A Sonic BOOOM it was!_!

We all stand up in amazement, jumping, laughing, and hollering at the storm and one another! We talk of the experience, of how we could feel the shock wave in our chest. There is a question of, did the lightning cause a fire across the road? Because as soon after it hit, a bright light came on just near its landing. Chase ask me, “You want to go running through the rain?” I reply, “Nah man;” wanting to see what action he would take anyway. Jonathon says, “Heck, I’ll do it.” So we all pull our shirts off, and I am the first to jump in. Ahhhh, we start running to the end of the drive way going crazy in search of this curiosity. Our neighbors had turned on their porch flood light that was very bright, shimmering. Woh, we were a little disappointed but still laughing. By this time we were soaked! The rain storm was blastin!

We knew what our mission was and where the most fun would be. Ran again we did to the mud slide. This is fresh earth that was turn over when the realtor laid a new septic tank down. Blah and boom, wam bam! This mud runs from two directions to meet at a point like a boomerang, each wing is about 100 ft long. The earth there is clumpy in some spots and now the heavens are helping us even out the yard. Sweet… we stomp around digging our toes deep into the liquid sand. Run and slide here to there, woh, don’t put your face in the mud. Hah, that’s what the good sir Taylor does (Jonathan). “Judson, let’s have a race!.?” “Alright there my brother.” “OK, 1. 2.. 3!!!” Zoom~~~~~ Judson takes off as Mr. Taylor takes maybe 2 strides and smacks into the ground. Blahh, hahahah, Chase is crackin up! Heheh…. Jon had found a sink hole. His leg went under just above his knee; yeah, he was owned!

The storm raged on as long as we believed it to. These perceptions enchanted and brought enlightenment unto our souls. We felt so blessed to be experiencing these forces of nature among the many other joys of life. Chase had a concern of being electrocuted seeing how we were playing in water… Jon graciously laughed with the exclamation that “Nothing is going to happen to us man. We’re God’s children playing in the rain. He’s going to take care of us!” Indeed, Chase and I agreed. At times we would dance and other times just stand in awe looking to the sky with our arms wide open. We accepted the storm and welcomed it again and again. I spoke to it, saying “Come down, come down…. HARDCORE!!” and just at that moment… a bolt, nearly the energy of the first one that motivated us, smites the clouds and crashes through them as to punching a hole in an aquifer. Oh, how it did come down “Hardcore!_!”

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In every step is the

motion of the sum in all

of our experiences.-~^

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For what is as symbolic as a dove
Let this be a sign of love…

An anxious, curious kid
Hanging on a pole
He wonders, what could
Life have in stow?

He longs for the day
He can be called a man;
But he wants this innocence
Not to drift away~~

Does this game truly hold
His attention?

Then! Something astonishing
Happens that can not help
But be mentioned…..

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 26 Aug 2005 02:06:11 -04:00 ”    You are
  never given a wish
without also being given the
    power to make it true.
                                     You may,
                                however,
                          have to work for it.”

    – inspired by ~ Richard Bach
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  And whether it’s true or false
   Tis up for you to decide

      There was a lad that
   Looked to the sky
  At then a water droplet
Fell into his eye
 It cleared away
  What he could not see
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tonight was the first night i chilled in the ER, since the new U shape layout with moms new couch that we possessed from the recent move this past weekend…. finally she is out of that bullshit house of Tony’s ///// / i think luigi is missing!

daniel has been chilling… he passed his home piss test and we need to work alot on our music…. gots to practice before we perform~

yesterday was the first day danus and i went to the supermarket to check out grocies and i showed him how to bugget his money……. boiut a week ago i took him around town and showed him the strips where to pick up fast foods and such….

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u may notice, to quit worrrying about what others think of you because more times than most they are more self-conscious to even notice any of ur flaws……

i seem rather negative eh? yay and nay……. ilove life! i love breathing this air…… i just wish it be cleaner than it is …. the way nature intends it….. i just feels stripped of many rights…… such as clean air, being that we are constantly sprayed with all these chemicals….. which they say are for the misquitos….. UM, they are spraying pesticides all over our yard… dont you think may effect us somehow…… I wont get into chemtrails… which are like the black plague of contrails….. just google it……. anything…. check out google videos on it…….

WELL, Tech started school on the 7th of this month….. and already we are a week and a half past….. I am majoring in Music Education/Performance…… i finally decided on something i always knew to be true in my heart….. music is my passion and i am following it….. U cant go wrong with performing your passion as a way of living~~ whatever it may be……
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 18 Sep 2006 12:34:18 -04:00 all of life could be but a tear drop……

same as any and all things

all life could be but in the pulse of electricity goin from one transitor to another creating this language of ones and zeros ….. life could be but a dream…… another’s dream that dreams us and this world….. the universe…. the universe that never starts or stops…… people really upset me when they state fimly they dont believe in extra-terrestrials…. how fucking conceited we are as human race…. u might call me crazy to tell you they actually walk amoungst us…. “aliens” by nature are humanoid…… evolution takes on the most effecient form as dominant species being of our characteristics…… bi-pedal…. with extremities to perform complex yet intricate task…. our govt. has classified over 57 species since the count back in 1989…. knowledge increases somewhat exponentially…. so i am rather curious of how many races military intelligence is aware of now……

back in 2001 numerous military and govt. officials came forth with their testimonies and credintials on line speaking the truth about a subject that has been ridiculed for over 50 years…… here is the address of the National Press Club Conference that was held on may 9th, 2001…. they were pushing for open Congressional hearing…. yet, the bush administration has denied, or really moreso ignored the subject to date…… WHY? because free energy related technologies come along with this disclosure and why would the Billion $ Bush family who makes their dirty money off OIL want that…. they might be out of the biggest business around…… hmmm, btw is why the war started…… especially being that our govt. attacked our own buildings and citizens in an act of psychological warfare on sept. 11th….. SO we would give up our right….. “the Patriot ACT”…. yeah fucking right! http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm
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it was amazing throw down…… plenty of women…. new faces… and band members that were quite impressed!

burning this film jason
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the absolute truth is that the truth is within each of us, and though they are all different they are truths.
to each his own.
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 02 Sep 2006 01:25:23 -04:00 August 31,, 2006
today,  the last day of august, i woke upo around 14:30 and called E.T.    i was the only one home…..

jon had gone out to get mcdonalds and cam eback sooon
realy wierd waking up in this fortress all alone

et and ortis were busy drinking coke last night
probly again tonight…. ortis went to monroe for some reason and et is there

i hope those fuckers get there shit together before school hits
i knew i need to go to Lowes for a couple dimmers, and silicone, and clamps for my guitar that i broke when throwing on the bed…. it  is clamped now with wood glue and i expect to be just fine…..

Sept. 2nd, 2006
so i got a couple cool dimmers finally installed after shorting out like 4… it is great to have the new fan in my roomm…. so classy… with 4 bulbs on a fancy dimmer….. the room is just bout all right
dont know how much more i could do with it…… im content… very please with alot of things in my life…. though, money is always an issue of something that is ‘needed’ to survive in this world….

Daniel is supposed to be showing up here in a few minutes… i recon to play soem music… thogh im pretty tired and we may not be able to hit it up until tomorrow afternoon…. have band practices starting at 7 really 8 in the morning……. had the first band rehearsal thing tonight with everyone…. that was kool
school is back in session!
yeah!
then we went to the intrumural center to play some sports as the night activity….. i hit some raquet ball and ping pong… it seems that most of the people in band are taking a better likeing to me now…. i mean… yeah we had time to get to know each other over the past year… though im talking with more of them… it seems that adam still has some kind of issue of un-exceptance with me…. like he doesnt acknowledge me…. or when i asked him to play raquet ball he wouldnt even anser me directly… he just kinda pointed at this guy walking by…. maybe im trippin….. i know that in this world i cant always be right…. and my views are not the absolute truth….. can there be absolute truths.!?
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i’ve been feeling so inspired lately…. certain things have opened myself to new perceptions of existence…. a vision of eshalon, a flower, a bird…. and death is reocurring, new way of perceiving things…. opening your mind, expanding your consciousness is always good…..how do these words impact the world around me,,, though how does it impact myself…. like before… the greatest impact it has is on myself…. putting
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and most beautiful
things in the world cannot
be seen or even touched.
They must be felt
with the heart.”
                                             -Helen Keller
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:15:41 -04:00 give me the chance and i bet i can send you to sleep with my guitar~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:29:39 -04:00 i love taking a really long warm shower and just toward the end, turning the water cool taking all that extra heat from my body and head…. i let the water run down my hair and suck the agua from the strands rehydrating what was steamed out of me…. back to equilibrium and out the shower refreshed in mind, body, and soul….
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:29:00 -04:00 “scatch a lie and find a theif”

“I’ll show ya how to do it the first time.
the second time i’ll helo ya..
though, the third time you got to do it on you own…”

-Ray’s mom
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:30:18 -04:00 I’ve been remodling my mom’;s house over in Monroe for a couple months now; it would be much easier building this house from scratch. Though there is something about the art of this make-over. where you truly appreciate the area that surrounds you when finished. likewise, my house in Ruston hasbeen a constant project this summer, or I may say, all year now, though moreso this usmmer. I’d say my summer job has been construction…. more over than my odd jobs…
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:30:37 -04:00 It really seems that when things go wrong, they all go wrong at once. “your whole world comes crashing down all around__________”

-an observation of others… not a personal crisis right now
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:31:09 -04:00 i think earthling people praise theirself too much as the dominate speacies of this planet… how would we measure up in the galaxy~~~ te universe?
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RADIOHEAD

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All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
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From: <a href=’http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=38335677′>mexy</a&gt;
Date: Aug 8, 2006 6:31 AM

Dear Mexy, (this should be interesting!)

I don’t really know___ you. You have a nice personality and bright energy___. You make me comfortable__. You

should always believe in yourself and never take ur life for granted_____. Someday I will get to kick it with you again and maybe get to know you better___. You + me = novelty____.

We should take the time to share like interest________. If I saw you now I’d give you that Unified Theroy cd_____. I would

build a mailbox_____ just for you. If I could sing you any song it

would be _Change by Blind Melon______. If I could I’d give you _a sombrero________. We

could _laugh&dream_____ under the stars.


Love,
_dreamSquirrel____________

(P.S. _i have a hair fettish 😉___.)

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:14:46 -05:00 holly crappo

i just remembered my dream this morning..
i was looking at Mexy’s pic profile and saw her peace sign!

it was the shit
i was out in a field looking for mushrooms… and as a UFO came over there appeared huge shrooms in the distance…..

this saucer was so close and so evident it blew my mind!

oh shit… I WAS LUCID LAST NIGHT!!!!!

THIS   is a separate dream though, i was at Daniel’s house and dove into the cartoon world… i knew anything was possible; i flew around a bit….

back to the saucer, UFO… it was white… pure white…. and sometimes went to grey almost then translucent with the cloaking devices!…. we were out in this huge open green pasture and then the space craft crashes after doing al these beautiful aereobatics…. i knew the military was on the way so i had to get out of there quik… and i hid inthe bushes until i could get to the house in Glibert… which was just a walk away….. i got there and tim was wondering why i was home and how i got there ]… i dont knwo if i really had a good explanation though i called elliott and tried working out when he could pick me up…….

over at daniel’s house things were amazing… i dont remember too many details now….. but it was amazing… i knew i was dreaming and told everyone else it was a dream sop they could do what they wanted to…. seems that i did most of the unlimited things…. and they were kind of observers… wierd the observer is… though… i see myself doin this stufff… i guess just like i see myself sitting in this chair right now typing all this goooo gah….. nah….

also,,, i recall being up the road at the near appartments off tech farm… where we dump trash alot… and i went down into the washroom… shower room,, change room for the pool… and they had sitting there 3 computers… each with nice flat panel monitors… iwanted to take one but they had security devices connected to them… actuallyy. im not sure if i ended up taking one or not
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<![CDATA[ Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You’re not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your “down time.”

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don’t mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed – making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You’ll try almost anything interesting, and you’re constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.]]>
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what is this need for communication
this thing essential to our being in the attempt to properly communicate our wishes, dreams, fears, hopes, sorrows, todays, and tomorrows, our emotion that can’t be kept at bay

drama between and amoung the people we know, love, hate, and find ourself close to brings change… major change that will echo on always, as does any action or sort…. but this drama amoungst friends really establishes who and who is not truly a friend… the one’s that will be waiving their hands to you as you drown.

i’ll be waiving my hand
watching you drown
watching you scream
quiet, alll loud
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these people came to my house, and i was at home on the farm… though in dreams things are always not what they seem or how we know them in waking life. so, they let me borrow a cd i was copying at the moment… and i wanted to give them music liek usual. so, they start to leave and i take lil josh’s bike and go after them… with the cds,, he follows… down the road east…. we pass the trailer and it is on fire…. i telll josh not to be such and idiot and go call the fire dept. and i keep riding on down to them… they get inside around the corner living at perry’s in a trailer…. and the fields there are on fire… they see me and come out and invite me end…. i give them the disc and ask dont u think we should report these fires… they assume they are controled and not a problem … so i ignore them… it was getting dark as i approached there house… fastly dark in fasct… so then i go down the end of Kelly ln. and there is the cable compnany that supplies all of the area even over to ruston… they are comcast… and there are two workers in there… a fatt black girl and a gay black guy… bastard… its a trailer also… well i get home and then i get this phone call where they are liek sending me pleasure over the phone… like i actuall
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:33:10 -04:00 only if i could get my hand on $1000 dollar bill
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 21 Jul 2006 19:25:41 -04:00 sounds get to me more than anything~~
what about you?
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:21:05 -04:00 some of my best thoughts come to me while im in the shower….. though, by the time im out of there the thoughts have been cast into the see of unremembrance…. wishing i could write them down now… though those words may have been in the place of these words… and i feel everything it meant to be all along the same coincidense of random swirving…. like Forrest Gump said, It’s a little bit of both……..

maybe the shower stimulation of thought is from all the brain massaging goin on in there…. caressing of the hair, extremities, face, skin, and scalp….. though, would u know i have a hair fettish….. something there that draws great attention in this soul….. ah, how i love my showers….. there, you are alone… no one to even glance or mess with or require any kind of response of you, while in the shower…. they are not goin to come in because of your nudity…. it is a safe haven…. place of peace, rest, relaxation, memories, future conception of possibilities and responsibilities, and cleansing…. ah, has it been that the hot water is all away…. down the drain… that which~ draws and inhales the gravity of motion in water….
~the majority of our being and the refreshing giver of life…….
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:16:37 -05:00 so, maybe i should sit down and write something about my life and how it goes around these strange dayz…

Bonnaroo was the best experience of my life! it opened me up to such a great amount of culture and freedom that i have never seen. the essence of the whole event is such a wonderful thing. the vibes there were unlike any other felt. when u are out in Bonnaroo, people are people; they don’t carry around all of these bullshit possesions that hender us so from realizing what the human spirit is…. the cell phone tower is jammed, so no use in carrying the hellish phone, we are out there camping; down to the bare essentials for living and survival; something i feel people should do much more often. The cabin is pondering a camping trip soon hopefully…. although we have to get yonder up in those mountains to escape the heat…. or way down in the valley near a clear mystical transient flowing aqua blue stream….

lately i have been traveling back and forth between Monroe to primarily help my mom with remodling the house she was born in. my Grand just signed it over to her and it’s in need of renovations… so, with my knowledge of fixing up my house, i do what i can with that house while learning from this older guy, Richard, that is the man with years of experience. i’m there about 3 days out of a week while visiting with family and very close friends, really considered family theirself.
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Jul 2006 02:00:12 -04:00 is it that people do more and more drugs to try in accounting for the love they feel missing….]]> 2006-07-18 23:59:43 2006-07-19 03:59:43 open Publish post 509813980 1 2006-07-19 23:20:00 2006-07-20 03:20:00 luminosity105 bounce@xanga.com http://luminosity105.xanga.com/ 0 20451165 0 1143895736
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tears of laughter and joy are the best medicine of the spirit bringing forth happy thoughts, like Peter Pan; birth, like the cracking of the egg shell as the nose thrust out for the first breathe of life; refreshing, like a drink of fresh water drained from a cactus after kilometers of travel through a vacant desert.

tears of crying and sorrow are a medecine also in releaving the pain and hurt for feeling in the midst of our dying world. Once can not help but sometimes be overwelmed by evil’s presence and the ill intentions of others that echoes this cycle. can we not break this cycle now to establish peace, love, justice, and beauty amoungst existence?
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:18:32 -05:00
im downlaoding torrents and burning radiohead albums from bonnaroo……

i really enjoy downloading for reasons….. because of ready availability and the sharing of them with others around the world….. i like to have anything from my past that now defines me as a human…. things i have experienced that make me what i am today.

worked on mom’s house today… .i painted, mowed, cauked, learned a lil bit about sheet rock….. and then we went over to his boss’s warehouse and he hooked me and mom up with a few faucets…. so awesome……  nice bathrroooom now
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 13 Jul 2006 20:08:29 -04:00 when i was young, ifelt, but didn’t really think about it…
now that i’m older, i can’t get it out of my head….
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 10 Jul 2006 17:20:41 -04:00 have u ever thought about what thoughts are made of?

in this existence of infinite possibilities, let us not get hung up on certain circumstances and situations that we allow ourselves to place such great value on…… at many times the smallest thing we hold to value can be the most significant in its future of reaction; though not to exclude the past for the essence of time travel.

we need to get away from these preset beliefs, such as the world being flat or round, or my religion is right and yours is wrong; u face eternal damnation…. my opinion is lord…. very well so, every individual is entitled to their opinion as well as their own belief structure…. we are conditioned to the thoughts that make up our lives by the reality and perception of our experience. This belief structure is just of what is composed from the learning throughout one’s whole life. this is why they react to anything in a certain way compared to the next individual that may be disgusted by the action of another person as on the other hand where one is in love with that behavior being produced. therefore, to say, be open minded above all and not limit yourself to what you were taught growing up. to place a firewalll on your credo is to already be dead. though when we look at death i don’t truly see death, but a continuation of energy; there is so much more to the spiritual and alternate realms of energy that i can not speak of that the ‘so much more’ is almost a complete inertness of wording for what i am trying to convey.

ask yourself these deeper questions!
I feel that life is about feeling. all of our emotions, motivations, and drive are based on how we feel about the actions we create and the effect of immediacies or afterthought. although, many times that we do things we are not even sure of why we do. there is this underlying driving force of intuition that urges us in this direction. this ushers in the mystery of life in relation to all things. how do we know the world around us is real when the being determining it to be real is intangible. oh, no, but you can reach out and touch me. yes and no. we do make contact and feel, though these are electrical impulses of energy traveling through our body and spinal cord causing wondrous reactivity in our brain; however, when we touch something as any other piece or matter, they do not directly connect; when you are bouncing a basketball on the ground, does it touch the pavement?
No, the electrons from the atoms of matter have their charge and actually repel what is coming into contact with it magnetically.
taking this as another example about our understanding of the world around us shows that so many assumptions are not wrong, but misconstrued or misinterpreted.

the brain does not know the difference between what it sees in its environment and what it remembers. Also, there is no difference between the actual waking perception and action of experience compared to the dreaming perception and action taking place while we sleep. The chemical and biological brain function and process are siamese. Therefore, how aare we to know that life is not but a dream upon a dream, that we are not already dead, that this life now is just a memory, that this life is a story now that we are creating in a dream.

Consciousness is all that makes up the universe. everything is energy; either in its pure form of light all the way to the matter that makes up our body that is in slow vibration. To map the dimensions of one’s body or the neurological dynamics, show that there is nothing great or small for there is really no mean of measure when considering all of what we (K)now!? the solar system has the make-up just like an atom. now look at how it can expand. we used to think the galaxy was the universe!…. so what could the universe be in the midst, hah, of Infiniti?? are we just sources of energy that are floating around on an electron orbiting a nucleus.Our solar system is the atom that connects to the next solar system that makes up a molecule that connects to the next galaxy that all come together to make up this thing, this being, this essence of light and energy, what could abstractly be named and/or called God. soooooo, if the universe is God, which is really beyond comprehension because it doesn’t start, stop, begin, or end; then we are all god manifest. i see all around us as a source of infinite universes and dimensions, parallel universes! with the aspects of space and time. So within every blade of grass and water droplet there is everlasting infinite source of alternate universes and dimension. Showing this that all is so significant and simultaneously so insignificant when we attempt comparisons.

The ultimate question of, Why are we Here?… or maybe just “WHY?” is the ultimate question. Regardless in regards all matter and energy is this mass bundle of information. universal existence is pretty much thought and consciousness. If a proof can be stated, it would be that we are all dreaming our own reality constantly creating and destroying universes in a sense, yet still holding the truths of not being able to create of destroy matter and energy. It’s that it is transformed in the Circle of Life, as a dear friend Mufasa put it. The best part about this all is that ‘I might be wrong.’ take this and believe what you feel to be true, for …

truth is relative…
 reality is an illusion….
  change is inevitable…..


Enigmas
�2006
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daniel stayed the night again last night….he really loves this place now and loves the drive back in forth giving him time to think…..

im gladd for my alone time right now…. its good stuff….. maybe i should try telling people a lil bit about my life more than lecturing them all the time on my belief system…..

i feel it kind of neccessary to give these thoughts out and change the mindset of people that just have never opend up to thinking in a new manner

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dreamSquirrel Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:16:31 -04:00 embarking now on this spiritual journey to Bonnaroo!
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 12 Jun 2006 14:14:49 -04:00
plan to Paint mom’s house on Garden drive

KT is coming in tonight from Florida… very nice….

callie is about to go look for a job….

luigi has a krazy haircut!
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bout to go to Monroe… ya know/
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 10 Jun 2006 19:45:16 -04:00 i’ve been aying out naked tanning for who knows how long, a couple hours, falling asleep…. i’m about to mow a section of the lawn, lets say for fun…..

yesterday was amazing, i went scouting all through the field for mushrooms, i studied it and found what i need to know wbout the field, but most of all i found more of myself. A nature journey, a trip, constant flow of consciousness recorded to the voice recorded that says more than what i believe i did, for 2 hours straight talking about life and my philosophy on it…. almost intended for others, but mostly for myself.

Jason, Callie, Jamie, and Rachel came from Monroe last night and we all hung out with BrandO and david, and Joe, and Marry, for his birthday…. Ortis and I and Chase and Rachel chillin  on a roof there in the country… having a good time, most of them rolling…. i drinkin the good ol’ Heiniken.

i saw Maribeth yesterday at the gas station as i was looking for DDRII ram for my computer in town, ended up having to order more offline….. ah, i truly hope this does it for the system, Elliott is ready for this computer! so we talked and said that she was sorry and she misses me…. i admit to feel the same… though i don’;t see that strong bond of relation working out again…. she is too different from I… to simple when it comes to just enjoying life… i dont feel i learn enough from her…. not stimulated enough…… On the ohter hand, we have a new girl of fortune and fat…. KT….. im not in the mood for another relationship…. though, you never know what time will prove…. that is why im so curious about the future.
she is in Flordia right now and will be back i dont know when…. likely when i am leaving for Bonnaroo!

OH, so yeah… have the nice investment of Shrroooms that goers there will like to have to eat during the festival of MUSIC>……, i have to get rid of my debt soon…. and im working on numerous methods of canceling it right now… some methods illegal yes annoouced by new and past laws…..

my body sweats, my hair grows, my heart longs, my eyes view and see, my thoughts imagine, my mind perceives, i anticipate presperate and love the breathe of life in air that i share with all that exist and may seem amist yet constantly there, here, now and beyond~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:24:36 -04:00 aspirations of the future, a longing and hunger to live life passionately
and to co-exist with being of positive light and energy.
what is this vibration?

mushrooms bring me to immense curiosities and revelations
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 08 Jun 2006 15:50:10 -04:00 i stand at the doorstep of infinite alternate dimensions
we limit ourself only by the imagination we dream
lucidity in any reality passes time over
for it is but the instant that we are in the midst of eternity

i look to the sky and the earth
i measure what life is worth
for i know that there is no measure
great or small
in all is all
our being is possible to describe and relate
using metaphors and symbology to represent or
become and is part of anything by comparison
do we not also becomes ants with the birds eye view?
does our solar system not resemble the make-up of an atom?

in us and everything around us contains an infinite source of universes
there is no beginning or end
no start or stop
it streches on forever
farther and further on
more beautiful and cosmic than one may describe with words
there is something behind the linnings of everything that speaks of itself and still means so more much
being all inclusive and alive with passion of existence

if everything had one meaning it would be too simple
i delight in the language of expression
words come and go so far to a point where they can convey wonderful frequencies of understanding and then at other times fall innurt
its the nonverbal that goes further, the body language, the eye contact that confesses more boldly than all

i can go on for dayz about experiences, presence, vivid dreams,
aspirations of the future, a longing and hunger to live life passionately
and to co-exist with beings of positive light and energy.
what is this vibration?
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 06 Jun 2006 14:39:32 -04:00 matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration;
we’re all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively.
there is no such thing as death,
life is just a dream,
and we are the imagination of ourselves~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Jun 2006 14:45:35 -04:00 this is the true underlying basis for our emotions and what motivates towards our actions…. also the response that one receives feedback from anything that they do….. all of the actions we make are interpreted by the individual within the immediate realm of existence and the react to it in some way… therefore we use this information to judge future self behavior modification.

i want to say something about the colour Green…
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 01 Jun 2006 04:58:36 -04:00 my Mom’s b-day is today!

had a b-day party Wednesday night at the Cabin in honor of my lil bro, ET
that was alot of fun…. there are still quite a bit of awesome people in Ruston since the start of the summer break… i’m happy ab0out that

for enertainment, aside from the infinite random conversation, we had a keg donated by dear Devon and 5 kids jammin some live music.
ET – percussion
Sean – tenor sax
Judson – alto sax
David – trumpet
Tim – bass

i’ve been building, or ordering the parts to build a desktop lately…. first time to really do this in full… will be fun

in some few or so several hours I’ll be leaving out to New Orleans with Daniel & his bro Gabe….. Daniel is not blood with me but, close enough yes…. a brother…. though, all humans share blood…. anyway…. we’re goin to see his popps for his b-day in Covington and hitting the city with Justin, Gabe, and their girls….

um, here is a pretty interesting, rather revolutionary in your minds eye site

http://www.supportthetruth.com/

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dreamSquirrel Wed, 24 May 2006 06:49:47 -04:00
this night i had coinciding with freinds at the commune and a dear late night, early morning dip in the town swimming pool… so nice to lie on your back and look up to the heavens with the luster of the stars gazing back at you in approval for all feelings……
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 24 May 2006 06:40:48 -04:00 the birds begin to sing this time of morning…
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 23 May 2006 02:07:22 -04:00 what if all the people in the world jumped up at once?
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 22 May 2006 23:57:07 -04:00
do some conjur tha thought that there is notin new under de son?
does this procrastonate many in their search for inovation and creativity?

there is always room for change and originality with the dynamic human spirit
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I don’t understand how there can be so much love and beauty in the world, and yet at the same time so much pain. Is it necessary to have this pain to establish equilibrium in the universe? Can we not all live in peace and have good will to one another? tears bring me to this revelation. what holds us back from truth? limitations we put on ourself? holding back our emotions and beliefs? submitting to the system and not starting a revolution? do you care about our children? how will they remember the future?

All we need is love…
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 01 May 2006 17:02:52 -04:00 Kannon Pierre was born on the 19th of April, though i just got around to seeing him the following Sunday afternoon….
he has so much expression and personality already, it amazed me!
i haven’t seen him since, though i am rather anxious to visit him again.
he was born 6 weeks premature, but is doing great and safe at home now….
he’s such a joy in my life to now be an uncle and someone that he will look up to, learn from, and respect throughout his life….. then again, think of how much i will learn from him?










I ❤ U Kannon… (^^)
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 30 Apr 2006 14:52:18 -04:00
studying and researching the truth of the world and universe
are they attainable to fathom?

about to go to Trent’s and get m cell-phone
we went shooting last night, that was pretty fun, blowing away buckets and such
then to Wal-mart, those bastards
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 01 May 2006 00:37:58 -04:00
kittens @ the cabin 🙂
my nephew, Kannon Pierre, was born the same time as this cat was giving birth… ( ;
LOVE UM

4/21

really a 4/20 party… : P

Morning…. ahhhhh

the Ben Folds Five concert!!!



rock it Out Brittney!! : D

Who’s this guy 2 the right below?!


4/21
had a karate competition this morning… though, the guy that was bringing me apparently forgot and left me in Ruston instead of the ride to Bossier…. so instead…. The dear lad Cooper had offered earlier to go up in the Cesna this weekend…. and i didn’t hesitate taking him up on it…. We had a great time… He needed some flight hours… so we took it south east and looped over mi casa…..

getting ready to roll and fly

me & Maribeth



the Quachita River


Chase, LA… where i grew up on the Sweet Potatoe Reasearch Station
the area where the road bends…..

downtown Winnsboro

touching down in Winnsboro

the amazing local airport

our aircraft… sweet

Gilbert, LA ~ my Home

like an Oasis in the desert
all of the green property there on the South side of the road is ours, 15 acres

better angle on some the orchard


Cooper & Megan : )

Thanks buddy….
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Apr 2006 01:49:38 -04:00   4/11
International Day

a peculiar spot

Defiance of Newton’s Law !?


4/12
The Idea Place ~ {my work place}

CarayzZZZZZZZZZZZ


4/13
guitar midterm`

good art…

4/14

the badass organ~

4/15
Sidhartha rocks!

4/16
Home for Easter
good to be with family : )



dear Emily…

wild Rodster….
he’s ‘goin out on a limb’ for this One ; )



good times

Yoshi’s kittens



in motion

my cur dog’s offspring

long past memories here

practicing baseball with my lil bro



been playing a little catch-up
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Apr 2006 16:36:06 -04:00 i don’t feel it neccessary to turn on my blinker in signaling no car that is around…

shame to those that care only of theirself and spoil our childrens’ futures….
hail to the theif again and again
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 01 May 2006 17:04:53 -04:00 I am an uncle now!!! 😀

Kannon Pierre

:born this day, April 19th, 2006 @ 13:55
 Father: Joshua Pierre
 Mother Mary Taylor
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Apr 2006 15:19:03 -04:00
this is awesome

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 14 Apr 2006 04:41:55 -04:00
had karate this morning; was pretty awesome….. Jordan busted my nose… bleeding… i think we got let out earli because of that… maybe……

i dreamt last night or this morning…..

Hank was showing me around his band room…. it was very psychadelic……. when we went all around…we finally came to his band room door and it was this weird kind of dimension to enter… the door was so strange……

i was then out on a ski slope with friends and they were all snowboarding… so i was running to get my board and woke to have to go to class in like 5 mins….

got to karate right as they were bowing in……. got out earli and came home to practice guitar and mow snd eat and rest…… then
went to Goldspiel’s class and performed for the Mid-term exam… it went welllll …. we then talked about UFOs and aliens….. and he voiced he thought some of the great minds like Bach…. and Da Vinci were aliens….. heheh,, sweet

then to the Cafeteria to talk with Serena and get that hook up on the meal…… ; outside to eat and chill with people… then home to take a long hard nap… i got high after and cleaned my room a little wile i jammed to the rock music…. ; took an amazing  shower and said kudos to Jonathan and peace… he was off for the weekend to Shreveport…. then chilled with Poe some… but received a call that there were some Clowns up at the Sundown perofrming… so i headed over and had a great time seeing som many familiar faces….
we all went over to the Commune and drank and played some music together…

Sticks.. rythym guitar, vocals
Tim.. solo guitar
Sean.. tenor sax
Chris.. hormonica
Jud.. djembe, vocals

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earlier tonight….
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:45:31 -04:00 this guy next to me
what it be?
crack a lack thy nuckles
and have a few chuckles
sail my royal barge
@ large, coming over
for my advantage
they said, living in
this narrow land of
fertility~~
Thiving in our world
as Humans & Gods
to the Egyptians you
are reborn, born into
the afterlife

Mumification
keep the good body
so thy soul ecco on
concentrate yo skills
on tombs~ Engineered
common people thrown
in Nile while the
Royalty slepts in the
Great Pyramids of
servants suferings
there tey lay in
crocidile jamws bleeding
tears of regret,
ignorance, & damnation
 almost, maybe ”””””
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 08 Mar 2006 19:20:44 -05:00 I think about the things that I contribute to the world. @ this
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we were driving to infimy
the heaven beyond the clouds
bursted forth with expression of existence…
they flew on to the place of dwelling not yet of known to them
however, still destin___
These yound lads looked to the future
though feeling that they have done this before. …
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free there floating in the air
moon’s reflecting glare
gave site unto what was local
though alien stars beyond
where given focal shown
Gemini eyez past over the mountain
as fire from the sky shot higher
through the twin hearts~

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dreamSquirrel Sat, 11 Mar 2006 05:20:53 -05:00 this album rocks!

what have i been doin the past many dayz since the break? i have been doin what Judson wants to do …. no outside various forcing that are controlling my behavior to any moment other than that i am enjoying what i feel best at the point in time.

i have been listening to aLot of music of course while going about my life…. taking it in slowly with a light heart for it has been lifted in becoming reaquainted with a past soul…. our friendship is building and to be with her feels so so good…

my days, nights, hours, minutes, and moments to moments have been ever so enjoyable relaxing at my abode mostly…. i really love those days that everything is so beautiful and perfect you can stare into the face of God~ and he gazes right back
David Poe and I have rather enjoyed ourselves so that it’s kind of hard to believe…. we have amazing conversations and really talk, not chat…. same with my Friend John Ortis….

 he has been here at the Cabin a bit…. where time is only a matter of importance when he is pondering about goin to work. today we collaborated and put together his California King size water bed that was brought in by his parents which is pretty similar to my own water bed : D very similar….. his parents were kind of freaking out trying to peice it together so I told them we could put it together no problem being my history with it…… they were real pleased and then came over to the log cabin to check out the place where Ortis spends so much time…. His pops does his own moon shine wine and gave us about 5 quarts…. it is really Good  : P  also, we created a song today entitled “the atmosphere through the door” . it feels so good to make music together,,, life is art and my passion is ‘musick’

i have been doin various projects around the house this break… the ultimate break that i  have been longing for since time…. it is astounding… the weather has been perfect every since…. lighting radiantly pure reflecting upon all surfaces including my skin that absorbs readily and questions why it has been deprived of the feeling for so long. daily showers…. hair fresh…. feet soiled with soulful soil… bursting with potential to grow and produce the energy of plants sprouting to thrive…..

today i climbed onto the crest of our roof and chekd out the view for a while… Very nice! been burning music for friends…. partaking in the good herb and drink while meditating, soul searching, relaxing, conversing, playing in the grass and instruments, and taking up the act of home projects… have been cutting wood with the chainsaw, and spliting with the axe(splitter), been cleaning in general, sweeping, vacumming, carpet shampooing, closets on 3rd floor overhauled, electrical work, computer stuff, cooking, chopping trails through the local wood, repairing a bridge, the water bed project, photographing the new life of Spring that is hear again; reproductive glands, yeah…..

morr photos to be posted later…
and oh yeah….

i bought BONNAROO tickets,,, what are you waiting for?
peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy to you a!!
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photo from Mars surface : )
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i have a few projects to take care of today… bout to go pay the COX bill with Jon that is rather overdue…. gonna cut some firewood maybe…. shop vac the upstairs closets…… sweep the downstairs…. shampoo the carpet in the ER…. go on a trash run…. enjoy the lighting…. just did hook up a socket in the hallway for me mates to make their way to the bathroom at night….. need to put some lights up in the hallway there…… gonna breather fresh air…… oh
i saw a honey bee today… i think it is the first one….. its wing strokes came so close to my palm … i wanted it to land on my hand…. i love honey bees… they they ,, remind me of home…. where i grew up with many honey bee hives……
ah, the smell of Her….
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there is a party goin on right now for Mr. Matthew Hennington…. they are all up in the ER smoking it up….. i am consoled to writing because of the emotions flowing….. have Enigma playing in the background to the Chillout album…..

talked to Maribeth under the covers of denim with on the comfort of the dinem couch…. i was camoflouge man…. so Pamela calls me…… &
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:32:54 -05:00 it has finally come to another night that has not been so hostile bitter and cold with the air that flows around and through our bodies….. laughter and exploration of the like kind souls’ being has enraptured me for the evening and wee hours of this morning’s existence…….. curious is the kool night air that washes over our abode with mistful intentions and inhalations…..
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The Discolsure Project dreamSquirrel Mon, 20 Feb 2006 22:48:34 -05:00 here is the link to a site that i should have published a long while ago……
http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm

it was the starting point that opened my mind and eyes to the infinite wonders of the universe; since the discovery of this National Press Club Conference video, i have further delved into the studies of UFOs and Extraterrestrial Life forms…

here is a link displaying the present possibilty of the technology gained from the study of their spacecraft~~ http://news.scotsman.com/scitech.cfm?id=16902006

if you would like more videos or documentation on this subject, please let me know….
take care, breathe deep, and seek peace…….
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hey! this is natalie roberts…lacys cousin. i think i saw you at nicks a lil while ago with elliot. well, anyway, just thought i’d comment you!!! so u best comment me back!!! lol.

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Symphonic Concert Performance dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:37:35 -05:00 if you’re not aware…. i play alto saxphone in the Tech Symphonic Band
the Concert Band will be performing @ 3 PM today in Howard Auditorium with the Symphonic Band to soon after come onto the stage and play the musick i have become so familiar with……. we have been working on these pieces the past 3 months…. so i hope you will come to enjoy….. breathe deep & seek peace…..
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a life time is but a blinking of thine eye
and like passion it rises again
from the ashes or our loins
transforming
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I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You’ll come apart and you’ll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what’s not there.

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew

A stranger’s light comes on slowly
A stranger’s heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart

Fade into you
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Fade into you
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http://news.scotsman.com/scitech.cfm?id=16902006

AN EXTRAORDINARY “hyperspace” engine that could make interstellar space travel a reality by flying into other dimensions is being investigated by the United States government.

The hypothetical device, which has been outlined in principle but is based on a controversial theory about the fabric of the universe, could potentially allow a spacecraft to travel to Mars in three hours and journey to a star 11 light years away in just 80 days, according to a report in today’s New Scientist magazine.

The theoretical engine works by creating an intense magnetic field that, according to ideas first developed by the late scientist Burkhard Heim in the 1950s, would produce a gravitational field and result in thrust for a spacecraft.

Also, if a large enough magnetic field was created, the craft would slip into a different dimension, where the speed of light is faster, allowing incredible speeds to be reached. Switching off the magnetic field would result in the engine reappearing in our current dimension.

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 02 Feb 2006 23:06:24 -05:00 And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you’re there
Can’t you hear?
I’m not myself

Well, go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you

So listen up
The sun hasn’t set
(I refuse to believe that it’s only me feeling)
Just hear me out
I’m not over you yet
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)

So how do I do normal?
A smile I fake
the “per-ma-nent-way”
cue-cards and fix-it kits
Can’t you tell?
I’m not myself

I’m a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don’t wanna feel anything but I do
And it all comes back to you

Hear me out
Listen up
This time you gotta listen to me – yeah
Look at me straight
Just hear me out
Don’t make me wait
I’m not myself
I can’t take this
Love’s on the line
Is that your final answer?

I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up, I know you’re there…”

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All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire.Aristotle

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here’s a set list that i compilled back on the 14th~ we should play all
of these, a few more of whatever comes up, and of course the free style
JaMMiNG~~

Santana ~ Put Your Lights On

REM ~ Losing My Religion

Pink Floyd ~ Wish You Were Here

Foo Fighters ~ Everlong

Nirvana ~ D-7

Deftones ~ Change

Dave Matthews Band ~ All Along the Watchtower
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“Imagination is everything, it is more important than knowledge; it is the preview of life’s coming attractions.” ~ Albert Einstein
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Do it now.

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:36:08 -04:00 wild it was

i remember biking around… i came across this guy that was biking around with a kid on his back… doin circles around this building… advertising something… and i think it had something to do with government… i stopped him and asked him what he thought about 911…. he believed the official story.. he was thrown off that i didnt… so i said to him the main things that are strange about it to me are… !) why did the WTC7 fall & 2) there was never any video footage of a plane hitting the pentagon… he looked confused and the placed evolved to being inside a room… he started arguing with his wife and i biked out… went down the street and came to a shotgun house string of rooms…

i biked through all the rooms… thinking they were different peoples houses, but they were all connected… i keep riding my bike through… all the rooms having different styles. but no people in them… i come to the last room and there is a white sheet inbetween i, the last room and a lady i hear talking on the phone… i am moving a trashcan out of the way and she steps through the veil.. gets off the phone, the veil disappears and there are cats all around… she is a little startled… and then says something like, “Judson you can’t do things like that”
i ask her, what is the cat’s name Judson? she said yes and asked me what i was doing there…. i told her just being curious and checking things out… she was fine with it but i planned to be on my way soon… i told her i thought she was Psychic at first because she said my name and didnt know me…. but maybe she did… maybe i was actually visiting a place of an old sage….

i ride out onto the porch which spands as long as this house is wide… telling i her i better get going home before it gets too bad outside because the clouds are dark… but i see some light also… but after saying that it gets darker and starts raining….. “it is actually a rainy day in real life as i am typing this”…. i get back to the mid-end point and there is a boat area dock that i have to go around… im on this old type bike… granny style… and jump down to the pavement to get another angle at going around this docking area… an old man… who i assume to be the lady’s lifemate… tells me… pick some of those shrooms up there!… i picked a bunch!… there should be lots being its raining… now it wasnt just rainin…. IT was flooding!…. i did pick some… about 10… had never seen this variety and was asking him what they were about… if they were good… he didnt respond… and out the corner of my eye i believe to have saw someone in the window….

i think kinda teleport to being in bed… i think this is where Diana called me in real life… for a short second… i talked to her… she wants me to call her back when i wake… so ill do that…. but i immediately went back to sleep… i was in bed chillin… and she came in the room and gave me a Big Kiss…. a powerful one without tounge…. and then another…. and another girl comes in the room…. i then get out of bed and we go outside but before i see someone else is laying in the bed on the other side of the room under covers and i think its elliott….
we go outside and there is a little house in the middle of the carport driveway…. diana is so small she can fit in it… really small like…. that only she can fit in there…. but its like alice in wonderland… she shrinks!…. and then gets big when sshe came out…

sent the first paragraphs to Lorne Frank Fractals~
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get sean the weather underground

TOdd – waking life, a scanner darkly, the weather underground

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i dreamt i was in a castle of sorts…. a nice multi story mansion…. there was some kind of discrepancy as to where i showered…. i remember going in the large hall and dancing…. and finding a strange man… that paid close attention to what i was looking at on the back wall away from the windows…. this place was very goldish in colour and gaudy…

i also remember being in a place and there were 2 trashcans with 2 teddy bears in them… trash cans were metal grey and the bears gray also….

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:39:26 -05:00 tonight i will dream great dreams and explore the depths of the cosmos and astral plain of possibilities~~*
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Its strange…. Biking down the street now… seeing no one in their yards anymore… afraid to come out in the streets of where they abide for fear of what they may expose to their neibors…. How many people are glewed to the television and have this plastic house and yard they never play in…. The people you pass on the street that are reluctant to throw you a waive, heads up or peace sign…. All of us in our own little world… because out there…. There is no us in this world… many people, so selfish, out there just for themselves and doin everyone else in at the same time…… all the while doing this to others and possible not even realizing how “it’s them against the world”…. We say, at least let me have my TV and tv dinners… I’ll do my job at work… I’ll pay your usury, just leave me be….

When was the last time you spoke with your neighbor? See how many of the same philosophies ya share… and those ya don’t ….. at least to listen and reflect upon at the bits of knowledge we get throughout life… Yet, why would we want to do that…. .Most of us focus on our differences rather than how we’re alike…. It’s an individualistic society ragging waterfall…

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:38:59 -05:00 right now i’m burning sage and opium/incense at my desk side….

momma told me… some day you’ll be a man~~
she said ya best do the best ya can~!~
now tomorrow has turned into today!~~
oh what dreams’.. may come~~

i look unto the sun~
realizing we all are one~~
and the past still remains
things seem to stay the same~
though we must press on into the light~
put up that faithful fight!~
for your rights~

and bliss will come
when worry is done~
the war has already been won~
in our minds and in our hearts we must start
to face the fears and fight this war with art

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DC arrives… he goes to OWEN funeral home to see soem old lady he worked with at the Police station back in the day….. then Rhianna and Kelsey come over…. we go to Cactus Jacks…. with Trey also… and come back to jamm…. trey gets too drunk…. elliott is too big headed, impatient…. and daniel doesnt listen to people, not terribly different from ortis…. he always has his thoughts… wont take the time to learn new things really….. man.. it seems hopeless sometimes… i get really agrivated with how apathetic my room mates seem…. often i ask myself if there’s something wrong with me….

damn… hard to exist on this planet alot of the time i think… i guess im gonna just have to do a solo career in music because daniel refuses to progress…. and the jam sessions never last more than 30 mins really… idk

im saying all this to let out some negative energy… here for light to store….. and get the energy off me …. hopefully it wont make the hard drive feel bad storing the data…. i dont know what exist in electricity and light… you and me? who am i talking to …… the sky! the wall~ anothers soul?

time to let it flow
ya know how that goes
here and there
unsold
swinging on a rope
in a pleasant place….
of dreams not yet so far off
but close to the heart…..

and with care
we do dare
do the things we do
and steps in another’s shoes
for a while?
faking a smile…
half a mile long….
fading away from the sunset,….
and lets….
have a bet……..
though instead…..
its in my head
what words were said are now to be
pasted in a tree
along green pastures
and stones fences……

the earth shrills!
in the vibrations of light and darkness
positive and negative
yet, poisions
seeping in her mouth
turning, and unturning
yerning and slurging on the ills of man
oh caN
we not see
what the world has come to be
people jumping around here and there
and where they flee in glee
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:43:37 -05:00 we were in a classroom of about 20 people and it was that i had a girlfriend that was sitting right in front of me…
Bjork was singing and dancing around and my girlfriend started crying because of how beautiful she and her singing was… but only in a good way… not that she had a sense of jealousy or overwhelmed since of not living up to it in my or her eyes… but just that it was perfect!


last night i was scheduled to have an encounter with extraterrestrials…. and maybe i did… im not sure…. but i asked that i might remember… though… i can’t seem to really… i know something strange happened in my dreams and i remember being kinda lucid waiting on this encounter….. when i woke up my computer was off… guess that could mean a number of things…

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i remember looking through my new binoculars at orion’;s nebula and seeing it in great detail…. magnificent!

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i need to get back into this… just writing down my thoughts randomly…. then goin back to edit and publish

ok…

so last night or day… i went to the music store at Zeagler’s music and browsed guitars for about 4 hours… then to Daniel’s house… Kenya’s and Michael’s place… and talked with them for a bit after coming from Taco Bell….. Mike is a kool dude… showed me some of his basic computer language program that wrote….. then over to Mom’s to drop her car back off because i was using it while ET had my keys cause i left them in his car the night before at the Blue Monkey….. then left shortly after with Daniel to Joshua’s house… where Kannon and Taylor were playing…. it is always a complete delight to see him……then to BooksaMillion where i met a couple of really cool cats…..

right now im messin with myspace of course and i just purchased a 60gb mp3 player!!!

listening to Russ Evans on myspace

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I support strongly the campaigns for the following:

I. Peace, not War
II. 9/11 Truth & Reinvestigation
III. Unconstitutional Income Taxes
IV. Net Neutrality
V. Global Warming
VI. Free Energy related Technologies
VII. The Disclosure Project!

With each of these campaigns come a large variety of issues. Many people are aware of these matters but are not sure how to go about reform. I ask that you look into them all and act upon them with the greatest respects to the people you represent. Please strive in making a positive contribution to the world our children will inherit.

Take a look at Loose Change, America: Freedom to Fascism, An Inconvenient Truth, & above all The Disclosure Project @ http://www.disclosureproject.org (view any of these video documentaries @ http://www.youtube.com).

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:15:39 -05:00 HUG 😀 i embrace your HUG fully and return full vibrations of peace, love, & positive energy….. you seem to have such a pleasant soul with good intentions….

i wanted to share this with you http://blog.myspace.com/dreamsquirrel
& http://www.projectplaylist.com/standalone/4549872

take care dear & keep fighting for truth…
namaste
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peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy dear…..

 a letter to Megan Peters of Michigan

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Sunday, March 4^th, 2007 @ approximately 16:00 (4pm) I saw in the sky above my front yard a sphere of pure white light about 1 meter in diameter if it were at close proximity… The day was quiet, peaceful, Tech was out on quarter break, there wasn’t much traffic on the road, greenery sprouting, beautiful blue skies, clear, not too windy, light status clouds around…… Discussed further is my direct perception of this orb, its motion and theories of what it may possibly be~

Where to start, but with what my experience was from the beginning of thought… I was sitting on the porch in front of my room outside of the cabin. I was there with two friends, Daniel Clark and Rhianna Emerson, having conversation. Rhianna was sitting on the rocking bench with me to my left and Daniel was standing in front of us. The subject came up that we were talking about the degree to which the government surveillances its citizens. Talking about this brought up the concept in my mind that we human beings of Earth could possibly be monitored or observed by extraterrestrial life forms. I thought of this concept; of us being observed or studied by beings of higher intelligence, or that there was life out there that was truly compassionate and looking to our world with a sense of hope. As I was looking down, I thought of all this and at that moment, I had this overwhelming sense that I indeed ‘was being observed’.

 
I felt the presence of some separate being or entity strongly, and looked directly’ to its placement in the sky! It was hovering just above and to the right of Daniel’s shoulder roughly 40 yards away and 40 feet high. Time slowed down at this point and I gazed at it in awe for what were seemingly brief moments of splendid intriguing curiosity~~~ When I first beheld the orb, it gave me a peaceful vibe….  I was not at all frightened but enlightened to see this phenomenal object. My thoughts flowed so fast in these few moments that when I give you measurements of time and distance, they are not precise, but a rough probable estimate… I had a general idea of what it was I was looking at, but was not sure how to describe it at the moment; so for lack of better words, I said to the people beside me, “Look! a UFO…”

 
Before I told my friends next to me what I was seeing, I had a feeling that the object would probably disappear when I pointed it out to others, but I just couldn’t keep the beauty of this mystifying experience to myself. So, they both look directly to where I am pointing and this is where things get really strange…. As they both look, they see the orb there in the front yard, and then it moves at an extremely! high velocity up to the left above the tree line… The object moved so fast— that I could not even track the frames per second with my eyes. This happened to where it was seemingly there in the front yard and then there 1000s of feet away in the sky, almost as if the orb jumped to that spot in the sky through another dimension or wormhole… It was very astonishing to see what had just happened!… The object hovered there for maybe 10 seconds and then slowly started to descend behind the tree line. Rhianna and I were seated and Daniel was standing up following the object as it kept loosing altitude. I saw it drift behind the towering pine tree, though the needles, and then we lost sight.

 
That totally blew our minds! We talked about what we witnessed and they eventually went inside, however, I was so amazed I decided to stay in hopes of seeing something again… hoping that it would come back and make more contact, because I had this sense it was there to see me in the first place, it seemed somewhat shy and departed when it was that I pointed it out to those around me. This gave me the sense that when it came back I should probably just observe and not call people’s attention. So I sat there on the bench after describing to Trey Thomas what we saw. I believe he was in my room at the time the object appeared to us on the porch… Trey and I had been hanging out jamming a little and he was on my computer at the time contacting HP for service support. He kept coming in and out of my room to where I was, but I sat there for maybe 10 minutes I guess and looked to the last spot in the sky that I saw the concentration of light that moved with such elegance.

 
And then the moment came again where it rose above the tree line and hovered there in the air… kind of like it was peeking at me…. But this time, it really did appear that there where 2 of these objects side by side. I’m not quite sure; I wish I could have telescoped to that point, which was pretty much the same distance away from me that it had halted after moving at ‘light speed’ from my front yard. But this time, the object seemed a little more elongated like it was two points of light and their energy was connecting in the middle, making more of an oval shape. They hovered there in the sky for what was probably another 10 seconds, and I couldn’t help but to try calling Trey’s attention, although, he didn’t make it in time… They moved back down below the tree line and that was the last I saw of the phenomenon that day.

 
Overall, the orbs of light gave me this whole sense of connectedness with the universe……. I got the feeling that they were curious and observing me in some manner… When I first intuitively felt its presence, I felt as if something was not just looking at me, but kind of looking into me. I really don’t know, a lot of it is speculation and theory…. but I wonder, was something of a higher consciousness truly trying to make contact with me. I feel it to be highly probably… More than anything I feel that it was “a Sign”; a sign that my efforts here on Earth are not in vain and that I’m on the right path…. It was kind of a wake-up call to get back into what I was studying before more intensely….. Maybe they have observed/gained knowledge of how I strive in raising people’s consciousness and awareness about our world and the infinite possibilities of the universe… I post a lot of information on the internet about various subjects that are not generally known of by the mass population. Also, as some of you know, I share a lot of documentaries and informative films with people ranging from revolution to existentialism, religion, governmental corruption, environmental challenges, free energy, physics, philosophies, and dealings with extra-terrestrial contact.

 
You probably ask yourself…. Was this guy hallucinating? No, I was not… I and my friends were sober and all saw the exact same thing from different angles of perspective… therefore, I am quite confident that it was not a reflection of some sort or a ‘weather balloon’ or ‘swamp gas’ creating an illusion at such a close and then far proximity. For those of you that know me, I believe myself to be a well respected and trustworthy individual. I speak truth and have no time for misleading information… What we witnessed that day lines up precisely with the stories of what many people explain as seeing in the area of crop circles. These beings that create them are called “Circlemakers.” There are also beings that are called “The Watchers,” who have supposedly guided humanity through time. A reference to these beings can be traced back to the Egyptian gods, the Neteru (literally translated as the Shining Ones). They were behind the construction of many of our sacred sites such as Stonehenge and Silbury Hill. There is so~~~ much more to cover here; please look to past shares and postings for information and those to come in the future ~~~~

 
There are some theories of what I believe it could have been that came here…. Is it possible that this energy was something with Earthly origin, or was it from the stars? Is this white light a manifestation of spirit? Possibly a being of the Earth that transcended upon our notion of what ‘death’ is…? Was it an alien probe of some sort? Could this be an astral projection of a being from another planet? Where do these pure consciousness forms come from…?… It still remains a mystery to the scientist dedicated to the study of crop circles and related phenomena. Maybe you could say I saw an ‘angel,’ though that term is open to a number of interpretations…

 
This spiritual experience has forever changed me. This writing all took some time to conjure for it is still revolutionizing my mind and soul. I believed in such things before by the amount of study I’ve done in these areas; but this was at my doorstep, and it is really at your doorstep and the threshold to the future. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize.. that we are beings of infinite~~potential~~~~~!

 
In summation…. I feel that this being was not in my yard by mistake or chance… I believe if one were to call anything a coincidence, you would likely have to call it a coincidence that you were even born or reading this at this moment…. I feel this phenomena has some of the most profound implications for our time… It’s really not so much as to what this encounter means to me as, “what does it mean to you…?”

peace~ love~ light~ truth~ & dreams of empathy………

this is my original posting~~~

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:46:45 -05:00 it may be far out, but it’s something to think about…
it may be far out, but it may be something to think about…
it may be far out, but it could be something to think about…
it may be far out, but it seems to be something to think about…
this all may be far out, but it……….
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listening to James Arthur

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 11 Mar 2007 21:55:59 -04:00 Thomas Carlyle-
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Sunday, March 4^th, 2007 @ approximately 16:00 (4pm) I saw in the sky hovering above my front yard a sphere of pure white light about a meter in diameter… The day was quiet, peaceful, not too windy, & the sky was a beautiful clear blue. Tech was out on quarter break and there wasn’t much traffic on the road …… Discussed further is my direct perception of this orb, its motion and theories of what it may possibly be~

Where to start, but with what my experience was from the beginning of thought… I was sitting on the porch in front of my room outside of the cabin. I was there with two friends, Daniel Clark and Rhianna Emerson, having conversation. Rhianna was sitting on the rocking bench with me to my left and Daniel was standing in front of us. The subject came up that we were talking about the degree to which the government surveillances its citizens. Talking about this brought up the concept in my mind that we human beings of Earth could possibly be monitored or observed by extraterrestrial life forms. I thought of this concept; of us being observed or studied by beings of higher intelligence, or that there was life out there that was truly compassionate and looking to our world with a sense of hope. As I was looking down, I thought of all this and at that moment, I had this overwhelming sense that I indeed ‘was being observed’.

I felt the presence of some separate being or entity strongly, and looked directly’ to its placement in the sky! It was hovering just above and to the right of Daniel’s shoulder roughly 40 yards away and 40 feet high. Time slowed down at this point and I gazed at it in awe for what were seemingly brief moments of majestic intriguing curiosity~~~ When I first beheld the orb, it gave me a peaceful vibe….  I was not at all frightened but enlightened to see this phenomenal object. My thoughts flowed so fast in these few moments that when I give you measurements of time and distance, they are not precise, but a rough probable estimate… I had a general idea of what it was I was looking at, but was not sure how to describe it at the moment; so for lack of better words, I said to the people beside me, “Look! a UFO…”

Before I told my friends next to me what I was seeing, I had a feeling that the object would probably disappear when I pointed it out to others, but I just couldn’t keep the beauty of this mystifying experience to myself. So, they both look directly to where I am pointing and this is where things get really strange…. As they both look, they see the orb there in the front yard, and then it moves at an extremely high velocity up to the left above the tree line… The object moved so fast— that I could not even track the frames per second with my eye! I saw its motion first pick up, but this happened to where it was seemingly there in the front yard and then there 1000s of feet away in the sky, almost as if the orb jumped to that spot in the sky through another dimension or wormhole… It was very astonishing to see what had just happened!… The object hovered there for maybe 10 seconds and then slowly started to descend behind the tree line. Rhianna and I were seated and Daniel was standing up following the object as it kept loosing altitude. I saw it drift behind the towering pine tree, though the needles, and then we lost sight.

That totally blew our minds! We talked about what we witnessed and they eventually went inside, however, I was so amazed I decided to stay in hopes of seeing something again… hoping that it would come back and make more contact, because I had this sense it was there to see me in the first place, it seemed somewhat shy and departed when it was that I pointed it out to those around me. This gave me the sense that when it came back I should probably just observe and not call peoples’ attention. So I sat there on the bench after describing to Trey Thomas what we saw. I believe he was in my room at the time the object appeared to us on the porch… Trey and I had been hanging out jamming a little and he was on my computer at the time contacting HP for service support. He kept coming in and out of my room to where I was, but I sat there for maybe 10 minutes I guess and looked to the last spot in the sky that I saw the concentration of light that moved with such elegance.

And then the moment came again where it rose above the tree line and hovered there in the air… kind of like it was peeking at me…. But this time, it really did appear that there where 2 of these objects side by side. I’m not quite sure; I wish I could have telescoped to that point, which was pretty much the same distance away from me that it had halted after moving at ‘light speed’ from my front yard. But this time, the object seemed a little more elongated like it was two points of light and their energy was connecting in the middle, making more of an oval shape. They hovered there in the sky for what was probably another 10 seconds, and I couldn’t help but to try calling Trey’s attention, although, he didn’t make it in time… They moved back down below the tree line and that was the last I saw of the phenomenon that day.

Overall, the orbs of light gave me this whole sense of connectedness with the universe……. I got the feeling that they were curious and observing me in some manner… When I first intuitively felt its presence, I felt as if something was not just looking at me, but kind of looking into me. I really don’t know, a lot of it is speculation and theory…. but I wonder, was something of a higher consciousness truly trying to make contact with me. I feel it to be highly probably… More than anything I feel that it was “a Sign”; a sign that my efforts here on Earth are not in vain and that I’m on the right path…. It was kind of a wake-up call to get back into what I was studying before more intensely….. Maybe they have observed/gained knowledge of how I strive in raising people’s consciousness and awareness about our world and the infinite possibilities of the universe… I post a lot of information on the internet about various subjects that are not generally known of by the mass population. Also, as some of you know, I share a lot of documentaries and informative films with people ranging from revolution to existentialism, religion, governmental corruption, environmental challenges, free energy, physics, philosophies, and dealings with extra-terrestrial contact.

There is a kind of communication that is going on with these entities… crop circles have come to be much more elaborate since the early 70s when they were first documented… the crop circles they form are symbolic and take on certain shapes through geometry. Math as we know is a universal language and if we look at these progressions and study them properly we find such diversity in what is being expressed. I think they are preparing us for something…. Maybe galactic interaction is going to take place soon… maybe these are signs for humanity to wake up… They are saying open your eyes world… there is a much larger picture than this rock you sit on, so selfish and concerned with principles of living that don’t pay tribute to the splendor of the universe… I think they are raising our consciousness and will connect with the ones that pay attention… I doubt the way they would introduce their self to the world is by landing on the White House lawn…. I wish that if you take heed to what I am saying that you could delve into researching such phenomena of the universe and our planet… educate yourself and stand up for human rights to be free, live, and create…… I feel the world is at a make or break point and it is time for human beings to do what is right and mature in mass consciousness… Ignorance is not bliss when it comes to the time that we are no longer free because we wanted to be comfortable and lazy in the mean while…. We need to evolve and revolutionize the world around us! It is all in the mind set and the limitations that we place on our beliefs……

You probably ask yourself…. Was this guy hallucinating? No, I was not… I and my friends were sober and all saw the exact same thing from different angles of perspective… therefore, I am quite confident that it was not a reflection of some sort or a ‘weather balloon’ or ‘swamp gas’ creating an illusion at such a close and then far proximity. I expect people to be skeptical, but not irrationally so…. For those of you that know me, I believe myself to be a well respected and trustworthy individual. I speak truth and have no time for misleading information… What we witnessed that day lines up precisely with the stories of what many people explain as seeing in the area of crop circles. These beings that create them are called “Circlemakers.” There are also beings that are called “The Watchers,” possible the same beings, who have supposedly guided humanity through time. A reference to these beings can be traced back to the Egyptian gods, the Neteru (literally translated as the Shining Ones). They were behind the construction of many of our sacred sites such as Stonehenge and Silbury Hill. There is so~~~ much more to cover here; however, please look to my shares and video postings through facebook, xanga, &/or myspace for more information~~~~

There are some theories of what I believe it could have been that came here…. Is it possible that this energy was something with Earthly origin, or was it from the stars? Is this white light a manifestation of spirit? Possibly a being of the Earth that transcended upon our notion of what ‘death’ is…? Was it an alien probe of some sort? Could this be an astral projection of a being from another planet? Where do these pure consciousness forms come from…?… It still remains a mystery to the scientist dedicated to the study of crop circles and related phenomena. Maybe you could say I saw an ‘angel,’ though that term is open to a number of interpretations…

This spiritual experience has forever changed me. This writing all took some time to conjure for it is still revolutionizing my heart, mind, and soul. I believed in such things before by the amount of study I’ve done in these areas; but this was at my doorstep, and it is really at your doorstep and the threshold to the future. Truth is knocking at your door and it’s your choice to open it. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize… that we are beings of infinite ~~ potential~~~~~!

In summation…. I feel that this being was not in my yard by mistake or chance… I believe if one were to call anything a coincidence, you would likely have to call it a coincidence that you were even born or reading this at this moment…. I feel this phenomena has some of the most profound implications for our time…… It’s really not so much as to what this encounter means to me as, “what does it mean to you…?”

 peace~ love~ light~ truth~ & dreams of empathy ~*~*~*

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“Truth is knocking at your door and it’s your choice to open it. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize… that we are beings of infinite potential~!”

I completely agree with this any many of your other viewpoints…I stumbled onto your facebook and found this.

And what’s this? My cousin Carrie Jones knows you, too, I see?

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:48:05 -05:00 but i feel that you feel what i feel
and know what i think
and know what i am feeling and thinking
possibly regardless of what i am typing…..
that my consciousness is flowing through the air to you…..

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:48:01 -05:00 i come in the name of peace, love, truth, light, and dreams of empathy……

please make contact with me again……
i would love for it to be soon in my time perception……

i feel peace from you and want to have communion……

know that i love you*

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:50:35 -05:00 ~~~
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first hand contact with something otherworldly…. dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:51:08 -05:00 ~

it was seemingly an average day around the cabin and I along with two friends were on the front porch in front of my room having conversation…. the air was clean, the breeze somewhat chilling, but pleasant, and the sky a majestic crystal blue……


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it moves slowly down behind the tree and I see it go down through the leaves…. My friend Daniel moves over more and more to the right viewing it as he can and it goes from his sight…. Completely amazing us all…. They go inside and I stay out on the front porch watching… about 10 minutes later more; the same spot that it dipped down behind the tree, it emerges again…. It ‘looks at me’ for about 5 seconds I suppose and then goes back in the opposite direction that is had just shown itself and goes out of view again…. This reconfirmed what I had saw before in so many manners….. I know that it was not an illusion or a mistake for perceiving something else that was there, but it was something at good chance “otherworldly”…. A higher consciousness of some kind was governing this entity, this unite, this being…… I know this was no military craft we could explain with our modern technology…. It was in front of us and then seemingly instantly thousands of feet away…. The two people that were right beside me saw the exact same thing…. They couldn’t quite explain what they saw, but I had a good idea of what it may be, having studied UFOs, extraterrestrials, crop circles, and related technologies…… I haven’t looked into these areas in a little while… they are from my past research… though, I have been beckoned and am going to jump back into the discovery of what these beings could be….. the reason I hesitate in disclosing what I saw is because this ball of light seemed for lack of words “shy”…. When I called attention to it, it liked zoomed out far away from us, and when I noticed it coming up over the trees again, it only had shown itself for short moments and then disappeared again… however this time it seemed to be a little different in the far distance, I wish I had been able to telescope to that point, but it appeared to be 2 balls of light this time, not just one, it was more elongated as it came out… like two entities beside each other…. I can only wonder if it possibly went and got a friend or being of like consciousness and came back to observe briefly, because that is what the consciousness was doing in the first place I believe…..

goin back to the beginning, it started with the three of us talking about the government, … I mentioned how I didn’t like the city and how the government surveillance so many things and people….. and then it brought to me to thinking about extraterrestrials observing us…. And at then…. I had this strong feeling that I was being observed and I looked directly up to where it was hovering in the sky…. So close….. communicating to me…. And it was so beautiful that I could not contain myself to behold this experience alone… so I made its presence aware to those near me……

getting back to why I hesitate at disclosing my experience to the mass public is that I feel it may want to have more communication with me before I make its presence known… observing the nature of its curious yet cautious observation of me and my friends… though… maybe it was just showing me everything I needed to see to know that it was an extraordinary phenomenon… I did see this and am sure of what I saw …… as it being unlike anything else we could normally explain on this planet….. I am forever changed and hope to have more experiences with these phenomenons, maybe one day I could go up on a ship with these beings and be shown the universe and all of time….. and come back to earth and continue affecting people daily, but with having such a greater understanding of the universe, even though some of these things are at good chance incomprehensible and even mysterious to these advanced civilizations that have been around for millions of years……

thank you for taking the time to read this…. I find it very coincidental that I was able to perceive this presence of energy…. although, no things are coincidence, because if you were to call anything a coincidence, it would be a coincidence that you were born! I typed this message to you but also to myself as a record and basis for what happened today…. I hope you have been inspired as I have…. See you on another dimension…. Dreams of peace, love, and light to you……… Shalom

p.s. im gonna write about this publicly soon…..

but i just wanted to tell you because the being was… u know…..

kind of peeking at me…. ; )

(i had this contact yesterdat…. March 4th around 4pm….. 16:00)
bright day with clear blue skys behind the object
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Judson Clark Talbot wrote at 3:23amit is the slightest gesture to someone that you are thinking of them and curious in some senses…. they hope you will either return the poke, write them a message or wall post, take a look at their profile, or just think of them for the moment because they are thinking of you…. i think its all good and well these pokes…. reminds me of childhood; i think alot of people to often forget their childhood and where they came from… that there was a life before the present day of responsibilities….. i miss those days of being ‘care-free’ and playing in the sun…. still, i remember them and am thankful for the opportunities throughout life i have been given…. so….. i hope this has entertained your question….. i like to respond and comment on peoples ideas when i can…. hmmmm… how tempting it is to poke you!

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there seems to be much symbology in this film as there is symbology in everything…… the horses were surrounded by the rising waters, panicked in the chaos of clear and present danger that was somewhat overwhelming… this rising water symbolizing anything in life that puts pressure on us… whether we bring it on ourself or it be the cares of the world pressing in on us…. it reminds me also of a flock of sheep…. this horses were there kind of stranded…. though all they needed was for one, for something to show the way…. something that was a beckon of light of good fortune and positive energy bringing them to a common place of comfort and safety in their rights of survival…… they each had the power all along to cross to a new plane… though it took a leader… and that and those leaders had shown them the path… all the horses had to do was follow… i feel it is the same with our current state in the world and many other smaller circumstances…. but… the people want to come to a common ground of existence where they can be in peace… and i feel there just needs to be some few people that will take the stance and rise against the odds and press on in the name of truth, beauty, freedom, and justice~~~~

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Rescue two hundred horses, (1st and old version) – Google Videohttp://video.google.nl/videopl…PLEASE WATCH THE SECOND (and better..) VERSION OF THIS RESCUE AT GOOGLE-VIDEO ALSO…..I can’t overwrite this version unfortunately…. A…. 6 min 38 sec..]]>
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02/28.07  ~ wednesday ~ i saw a honey bee in the clover…. reminds me of home where the hives produced good yeld and fine comb…..

03/01.07 ~ thursday ~ bike ride around ruston with the motion of the cool curious air

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majestic sky~ dreamSquirrel Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:08:39 -05:00 oh, how beautiful and majestic it is
to lay under the heavens and watch
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sharing & the facebook toolbar~ dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Feb 2007 04:20:00 -05:00 ~i want to share with you how to share anything you come across on the internet.

the facebook toolbar is a plugin to the the web browser mozilla firefox that allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new more unified way…
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

the toolbar has many abilities; amoung them is the share button that you encounter on numerous things you see in facebook. this function is built into the toolbar, and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

there is also another means you can use by not installing the toolbar but by importing a link into ur bookmarks…
http://facebook.com/share_options.php

more info & help here….
http://latech.facebook.com/share_help.php

i love sharing with others my experiences and hope you experiment with it in opening up a new world of communication
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how to share on facebook dreamSquirrel Sat, 24 Feb 2007 18:38:23 -05:00 i want to share with you all how to share anything you come across on the internet.

i use mozilla firefox as my internet browser….. it has so many pluses compared to many other web browsers
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

the facebook toolbar allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new way…
the share button that you see on many things you encounter in facebook is built into the toolbar and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

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the facebook toolbar~ dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:34:00 -05:00
the facebook toolbar is a plugin to the the web browser mozilla firefox that allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new more unified way…
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/
the toolbar has many functions; amoung them is the share button that you see on numerous things you encounter in facebook is built into the toolbar, and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

i love sharing with others my experiences and hope you experiment with it in opening up a new world of communication*

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self destuctive man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCawcPs7U9U

existentialism
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WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

DREAMS
GUY GOIN OFF INTENSELY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCjVc5XCQwY
BEAUTIFUL GIRL TALKING ABOUT BEING ANTS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuIol90WQjM&mode=related&search=

K-pax
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzQmgL2dd5s&mode=related&search=

new world lies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbggdvc6Tms

your personal prison of perceptions
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHvMrf7_f80&mode=related&search=

the disclosure project
CNN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28jZQxH-Cf0
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im seeing tracers….. the sun fades…. oh how i will miss it…. friends… in the other room… watching radiohead music video performances…. wondering what it all means….. who has the time to filter through all these thoughts of mine when i barely seem to ….. crescendoing… feelings of exubrance and liberation…. oh how i love music….. hmm and the huge question of how should i play out the rest of my time at tech…. i feel drawn in other direction…… like i dont want to wait on my graduation… i have this feeling of being able to go out into the world and create… to live and recreate……. i want to connect with more people……

i love chess….. i love how it is so symbolic of life…. a day in the life of a chess board… a eternity in the game of chess really….. i wonder if there is actually a mathematical ratio of what all games can be played… like a limit to it….man my hands are cold….. ah….. would the sun stay and have favor with me…. the nucleus of our soular system….. how cosmicly i think now… taking the time to do this…. many things i need to complete

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:18:00 -05:00 ~~ know that i love you…. peace and positive vibes~
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:45:12 -05:00 enough with valentines day and the rest… i never really understood these certain days “we set aside in recognition of these emotions and feelings of thanks like other holidays…. if all these people could feel that way instant to instant, gesture to gesture… year round….. we may come close to a utopian society….. you know that song on the Donnie Darko soundtack.. “Madworld” by Gary Jules….. he says… ‘children waiting till the day they feel good, happy birthday, happy birthday’ i feel everyday of the year moment to moment we should feel the exuberance of life… not wait till special days and such for recognition of thankful values….. i really think its basically the fascist money hungry capitalistic bastards that implement these holidays to stimulate their bank accounts!! i will not give into the system and these modes of control….. what is this that i am trying to communicate?
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~..look closer..~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:23:05 -05:00 i love the buildup of things. i love how crazily everything in life works together….. everything and how it plays its role in existing…..

i love that i have many good friends that truly love me…. i am ultimately greatful for them and the realization that they would do most anything for me in good perspective.

i love waking up earli before this side of the world starts their day…… the peace vibe that flows around is uncanny and there are some things that cannot be replaced ever and they in my mind are considered perfect…..

i usually wonder about the idea that i could die any moment, and i consider what kind of message and legacy i will leave behind…… are these words stated enough for the justice of my being to cease….. ? i oft feel they are not but rather still they have significant meaning behind them and an essence of what i plan to do in this bitter sweet symphony of life……. i feel that when i have published my first album i will feel more complete….. though …. still i will long to express myself in many other forms……

i wish to write in great amounts….. publish these thoughts by poetry…. novelty….. playwright….. absurdity…. theatrically….. visually…. artistically…… musically……………
yet, on a day to do basis; constantly in the things that i do…… it’s not what say that defines me as a person but what i do that represents my true nature~

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:51:57 -05:00 i find it amazing how we can go through time and have a constant collective of picking up what we are experiencing here and there and putting that into our minds eye of memory for rationalization and artz…. we can go for a while without putting down words or other creative abilities in concrete manners… however, there come a moment and at an affirmation of an instant all of this seems to boil and swell, bursting forth from your inner self ~~~ the creative spirit has built up and can no longer be suppressed….. the desire to express yourself in this existence must come out or one may implode!…..

therefore, i do expose myself and lay my cards out for others to view; only in hopes and aspirations that these thoughts and ideas have any measure of effect upon the people they come in contact with….. i am a soul that strives for positive change in the world, a mass consciousness revolution…… yet, many times i wonder~~ is the effort worth it all….. is the selfishness and hate of this planet too deep seeded that its consequences are inevitable??

i look around and see for the most part that people are generally good caring souls that want peace and a happy life. but i also wonder, that individual that you consider good natured…. when given power, would they use it for good or would greed and corruption take over…. our nation is far from what it once was…. i search for the constitution in it’s original state but found its fragrance blowing in the wind tarnished with a sinch from when it was burned the day the patriot act was put into practice.

i find that people do not really seek for the truth in matters as long as they conditioned otherwise… as long as the media industy keeps pushing the envelope with enertainment people don’t take the time or care about what really matters…. they do not consider the nature of what their personal freedoms are and are allowing those freedoms at a steady fast pace slip away from them…. in general, no longer do people realize that they are genuine spirits indowed with infinite possibilty…. but they accept the comfort and security of the few rights they have left….. people are fearful, lazy, and selfish….. and these curses have damned too many generations….. when will this ignorant human race rise from these things that are like viruses unto our souls…..? how long are we goin to stay sheep and be led around blindly?

i am optimistic that a revolution is coming… and SOON i hope it to come…. for if there is not all is vain and we will reach a a point of no return…… fuck all of these Politics!!!! is it that every being in the universe knows right from wrong, yet somehow this planet limits its senses and have been conditioned to not see the light in life?

possibly you read this and see me as a fool for now… though maybe one day when i am almost forgotten…. the words of my spirit will be resurrected and respected as profetic. or you can take this awareness and comminicate it with others and not wait for things to happen but become an active part in spawning the revolution……

as before stated…. one may ask why even put the energy into such things…. the world is on a path and it is inevitable… ‘we will all be microchipped’ / “illegal taxes are goin to stay the same” / “people will give up their rights” / “they will conform to the corporate slave monster” / “they will marry their televison and love it for the continuous conditioning of their heart it throws them” (average kid sees 40,000 comercials a year) THESE commercials and enertainment condition us constantly to an acceptance of what the social norm is… and at this they no longer need direct control over us for we become sheep and the people police each other in the belief of this social standard that says what is right and wrong, reality vs. fantasy, ……. and god bless our lack of an education system… that is not a true education the way we were brought through adolescents…. our teachers primarily repeaters of information written… not much interpretation and philosophy on the matters in louisana schools…. i really just feel that our education system is flawed and doesnt teach people how to think for theirself anylonger… they are seemingly giving students ‘absolute truths’ of the world, forcefeeding it down, while nothing really human required of us inspirationally… not much room for growth and exhilleration in these social learning systems we have been forced into as children….

i am thankful for my education… though… it hasnt really been a liberal education until lately these years in college… most of what ive learned coming from the interaction of those people in college; not the class’ learning specifically….. we all have free information… you are on the internet right now… the universe of information at your finger tips….. we all have the power to educate ourself… at times i feel college over-rated… however, i do not regret any of my experiences….. i love college, i love the opportunities that i have been given throughout life; though… idealy, for future generations, what opportunities could we all have without these limitations of social expected modes of thinking…..

also, something i really want to touch upon and stress strongly… is that speaking of Idealisms….. i often speak these profectic things of positive, peaceful, benevolent, utopian ways of living… though, remember they are idealisms…. ideas and idealisms….. the ideal compared to the imperfect…. though, they are ideals that even though i speak and strive to live by are some times beyond me….. i put them down… making them more concrete in my state of being and finding out how others react to them… these statements being as something that i feel strongly and something that i stated and by word live by….. these abstracts become ingraved in our being and allow us to evolve~

 give me ART or give me death!
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it would be kool to show the other side of the 1 dollar bill… there is an owl, symbolizing their brotherhood, being the all knowing, wise, illuminated ones…. it’s located at the top right one on the top left of the outside border of the “1” (very small) get a magnifying glass….. also… um…. George Washington was a free mason and have you know the federal reserve system is not federal at all…. it is privately owned and regulated…. also… the federal income tax is unconstitutional… there is no law for it and it is due refundable to all American citizens….., check out “America: Freedom to Fascism” by Aaron Russo

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:32:07 -05:00 if you ever want to break a social norm~  just be yourself…
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:30:43 -05:00 many people downplay global warming as not a true and prevelant issue, though all the major scientist around the world agree this is a real issue. It is affecting us now and will effect with even exponentially greater consequences every human being and life form on this planet. The future for all the generations following us is in jeopardy! Not only is it our children at stake, but what is happening now with our weather patterns and climate is drastic in comparison to all weather throughout history. The past 14 years have held the hottest 10 years ever recorded~

it’s something that is at the front door step of every American and resident of this world… never have i seen green grass and clover growing in my front yard in the middle of January! I do not recall goin so many days wearing flip flops><>< Weather patterns are being distributed in extremes all across the globe. Many places with extreme drought, and right next door floods! Warm sunny skies close by and at someone’s home town several feet of snow in a week totaling what they expect all winter. I’m truly concerned about what is goin on in our world and the selfish clusters of people in the world that care not about our environment but how big their bank account is and the power they gain from this…. “get up stand up, stand up for your right!”
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what is it to lay one’s cards on the table in view of all to see one’s total expression in existence…. an instantaneous fulfillment of the moment through the penetration and vibration of these sounds into thine ear… full of emotion and what makes up the other’s being and soul…. to lay one’s cards down on the ground, to throw the cards into the air that reflect and absorb into another’s consciousness for how they interpret what is being communicated through these vibrations…. what does it mean to the artist, what does it mean to the observer? how do they connect in this fine yet broad spectrum of equilibrium in understanding, altruism, and empathic sinuation! will they meet in the space between the confrontation of their souls?
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Judson is realizing the significance & meaning in this new year and he wishes the best for all & sends his love to all… take care in these times & dream well friends~~~.
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goodnight….
take care
fare well
dreams of empathy
mitochondria
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is it possible that i am to optimistic and an unfathomable dreamer….. ? what will time prove?!
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perspicacity

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http://www.climatecrisis.net/trailer/
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Rose9375739 (2:13:18 PM): hey there
dreamSquirrel (2:13:26 PM): hey deh yo
Rose9375739 (2:13:46 PM):  what r you up to
dreamSquirrel (2:13:56 PM): just watched
dreamSquirrel (2:14:02 PM): AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH
Rose9375739 (2:14:10 PM):  cool
dreamSquirrel (2:15:43 PM): yeah man
dreamSquirrel (2:15:50 PM): there needs to be a revolution
Rose9375739 (2:16:16 PM):  of what??
dreamSquirrel (2:17:32 PM): mass consciousness
dreamSquirrel (2:18:52 PM): and growing up and recognizing the president issues that faces our species as a whole organism… not separated by race or political views or nationality
dreamSquirrel (2:19:07 PM): or we will surely parish
dreamSquirrel (2:19:26 PM): its surely a make or break point in our evolution
Rose9375739 (2:19:59 PM):  what brought this on??
dreamSquirrel (2:20:15 PM): oh
dreamSquirrel (2:20:21 PM): ive been studying for 2 years now
dreamSquirrel (2:20:25 PM): conspiracy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:30 PM): economy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:34 PM): environment
dreamSquirrel (2:20:40 PM): extra terrestrials
dreamSquirrel (2:20:44 PM): free energy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:48 PM): psychology
dreamSquirrel (2:20:50 PM): history
dreamSquirrel (2:20:53 PM): physics
dreamSquirrel (2:21:09 PM): drugs
dreamSquirrel (2:21:11 PM): astronomy
dreamSquirrel (2:21:14 PM): anatomy
Rose9375739 (2:21:16 PM):  lol
dreamSquirrel (2:21:23 PM): religion!
dreamSquirrel (2:21:33 PM): bbc documentaries
dreamSquirrel (2:21:37 PM): discovery channel
dreamSquirrel (2:21:41 PM): modern marvels
dreamSquirrel (2:21:47 PM): national geopgraphic
dreamSquirrel (2:21:56 PM): pbs
dreamSquirrel (2:22:00 PM): NOVA
Rose9375739 (2:22:02 PM):   we think you think too much
dreamSquirrel (2:22:06 PM): and indie films
dreamSquirrel (2:22:10 PM): fuck that
dreamSquirrel (2:22:25 PM): guess i have to make up for people that dont think enough
dreamSquirrel (2:22:29 PM): but really
Rose9375739 (2:22:50 PM):  thats right …save the world
dreamSquirrel (2:23:15 PM): if other benevolent beings looked at me… they would see a clean good hearted energy, but know i have so much more to learn before i could even understand some of the cosmics of our universe
dreamSquirrel (2:23:31 PM): this goes along with further stages in evolution
dreamSquirrel (2:23:39 PM): we are still too self centered
dreamSquirrel (2:23:58 PM): money has galged our eyes out
dreamSquirrel (2:24:21 PM): and we see nothing of truth as a whole
Rose9375739 (2:24:52 PM):  ok well we’re going to lunch
dreamSquirrel (2:26:12 PM): there are so many geniuses compared to throughout history
dreamSquirrel (2:26:19 PM): knowledge is growing exponentially
dreamSquirrel (2:26:36 PM): and when we get beyond the supression of govt and politics
dreamSquirrel (2:26:53 PM): we will have a major change in existence and the perception of it
Rose9375739 (2:27:07 PM):  interesting…
Rose9375739 (2:27:09 PM):  gotta go
Rose9375739 (2:27:11 PM):  see ya
dreamSquirrel (2:27:18 PM): peace

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dreamSquirrel Sat, 16 Dec 2006 22:45:08 -05:00 u know what song gets under my skin…. i was in Super 1 earlier and heard this playing….. “it’s the most wonderful time of the year”….. how the fuck can he say this….. what makes it the most wonderful time of the year? do people really have to wait till certain times of the year to feel good…. a special holiday…. a special birthday? to actually realize your existence in the world and place yourself in priority above things for specific dates…. can we not feel good all of the year…

that shit upsets me….. alot…. and, why don’t most of these stores and markets play the radio the rest of the time of the year throughout america…… they wait until the holiday season to play music becuase the general public likes that kind of music “this time of year” and then it’s gone as soon as the new year has passed…. it’s a bunch of bullshit….. what really upsets me is that Thanksgiving is hardly appreciated and given the respect it deserves. people soon are caught up in the huggest shopping day of the year… the day after thanksgiving, Black Friday…. bringing all the capitalistic gain and deceipt, binding people in debt for a time that should be truly thought of well and enjoyed….. what are we truly thankful for though in what this holiday represents? our slaughter of the native indians and taking of their land in exchange for the technology offered in agriculture?! and again… why do we need this day to all get together and be thankful for what we have….. don’t get me wrong please…. i love Thanksgiving… my favorite holiday; because of the family getting together…… but, can we not be thankful all year round!? can people not be as kind, generous, and giving all of the year? has AMERICA become so selfish and to ambitious?

maybe the holiday season is set up as a time to cheer people up for the long “seasonal depressive disorders” that people get from these dreary months of cold and dark weather. though does this create a false sense of cheer?

also, i think Christmas is a joke! even if you believe in this day representing Christ’s birth….. it does him no justice in the broad scheme of the holiday; i find the holiday taking vain paths…. people are misguided and dont seem to give a shit.

please give me some feedback….

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AS far as Super-One playing Christmas music, I think it ties into the constant deluge of “Christmas = buy stuff” more than a message that you’re supposed to be happier this time of the year. Businesses want you to buy things, whether that makes you happy is your own problem. That said, I think that for many Americans the holidays are happier time, because they get a socially and employer-approved break from their overworked careers to spend time with their families.

You’re right that the way our society celebrates Christmas no longer has any connection to a memory of the sacrifice of God incarnate. However, any culture is going to have its festivals, and with consumerism being what it is, I think a gift-giving celebration has a place. That they push so strongly for you to buy unnecessary status goods that you can’t afford is a bit perverse, sure, but that’s just a symptom of a larger problem.

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Think For Yourself Question Authority

these are some kool sites to check out really quick…. please give an open mind to them if you can find the time…. they are very interesting issues that the mass public needs to be aware of……………

http://www.tfyqa.com/images/pentagon.swf

http://jahtruth.net/

http://supportthetruth.com/

http://www.tfyqa.com/index.php

http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm
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ur still living aren’t you?

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a lady told me i could come in around 1:30 or 2 and speak with one after they got back from lunch….

so i went up to the courthouse and when i first went in there were soo many people packed in that place…. i figured i wouldnt be able to get anything done with that many people around…. so i went out to my car and came back in about 10 minutes where i came in from the back intrance of the building… too many prestigious folk hanging around the font… having court that day……

so i went in and said….. hi…. i was told that if i came in i could speak with a D.A. about this citation.

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i absolutely love waking up to the sound of Bob Marley

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it’s goin to be qwuite a winter

full of music and life and realities, and situations, and circumstances that arise giving the fullness and continuance of life echoing on from this distant land that we think is so far yet is so so close to the heart.

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it seems that it’s always the same time…. 2:45…… or
it seems that people are more able to go into alternate realms of existence….

it seems that thoughts are made of dreams, dreams are made of consciousness

it seems that things are rarely as they seem, and people seem not to imagine it
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<![CDATA[ by Laura Ulrich (notes) 12:08am Today I’m in one of those moods again. The extreme impatience. The extreme drive. I don’t want to eat, sleep, or even think. I just want to do. I’m tired of waiting, of being passive. I’m ready to kick things off, get things started. I want to start a revolution, I want to start a fire and watch it burn, I want to dance until I can’t move a muscle in my body, I want to sing until I have no voice left, I want to cry and laugh and scream and talk until I have no emotion left in me. I want to bungee jump, to fly, to skydive, to run, to ride, to swim, to play. I’m wanting something intense, extreme, adventurous, dangerous. I want risk, passion, hatred, love, joy, sorrow, ecstasy. And it’s all there, I just need to find it.

I hate these moods of mine. Then again, they’re what make me take leaps and really advance something… but I’m never satisfied. I can’t find the relief of doing something. I don’t feel the joy of accomplishment. It’s never enough. It’s never good enough. I love life. I love myself. I love who I am. I have a true lust for life and every miniscule detail of it. But I’m never satisfied with it: what I do, what I get. I never feel that sense of accomplishment at my best work, because it never seems like my best, because I know even my best can be so much more.. When will it be enough, if ever? Will I ever feel like I’ve reached my goal? I want something, and I’ve decided to go after it with my all, but when I have it – will I be happy? Will I feel like I really did something? I will continue to push myself to the limits, to go beyond them. I will continue to give everything I have. I will continue to go after what I strive to have. But will it ever be enough? In the end, will I ever feel like I truly did something, that I truly got what I deserved or what I needed or what I wanted? What would you do?

I’m in a reckless and restless mood. Now how to remedy it…?

i feel that you have already accomplished an impressive deal of things… though… you are in a training ground right now and have to push through this immediate of unsatisfying study for the accumulation of knowledge allowing you to perform your best when that time comes….. i know u will compose great things…. i am in the same boat….. so ready to break free and do the do, but i am goin to stick with college for a little while longer knowing i’ll be glad for the latter…. it many times seems we are always waiting for the next thing to happen…. though the next thing is each moment to moment full of all emotion possible….. one day…. sooner than we know…. we will realize and say to ourself… this is that moment though that ive been working for…. all my work has crescendoed to this point… its finally here… and then we may fly~~~~

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:13:32 -05:00 it comes to a point in the quarter where what we have worked for is about to pay off… just some finals left… thank god……. i need to do a lot of stuff over the weekend… actually i should start working on it right now….. alright…. lets see priority.:

1) Practice sax final
2) do homework scores
3) practice theory singing, playing, rhythym
4) do astronomy paper
5) study for astronomy final
6) practice written theory final stuff
7) play piano final
8) practice karate katas & one steps
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sometimes i feel like people know that i know they are a fake…. maybe im just the fake around here right…. i wonder if he’s goin to give me an upgrade in scholarship…. he really needs to or ill loose respect for him…..
he also got into tlking about the price of the pants…. we get back $40 for them in our scholarship… yay… wow he gave us 40 bucks… though… if u multiply that by 200 students… that $8,000…. he said we were $20,000 over budget on scholarships… how is this possible to give this to us in that case… where the fuck did that money come from……

hahah… another great thing was… Gretchen busted out some fucking ramen type noodles in class while he was talking and started munching down…. hahahah…. he looked at her for a while… but too many students must of started to notice her and he asked here what she was doin? i thought that shit was hilarious and awesome… seems i told her that in my dreams last night being i was not able to tell her after practice……
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:24:49 -05:00
somehow i was calling the thief of the cabin my step dad… though he was lil’ Josh’s real dad…..
somehow he found out about the cabin… was able to make a deal with Abe to cancel our lease agreement and allow him to move in for like $80,000. i knew that shit wasnt legal but it was happening right there in front of me…. his dad said all of our stuff was upstairs… i was furious , upset, screwed for college, for the direct in life, where to practice jamming? i went in to a bed room… where the house was remodeled a lil bit in framing and saw a pic of connie or josh and thats how i knew who it was … wierd….

though… i remember opening my eyes for a split second in the midst of this and seeing the ceiling of my room, finally realizing it was a dream… this set me at ease so much… ah, how stressed out i was… though the experience of opening my eyes to just see this beautiful full logs there above me was so pleasing… ah… i was at rest not in the middle of a reality delimia…..

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sick bastards!…. they say what is a $1000 compared to eternity…. U need to release something…. release that money and get a blessing…. FUCK YOU PEOPLE….. i can’t believe u actually believe yourself!


what are u goin to do with all that money…. telling peopple to go into debt!…. give more than they have in their pocket for a blessing?!

watching TBN : (

u make me sick

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Your Dreams are your Destiny……

Peace, Love, Truth, and Empathy to you all………

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i wish i had a hard drive assessment utility…. a diagnostic tool……

welll i woke up just earlier and thought i was about to go to class….. it seemed as if i had been sleeping forever…. from 14:00-19:00. and i thought it was the morning instead….. i ask daniel …. dude, you goin to work like that? nah dude…. what u talking about… he started trippin on me….. i thought it was thursday already and i was fucked for my research paper.

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:58:12 -05:00 PINK FLOYD LYRICS

“Breathe”

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don’t be afraid to care
Leave but don’t leave me
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, run rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don’t sit down it’s time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.

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RADIOHEAD LYRICS



“Knives Out”


I want you to know

He’s not coming back

Look into my eyes

I’m not coming back



So knives out

Catch the mouse

Don’t look down

Shove it in your mouth



If you’d been a dog

They would’ve drowned you at birth



Look into my eyes

It’s the only way you’ll know I’m telling the truth



So knives out

Cook him up

Squash his head

Put him in the pot



I want you to know

He’s not coming back

He’s bloated and frozen

Still there’s no point in letting it go to waste



So knives out

Catch the mouse

Squash his head

Put him in the pot

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:05:45 -04:00 i feel good about life… i feel that i am getting my shit more lined up and prioritized….. that is it thaough….. i keep saying that i am not getting a degree, so it is hard to study much being this case… though i know i am here for the knowledge and that is what i am gaining…. being forced to study alot in shorts amounts of time for good grades….

i get a hard drive in in a couple days… that will be awesome… 400 more GB to have films on…. and i need to call musicians friend about nto sending the reed…..

sleeep beckons me…. ah… i will rest welll knowing my homework is complete….. up bright and early for a shower and class… listening to chill musick!

oh, of course….. dude, mad fatttt shroooomage….. we found like 100g today…. or more… i dont know…. it is awesome though… had to run from a hunter also…. that was fun

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 29 Oct 2006 14:17:34 -04:00 thoughts meander like waves of whistling sounds carried by a breeze
in the distance are the words being pulled to the mind for the expression of feeling and emotion

oh, how to explain and properly become empathetically altruistic with these epiphanies and perceptions of life?

how does one truly convey his full understanding and sense of feeling to another…. can it be complete, or must we always meet in the middle?

our galaxy, the Milky Way, home for billions of stars

a photo of the near visibile universe… each ball of light a galaxy….

the question of are we alone is assuredly so, we are not

for the health of humanity and your everyday life…. please, start thinking differently
the universe is so beautiful and majestic, it is senseless to be so caught up in ‘our problems’ and responsibilites that we can’t step back and take a look at infinity. don’t stress yourself out over circumstances; quit being so selfish; be genuine; talk about something intelligent for a change and quit bullshiting so much…. how far does this get us? it’s good enough for some laughs and to keep us from thinking of ‘the things that matter’. but is this how someone wants to go through life? life is short, but sweet for certain. live everyday to the fullest, with no regrets. take the viewpoint and advise of others, though use it to formulate your own beliefs collectively…. our greatest gift is the power of free will and the comprehension of it~~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 26 Oct 2006 13:56:12 -04:00 i dream of fairies and have fantasies that i wish to stay fantasies….
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:19:34 -05:00 10/11/06   09:30 

He whistles a song
   feeling something new
     however, sometimes…
he’s not sure what to dooo~
It’s you , who I thought I knew
–
In spite, it’s sometimes hard to write
just what I feel into Words~
    I feel a little absurd that these
wordsare not inurt ~ they may
cause hurt; even a unseccessful
flirt can bring a person to the level
  of dirt. I know this shit makes
 no sense, however lach of sense may
be bliss; take a hit, hit a miss, miss
 a kiss, kiss a fake, fake a smile,
   smile a while, while you feel the
      falsity falsify your being, being a
   care free concern as a productive society
  Member. Remember you past, your
 Childhood, where you came from; yet
Fear not to deviate from you early
 upbringing of beliefs, acknowledge &
   respect the learning of experience you
    have had as an accumulation for the
  choice of statue in belief that you have
     for your existence in this life & of this
    world. Let us step outside the norm of
  social standards & belief structures to formulate
our own spirituality and share these
    things with one another in truth for an
       actualized journey through life, not robbing
 ourselves of free will and being real.
   Not conforming to the acceptance of stupidity
and ignorance for guidance of how we live
and move. Thinking for youself people and
  forming you own opinion. Interpret a
    unique meaning of life; or maybe that
   there doesn’t neccessarily have to be a
 meaning or point to life. Are theree absolute
truths? Is the truth that there is no
   truth? Possibly the point of existence is
  to exist, being the opposite or nothingness;
           for there is infinance and to place the
      thought of nothing existing is impossible for
  there has to be something for there to be nothing.
Possibly all of existence and creation is a thought
   a dream that never starts, stops, begins, or ends.
      The measure of great or small, significant or
   insignificant. Perhaps the meaning of living
      is to be alive, not to question it, but to accept
  the beauty and pain of what we are given.
Are we foolish to question such things such
     things? I say, nay; for that wonderance and
    search for knowing is part of our expression
   of individuality and recognition of higher
  consciousness. I believe we are to respect
     and appreciate life, and cherish from moment to
moment the shear magnitude of
          magnificance in the mystery
                    around us~~~

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:36:08 -04:00 wild it was

i remember biking around… i came across this guy that was biking around with a kid on his back… doin circles around this building… advertising something… and i think it had something to do with government… i stopped him and asked him what he thought about 911…. he believed the official story.. he was thrown off that i didnt… so i said to him the main things that are strange about it to me are… !) why did the WTC7 fall & 2) there was never any video footage of a plane hitting the pentagon… he looked confused and the placed evolved to being inside a room… he started arguing with his wife and i biked out… went down the street and came to a shotgun house string of rooms…

i biked through all the rooms… thinking they were different peoples houses, but they were all connected… i keep riding my bike through… all the rooms having different styles. but no people in them… i come to the last room and there is a white sheet inbetween i, the last room and a lady i hear talking on the phone… i am moving a trashcan out of the way and she steps through the veil.. gets off the phone, the veil disappears and there are cats all around… she is a little startled… and then says something like, “Judson you can’t do things like that”
i ask her, what is the cat’s name Judson? she said yes and asked me what i was doing there…. i told her just being curious and checking things out… she was fine with it but i planned to be on my way soon… i told her i thought she was Psychic at first because she said my name and didnt know me…. but maybe she did… maybe i was actually visiting a place of an old sage….

i ride out onto the porch which spands as long as this house is wide… telling i her i better get going home before it gets too bad outside because the clouds are dark… but i see some light also… but after saying that it gets darker and starts raining….. “it is actually a rainy day in real life as i am typing this”…. i get back to the mid-end point and there is a boat area dock that i have to go around… im on this old type bike… granny style… and jump down to the pavement to get another angle at going around this docking area… an old man… who i assume to be the lady’s lifemate… tells me… pick some of those shrooms up there!… i picked a bunch!… there should be lots being its raining… now it wasnt just rainin…. IT was flooding!…. i did pick some… about 10… had never seen this variety and was asking him what they were about… if they were good… he didnt respond… and out the corner of my eye i believe to have saw someone in the window….

i think kinda teleport to being in bed… i think this is where Diana called me in real life… for a short second… i talked to her… she wants me to call her back when i wake… so ill do that…. but i immediately went back to sleep… i was in bed chillin… and she came in the room and gave me a Big Kiss…. a powerful one without tounge…. and then another…. and another girl comes in the room…. i then get out of bed and we go outside but before i see someone else is laying in the bed on the other side of the room under covers and i think its elliott….
we go outside and there is a little house in the middle of the carport driveway…. diana is so small she can fit in it… really small like…. that only she can fit in there…. but its like alice in wonderland… she shrinks!…. and then gets big when sshe came out…

sent the first paragraphs to Lorne Frank Fractals~
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get sean the weather underground

TOdd – waking life, a scanner darkly, the weather underground

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i dreamt i was in a castle of sorts…. a nice multi story mansion…. there was some kind of discrepancy as to where i showered…. i remember going in the large hall and dancing…. and finding a strange man… that paid close attention to what i was looking at on the back wall away from the windows…. this place was very goldish in colour and gaudy…

i also remember being in a place and there were 2 trashcans with 2 teddy bears in them… trash cans were metal grey and the bears gray also….

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:39:26 -05:00 tonight i will dream great dreams and explore the depths of the cosmos and astral plain of possibilities~~*
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Its strange…. Biking down the street now… seeing no one in their yards anymore… afraid to come out in the streets of where they abide for fear of what they may expose to their neibors…. How many people are glewed to the television and have this plastic house and yard they never play in…. The people you pass on the street that are reluctant to throw you a waive, heads up or peace sign…. All of us in our own little world… because out there…. There is no us in this world… many people, so selfish, out there just for themselves and doin everyone else in at the same time…… all the while doing this to others and possible not even realizing how “it’s them against the world”…. We say, at least let me have my TV and tv dinners… I’ll do my job at work… I’ll pay your usury, just leave me be….

When was the last time you spoke with your neighbor? See how many of the same philosophies ya share… and those ya don’t ….. at least to listen and reflect upon at the bits of knowledge we get throughout life… Yet, why would we want to do that…. .Most of us focus on our differences rather than how we’re alike…. It’s an individualistic society ragging waterfall…

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:38:59 -05:00 right now i’m burning sage and opium/incense at my desk side….

momma told me… some day you’ll be a man~~
she said ya best do the best ya can~!~
now tomorrow has turned into today!~~
oh what dreams’.. may come~~

i look unto the sun~
realizing we all are one~~
and the past still remains
things seem to stay the same~
though we must press on into the light~
put up that faithful fight!~
for your rights~

and bliss will come
when worry is done~
the war has already been won~
in our minds and in our hearts we must start
to face the fears and fight this war with art

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DC arrives… he goes to OWEN funeral home to see soem old lady he worked with at the Police station back in the day….. then Rhianna and Kelsey come over…. we go to Cactus Jacks…. with Trey also… and come back to jamm…. trey gets too drunk…. elliott is too big headed, impatient…. and daniel doesnt listen to people, not terribly different from ortis…. he always has his thoughts… wont take the time to learn new things really….. man.. it seems hopeless sometimes… i get really agrivated with how apathetic my room mates seem…. often i ask myself if there’s something wrong with me….

damn… hard to exist on this planet alot of the time i think… i guess im gonna just have to do a solo career in music because daniel refuses to progress…. and the jam sessions never last more than 30 mins really… idk

im saying all this to let out some negative energy… here for light to store….. and get the energy off me …. hopefully it wont make the hard drive feel bad storing the data…. i dont know what exist in electricity and light… you and me? who am i talking to …… the sky! the wall~ anothers soul?

time to let it flow
ya know how that goes
here and there
unsold
swinging on a rope
in a pleasant place….
of dreams not yet so far off
but close to the heart…..

and with care
we do dare
do the things we do
and steps in another’s shoes
for a while?
faking a smile…
half a mile long….
fading away from the sunset,….
and lets….
have a bet……..
though instead…..
its in my head
what words were said are now to be
pasted in a tree
along green pastures
and stones fences……

the earth shrills!
in the vibrations of light and darkness
positive and negative
yet, poisions
seeping in her mouth
turning, and unturning
yerning and slurging on the ills of man
oh caN
we not see
what the world has come to be
people jumping around here and there
and where they flee in glee
of the future
neutral
hey


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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:43:37 -05:00 we were in a classroom of about 20 people and it was that i had a girlfriend that was sitting right in front of me…
Bjork was singing and dancing around and my girlfriend started crying because of how beautiful she and her singing was… but only in a good way… not that she had a sense of jealousy or overwhelmed since of not living up to it in my or her eyes… but just that it was perfect!


last night i was scheduled to have an encounter with extraterrestrials…. and maybe i did… im not sure…. but i asked that i might remember… though… i can’t seem to really… i know something strange happened in my dreams and i remember being kinda lucid waiting on this encounter….. when i woke up my computer was off… guess that could mean a number of things…

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i remember looking through my new binoculars at orion’;s nebula and seeing it in great detail…. magnificent!

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i need to get back into this… just writing down my thoughts randomly…. then goin back to edit and publish

ok…

so last night or day… i went to the music store at Zeagler’s music and browsed guitars for about 4 hours… then to Daniel’s house… Kenya’s and Michael’s place… and talked with them for a bit after coming from Taco Bell….. Mike is a kool dude… showed me some of his basic computer language program that wrote….. then over to Mom’s to drop her car back off because i was using it while ET had my keys cause i left them in his car the night before at the Blue Monkey….. then left shortly after with Daniel to Joshua’s house… where Kannon and Taylor were playing…. it is always a complete delight to see him……then to BooksaMillion where i met a couple of really cool cats…..

right now im messin with myspace of course and i just purchased a 60gb mp3 player!!!

listening to Russ Evans on myspace

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….not to be the negative Nancy, here (I think it’s great to get people together and check out new perspectives!!)…but, is this the movie that misrepresents science to support the new age spiritual movement??]]> 2007-04-17 22:31:09 2007-04-18 02:31:09 open Publish post 584671074
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I support strongly the campaigns for the following:

I. Peace, not War
II. 9/11 Truth & Reinvestigation
III. Unconstitutional Income Taxes
IV. Net Neutrality
V. Global Warming
VI. Free Energy related Technologies
VII. The Disclosure Project!

With each of these campaigns come a large variety of issues. Many people are aware of these matters but are not sure how to go about reform. I ask that you look into them all and act upon them with the greatest respects to the people you represent. Please strive in making a positive contribution to the world our children will inherit.

Take a look at Loose Change, America: Freedom to Fascism, An Inconvenient Truth, & above all The Disclosure Project @ http://www.disclosureproject.org (view any of these video documentaries @ http://www.youtube.com).

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:15:39 -05:00 HUG 😀 i embrace your HUG fully and return full vibrations of peace, love, & positive energy….. you seem to have such a pleasant soul with good intentions….

i wanted to share this with you http://blog.myspace.com/dreamsquirrel
& http://www.projectplaylist.com/standalone/4549872

take care dear & keep fighting for truth…
namaste
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peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy dear…..

 a letter to Megan Peters of Michigan

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Sunday, March 4^th, 2007 @ approximately 16:00 (4pm) I saw in the sky above my front yard a sphere of pure white light about 1 meter in diameter if it were at close proximity… The day was quiet, peaceful, Tech was out on quarter break, there wasn’t much traffic on the road, greenery sprouting, beautiful blue skies, clear, not too windy, light status clouds around…… Discussed further is my direct perception of this orb, its motion and theories of what it may possibly be~

Where to start, but with what my experience was from the beginning of thought… I was sitting on the porch in front of my room outside of the cabin. I was there with two friends, Daniel Clark and Rhianna Emerson, having conversation. Rhianna was sitting on the rocking bench with me to my left and Daniel was standing in front of us. The subject came up that we were talking about the degree to which the government surveillances its citizens. Talking about this brought up the concept in my mind that we human beings of Earth could possibly be monitored or observed by extraterrestrial life forms. I thought of this concept; of us being observed or studied by beings of higher intelligence, or that there was life out there that was truly compassionate and looking to our world with a sense of hope. As I was looking down, I thought of all this and at that moment, I had this overwhelming sense that I indeed ‘was being observed’.

 
I felt the presence of some separate being or entity strongly, and looked directly’ to its placement in the sky! It was hovering just above and to the right of Daniel’s shoulder roughly 40 yards away and 40 feet high. Time slowed down at this point and I gazed at it in awe for what were seemingly brief moments of splendid intriguing curiosity~~~ When I first beheld the orb, it gave me a peaceful vibe….  I was not at all frightened but enlightened to see this phenomenal object. My thoughts flowed so fast in these few moments that when I give you measurements of time and distance, they are not precise, but a rough probable estimate… I had a general idea of what it was I was looking at, but was not sure how to describe it at the moment; so for lack of better words, I said to the people beside me, “Look! a UFO…”

 
Before I told my friends next to me what I was seeing, I had a feeling that the object would probably disappear when I pointed it out to others, but I just couldn’t keep the beauty of this mystifying experience to myself. So, they both look directly to where I am pointing and this is where things get really strange…. As they both look, they see the orb there in the front yard, and then it moves at an extremely! high velocity up to the left above the tree line… The object moved so fast— that I could not even track the frames per second with my eyes. This happened to where it was seemingly there in the front yard and then there 1000s of feet away in the sky, almost as if the orb jumped to that spot in the sky through another dimension or wormhole… It was very astonishing to see what had just happened!… The object hovered there for maybe 10 seconds and then slowly started to descend behind the tree line. Rhianna and I were seated and Daniel was standing up following the object as it kept loosing altitude. I saw it drift behind the towering pine tree, though the needles, and then we lost sight.

 
That totally blew our minds! We talked about what we witnessed and they eventually went inside, however, I was so amazed I decided to stay in hopes of seeing something again… hoping that it would come back and make more contact, because I had this sense it was there to see me in the first place, it seemed somewhat shy and departed when it was that I pointed it out to those around me. This gave me the sense that when it came back I should probably just observe and not call people’s attention. So I sat there on the bench after describing to Trey Thomas what we saw. I believe he was in my room at the time the object appeared to us on the porch… Trey and I had been hanging out jamming a little and he was on my computer at the time contacting HP for service support. He kept coming in and out of my room to where I was, but I sat there for maybe 10 minutes I guess and looked to the last spot in the sky that I saw the concentration of light that moved with such elegance.

 
And then the moment came again where it rose above the tree line and hovered there in the air… kind of like it was peeking at me…. But this time, it really did appear that there where 2 of these objects side by side. I’m not quite sure; I wish I could have telescoped to that point, which was pretty much the same distance away from me that it had halted after moving at ‘light speed’ from my front yard. But this time, the object seemed a little more elongated like it was two points of light and their energy was connecting in the middle, making more of an oval shape. They hovered there in the sky for what was probably another 10 seconds, and I couldn’t help but to try calling Trey’s attention, although, he didn’t make it in time… They moved back down below the tree line and that was the last I saw of the phenomenon that day.

 
Overall, the orbs of light gave me this whole sense of connectedness with the universe……. I got the feeling that they were curious and observing me in some manner… When I first intuitively felt its presence, I felt as if something was not just looking at me, but kind of looking into me. I really don’t know, a lot of it is speculation and theory…. but I wonder, was something of a higher consciousness truly trying to make contact with me. I feel it to be highly probably… More than anything I feel that it was “a Sign”; a sign that my efforts here on Earth are not in vain and that I’m on the right path…. It was kind of a wake-up call to get back into what I was studying before more intensely….. Maybe they have observed/gained knowledge of how I strive in raising people’s consciousness and awareness about our world and the infinite possibilities of the universe… I post a lot of information on the internet about various subjects that are not generally known of by the mass population. Also, as some of you know, I share a lot of documentaries and informative films with people ranging from revolution to existentialism, religion, governmental corruption, environmental challenges, free energy, physics, philosophies, and dealings with extra-terrestrial contact.

 
You probably ask yourself…. Was this guy hallucinating? No, I was not… I and my friends were sober and all saw the exact same thing from different angles of perspective… therefore, I am quite confident that it was not a reflection of some sort or a ‘weather balloon’ or ‘swamp gas’ creating an illusion at such a close and then far proximity. For those of you that know me, I believe myself to be a well respected and trustworthy individual. I speak truth and have no time for misleading information… What we witnessed that day lines up precisely with the stories of what many people explain as seeing in the area of crop circles. These beings that create them are called “Circlemakers.” There are also beings that are called “The Watchers,” who have supposedly guided humanity through time. A reference to these beings can be traced back to the Egyptian gods, the Neteru (literally translated as the Shining Ones). They were behind the construction of many of our sacred sites such as Stonehenge and Silbury Hill. There is so~~~ much more to cover here; please look to past shares and postings for information and those to come in the future ~~~~

 
There are some theories of what I believe it could have been that came here…. Is it possible that this energy was something with Earthly origin, or was it from the stars? Is this white light a manifestation of spirit? Possibly a being of the Earth that transcended upon our notion of what ‘death’ is…? Was it an alien probe of some sort? Could this be an astral projection of a being from another planet? Where do these pure consciousness forms come from…?… It still remains a mystery to the scientist dedicated to the study of crop circles and related phenomena. Maybe you could say I saw an ‘angel,’ though that term is open to a number of interpretations…

 
This spiritual experience has forever changed me. This writing all took some time to conjure for it is still revolutionizing my mind and soul. I believed in such things before by the amount of study I’ve done in these areas; but this was at my doorstep, and it is really at your doorstep and the threshold to the future. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize.. that we are beings of infinite~~potential~~~~~!

 
In summation…. I feel that this being was not in my yard by mistake or chance… I believe if one were to call anything a coincidence, you would likely have to call it a coincidence that you were even born or reading this at this moment…. I feel this phenomena has some of the most profound implications for our time… It’s really not so much as to what this encounter means to me as, “what does it mean to you…?”

peace~ love~ light~ truth~ & dreams of empathy………

this is my original posting~~~

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D.C.

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:46:45 -05:00 it may be far out, but it’s something to think about…
it may be far out, but it may be something to think about…
it may be far out, but it could be something to think about…
it may be far out, but it seems to be something to think about…
this all may be far out, but it……….
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listening to James Arthur

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 11 Mar 2007 21:55:59 -04:00 Thomas Carlyle-
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Sunday, March 4^th, 2007 @ approximately 16:00 (4pm) I saw in the sky hovering above my front yard a sphere of pure white light about a meter in diameter… The day was quiet, peaceful, not too windy, & the sky was a beautiful clear blue. Tech was out on quarter break and there wasn’t much traffic on the road …… Discussed further is my direct perception of this orb, its motion and theories of what it may possibly be~

Where to start, but with what my experience was from the beginning of thought… I was sitting on the porch in front of my room outside of the cabin. I was there with two friends, Daniel Clark and Rhianna Emerson, having conversation. Rhianna was sitting on the rocking bench with me to my left and Daniel was standing in front of us. The subject came up that we were talking about the degree to which the government surveillances its citizens. Talking about this brought up the concept in my mind that we human beings of Earth could possibly be monitored or observed by extraterrestrial life forms. I thought of this concept; of us being observed or studied by beings of higher intelligence, or that there was life out there that was truly compassionate and looking to our world with a sense of hope. As I was looking down, I thought of all this and at that moment, I had this overwhelming sense that I indeed ‘was being observed’.

I felt the presence of some separate being or entity strongly, and looked directly’ to its placement in the sky! It was hovering just above and to the right of Daniel’s shoulder roughly 40 yards away and 40 feet high. Time slowed down at this point and I gazed at it in awe for what were seemingly brief moments of majestic intriguing curiosity~~~ When I first beheld the orb, it gave me a peaceful vibe….  I was not at all frightened but enlightened to see this phenomenal object. My thoughts flowed so fast in these few moments that when I give you measurements of time and distance, they are not precise, but a rough probable estimate… I had a general idea of what it was I was looking at, but was not sure how to describe it at the moment; so for lack of better words, I said to the people beside me, “Look! a UFO…”

Before I told my friends next to me what I was seeing, I had a feeling that the object would probably disappear when I pointed it out to others, but I just couldn’t keep the beauty of this mystifying experience to myself. So, they both look directly to where I am pointing and this is where things get really strange…. As they both look, they see the orb there in the front yard, and then it moves at an extremely high velocity up to the left above the tree line… The object moved so fast— that I could not even track the frames per second with my eye! I saw its motion first pick up, but this happened to where it was seemingly there in the front yard and then there 1000s of feet away in the sky, almost as if the orb jumped to that spot in the sky through another dimension or wormhole… It was very astonishing to see what had just happened!… The object hovered there for maybe 10 seconds and then slowly started to descend behind the tree line. Rhianna and I were seated and Daniel was standing up following the object as it kept loosing altitude. I saw it drift behind the towering pine tree, though the needles, and then we lost sight.

That totally blew our minds! We talked about what we witnessed and they eventually went inside, however, I was so amazed I decided to stay in hopes of seeing something again… hoping that it would come back and make more contact, because I had this sense it was there to see me in the first place, it seemed somewhat shy and departed when it was that I pointed it out to those around me. This gave me the sense that when it came back I should probably just observe and not call peoples’ attention. So I sat there on the bench after describing to Trey Thomas what we saw. I believe he was in my room at the time the object appeared to us on the porch… Trey and I had been hanging out jamming a little and he was on my computer at the time contacting HP for service support. He kept coming in and out of my room to where I was, but I sat there for maybe 10 minutes I guess and looked to the last spot in the sky that I saw the concentration of light that moved with such elegance.

And then the moment came again where it rose above the tree line and hovered there in the air… kind of like it was peeking at me…. But this time, it really did appear that there where 2 of these objects side by side. I’m not quite sure; I wish I could have telescoped to that point, which was pretty much the same distance away from me that it had halted after moving at ‘light speed’ from my front yard. But this time, the object seemed a little more elongated like it was two points of light and their energy was connecting in the middle, making more of an oval shape. They hovered there in the sky for what was probably another 10 seconds, and I couldn’t help but to try calling Trey’s attention, although, he didn’t make it in time… They moved back down below the tree line and that was the last I saw of the phenomenon that day.

Overall, the orbs of light gave me this whole sense of connectedness with the universe……. I got the feeling that they were curious and observing me in some manner… When I first intuitively felt its presence, I felt as if something was not just looking at me, but kind of looking into me. I really don’t know, a lot of it is speculation and theory…. but I wonder, was something of a higher consciousness truly trying to make contact with me. I feel it to be highly probably… More than anything I feel that it was “a Sign”; a sign that my efforts here on Earth are not in vain and that I’m on the right path…. It was kind of a wake-up call to get back into what I was studying before more intensely….. Maybe they have observed/gained knowledge of how I strive in raising people’s consciousness and awareness about our world and the infinite possibilities of the universe… I post a lot of information on the internet about various subjects that are not generally known of by the mass population. Also, as some of you know, I share a lot of documentaries and informative films with people ranging from revolution to existentialism, religion, governmental corruption, environmental challenges, free energy, physics, philosophies, and dealings with extra-terrestrial contact.

There is a kind of communication that is going on with these entities… crop circles have come to be much more elaborate since the early 70s when they were first documented… the crop circles they form are symbolic and take on certain shapes through geometry. Math as we know is a universal language and if we look at these progressions and study them properly we find such diversity in what is being expressed. I think they are preparing us for something…. Maybe galactic interaction is going to take place soon… maybe these are signs for humanity to wake up… They are saying open your eyes world… there is a much larger picture than this rock you sit on, so selfish and concerned with principles of living that don’t pay tribute to the splendor of the universe… I think they are raising our consciousness and will connect with the ones that pay attention… I doubt the way they would introduce their self to the world is by landing on the White House lawn…. I wish that if you take heed to what I am saying that you could delve into researching such phenomena of the universe and our planet… educate yourself and stand up for human rights to be free, live, and create…… I feel the world is at a make or break point and it is time for human beings to do what is right and mature in mass consciousness… Ignorance is not bliss when it comes to the time that we are no longer free because we wanted to be comfortable and lazy in the mean while…. We need to evolve and revolutionize the world around us! It is all in the mind set and the limitations that we place on our beliefs……

You probably ask yourself…. Was this guy hallucinating? No, I was not… I and my friends were sober and all saw the exact same thing from different angles of perspective… therefore, I am quite confident that it was not a reflection of some sort or a ‘weather balloon’ or ‘swamp gas’ creating an illusion at such a close and then far proximity. I expect people to be skeptical, but not irrationally so…. For those of you that know me, I believe myself to be a well respected and trustworthy individual. I speak truth and have no time for misleading information… What we witnessed that day lines up precisely with the stories of what many people explain as seeing in the area of crop circles. These beings that create them are called “Circlemakers.” There are also beings that are called “The Watchers,” possible the same beings, who have supposedly guided humanity through time. A reference to these beings can be traced back to the Egyptian gods, the Neteru (literally translated as the Shining Ones). They were behind the construction of many of our sacred sites such as Stonehenge and Silbury Hill. There is so~~~ much more to cover here; however, please look to my shares and video postings through facebook, xanga, &/or myspace for more information~~~~

There are some theories of what I believe it could have been that came here…. Is it possible that this energy was something with Earthly origin, or was it from the stars? Is this white light a manifestation of spirit? Possibly a being of the Earth that transcended upon our notion of what ‘death’ is…? Was it an alien probe of some sort? Could this be an astral projection of a being from another planet? Where do these pure consciousness forms come from…?… It still remains a mystery to the scientist dedicated to the study of crop circles and related phenomena. Maybe you could say I saw an ‘angel,’ though that term is open to a number of interpretations…

This spiritual experience has forever changed me. This writing all took some time to conjure for it is still revolutionizing my heart, mind, and soul. I believed in such things before by the amount of study I’ve done in these areas; but this was at my doorstep, and it is really at your doorstep and the threshold to the future. Truth is knocking at your door and it’s your choice to open it. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize… that we are beings of infinite ~~ potential~~~~~!

In summation…. I feel that this being was not in my yard by mistake or chance… I believe if one were to call anything a coincidence, you would likely have to call it a coincidence that you were even born or reading this at this moment…. I feel this phenomena has some of the most profound implications for our time…… It’s really not so much as to what this encounter means to me as, “what does it mean to you…?”

 peace~ love~ light~ truth~ & dreams of empathy ~*~*~*

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“Truth is knocking at your door and it’s your choice to open it. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize… that we are beings of infinite potential~!”

I completely agree with this any many of your other viewpoints…I stumbled onto your facebook and found this.

And what’s this? My cousin Carrie Jones knows you, too, I see?

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:48:05 -05:00 but i feel that you feel what i feel
and know what i think
and know what i am feeling and thinking
possibly regardless of what i am typing…..
that my consciousness is flowing through the air to you…..

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:48:01 -05:00 i come in the name of peace, love, truth, light, and dreams of empathy……

please make contact with me again……
i would love for it to be soon in my time perception……

i feel peace from you and want to have communion……

know that i love you*

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:50:35 -05:00 ~~~
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first hand contact with something otherworldly…. dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:51:08 -05:00 ~

it was seemingly an average day around the cabin and I along with two friends were on the front porch in front of my room having conversation…. the air was clean, the breeze somewhat chilling, but pleasant, and the sky a majestic crystal blue……


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it moves slowly down behind the tree and I see it go down through the leaves…. My friend Daniel moves over more and more to the right viewing it as he can and it goes from his sight…. Completely amazing us all…. They go inside and I stay out on the front porch watching… about 10 minutes later more; the same spot that it dipped down behind the tree, it emerges again…. It ‘looks at me’ for about 5 seconds I suppose and then goes back in the opposite direction that is had just shown itself and goes out of view again…. This reconfirmed what I had saw before in so many manners….. I know that it was not an illusion or a mistake for perceiving something else that was there, but it was something at good chance “otherworldly”…. A higher consciousness of some kind was governing this entity, this unite, this being…… I know this was no military craft we could explain with our modern technology…. It was in front of us and then seemingly instantly thousands of feet away…. The two people that were right beside me saw the exact same thing…. They couldn’t quite explain what they saw, but I had a good idea of what it may be, having studied UFOs, extraterrestrials, crop circles, and related technologies…… I haven’t looked into these areas in a little while… they are from my past research… though, I have been beckoned and am going to jump back into the discovery of what these beings could be….. the reason I hesitate in disclosing what I saw is because this ball of light seemed for lack of words “shy”…. When I called attention to it, it liked zoomed out far away from us, and when I noticed it coming up over the trees again, it only had shown itself for short moments and then disappeared again… however this time it seemed to be a little different in the far distance, I wish I had been able to telescope to that point, but it appeared to be 2 balls of light this time, not just one, it was more elongated as it came out… like two entities beside each other…. I can only wonder if it possibly went and got a friend or being of like consciousness and came back to observe briefly, because that is what the consciousness was doing in the first place I believe…..

goin back to the beginning, it started with the three of us talking about the government, … I mentioned how I didn’t like the city and how the government surveillance so many things and people….. and then it brought to me to thinking about extraterrestrials observing us…. And at then…. I had this strong feeling that I was being observed and I looked directly up to where it was hovering in the sky…. So close….. communicating to me…. And it was so beautiful that I could not contain myself to behold this experience alone… so I made its presence aware to those near me……

getting back to why I hesitate at disclosing my experience to the mass public is that I feel it may want to have more communication with me before I make its presence known… observing the nature of its curious yet cautious observation of me and my friends… though… maybe it was just showing me everything I needed to see to know that it was an extraordinary phenomenon… I did see this and am sure of what I saw …… as it being unlike anything else we could normally explain on this planet….. I am forever changed and hope to have more experiences with these phenomenons, maybe one day I could go up on a ship with these beings and be shown the universe and all of time….. and come back to earth and continue affecting people daily, but with having such a greater understanding of the universe, even though some of these things are at good chance incomprehensible and even mysterious to these advanced civilizations that have been around for millions of years……

thank you for taking the time to read this…. I find it very coincidental that I was able to perceive this presence of energy…. although, no things are coincidence, because if you were to call anything a coincidence, it would be a coincidence that you were born! I typed this message to you but also to myself as a record and basis for what happened today…. I hope you have been inspired as I have…. See you on another dimension…. Dreams of peace, love, and light to you……… Shalom

p.s. im gonna write about this publicly soon…..

but i just wanted to tell you because the being was… u know…..

kind of peeking at me…. ; )

(i had this contact yesterdat…. March 4th around 4pm….. 16:00)
bright day with clear blue skys behind the object
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share_data={max_recipients:20}Share by Elizabeth Book (notes) 9:07pm Friday, Mar 2 what exactly does it mean to be poked by someone on facebook? i am still confused by this.
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Judson Clark Talbot wrote at 3:23amit is the slightest gesture to someone that you are thinking of them and curious in some senses…. they hope you will either return the poke, write them a message or wall post, take a look at their profile, or just think of them for the moment because they are thinking of you…. i think its all good and well these pokes…. reminds me of childhood; i think alot of people to often forget their childhood and where they came from… that there was a life before the present day of responsibilities….. i miss those days of being ‘care-free’ and playing in the sun…. still, i remember them and am thankful for the opportunities throughout life i have been given…. so….. i hope this has entertained your question….. i like to respond and comment on peoples ideas when i can…. hmmmm… how tempting it is to poke you!

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there seems to be much symbology in this film as there is symbology in everything…… the horses were surrounded by the rising waters, panicked in the chaos of clear and present danger that was somewhat overwhelming… this rising water symbolizing anything in life that puts pressure on us… whether we bring it on ourself or it be the cares of the world pressing in on us…. it reminds me also of a flock of sheep…. this horses were there kind of stranded…. though all they needed was for one, for something to show the way…. something that was a beckon of light of good fortune and positive energy bringing them to a common place of comfort and safety in their rights of survival…… they each had the power all along to cross to a new plane… though it took a leader… and that and those leaders had shown them the path… all the horses had to do was follow… i feel it is the same with our current state in the world and many other smaller circumstances…. but… the people want to come to a common ground of existence where they can be in peace… and i feel there just needs to be some few people that will take the stance and rise against the odds and press on in the name of truth, beauty, freedom, and justice~~~~

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Rescue two hundred horses, (1st and old version) – Google Videohttp://video.google.nl/videopl…PLEASE WATCH THE SECOND (and better..) VERSION OF THIS RESCUE AT GOOGLE-VIDEO ALSO…..I can’t overwrite this version unfortunately…. A…. 6 min 38 sec..]]>
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02/28.07  ~ wednesday ~ i saw a honey bee in the clover…. reminds me of home where the hives produced good yeld and fine comb…..

03/01.07 ~ thursday ~ bike ride around ruston with the motion of the cool curious air

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majestic sky~ dreamSquirrel Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:08:39 -05:00 oh, how beautiful and majestic it is
to lay under the heavens and watch
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sharing & the facebook toolbar~ dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Feb 2007 04:20:00 -05:00 ~i want to share with you how to share anything you come across on the internet.

the facebook toolbar is a plugin to the the web browser mozilla firefox that allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new more unified way…
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

the toolbar has many abilities; amoung them is the share button that you encounter on numerous things you see in facebook. this function is built into the toolbar, and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

there is also another means you can use by not installing the toolbar but by importing a link into ur bookmarks…
http://facebook.com/share_options.php

more info & help here….
http://latech.facebook.com/share_help.php

i love sharing with others my experiences and hope you experiment with it in opening up a new world of communication
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how to share on facebook dreamSquirrel Sat, 24 Feb 2007 18:38:23 -05:00 i want to share with you all how to share anything you come across on the internet.

i use mozilla firefox as my internet browser….. it has so many pluses compared to many other web browsers
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

the facebook toolbar allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new way…
the share button that you see on many things you encounter in facebook is built into the toolbar and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

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the facebook toolbar~ dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:34:00 -05:00
the facebook toolbar is a plugin to the the web browser mozilla firefox that allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new more unified way…
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/
the toolbar has many functions; amoung them is the share button that you see on numerous things you encounter in facebook is built into the toolbar, and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

i love sharing with others my experiences and hope you experiment with it in opening up a new world of communication*

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self destuctive man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCawcPs7U9U

existentialism
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WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

DREAMS
GUY GOIN OFF INTENSELY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCjVc5XCQwY
BEAUTIFUL GIRL TALKING ABOUT BEING ANTS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuIol90WQjM&mode=related&search=

K-pax
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzQmgL2dd5s&mode=related&search=

new world lies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbggdvc6Tms

your personal prison of perceptions
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHvMrf7_f80&mode=related&search=

the disclosure project
CNN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28jZQxH-Cf0
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im seeing tracers….. the sun fades…. oh how i will miss it…. friends… in the other room… watching radiohead music video performances…. wondering what it all means….. who has the time to filter through all these thoughts of mine when i barely seem to ….. crescendoing… feelings of exubrance and liberation…. oh how i love music….. hmm and the huge question of how should i play out the rest of my time at tech…. i feel drawn in other direction…… like i dont want to wait on my graduation… i have this feeling of being able to go out into the world and create… to live and recreate……. i want to connect with more people……

i love chess….. i love how it is so symbolic of life…. a day in the life of a chess board… a eternity in the game of chess really….. i wonder if there is actually a mathematical ratio of what all games can be played… like a limit to it….man my hands are cold….. ah….. would the sun stay and have favor with me…. the nucleus of our soular system….. how cosmicly i think now… taking the time to do this…. many things i need to complete

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:18:00 -05:00 ~~ know that i love you…. peace and positive vibes~
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:45:12 -05:00 enough with valentines day and the rest… i never really understood these certain days “we set aside in recognition of these emotions and feelings of thanks like other holidays…. if all these people could feel that way instant to instant, gesture to gesture… year round….. we may come close to a utopian society….. you know that song on the Donnie Darko soundtack.. “Madworld” by Gary Jules….. he says… ‘children waiting till the day they feel good, happy birthday, happy birthday’ i feel everyday of the year moment to moment we should feel the exuberance of life… not wait till special days and such for recognition of thankful values….. i really think its basically the fascist money hungry capitalistic bastards that implement these holidays to stimulate their bank accounts!! i will not give into the system and these modes of control….. what is this that i am trying to communicate?
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~..look closer..~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:23:05 -05:00 i love the buildup of things. i love how crazily everything in life works together….. everything and how it plays its role in existing…..

i love that i have many good friends that truly love me…. i am ultimately greatful for them and the realization that they would do most anything for me in good perspective.

i love waking up earli before this side of the world starts their day…… the peace vibe that flows around is uncanny and there are some things that cannot be replaced ever and they in my mind are considered perfect…..

i usually wonder about the idea that i could die any moment, and i consider what kind of message and legacy i will leave behind…… are these words stated enough for the justice of my being to cease….. ? i oft feel they are not but rather still they have significant meaning behind them and an essence of what i plan to do in this bitter sweet symphony of life……. i feel that when i have published my first album i will feel more complete….. though …. still i will long to express myself in many other forms……

i wish to write in great amounts….. publish these thoughts by poetry…. novelty….. playwright….. absurdity…. theatrically….. visually…. artistically…… musically……………
yet, on a day to do basis; constantly in the things that i do…… it’s not what say that defines me as a person but what i do that represents my true nature~

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:51:57 -05:00 i find it amazing how we can go through time and have a constant collective of picking up what we are experiencing here and there and putting that into our minds eye of memory for rationalization and artz…. we can go for a while without putting down words or other creative abilities in concrete manners… however, there come a moment and at an affirmation of an instant all of this seems to boil and swell, bursting forth from your inner self ~~~ the creative spirit has built up and can no longer be suppressed….. the desire to express yourself in this existence must come out or one may implode!…..

therefore, i do expose myself and lay my cards out for others to view; only in hopes and aspirations that these thoughts and ideas have any measure of effect upon the people they come in contact with….. i am a soul that strives for positive change in the world, a mass consciousness revolution…… yet, many times i wonder~~ is the effort worth it all….. is the selfishness and hate of this planet too deep seeded that its consequences are inevitable??

i look around and see for the most part that people are generally good caring souls that want peace and a happy life. but i also wonder, that individual that you consider good natured…. when given power, would they use it for good or would greed and corruption take over…. our nation is far from what it once was…. i search for the constitution in it’s original state but found its fragrance blowing in the wind tarnished with a sinch from when it was burned the day the patriot act was put into practice.

i find that people do not really seek for the truth in matters as long as they conditioned otherwise… as long as the media industy keeps pushing the envelope with enertainment people don’t take the time or care about what really matters…. they do not consider the nature of what their personal freedoms are and are allowing those freedoms at a steady fast pace slip away from them…. in general, no longer do people realize that they are genuine spirits indowed with infinite possibilty…. but they accept the comfort and security of the few rights they have left….. people are fearful, lazy, and selfish….. and these curses have damned too many generations….. when will this ignorant human race rise from these things that are like viruses unto our souls…..? how long are we goin to stay sheep and be led around blindly?

i am optimistic that a revolution is coming… and SOON i hope it to come…. for if there is not all is vain and we will reach a a point of no return…… fuck all of these Politics!!!! is it that every being in the universe knows right from wrong, yet somehow this planet limits its senses and have been conditioned to not see the light in life?

possibly you read this and see me as a fool for now… though maybe one day when i am almost forgotten…. the words of my spirit will be resurrected and respected as profetic. or you can take this awareness and comminicate it with others and not wait for things to happen but become an active part in spawning the revolution……

as before stated…. one may ask why even put the energy into such things…. the world is on a path and it is inevitable… ‘we will all be microchipped’ / “illegal taxes are goin to stay the same” / “people will give up their rights” / “they will conform to the corporate slave monster” / “they will marry their televison and love it for the continuous conditioning of their heart it throws them” (average kid sees 40,000 comercials a year) THESE commercials and enertainment condition us constantly to an acceptance of what the social norm is… and at this they no longer need direct control over us for we become sheep and the people police each other in the belief of this social standard that says what is right and wrong, reality vs. fantasy, ……. and god bless our lack of an education system… that is not a true education the way we were brought through adolescents…. our teachers primarily repeaters of information written… not much interpretation and philosophy on the matters in louisana schools…. i really just feel that our education system is flawed and doesnt teach people how to think for theirself anylonger… they are seemingly giving students ‘absolute truths’ of the world, forcefeeding it down, while nothing really human required of us inspirationally… not much room for growth and exhilleration in these social learning systems we have been forced into as children….

i am thankful for my education… though… it hasnt really been a liberal education until lately these years in college… most of what ive learned coming from the interaction of those people in college; not the class’ learning specifically….. we all have free information… you are on the internet right now… the universe of information at your finger tips….. we all have the power to educate ourself… at times i feel college over-rated… however, i do not regret any of my experiences….. i love college, i love the opportunities that i have been given throughout life; though… idealy, for future generations, what opportunities could we all have without these limitations of social expected modes of thinking…..

also, something i really want to touch upon and stress strongly… is that speaking of Idealisms….. i often speak these profectic things of positive, peaceful, benevolent, utopian ways of living… though, remember they are idealisms…. ideas and idealisms….. the ideal compared to the imperfect…. though, they are ideals that even though i speak and strive to live by are some times beyond me….. i put them down… making them more concrete in my state of being and finding out how others react to them… these statements being as something that i feel strongly and something that i stated and by word live by….. these abstracts become ingraved in our being and allow us to evolve~

 give me ART or give me death!
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it would be kool to show the other side of the 1 dollar bill… there is an owl, symbolizing their brotherhood, being the all knowing, wise, illuminated ones…. it’s located at the top right one on the top left of the outside border of the “1” (very small) get a magnifying glass….. also… um…. George Washington was a free mason and have you know the federal reserve system is not federal at all…. it is privately owned and regulated…. also… the federal income tax is unconstitutional… there is no law for it and it is due refundable to all American citizens….., check out “America: Freedom to Fascism” by Aaron Russo

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:32:07 -05:00 if you ever want to break a social norm~  just be yourself…
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:30:43 -05:00 many people downplay global warming as not a true and prevelant issue, though all the major scientist around the world agree this is a real issue. It is affecting us now and will effect with even exponentially greater consequences every human being and life form on this planet. The future for all the generations following us is in jeopardy! Not only is it our children at stake, but what is happening now with our weather patterns and climate is drastic in comparison to all weather throughout history. The past 14 years have held the hottest 10 years ever recorded~

it’s something that is at the front door step of every American and resident of this world… never have i seen green grass and clover growing in my front yard in the middle of January! I do not recall goin so many days wearing flip flops><>< Weather patterns are being distributed in extremes all across the globe. Many places with extreme drought, and right next door floods! Warm sunny skies close by and at someone’s home town several feet of snow in a week totaling what they expect all winter. I’m truly concerned about what is goin on in our world and the selfish clusters of people in the world that care not about our environment but how big their bank account is and the power they gain from this…. “get up stand up, stand up for your right!”
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what is it to lay one’s cards on the table in view of all to see one’s total expression in existence…. an instantaneous fulfillment of the moment through the penetration and vibration of these sounds into thine ear… full of emotion and what makes up the other’s being and soul…. to lay one’s cards down on the ground, to throw the cards into the air that reflect and absorb into another’s consciousness for how they interpret what is being communicated through these vibrations…. what does it mean to the artist, what does it mean to the observer? how do they connect in this fine yet broad spectrum of equilibrium in understanding, altruism, and empathic sinuation! will they meet in the space between the confrontation of their souls?
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Judson is realizing the significance & meaning in this new year and he wishes the best for all & sends his love to all… take care in these times & dream well friends~~~.
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goodnight….
take care
fare well
dreams of empathy
mitochondria
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is it possible that i am to optimistic and an unfathomable dreamer….. ? what will time prove?!
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perspicacity

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http://www.climatecrisis.net/trailer/
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Rose9375739 (2:13:18 PM): hey there
dreamSquirrel (2:13:26 PM): hey deh yo
Rose9375739 (2:13:46 PM):  what r you up to
dreamSquirrel (2:13:56 PM): just watched
dreamSquirrel (2:14:02 PM): AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH
Rose9375739 (2:14:10 PM):  cool
dreamSquirrel (2:15:43 PM): yeah man
dreamSquirrel (2:15:50 PM): there needs to be a revolution
Rose9375739 (2:16:16 PM):  of what??
dreamSquirrel (2:17:32 PM): mass consciousness
dreamSquirrel (2:18:52 PM): and growing up and recognizing the president issues that faces our species as a whole organism… not separated by race or political views or nationality
dreamSquirrel (2:19:07 PM): or we will surely parish
dreamSquirrel (2:19:26 PM): its surely a make or break point in our evolution
Rose9375739 (2:19:59 PM):  what brought this on??
dreamSquirrel (2:20:15 PM): oh
dreamSquirrel (2:20:21 PM): ive been studying for 2 years now
dreamSquirrel (2:20:25 PM): conspiracy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:30 PM): economy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:34 PM): environment
dreamSquirrel (2:20:40 PM): extra terrestrials
dreamSquirrel (2:20:44 PM): free energy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:48 PM): psychology
dreamSquirrel (2:20:50 PM): history
dreamSquirrel (2:20:53 PM): physics
dreamSquirrel (2:21:09 PM): drugs
dreamSquirrel (2:21:11 PM): astronomy
dreamSquirrel (2:21:14 PM): anatomy
Rose9375739 (2:21:16 PM):  lol
dreamSquirrel (2:21:23 PM): religion!
dreamSquirrel (2:21:33 PM): bbc documentaries
dreamSquirrel (2:21:37 PM): discovery channel
dreamSquirrel (2:21:41 PM): modern marvels
dreamSquirrel (2:21:47 PM): national geopgraphic
dreamSquirrel (2:21:56 PM): pbs
dreamSquirrel (2:22:00 PM): NOVA
Rose9375739 (2:22:02 PM):   we think you think too much
dreamSquirrel (2:22:06 PM): and indie films
dreamSquirrel (2:22:10 PM): fuck that
dreamSquirrel (2:22:25 PM): guess i have to make up for people that dont think enough
dreamSquirrel (2:22:29 PM): but really
Rose9375739 (2:22:50 PM):  thats right …save the world
dreamSquirrel (2:23:15 PM): if other benevolent beings looked at me… they would see a clean good hearted energy, but know i have so much more to learn before i could even understand some of the cosmics of our universe
dreamSquirrel (2:23:31 PM): this goes along with further stages in evolution
dreamSquirrel (2:23:39 PM): we are still too self centered
dreamSquirrel (2:23:58 PM): money has galged our eyes out
dreamSquirrel (2:24:21 PM): and we see nothing of truth as a whole
Rose9375739 (2:24:52 PM):  ok well we’re going to lunch
dreamSquirrel (2:26:12 PM): there are so many geniuses compared to throughout history
dreamSquirrel (2:26:19 PM): knowledge is growing exponentially
dreamSquirrel (2:26:36 PM): and when we get beyond the supression of govt and politics
dreamSquirrel (2:26:53 PM): we will have a major change in existence and the perception of it
Rose9375739 (2:27:07 PM):  interesting…
Rose9375739 (2:27:09 PM):  gotta go
Rose9375739 (2:27:11 PM):  see ya
dreamSquirrel (2:27:18 PM): peace

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dreamSquirrel Sat, 16 Dec 2006 22:45:08 -05:00 u know what song gets under my skin…. i was in Super 1 earlier and heard this playing….. “it’s the most wonderful time of the year”….. how the fuck can he say this….. what makes it the most wonderful time of the year? do people really have to wait till certain times of the year to feel good…. a special holiday…. a special birthday? to actually realize your existence in the world and place yourself in priority above things for specific dates…. can we not feel good all of the year…

that shit upsets me….. alot…. and, why don’t most of these stores and markets play the radio the rest of the time of the year throughout america…… they wait until the holiday season to play music becuase the general public likes that kind of music “this time of year” and then it’s gone as soon as the new year has passed…. it’s a bunch of bullshit….. what really upsets me is that Thanksgiving is hardly appreciated and given the respect it deserves. people soon are caught up in the huggest shopping day of the year… the day after thanksgiving, Black Friday…. bringing all the capitalistic gain and deceipt, binding people in debt for a time that should be truly thought of well and enjoyed….. what are we truly thankful for though in what this holiday represents? our slaughter of the native indians and taking of their land in exchange for the technology offered in agriculture?! and again… why do we need this day to all get together and be thankful for what we have….. don’t get me wrong please…. i love Thanksgiving… my favorite holiday; because of the family getting together…… but, can we not be thankful all year round!? can people not be as kind, generous, and giving all of the year? has AMERICA become so selfish and to ambitious?

maybe the holiday season is set up as a time to cheer people up for the long “seasonal depressive disorders” that people get from these dreary months of cold and dark weather. though does this create a false sense of cheer?

also, i think Christmas is a joke! even if you believe in this day representing Christ’s birth….. it does him no justice in the broad scheme of the holiday; i find the holiday taking vain paths…. people are misguided and dont seem to give a shit.

please give me some feedback….

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AS far as Super-One playing Christmas music, I think it ties into the constant deluge of “Christmas = buy stuff” more than a message that you’re supposed to be happier this time of the year. Businesses want you to buy things, whether that makes you happy is your own problem. That said, I think that for many Americans the holidays are happier time, because they get a socially and employer-approved break from their overworked careers to spend time with their families.

You’re right that the way our society celebrates Christmas no longer has any connection to a memory of the sacrifice of God incarnate. However, any culture is going to have its festivals, and with consumerism being what it is, I think a gift-giving celebration has a place. That they push so strongly for you to buy unnecessary status goods that you can’t afford is a bit perverse, sure, but that’s just a symptom of a larger problem.

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Think For Yourself Question Authority

these are some kool sites to check out really quick…. please give an open mind to them if you can find the time…. they are very interesting issues that the mass public needs to be aware of……………

http://www.tfyqa.com/images/pentagon.swf

http://jahtruth.net/

http://supportthetruth.com/

http://www.tfyqa.com/index.php

http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm
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ur still living aren’t you?

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a lady told me i could come in around 1:30 or 2 and speak with one after they got back from lunch….

so i went up to the courthouse and when i first went in there were soo many people packed in that place…. i figured i wouldnt be able to get anything done with that many people around…. so i went out to my car and came back in about 10 minutes where i came in from the back intrance of the building… too many prestigious folk hanging around the font… having court that day……

so i went in and said….. hi…. i was told that if i came in i could speak with a D.A. about this citation.

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i absolutely love waking up to the sound of Bob Marley

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it’s goin to be qwuite a winter

full of music and life and realities, and situations, and circumstances that arise giving the fullness and continuance of life echoing on from this distant land that we think is so far yet is so so close to the heart.

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it seems that it’s always the same time…. 2:45…… or
it seems that people are more able to go into alternate realms of existence….

it seems that thoughts are made of dreams, dreams are made of consciousness

it seems that things are rarely as they seem, and people seem not to imagine it
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<![CDATA[ by Laura Ulrich (notes) 12:08am Today I’m in one of those moods again. The extreme impatience. The extreme drive. I don’t want to eat, sleep, or even think. I just want to do. I’m tired of waiting, of being passive. I’m ready to kick things off, get things started. I want to start a revolution, I want to start a fire and watch it burn, I want to dance until I can’t move a muscle in my body, I want to sing until I have no voice left, I want to cry and laugh and scream and talk until I have no emotion left in me. I want to bungee jump, to fly, to skydive, to run, to ride, to swim, to play. I’m wanting something intense, extreme, adventurous, dangerous. I want risk, passion, hatred, love, joy, sorrow, ecstasy. And it’s all there, I just need to find it.

I hate these moods of mine. Then again, they’re what make me take leaps and really advance something… but I’m never satisfied. I can’t find the relief of doing something. I don’t feel the joy of accomplishment. It’s never enough. It’s never good enough. I love life. I love myself. I love who I am. I have a true lust for life and every miniscule detail of it. But I’m never satisfied with it: what I do, what I get. I never feel that sense of accomplishment at my best work, because it never seems like my best, because I know even my best can be so much more.. When will it be enough, if ever? Will I ever feel like I’ve reached my goal? I want something, and I’ve decided to go after it with my all, but when I have it – will I be happy? Will I feel like I really did something? I will continue to push myself to the limits, to go beyond them. I will continue to give everything I have. I will continue to go after what I strive to have. But will it ever be enough? In the end, will I ever feel like I truly did something, that I truly got what I deserved or what I needed or what I wanted? What would you do?

I’m in a reckless and restless mood. Now how to remedy it…?

i feel that you have already accomplished an impressive deal of things… though… you are in a training ground right now and have to push through this immediate of unsatisfying study for the accumulation of knowledge allowing you to perform your best when that time comes….. i know u will compose great things…. i am in the same boat….. so ready to break free and do the do, but i am goin to stick with college for a little while longer knowing i’ll be glad for the latter…. it many times seems we are always waiting for the next thing to happen…. though the next thing is each moment to moment full of all emotion possible….. one day…. sooner than we know…. we will realize and say to ourself… this is that moment though that ive been working for…. all my work has crescendoed to this point… its finally here… and then we may fly~~~~

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:13:32 -05:00 it comes to a point in the quarter where what we have worked for is about to pay off… just some finals left… thank god……. i need to do a lot of stuff over the weekend… actually i should start working on it right now….. alright…. lets see priority.:

1) Practice sax final
2) do homework scores
3) practice theory singing, playing, rhythym
4) do astronomy paper
5) study for astronomy final
6) practice written theory final stuff
7) play piano final
8) practice karate katas & one steps
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sometimes i feel like people know that i know they are a fake…. maybe im just the fake around here right…. i wonder if he’s goin to give me an upgrade in scholarship…. he really needs to or ill loose respect for him…..
he also got into tlking about the price of the pants…. we get back $40 for them in our scholarship… yay… wow he gave us 40 bucks… though… if u multiply that by 200 students… that $8,000…. he said we were $20,000 over budget on scholarships… how is this possible to give this to us in that case… where the fuck did that money come from……

hahah… another great thing was… Gretchen busted out some fucking ramen type noodles in class while he was talking and started munching down…. hahahah…. he looked at her for a while… but too many students must of started to notice her and he asked here what she was doin? i thought that shit was hilarious and awesome… seems i told her that in my dreams last night being i was not able to tell her after practice……
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:24:49 -05:00
somehow i was calling the thief of the cabin my step dad… though he was lil’ Josh’s real dad…..
somehow he found out about the cabin… was able to make a deal with Abe to cancel our lease agreement and allow him to move in for like $80,000. i knew that shit wasnt legal but it was happening right there in front of me…. his dad said all of our stuff was upstairs… i was furious , upset, screwed for college, for the direct in life, where to practice jamming? i went in to a bed room… where the house was remodeled a lil bit in framing and saw a pic of connie or josh and thats how i knew who it was … wierd….

though… i remember opening my eyes for a split second in the midst of this and seeing the ceiling of my room, finally realizing it was a dream… this set me at ease so much… ah, how stressed out i was… though the experience of opening my eyes to just see this beautiful full logs there above me was so pleasing… ah… i was at rest not in the middle of a reality delimia…..

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sick bastards!…. they say what is a $1000 compared to eternity…. U need to release something…. release that money and get a blessing…. FUCK YOU PEOPLE….. i can’t believe u actually believe yourself!


what are u goin to do with all that money…. telling peopple to go into debt!…. give more than they have in their pocket for a blessing?!

watching TBN : (

u make me sick

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Every man dies, not every man really lives.

Your Dreams are your Destiny……

Peace, Love, Truth, and Empathy to you all………

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:57:56 -05:00
i wish i had a hard drive assessment utility…. a diagnostic tool……

welll i woke up just earlier and thought i was about to go to class….. it seemed as if i had been sleeping forever…. from 14:00-19:00. and i thought it was the morning instead….. i ask daniel …. dude, you goin to work like that? nah dude…. what u talking about… he started trippin on me….. i thought it was thursday already and i was fucked for my research paper.

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:58:12 -05:00 PINK FLOYD LYRICS

“Breathe”

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don’t be afraid to care
Leave but don’t leave me
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, run rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don’t sit down it’s time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.

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RADIOHEAD LYRICS



“Knives Out”


I want you to know

He’s not coming back

Look into my eyes

I’m not coming back



So knives out

Catch the mouse

Don’t look down

Shove it in your mouth



If you’d been a dog

They would’ve drowned you at birth



Look into my eyes

It’s the only way you’ll know I’m telling the truth



So knives out

Cook him up

Squash his head

Put him in the pot



I want you to know

He’s not coming back

He’s bloated and frozen

Still there’s no point in letting it go to waste



So knives out

Catch the mouse

Squash his head

Put him in the pot

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:05:45 -04:00 i feel good about life… i feel that i am getting my shit more lined up and prioritized….. that is it thaough….. i keep saying that i am not getting a degree, so it is hard to study much being this case… though i know i am here for the knowledge and that is what i am gaining…. being forced to study alot in shorts amounts of time for good grades….

i get a hard drive in in a couple days… that will be awesome… 400 more GB to have films on…. and i need to call musicians friend about nto sending the reed…..

sleeep beckons me…. ah… i will rest welll knowing my homework is complete….. up bright and early for a shower and class… listening to chill musick!

oh, of course….. dude, mad fatttt shroooomage….. we found like 100g today…. or more… i dont know…. it is awesome though… had to run from a hunter also…. that was fun

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 29 Oct 2006 14:17:34 -04:00 thoughts meander like waves of whistling sounds carried by a breeze
in the distance are the words being pulled to the mind for the expression of feeling and emotion

oh, how to explain and properly become empathetically altruistic with these epiphanies and perceptions of life?

how does one truly convey his full understanding and sense of feeling to another…. can it be complete, or must we always meet in the middle?

our galaxy, the Milky Way, home for billions of stars

a photo of the near visibile universe… each ball of light a galaxy….

the question of are we alone is assuredly so, we are not

for the health of humanity and your everyday life…. please, start thinking differently
the universe is so beautiful and majestic, it is senseless to be so caught up in ‘our problems’ and responsibilites that we can’t step back and take a look at infinity. don’t stress yourself out over circumstances; quit being so selfish; be genuine; talk about something intelligent for a change and quit bullshiting so much…. how far does this get us? it’s good enough for some laughs and to keep us from thinking of ‘the things that matter’. but is this how someone wants to go through life? life is short, but sweet for certain. live everyday to the fullest, with no regrets. take the viewpoint and advise of others, though use it to formulate your own beliefs collectively…. our greatest gift is the power of free will and the comprehension of it~~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 26 Oct 2006 13:56:12 -04:00 i dream of fairies and have fantasies that i wish to stay fantasies….
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:19:34 -05:00 10/11/06   09:30 

He whistles a song
   feeling something new
     however, sometimes…
he’s not sure what to dooo~
It’s you , who I thought I knew
–
In spite, it’s sometimes hard to write
just what I feel into Words~
    I feel a little absurd that these
wordsare not inurt ~ they may
cause hurt; even a unseccessful
flirt can bring a person to the level
  of dirt. I know this shit makes
 no sense, however lach of sense may
be bliss; take a hit, hit a miss, miss
 a kiss, kiss a fake, fake a smile,
   smile a while, while you feel the
      falsity falsify your being, being a
   care free concern as a productive society
  Member. Remember you past, your
 Childhood, where you came from; yet
Fear not to deviate from you early
 upbringing of beliefs, acknowledge &
   respect the learning of experience you
    have had as an accumulation for the
  choice of statue in belief that you have
     for your existence in this life & of this
    world. Let us step outside the norm of
  social standards & belief structures to formulate
our own spirituality and share these
    things with one another in truth for an
       actualized journey through life, not robbing
 ourselves of free will and being real.
   Not conforming to the acceptance of stupidity
and ignorance for guidance of how we live
and move. Thinking for youself people and
  forming you own opinion. Interpret a
    unique meaning of life; or maybe that
   there doesn’t neccessarily have to be a
 meaning or point to life. Are theree absolute
truths? Is the truth that there is no
   truth? Possibly the point of existence is
  to exist, being the opposite or nothingness;
           for there is infinance and to place the
      thought of nothing existing is impossible for
  there has to be something for there to be nothing.
Possibly all of existence and creation is a thought
   a dream that never starts, stops, begins, or ends.
      The measure of great or small, significant or
   insignificant. Perhaps the meaning of living
      is to be alive, not to question it, but to accept
  the beauty and pain of what we are given.
Are we foolish to question such things such
     things? I say, nay; for that wonderance and
    search for knowing is part of our expression
   of individuality and recognition of higher
  consciousness. I believe we are to respect
     and appreciate life, and cherish from moment to
moment the shear magnitude of
          magnificance in the mystery
                    around us~~~

                                                       12:08

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 12 Jul 2010 21:42:44 -04:00 i was with a group of people and we decided to build a few boats!!
we cut down some HUGE trees, pine i guess… and they were stripped…
then we cut them in half and connected the big logs with a wooden platform like ply wood… and created edges…
they were really simple boats that were made from the earth and they worked really well…

then we had them built and we were sitting an area that didn’t get flow to the rest of the water and we were like… we need to push this out into the flow so we can use it for what it was created for… not just a floating platform.

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 19 Jan 2010 20:01:49 -05:00 the 2nd voice mail was from charles….

we went in the Shreveport Music store and got some strings…
i called him on the way back to the tower..
he said he has a 1000 dollars to wire me from his account that he stole from me back in the day…
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! such great news to here… hey!! there’s that much i didn’t have that is being bestowed on me at this time for some reason….



just talked with Rachel…. she is feeling confused about certain things right now regarding relationship and such…
“we can work it out” ~beatles

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 19 Jan 2010 15:17:08 -05:00 On Saturday, January 16th, 2010 Andy moved into the cabin up into poe’s old room..
i think this is the day rachel decided to ask me to get off of scripts completely….
Friday andy and ET cleaned it up pretty good while i was in monroe mailing off to a friend FedEx style… when i got home they left soon after that and i finished up where they left off…
i passed out that night thinking i had the whole day the next to to finish because it was raining that day, but his family decided to go ahead and move him in anyway… so i woke up that morning and hurried to clean the room and trey helped by vaccuming…
i was able to tidey up alot of things… put alot of random stuff in the closets they belonged… and the rest of the stuff andy and et put in rachels room….
a bunch of peeps came over later that day to watch the saints game which was fun…


the next day, jan 17th, i awoke and went outside to find that the chicken, Dilenger’s head had been ripped of its body and massacred by some kind of animal that we assumed to be racoon… i found it with the other chickens pecking at it and shewed them away and told trey, so he got a shovel and buried it… i think im gonna go put a cross on its grave in respects….

later that day andy asked me to sit on the veranda with him while he hung out with demitri… that was kool…. he was spacing out with his eyes closed and then all the sudden one o fthe chickens in the hen house roooood and snapped him into this reality somewhat….

i left that night to come to shreveport to see david and andrew that night… dave left with lauren from andrews house and we jammed…. andrew crashed early and i hung out with chase and watched Moon which was pretty wild!!


Jan 18th i woke up there on Chase’s couch and watched him fix a computer for a while while i played guitar… i went to taco bell and got me and jon something… then went over to there place with chase and kicked it with jon and david and lauren… then we went back to the other house to jam a bit while i hun out with molly and had a really good time playing tunes and teaching rachel addy some piano progressions as we drank wine…

rachel called and appologized about the way she approached the subject…
i enjoy talking with her and i miss her… and i wonder sometimes about these guys she is hanging out with… she says she just doesn’t really like girls as friends and i think thats the truth.. she just finds males more interesting to relate with and talkabout things… or is it she likes the extra attention? time will tell the truth of this matter but i believe her heart to be pure and true and in love with me as i with her….
together we shall live forever…
namaste
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he came to pick her up around 11:00 that night


(whats wild is that she left a year to the day from when she arrived in Ruston to stay… crazay!)

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART DEAR GIRL
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:58:50 -04:00 we were running through the town area together toward the forrest and were stopped by some onlookers who asked why we were running and where to?
i replied with a basketball in my hand and we set off again…

as we got over to the forest for some reason my two handy men decided not to go because of the recommendation by some girl to not go because of the poison ivy hanging off the trees…
i, with the ‘do you want to live forever?’ attitude jumped down the pathway that had a combination of virginia creeper, poison ivy & oak.
i make it down the path and almost to her, but something stopped me and i awoke

i guess this is where my dreams jumble and im not sure which dream came first or after the other… i think it is when i reach for my cell phone to try to take a pic it kinda wakes me up

then somehow i got back on the other end where they had left me and there are tourist; they ask if its safe to go down that path for a hike and i point out the ivy’s//
these tourtist decided not to go; but i dont know if i had rescued the girl yet or not…

this pathway becomes connected with a shopping mall of sorts which is then connected to the new True Value & and a McDonalds

Rhea had climbed high on a PBC pipe to do something and then fell way to the left to land into something and he said thats how he always does it
I remember seeing mr. B, Jody, and some of the gang too…

in real life”” – seems like i’m not getting my job back there… it would be nice too; but they are over staffed right now with 6 people in rental and mr. B said they would be cutting back…


back to a dream; so mom, ET, Kelsey, and Rachel end up in this part
somehow there was this big display for mom; it was her birthday i guess…
all these people end up in the bottom area of the corner area for the shopping mall; which was a white room, two levels, and open…

i was at the top of a stairwell and had offered to bring mom to McDonald; she had asked where it was and people where trying to explain but she didn’t get it so i offered… but then this lady kinda seemed like someone else too and not exactly my mom… so we get over there around the corner… and this McDs is like on the top floor above the true value section… kinda like an overhang

we try ordering and are having a really tough time figuring it out…
you press a button and the order pups up immediately out of the counter…
then it ask you if this order is right and you can reject it and the counter sucks it right back to repair the order….
we took too long to get it right and a policeman comes up and stops our order!
he says the comps are shutting down and we missed out!!!
what a crock….

we sit down and i look over and there are all these young adults who are grey in this uniforms with helmets… and they all look droid like… they are painted grey too i think… this must be a representation of the Michigan football players i saw this on 9/13/09 playing against the Saints… the Saints rocked um!!!
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 09 Sep 2009 01:19:49 -04:00
from the back right of the house above the trees, high, in a northern direction…
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 18 Aug 2009 09:30:46 -04:00 “the love that you withhold is the pain that you carry lifetime after lifetime~”- Faisais
– sage friend of Morinee
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 27 Jul 2009 12:20:16 -04:00 the good times are killin’ me

so much love
so much hate

so many things of debate
to things i can and can’t relate

here there and now we situate
conform to the norm and be “reborn”

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 12 Jul 2010 21:45:33 -04:00 carry my soul away
with my guitar we stray into the afterlife

brought back by curious addictions to this planet
when will they be given deliverance & i dedicated back to the stars

waiting on angels to take me on, to take me home
praising the sky; cursing the earth

asking for blessings to Gaia
and shedding tears of neglect for nature

here, heaven sent we are
thrown through the cosmos

to experience, to explore
and return to the door of cosmic love

sharing what we have learned for the source
the source of oneness speaks intuition

singularity begs of us
and to primal dot we return
yet to be reborn in this wheel of samsara

take your fill ouroboros
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Jul 2009 15:38:18 -04:00 unto the moonlight they resonated their love…
they spoke with passion as they wished upon the moon and swore eternity…

how far does eternity echo?
to infinity?~~~

and there was the blessing
and the haunting

the exchange of the beautiful sadness
the bitter with the sweet to remind

to remind them of how good the good is
and how the bad is only a mirror to what we love

this reflection pulls us back to those things of inspiration
swimming through our memories of what’s delight

as animals we do and they do
make and create
relate & debate

to what is… what was… and what is yet to be
may we see~~

soon to behold and burst of sun
or to turn and run

fake plastic trees”
drinking the earth
inhaling the soul
absorbing the sky~

Bm~A~Bm~A
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parrallel posibility dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Jul 2009 15:19:53 -04:00 if you leave tomorrow
i can’t say i’ll love you the same

this world’s such a drain on our hearts
we’ve come to this, this moment that we part

i ask of you to remember me, and take this…
this keepsake to remember the good times gleefully

may it help guide you when lost
comfort you from frost
converse with you when crossed
and energize you from exhaust

i love you, remember…
i will always love you

however far away…
i will always love you..

but will that love stay the same?
i can not say; so i ask you to stay

but if the wind tears at your heart to explore
i understand; need not be tied to the floor

and unto the door… here comes more
more of this and that & what one can not expect

though here we re-elect our conscience
and jump to the road

as these things unfold…
i know, you know…
that’s the way things go~~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:10:20 -04:00 i just awoke from a dream that was very disturbing… one of the illest yet
my dreams have been tormented of late, because of my fear of loosing Rachel…
and it feels that the evil and despair is inching closer… this time was a dream of an attack and assault by reptilian forces

i was on a river bank… just enjoying nature i guess… out there with a few of my animals… some cats and some dogs… and then i notice a rattlesnake and it bit one of my dogs and swallowed it up… then there was a twin snake near by that did the same to one of my cats… the dog brown… the cat white…

this was terrible… i looked for something to slay the snakes with, but had nothing in reach… i was hoping for an axe, 22. or something… and there standing by the river i knew i needed to flea before one of these 15′ long snakes rolled up on me…

so i headed up the river bank and there were 3 people… i’m not sure how we started to get into a fight… but it happened soon… i was at war with them all.. beating them in the face and the leaders head started revealing a green skin behind the flesh that i was destroying… he was reptilian!… and then i look over and his two friends had like on a spiderman suit… they were read with one huge sharp fange in the middle of the mouth… they had completely transformed and were ready to bite me…

i then awoke from my dream next to Rachel… and i can think of lately is how much i love her and afraid i am of loosing her…

my only wish is that my love stay with me… yet i know she need to experience other things… she is young and has ideas and feelings to travel the world and experience things on her own… i just hope it’s not a hard road for her… i don’t feel she realizes how harsh the world is out there and how devouring it can be just like these reptilians…

she met this guy at All Good Fest who kinda of put her under a spell and made her think he was the grandest person in the world…
yay or nay… i think the later… for he completely deceived me into thinking he was my friend and then tries stilling my wife from me… such trechery!… i only wonder how karma will play out in this situation…

how can he tell Rachel he “loves her” after only knowing her for such a short time frame and hinting at them having sex in the woods… in my opinion he is a person of terrible integrity… a person who would take her for a time and then throw her into the wind… he cares not for her in the way i do… if he truly respected her he would take time to get to know her and not even think about that until they had made a true connection of understanding and trust…

this person disturbs me so… and maybe he is the snake in the dream that i am thinking of… maybe he was the reptilian being that i was at quarls with and his handy men where there ready to suck the life-force out of me

i battle with this in my dreams… and can only have sound rest until that fire re-ignites in Rachel’s heart of her love for me and her.. “together forever”
“She pulled me through time” and i see not how she is contemplating throwing it away…

and then again i do… i treat her badly many times… usually through words… i have a harsh tone of voice when i say things… even though i don’t mean them that way… that’s the way it often comes out because of my dad’s nature…

though.. it seems she has kinda of pushed me away… it started with that camp site just north of All Good… where i was working on my activism… and she started throwing rocks annoying me for what reason?

i guess because she wanting my attention… and there i am always giving it away to other people…
i feel terrible about this at times… i wish i could give all my love to her… but there i am always spreading my energy wildly, without focus on the ones i truly care about…
for this reason… i’m glad my facebook has been disabled for this time period, because it makes me devote my time to other things…

you know… i’m on the edge of loosing her… and all i can think of is all those things i wish i could take back… i wish i could take back the moment i took the keys from keys from her instead of embracing her the way i truly love her…
i wish i could take back that snake bite… i wish i could of stopped us and prevented it from ever happening… it seems to be that things that forced us into this spiral downward… but maybe the descention is part of the ascension… surely!

in our perception things move so fast… but it has only been a year and in the grand scheme of things… that is but a butter flap of a newborn’s eyelash…

Know that i will always love you dear Rachel… my True Love…
the only one i’ve ever loved…

       ……..     @@

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Orb of Light * Tree Crop Circle Symbolism dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jun 2009 22:08:51 -04:00
It was March 4th, 2007 that I came in contact with an orb of light that was hovering above these 2 dead trees in my front yard. The rest of the story pertaining to that event can be found here:
http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=12474634&blogId=239672561

Now what is quit interesting is the symbolism around these 2 trees.

One of the trees fell soon after…
my room mate, Trey, & I decided to create a crop circle in the yard to communicate with any higher form of intelligence that was out there.

We let the grass grow up in the side yard and then mowed a peace sign into it. We went inside for a short time and when we came out one of the trees had fallen over!

Now about a year later, I turn in a research paper on extraterrestrial presence to my Paranormal Psychology professor and when i came home half of one of the remaining trees had fallen over. This is when it started to become more than coincidence for me that there was a relation of symbolism between those two trees and the ORB OF LIGHT that was hovering over them.

Now just in the last week i got in contact with Stephen Bassett of the Paradigm Research Group, and then administrators of The Disclosure Project. My reason for getting in touch with them specifically was because the group i created “The Disclosure Project (extraterrestrial presence)” was booted off facebook because they wanted to consolidate the groups to one and the others had a lot of random information circulating under them.
Since i’ve been in contact with them in the past time frame, the last half of the last tree fell!!!

It’s been 1.5 years since the other half of this tree fell off. I didn’t notice exactly when the remainder fell, but it happened in conjunction with contacting these people related to ET disclosure…

So this surely symbolizes to me that something extremely significant is about to happen related to galactic affairs. Or this somehow symbolizes the completion of my purposes in relation to informing and coming in contact with the people necessary to catapult us into a would revolution of evolution…

thank you,
with all my love~
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4-25-2009 dream dreamSquirrel Sat, 25 Apr 2009 07:49:21 -04:00
apparently i was drivingup into the mountains of Arkansas where Beans and Conbread had a 500 acre farm…. i was having a little trouble finding the place… and met with some detours…

i remember jonathan calling me and wanting me to pick him up or something but i was already to far away…

i remember going into a dumpster at some point and finding these calendars i threw away that had some of the coolest images on them!

and for some reason i was given a green dumpster at the cabin or wherever i was at…
i was also in the dumpster looking for some kind of bill… i guess that relates to documentation i needed for something, like foodstamps or something…

i guess i never made it to their farm but was so close….

so i got back home and when i went in the door there was this sign hanging in the middle of the room
i forget what it said but it was like a curse over the house, very negative…
it pissed me off so bad i was out to find out who created it….

i go out in the driveway and their is a truck that says on the side that it is like “devil productions” and Sarah’s like dude… the Devil did this!

i go inside and their is water leaking in from the ceiling…

i go out where Sarah is standing and she says this is ‘Joseph’s truck man… this is his job making signs….

so i plugg this wierd type wire into the 120volt outlet on the wall outside…
this device is used for killing people or subdueing them… all you have to do is hook them up to it…
i guess a newer form of technology… cause it was just basically like a cell phone adapter….

well… i left and then find out Joseph is dead and i get the blame it somehow… but whats weird is i feel responsible because he died by that extention chord i left outside

i’m at the door in the corner by the outlet and kinda trip out for a second… then a car is pulling off i run to get in and they drive us to this special place…

they take me into the back room for testing…
two women and one guy who i think is Larime from work…
i lay down and the get by my feet and hit pressure points to see if im lying about certain things.s…

then i’m looking up and i see a UFO! and then all the constellations turn into full on representational archetypes…

i point it out and the girls run out the room to get a better look… but turns out i was just looking at the television?
but its like something changed in the matrix… because it was the sky… then just a television somehow… and they are like… oh you are loosing it….


then i get back home and its just me and Sarah….
we are standing out in the driveway and there is a light drizzle…
we were talking about what happened and it came up she was actually the one who plugged Joseph into the wall!!

She killed him, not me, or anyone else who kinda despised him and the message he placed in the house….

i’m standing out there in amazement of this and the constellations i saw the night before…. and then i see the mighty python snake that was down in the pond by the moat… but the pyhton had grown tremendously…

i say Sarah hurry!…. watch out for that snake … its coming up on land…

in one reality she gets out of the way… in another i saw… she didn’t move fast enough and the python came up on land and swallowed her!!!!

i run in and lock the door as i watched the python devour two more cats… GenaVeev and Isabel… it grabbed them snapped their necks and then swallowed them whole

and i couldn’t help but think who would raise the children of those cats…
now also devastated by seeing a close friend eaten alive… i awake!!!


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Hand of God dreamSquirrel Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:54:15 -04:00 seems DNA is trying to tell us something of late with the vibrational frequencies that are increasing on the planet and how that effects sound & light vibrations…

i feel all that exist is God
truly God manifest
…philosophy of existentialism

pure beauty and splendor to the oneness of duality & infinity

8~8~8

http://www.space.com/php/multimedia/imagedisplay/img_display.php?pic=090404-chandra-nebula-02.jpg∩=Red+represents+low-energy+X-rays%2C+the+medium+r

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 03 Apr 2009 18:41:43 -04:00 so here i go…

it has been a while
and still i smile

i can see for miles
with Rachel, my love
my muse

she does amuse and many times confuse
but that is what it is…

and we live and learn from it all

thank you lord for all i have been given
i am eternally blessed
as are all the people i hold close

thank you lord for helping my friends and family through these uncertain times
and i pray most of all for Joshua Pierre’s family

May he be inspired and realize the joy to life and the love that is shared


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Can Recycling Bike Ride! dreamSquirrel Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:56:33 -05:00 yesterday was my day off from work, a Wednesday…
i decided to go for a bike ride and pick up cans along the way… i took the route West on California, South on 818, then back East toward Tech Farm Rd. & back North toward the Cabin on Tech Farm Rd.

along the way i picked up nearly a whole trash bag of cans tightly smashed….
i fit them all in my backpack by repeatedly stomping on it … lol ; )
that’s probably about $15 worth of cans… but ill find out soon enough…

i guess it took me about 3 hours to pick all those up… so i guess its worth it!… like working for myself and Gaia~

i wanted to document a couple synchronicities during my trip….


as i took off i was headed toward the sunset and was wishing i had sun glasses, but i chose to keep on going… it was awfully bright at first… lol
well, i was going down 818 and a truck that looked like the Izuzu from work passed me up… and right ahead of me was a dead Squirrel… i looked at it and paid my respects….
i couldn’t help but wonder if there was an association between work and the squirrel as my power animal being they coincided at the same time… and i thought that work might possibly be a type of death of my spirit….

so on my way i went…
there were a few dogs that liked barking at me….
oh yeah… i think right after that i found an unopened Miller Lite can laying on the side of the road… (it was like a reward from the heavens to me for cleaning up the Earth)
that beer came in handy later when i ran out of water and took a break at these houses they were building down the road at the end of Tech Farm Rd.

I collected a backpack STUFFEd full of cans… don’t think i could pack any more in it by the time i reached Tech Farm rd. and it was by then too dark to pick up any more cans any way….

when i got to the EZ Mart there were two black 20 yr old males threatening to beat each others ass for a couple minutes and they never swung so i decided it was boring and left….
i got to my drive way and there was a coke can perfectly smashed in the center of my driveway… quite the synchro i think ; )
law of attraction i guess

so when i came inside i heard a bunch of sirens and Rachel came in right after and said the cops were right behind her… (3 of them) and she thought they were going to pull her over but they sped ahead and went to the EZ mart…..

so, that’s about it!
namaste


lovely nature ride btw

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dreamSquirrel Wed, 31 Dec 2008 16:11:32 -05:00 sorry for the long wait on writing you back, but things can get rather synchromystically chaotic on the outside. I’m still doing my activism on the net & passing out brochures

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Dec 2008 19:16:49 -05:00
my head now feels weird… that thing kinda sucked….
Elliott is out to Monroe to see some friends

Rachel’s dad came over last night
he is hunting at this camp that’s about 2 hours away
so we will probly be seeing him every other time he goes hunting…
which will be kool…
i’m glad Rachel’s dad is so chill and non-judgemental

we went to eat at Chili’s

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my dream this morning dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Dec 2008 19:11:46 -05:00 i remember waking up and telling Rachel of this dream and she thought it was of good enough quality to be made into a movie for it was a movie in my life, in my head, and as all things are said; this is how it goes~

it was the middle of America that i saw that had been destroyed… a large part of the mid-eastern side…
and the elite chose to place a holographic universe on top of the devastated area…
they placed all these holographic buildings and beings and trees and roads and houses in 3-D over the land… the hologram then took on ‘real’ form and integrated with the Earth.
Original beings from lands nearby began to interact with this world as their own and soon no one could tell the difference between the simulated world and the ‘real one’

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dreamSquirrel Sat, 20 Sep 2008 01:23:10 -04:00 she plays in the rain and sings of things that ring in the not so oft distance…
he whistles in the light and dreams of things the gleam and beam for the soon resurrection of spirit
in this moment they have union, they have faith, and they resonate love~

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 16 Sep 2008 07:54:49 -04:00
i remember climbing up a prison cell of some sorts that hard an elevator in the middle but i was on the outside and this place seemed to be connected to a school …

when i got to the top i think there was a cow on one side and when i turned around there was this crazy fire dragon!!!!

it was like a scorpion though!
it had like two eyes that glowed the brighest glow! and it seem to have a long tail.. it sat low and had 6 or 8 egs…. and it seems i’ve seen this creature some where before… but it didn’t seem agressive…. it was more like a sacred creature



there was nother dream where i was at a huge musick festival… and i was on stage at one point with Elton John… and he was playing violin, but got pissed at his solo or something and left the stage….

i went back home and daniel, elliott, and lil josh where all upstairs in this strange house playing nintendo… and i told daniel to give josh his braclet to go to the festival, but the braclet was too big
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 07 Sep 2008 21:06:04 -04:00 May we realize we all are one ~1LOVE~
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=UL3v49MtCxU

may the people of the world come to a greater realization for the practice of Ahimsa & Bodhicitta


something to contemplate or ask oneself:

1. Humans have long intestinal digestive tracks which are designed for a herbivorous diet as opposed to those beings with long intestinal tracks such as that of Cats which are designed for a carnivorous diet. Many lean meats will decay in someone before they are fully digested.

2. It’s simply healthier! Most of the meats you eat are void of nutrients after they have been cooked away; the most holistic energies come out of raw foods. Becoming a vegetarian will give you a completely new vibration of higher energy levels and a more sound feeling of wholeness throughout your daily life.

3. These animals who are put through the growth & slaughtering processes are placed in environments that cause them to release huge amounts of stress hormones along with them also being injected with growth hormones to increase industrial profit. These hormones are then ingested by you and distributed throughout your nervous system.
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=VIjanhKqVC4

4. Ever clean a grill?! Do you not realize all that gunk is what is going inside of you? What would your intestinal grill look like after 20 years of not being cleaned?

5. Above all; mass production of animals for slaughter is terrible for the environment. The plants that are grown to feed the animals we kill to eat could be used to feed the world many times over. Also, major deforestation occurs to make room for the raising of these livestock.

Where has our sense of morality and rational process gone?

with peace, love, and dreams of empathy~
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 05 Sep 2008 23:30:39 -04:00
There’s a girl I know she sweeps the floors at the bar up the street
I watch her dance with the broom and twirl past my feet
While I drink my coffee
I imagine a scene or verse played out in time that I might expect from you
Daydreams are memories we’ve just begun to allude to
You are so far but I keep you close
 I walk past trees and buildings, wander this suburban sprawl from dusk until dawn
I watch the people fall in love with an ideal so worn
An ideal I escape in your arms

We can only expect to love one another
To be loved by the other~
No confusion in the simplicity of just being
Just seeing  just feeling  no needing
Just being…here tonight and by your side
Its heaven everyday
Baby your perfect in every way…

[10:05:37 PM] Rachel Patterson says: thank you love
[10:15:16 PM] Rachel Patterson says: Right now i want you to feel wonderful..because you are alwaysIm sorry you had a long day~ If i ever can do anything for you let me know please.soon Ill be there to take showers with and offer pure healing love, with some stress relief as well 😛 cuddle and watch movies.,,
[10:15:57 PM] Rachel Patterson says: mmmmmmmmm
[10:24:44 PM] Rachel Patterson says: miss you like crazy~
[10:25:51 PM] Rachel Patterson says: I LoVe YoU !! (dance)
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Thrillseekers ~ Dreaming of You dreamSquirrel Wed, 27 Aug 2008 03:12:23 -04:00 curious of what nature had to offer unto us this night

with flight and certainty we drove with glee unto the obscure
we drove so far as to not allure anyone but ourselves to that sacred place

there under the heavens we laid out our blanket
together we meshed as the stars give birth to one another

we chased each other’s hair and gazed each other’s soul
under the heavens we lay with only love to say

the milky way showered us with its light
and in its cosmic ocean of stardust we swam

speaking to our hearts and minds
in the universe we confide and abide

enjoying this ride
like kids and playground slides

our memories became the moment
and our moments became the dreams~
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 16 Sep 2008 07:26:52 -04:00 he thanked the universe for all there is and was glad to be

strongly he breathed in the air…
without a care… but the longing to see and hold his girl

the star reminded him of his home
is home before this life

glad he is to have his companion…
the love of his life… so fortunate to find her soon

he didn’t have to go through life wondering if he would ever know true love
Love came to him and he received

they are like satellites bouncing beams of thought and emotion of one another

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 25 Aug 2008 02:28:13 -04:00
i was there with elliott, jonathan, and a couple others… Jasmine seemed to of appeared later as i was in the kitchen
she had been working on making huge cakes and donuts… these things were stuck to the wall though!
and she was entering them in some kind of competition
but jonathan came ni and grabbed a donut chunk from the bottom and started munching.. he gave me half and i ate it and was like wait… u didn’t want us doing that did you?
she said no but just shrugged and said she could fix it….

so i guess i was there… maybe seeing if Rachel and Sarah could move in…
its like 650 a month or something

we go outside in the backyard and im standing in a tree and her neighbor freaks out!
cause i am looking over the fence into their yard and she was talking about calling the police… and i said.. look.. if i had a two story house here and wanted to look that way there is nothing u can do about it
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 24 Aug 2008 14:25:15 -04:00 i started sprinting after i did this full front flip and then landed on my hands going forward… and then pushed myself back to land on my feet….
i did this to impress a couple girls… they kicked a ball onto our side of the playground and we weren’t allowed to interact with the younger girls so i just kicked it back to them and then went the other way kinda showing off…

i remember one of the girls saying to the other that not to worry with me… there will be plenty of good looking guys ready for them when they get into higher grades…
but i was on that side of the playground cause as i was running past these two dudes were about to fight and he handed me his drink… i went to sit it down.. they dropped the ball and started fighting… all across the playground… no one was there… but then it turned into a playground full of kids!!!

before that it was someones front yard…

oh yeah… so i’m going backward to figure some of this out….
this is so weird…. i thought i was actually going to get to hugg Natalia(e)
i hugged her two friends… and my friend as i was leaving to go somewhere…
but whats crazy is Natalie turned lezbo and was making out with this girl in a sprinler…
anyway… i go to hug who is supposed to be her and she turns out being the sax leader captian
strange… so i didn’t get the hug… bummer

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Those swet words dreamSquirrel Sun, 10 Aug 2008 02:18:15 -04:00 it was from water sporting with Rodney S.
we had a great time out on the lake D’Arbourne
we tubed first, knee boarded, then waked it!

so i hung out with trey today
he mowed the lawn all american style… cigarette and beer in his hand!

i just sent out this link to some indigos
http://www.box.net/shared/z9rzf73980

Andrew J. just called and it looks like we have some gigs open in shreveport
sounds sweet!
time to make some peace and love flow


so… right now i’m getting together a bunch of computer equipment to give away…

Sarah came over and is hanging with Trey right now i think

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 28 Jul 2008 01:45:43 -04:00 you are the breathe of the morning star
you are what you are…
[12:27:16 AM] Judson says: far far we fly into the midst of eternity…
with glee we shall see these things come to be…
[12:27:36 AM] Judson says: fly with me will you>>> far far away… unto another day
[12:28:50 AM] Judson says: away from disaster… unto a place of sunshine laughter~
[12:29:07 AM] Judson says: what is it that everyone’s after?
[12:29:54 AM] Judson says: what is this we all seek…
is it the bleak stark grasp of reality>…
our questioning in it to be true
what is everyone to do
[12:30:08 AM] Judson says: just dream a little and a little more….
unto we wake from this snore…
[12:30:36 AM] Judson says: and become lucid of beyond how things are…
but to dream of tomarrow
[12:31:05 AM] Judson says: oh how slow it comes and how fast it goes
time flies right out the windoes
[12:31:49 AM] Judson says: i guess we could have expected that… with a drop of the hat
these beings sat and waited… elated… the hour drawing neigh>
not sure why they waited… and then they debated
[12:32:00 AM] Judson says: about things unknown… to discover theirselves and one another
[12:33:20 AM] Judson says: trying to express these things from aloof
all things known seeming like a spoof
[12:33:38 AM] Judson says: these abstract thoughts we convey…
may oh may we see another day
[12:33:53 AM] Judson says: surely it will come
as all things are done
[12:34:00 AM] Judson says: we are one
[12:37:21 AM] Judson says: and unto the sun i pray these offerings & wishes >>>
dreaming of those sweet kisses
it’s u i misses
[12:37:32 AM] Judson says: full of blisses
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Jul 2008 16:15:08 -04:00
i remember being on the second floor or some really nice university classroom that had window walls… and i made a ruckess i guess and went down..ithink there were police there also… damn police all up in my dreams… WTF
i guess those authority beings are trying to keep me under rapps im such an indigo….
it was dark at this time inthe dream…

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:35:47 -04:00 is i’m at Tech, but this school is rather different to a degree

my Dad comes up with all this wild ammunition and such in about 18 boxes… they are all shotgun shell boxes… but there is survival stuff mixed in the boxes with other things like tacks, paintballs and such….
i pick up a box that has a little bit of everything in it… that he had put there on the brick walkway and choose to take one to hide away so i can get it later and bring it to my room…. so i go up in harper but this harper turns out to be classrooms instead… so i put my box down… and i go back… my dad tells me to go get it and bring it back… i guess i should have asked him first… didn’t think he would mind me taking one out of the many to use… he usually is very giving and caring and would be alright with that… especially just having arsenal in a different location….
so i go back and the lady in the classroom doesn’t want to let me out with it and i think goes to call the police… what a bitch…. but whatever i guess that stuff shouldn’t b in a classrooom
but this box i hav turns into a bunch more stuff than it was before and remember having another like tackle box and a red backpack….
when i come out the downstars down its like i’m slipping on paint balls or something and i think the police are out there… i forget how it ends

Et was outside too with me pops
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:14:30 -04:00 i guess ill start off with the dream i remember the most before i loose it….

last dream i had i was in a super market with some friends and the products i was looking for were very hard to find… i went from isle to isle in search and couldn’t find much… but i did manage to get some fruit which was in some pretty obscure spots…
i recall seeing Sean specifically in the dream…. after that there was this person that asked a helper beside me where the camera section was and i pointed out it was right in front of him….. ah@!!!
idk… this place started to morph… it was like it was turning into a book store or library also….

somehow this place caught on fire… the fire was not spreading so fast and everyone was able to get out… but i chose to go back in to face the flames for some reason and i guess to check and see if everyone had gotten out…
i remember the place being bright yellow and orange… the whole room lit with a charcoal luminesence of fire… smoldering wood ready to crumble at any moment….
i got outside and some jackass threw fire on this one guy who turned out to b BB KING
he put himself out by the ol drop and role… but this kid got him started up by throwing hot wood and hay on him… which really sucked….

anway… after everyone made it outside we started playing ball… football in fact, but not everyone… most were spectators…. and it seems only black people were playing…..
i remember seeing Daphanie and Ashley Southern… Damon Gilmore also i believe….
i think Harry Salvio was inside the store also along with Jersey

well… after BB King or Buddy Guy had put hisself out i said… write a song about it man… write a song… and he walked off singing some new tunes instantly…. wild how things come of others……


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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:41:45 -04:00 there is no need for this govt. contract of union… it is as simple as our souls knowing and being in agreement….
us being one and being faithful to each other’s heart, mind, and soul….

I LOVE YOU Rachel Patterson and forever will. You have my heart and you alone.

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:33:28 -04:00 so mind blowing!!!!… this is gonna take a while i imagine… thouhg
i need to get outside and start working in mom’s yard before it gets too hot

i love you all@@!!!

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 17 Jul 2008 03:57:07 -04:00 and he needed an intervention by a friend to stop him from doing such…

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 15 Jul 2008 04:32:43 -04:00
i remember dreaming that Smokey had just come back to the cabin… i was outside and it was night time and he just came trotting up!!!… recall wanting to share this with Rachel really bad… i brought him inside and he made a huge crap on the floor…. there was also… this guy here who didn’t stay long.. he was a friend of Braxton’s and i just got a weird vibe from him…. idk
but later on it seems B came through my side door and had a bag full of goodies… some stuff i had never seen before and way more than i expected he would bestow upon me….
i’m sure there is lots more to this dream!!… jus can’t recall because i decided to keep on dreaming…


this dream is really insightful… because i saw that Rachel had chosen to live in the house at 724 E Tennessee
i guess we will see how that works out… that place needs some work for sure!! but is really cheap reant – $350
it’s up to her… i’m not sure if i would want to stay there… but it could look really nice with some TLC….
all those dead honey bees in that house trip me out though!… they are all interdimensional… so i wonder

the house that was just north of that one had people living in it and they were young… kool… they invited us over to cook with them… to BBQ i guess but i went over there and was hanging with this girl while the others were making their way……
i got on their internet laptop over there and there was some kind of correlation with the ground wiring that i had to stand up to get it working…. was trying to get on facebook of course…. but it seems i was on the same sight in her house before or after….. so his net wasn’t working … so i went back to her place and it was just two….
it seems the walls started to come alive… the walls were different colours and there were beautiful curtains…
i saw the place totally upgraded and breathing with life… i didn’t realize it had that potential when i was there… but yeah…..


man… there was this other FAR out dream….
we were running up Train tracks… it was dark… dark night… and these trains were coming fast and we had to jump out the way… we got to a point on the track where there was a barrier and had to go left under this bridge… out toward the ocean… The ocean was dark and cold and gave me this eerie feeling… i believe i was in the land of the dead… those around were ghost… and i was probly a ghost along with them and didn’t know it….
also… while running on those train tracks in the dark there were all these spirits swooping down at us….

when i got out onto the dark ocean… there was Sean Self sitting there on the dark jagged rocks… he was relaxed as usuall and it seems that some of us had gotten together and developed a mission to help our situation… about 4 or 5 of us i guess….. wILD
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Jul 2008 05:05:26 -04:00 only to smell her skin and touch her hair
it’s you i long for… oh dancer of moonlight fair
you are the breathe of my kiss
.. how i miss those moments of embrace
and to look upon your face
in those eyes i see no lies
in your eyes… you are wise
beyond your years… for time and age are illusion
‘time’ to shed these skins… for we are kin…


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dreamSquirrel Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:07:42 -04:00
anyway… so we ordered and i got like this 10 dollar smoothy… but i guess we were sharing it…. well we were like having a bday party there… and so were two otherparties…. there was some kind of conflict of interest and i was given 5 keyboards that were put in my lap and i was like the peacekeeper to keeep all these boards cause everyone was playing at once??

there was also a tub in the middle of the place… well toward the corner by another table…. and  i was bathing in it… it was the coolest tub… it had spouts on the right left and center… .and i was just there floating in my swimming trunkcs in front of everyone eating… pretty strange….


i also remember part of the other dreams…. wwow!!!…. me and DC were rolling around and came up to his house inthis neighborhood…. i saw a feather and went to pick it up as we were leaving… DC backed up through their landscaped front yard and he was like… we gotta get out of here fast… so i jumped in the car and slammed the door but lost the feather!!!!… ah… it was beautiful bright yellow with some faded brown and such… i asked him to go back and pick it up when he went home….
we rolled around and our cop radar was going off… but we were back in winnsboro…. and looking for where the cop car was… there were threee by the swimming pool…. and we ended up out the car and they almost arrested these two cats… i was right there watching it all happen… they had one guy locked to the fence for a bit, but let him off but left the lock on the fence for future use… but these cops looked at me and all… but they were ruston cops…. but i felt good being around them and them knowing i was kool so they wouldnt worry bout me any in the future… you know just being around and being seen doing the right thing all the time makes them less cautious….



ET TREY and STEVEN are jamming right now… steven is going craszy on that bass!!!! sweet action
just woke…. good wall post aside from McClures i guess….
it’s Trey’s BDAY today!!!!! and a happy unbday to the rest of you
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 12 Jul 2008 13:37:30 -04:00 Digital time code flowing always a reminder to be alive
The universe puts me in my place every time 😉
Are you real? Someone I couldn’t possibly conceive
coz from here you seem out of reach
but every dream i have is completion in you
the timing of every second  unreal and true
outline every breath i take that keeps me one step farther away
pulling at my heart to know i belong in this space
I’m so glad to be alive with you in this time!
but right now being without you is eating me alive
when i see you again, what can i say?
no words just pure movement in a heartfelt way
I look in your eyes and it makes me want to hide
because i see something reflected i have kept deep inside
waiting dormant for so long until you set it afire
amazed by the way you awaken this desire to inspire
its celestial and holy, teaching me to always explore
it is the Love every soul  wishes for
and living this dream, consciously connecting the seams
Wide awake and well aware of the scheme
Knowing it’s our own design plays out perfectly every time
 Always made manifest to perfectly align
Truth, love and the divine

by Rachel Patterson

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dreamSquirrel Sat, 12 Jul 2008 04:34:43 -04:00 missed a call from Rachel while i was napping earlier…. i took a nap cause i was so out of it from whatever… i guess really fucked up sleep cycles…. but…

Trey and I were painting the 3rd floor earlier… we finally painted over that “FUK OFF”
it’s white now and ready for beautiful new artwork!!
we left the mushroom intact because its so awesome… it’s drying now… gonna paint the other side of the wall also… its been needing it for a couple years now… wtf?

i went to mail Jamie that letter i was working on at the post office and mailed him some info from the first 4 pages of
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sumer_anunnaki/reptiles/reptiles28.htm
also sent him a wiki print out on Indigo children and then some meditation practices….

then i went and paid the elextric bill… which was something like 170
and then to my realtor to see what they had available for rent… there prices were much more than Gilbert realties!
drove out to that E Tennessee house of 724… i think that was it… pretty kool i guess… out there a bit… but i think thats what she is looking for… privacy, peace, and quiet
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 12 Jul 2008 04:25:05 -04:00 tomorrow a bunch of friends are coming over to celebrate his bday… daniel plans to come tonight



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dreamSquirrel Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:32:02 -04:00 you 2 belong at music & arts fest for real! : )
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PC Home Computer Repair, Troubleshooting, & Upgrade! (Software/Hardware) dreamSquirrel Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:15:22 -04:00 I’ve been repairing PCs for 10 years now and can solve any problem you have when it comes to getting a computer back in working condition! Just give me a shout and we’ll schedule a time convenient to meet and get you back connected with the world or whatever it is you like to do on your machine.

If you’re looking to upgrade your computer and give it that extra power to push it over the edge for a better gaming experiencing, faster boot & load time, or just more storage space, I’ll definitely be able to help you out.

I don’t have much experience with Macs of Linux systems, but i can repair any PC situation: be it hardware of software issues. I can fix any software issue on a laptop, but when it comes to hardware on laptops I’ll just have to see what the specific situation is regarding the laptop; sometimes it’s repairable, sometimes you just need a new motherboard! lol ; )

But more than likely most issues are all software related. I can get rid of viruses, spyware, adware, or reinstall Windows and all your drivers if need be. I’m good at salvaging data; so if you need data recover.. can help with that also.

If you need software upgrades: I hold copies of many open source applications that have freeware licenses and I can get you running on whatever application it is you need to tackle a project or event. There is alternative software for practically everything out there that the major companies will charge you big bucks for, but I can install alternative software, getting the same job done for a huge fraction of the cost!…

I’m also good with Networking if you are wanting to connect multiple computers on a home network or just simply trying to get your modem or router to function correctly. Wanting to set up a wireless signal or share printers & files?

Please send me a message or give me a call if you are interested in quality service. ^^

dreamSquirrel@gmail.com
318-278-4488
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Music Theory, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Drum, Saxophone, Flute, & Clarinet Lessons dreamSquirrel Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:11:59 -04:00 Looking for training and instruction on any of the following instruments?… Are you wanting to learn how to read music or just better your rote learning abilities through playing by ear?

I’ve been a musician for the past 11 years. I first picked up saxophone at age 11, guitar at age 15, and have jammed with both of my brothers who play drums, learning drums from them. Since then I have delved into many other forms of instrumentation and have a full year of classes at LA Tech as a “Music Major” under my belt.

I can teach you the fundamental basis for any of these instruments and can help you develop your reading and writing of music. We can go over scale structures, modes, chord formation, and the theory behind putting music to paper if you so desire. If you want to be more raw in your way of learning, we can do that too and go straight from the heartbeat of the Earth. I can help develop your ear, your inner voice, outer singing voice, and your ability to “free-style” or solo on the instrument.

Do you need help with rhythm or tempo? Are you looking for a personal instructor for your child?… I will work with people of any age. The younger you start someone on an instrument, the more natural it will come to them; although it’s better late than never!

I’m most experienced in Music Theory, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Drum, Saxophone, Flute, & Clarinet Lessons. I also have experience with the trumpet, harmonica, wood flute, ocarina, ebow techniques, djembe, and other various percussion instruments.

We can take the lessons at any pace you’d like. Please give me a shout if you’d like to explore a musical creative outlet. Music is so good for the soul! ^^
Peace, love, and dreams of empathy~~~

dreamSquirrel@gmail.com
318-278-4488
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 09 Jul 2008 03:05:47 -04:00 what is it they are awakening the masses to? and how is it they plan to disclosure?

there is certainly a SHIFT that is going on!
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=gUY5F7DUmYs

yet, we have to be wary of alternating agendas and what the Military may try to pull in regards extraterrestrial presence… many Elites do not want us to think outside the “box”!
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=C-VsiqzPZiM


thiz video which is part of Soundlessdawn’s work makes a few references to the new Indy film; his stuff is always superb!

The Ancient Martian Doorway
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=tw93Au8AZZg

http://nz.youtube.com/soundlessdawn



so what is all this popular culture media of extraterrestrial and extradimensional really pointing at?
i’m not sure what their aims really are because most of it seems to put them into a negative connotation and give the impression that they are coming to hurt us… but i don’t feel that is the case… if they were here to hurt us, with them being so far advanced.. they would have wiped us out already (or whatever)

although, i do certainly feel there are benevolent and malevolent ET out there… there are many theories that there is a reptilian bloodline that is in control of the planet that mines us for resources as slaves and from what i see it’s as probable as the next understanding of the way the world is structured right now…
http://nz.youtube.com/watch?v=4KXvDUWoSb0

 so perhaps these other beings in starships are here to help us and liberate us from these negative entities and the Reps do not want us to awaken to this fact; so the light-beings are giving us nudges to awaken us to what is going on… but they can not just step in and take control of the situation… we have to take responsibility for ourselves as a civilization of a whole and choose to ascend beyond all this strife and war that is going on… we need unity
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:18:05 -04:00 and i’m sure many of u are aware of the 11:11 VIBE that goes around the globe as it being part of the ascension process and the meditation that is coordinated ~

i need to get my passport soon as well!!… it is in the works… i made sure to have my birth certificate a couple weeks ago so i could go ahead and get my passport cause there is no telling what may arise in the moment and may need to jet out the country for some random occurrences and adventures of soul…

it is amazing to be connected with you a!!
thank you so much lovers and lightworkers for the love you share and give unto the world…. our love is a fractalization that is spread out to the whole… we don’t have to awaken the masses to everything that is going on… we just have to focus on our inner being… all these external struggles we feel are really just within ourselves…. and the war is going on within… when we change ourselves and shed that old skin the whole changes and becomes new… i came across something in the past where really all u need to change the world is something like a percent of 1 percent to fractalize the consciousness of the whole….

so yes… LOVE overwhelming unto all~~*
wish i could keep up with this feed more, will make it more of a priority,, because u all share such amazing energies and vibrate at incredible frequencies~~

thank you Karenann for being a ‘Universal Heart Center’ and bringing we together… the future really will hold astounding things for us all and i see our planet ascending as a whole… just some bumpy rodes we are experiencing eh?!

“Why do we fall?”
“so we can pick ourselves up…”

i’m so happy you have found your Love Karenann… in all those moments we shared over the net and phone trying to figure out the world “while the world was changing us, it was good good love”
just now starting to converse with James and looking forward to all of our future interaction… wouldn’t it be kool if all of us facebook budds could meet up one day in person and have a blessed facebook party?! lol

it’s amazing what is happening with the stars of late and what Rachel has been communicating with me regarding sidereal astrology and mysticism… these really are wondrous galactic times of synchronicities….
Rachel, you have my heart ❤
“you are.. the sun, the moon, and stars,” you are my “starlight”
to what we have experienced and to what we will; tis beyond words~

blessings Brenda for always being there to shed you love and light and support causes of truth! namaste

Cat, you have such a wonderful soul and have done enormous things in bringing people together beyond what we can realize…
everything all of us are doing has such far echoing impacts than any of us may ever imagine….

Ultimately, “what we do in life, echoes in eternity~8”

thank you Lorne for being a guide through these wild times of inspiration and giving those little nugdes in directions toward more self actualization and ascension*


i don’t really know the rest of you, yet ‘WeR1!’ for *~All is One~

peace, love, truth, light, bliss, and dreams of empathy unto you all~~~~~

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dreamSquirrel Wed, 25 Jun 2008 08:46:45 -04:00 today is Tuesday, June 24th 2008
want to recount the past couple weeks to keep a definitive record of the wonderful experiences Rachel and i shared…

06/11 – Wednesday
– Elliott & I packed our bags in full and awaited Jonathan, David, & Steven to arrive…
– when they got here we caravaned out to the unknown of sunshine, rain, bliss, and memories~

06/12 – Thursday
– we arrived @ Bonnaroo sometime around 2AM in the morning and set up camp! ^^
– such a beautiful vibing place~~ i pitched the tent and crashed soon after to store up energy for the long day ahead of me where i bounced around from tent to tent handing out brochures and waking life
– i’m not sure if i even made it into Centeroo on Thursday night

06/13 – Friday

06/14 – Saturday

06/15 – Sunday

06/16 – Monday
– Rachel and i woke up to a glorious day… around noon, not many people left around the camp sites
– we headed over to Elliott’s tent and packed everything up…
– then stopped at Shoney’s in Manchester for a good ol’ American meal!!
– we drove home… ET and i taking turns./… Rachel sat shotgun the whole time… we held hands and leaned on each other… how i miss her warm touch! : |     ❤
– rolled coming into Ruston from Monroe
– was a great arrival and Trey was good and drunk in a great mood to interact with Rachel

06/17 – Tuesday
– We slept in like babies
– messed around on the computer
– think we tried to watch “The Number 23” this night but fell asleep half way with good reason… that movie sucked and i’m glad we didn’t finish it!

06/18 – Wednesday
– we slept in again and took great showers here and there…
– not really too sure about this day or the day before what all we did
– but i think later on we tried watching a couple films…
– like Dreamland and Fire in the Sky and something else
– we settled on “Beyond the Clouds” (good thing because Elliott didn’t stick around to try and read the text)
– Beyond the Clouds was the first movie we got to watch together in full! ^^
– though during the middle of the film i went to the grocery store to get really amazing organic foods!


06/19 – Thursday
– went to the bank and deposited half a G
– went to the Whole Food store from there and got some chocolate almond milk
– had to do a moneygram this day and after we took a joyride around Ruston
– went out to the peach orchard with Rachel and then circled back to Cooktown Park
– we went down the trail to the water and then back up to swing and found a ball down at the stream
– some kids were playing and called us over to play with the ball
– Rachel must have played an hour with that girl and finally the ball blew!
– lol… universe helped us on that one
– i think this night we watched Legend of Atlantis part 5 about Hollow Earth (or maybe we did the night before after Beyond the Clouds…. not sure)

06/20 – Friday
– Rachel Trey and I drove to the farm this day and had a grand time!
– got a oil change and went to Starbucks before we left out…
– we got there and started picking fresh plums and peaches and drank of fresh water (fluoride free!)
– took some photos… Rachel contrasted so well in her red shirt with the greenery!
– Trey Gerard and I shot guns
– later the trio went over to Leandors house and had our brains filled with some of the most esoteric info! ^^

06/21 – Saturday
– trip of a lifetime
– went out to the front front yard with Rachel and played in the plants
– sat by the dog and gave him some love
– when walking back up to the porch Trey put in my hand a piece of paper… and all that was written on it was “Words just complicate thoughts & feelings”
– after coming up with Rachel and experiencing what we just had… this message caused me to shatter into tears….
– it is truly amazing…. just reading that… with all that i write… and how much i had been thinking about writing… he was right on!
— Trey then took off on a bike and i asked Rachel if she wanted to follow and she told me to go
– so i caught up with Trey at a split in the road where it forks at the lake and we chose to go right toward the dead end and when we were biking about half way to the dead end… Trey said.. “is that a mirage>?” and ducked down toward the lake
– he found this perfect Zen meditation spot that seemed like it was not even part of Ruston
– so we sat there and enjoyed the sun set… sky morphing in and out of itself
– We were talking to God through the clouds
– we had biked around and he said he was going to find his way home… so we parted but circled back around to each other
– came back and it was dark and friends were laying out on the driveway looking at the stars ( we all had great convo there under the heavens )
– a helicopter came straight over us at one point which was pretty wild!
– and it seems i saw a UFO like it circled around our house… but that may have just been an illusion… idk (pretty lights!)
– Rachel and I had a salad for dinner to restore our energies and had a Centrum to boost us back

06/22 – Sunday
– took our last shower together for this session
– chocolate too!
– we watched the second half of Waking Life and parts of The Fountain
– throughout the whole week i had good playlist going and slide shows movin
– We stayed up most all morning together until i passed out and got a couple hours of sleep … she stayed up and packed her bags… when i awoke we chilled for a bit… made sure everything was in order, got Poe to take a picture of us and headed out to the Grey Hound bus stop….
– we shared that last hugg and kiss
– came back home and then

06/23 – Monday
06/24 – Tuesday

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 24 Jun 2008 16:01:17 -04:00 want to recount the past couple weeks to keep a definitive record of the wonderful experiences Rachel and i shared…

06/11 – Wednesday
– Elliott & I packed our bags in full and awaited Jonathan, David, & Steven to arrive…
– when they got here we caravaned out to the unknown of sunshine, rain, bliss, and memories~

06/12 – Thursday
– we arrived @ Bonnaroo sometime around 2AM in the morning and set up camp! ^^
– such a beautiful vibing place~~~~ i pitched the tent and crashed soon after to store up energy for the long day ahead of me where i bounced around from tent to tent handing out brochures and waking life
– i’m not sure if i even made it into Centeroo on Thursday night

06/13 – Friday
06/14 – Saturday
06/15 – Sunday
06/16 – Monday
– Rachel and i woke up to a glorious day… around noon, not many people left around the camp sites
– we headed over to Elliott’s tent and packed everything up…
– then stopped at Shoney’s in Manchester for a good ol’ American meal!!
– we drove home… ET and i taking turns./… Rachel sat shotgun the whole time… we held hands and leaned on each other… how i miss her warm touch! : |     ❤

06/17 – Tuesday
06/18 – Wednesday
06/19 – Thursday
06/20 – Friday
06/21 – Saturday
06/22 – Sunday
06/23 – Monday
06/24 – Tuesday

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dreamSquirrel Wed, 11 Jun 2008 04:10:48 -04:00 2 for each of us and 2 in the middle to connect

from what she interpreted she said we had perfect balance!
an overwhelming amount of pleasure~
that we would learn a lot! from each other and have tremendous personal growth together~
blessed finances & us just really being there for each other… huge balance! ^_^
she said she saw nothing negative in the cards really.. but the way they matched still eluded her somewhat…
overall we were blessed!!!

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peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy…

August 2^nd, 2005          14:19

Thunder crashed and released the sky. What burst there echoed on and on… Changing and renewing giving this life back to what craves it. The earth and Earth feeling all effects throughout. By these things what is what does come about. Sounds in thine ear accepting yet disregarding fear. Time of an unknown sense; taking this in the rain and sunshine… Loving all that has Love. Doing this and that learning what may be fact. Memories continuous and Everlong put into ‘A’ and this song. Naked flying through the air without a care.

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Tue, 06 May 2008 00:14:21 -04:00
From a message i sent out on the ~Free Your Mind~ group… May 4th @ 14:07

Thank you all for the wonderful lightwork* you do in raising our vibrational frequencies and conscious awareness throughout the globe~

This is truly a time of tremendous significance in the tipping of the balance toward evolution/ascension or de-evolution/descension… the choice is ours though, not all these people holding bureaucratic positions. It is you who have the power!

We look around and see the yin/yang of the Tao present everywhere in our lives and all these magnificent synchronicities happening… and it’s just more clues that we are on the same track and right where we need to go for the ascension of humankind!
We bow to you in honor of that sacred divine presence that dwells within us all… We are One… *~All is One~*

When these higher truths are realized and brought into the awareness of our collective consciousness we can not help but change the world toward a more empathetic and altruistic framework.. War is Over!.. many of us know that and others are slowly waking up to this fact… indoctrinated religious ideals are past their time, and a transcended understanding of the human spirit in relation to the cosmos is coming about~*

As for the revolution, we must focus more on the resolutions and solutions to our struggles than ever before… tis time for unity!… we must get beyond our egos and strict laden ideologies… to free your mind from any boundary or limitation that hinders one from actualizing their true self of multi-dimensional infinite love consciousness~*

Thank you for taking the first steps and being the torch bearers in this cosmic game of life. “Be the change you wish to see in the world.”

It’s time to start dreaming with our hearts and dreaming with our minds… Now is one of the most exciting times we could of hoped to be alive and it’s just begun~

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=511963459458

“dream is destiny…”
 

To share some resources with you….
http://RedIceCreations.com

~Waking Life~
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7583894250854515095

The Human Enlightenment Project
http://facebook.com/group.php?gid=9060991714
For the new Earth to come about, we first must let the old one fall away~
Let It Crumble…
http://pomoworld.ning.com/forum/topic/show?id=857909%3ATopic%3A122064

The 2012 Enigma
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4951448613711060908

The Disclosure Project
http://facebook.com/group.php?gid=2254278341
Fastwalkers
http://youtube.com/watch?v=qns2W6CVpPw

This will be me first and last message through this group…
See you around~
Till then…
Take care, be well and prosper~

Peace, love, truth, light, bliss, and dreams of empathy to you all~*~*~*
Namaste*

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what a wondrous night this is!~*

tis 11:11 right now…
when i see this… i see it so often.. these synchronysities overwhelming~~~
i feel it means All is One
like all for 1
one 4 all ; )

was outside just earlier with Elliott @ i think it was 20:36 {April 14th, 2008}
the Emerson friends had just left… Kelsey, Rhianna, and Brian
we were standing outside the main side door… i stepped out onto the driveway to look at the stars***
Elliott was under the shade of the veranda and i was directed toward him and the western door….

i gazed above the veranda toward the North/North East and a Starlight caught my eyes *_*
there was a bright star right above this one toward the right of it, and this star (white) yet with a different glow or aura about it… began to move!!!! ^_^
this ball of light moved slowly to the left… up some in a diagonal motion… down a little… sped up… slowed down… came to a stop… and then began creeping along…

i stayed and watched it by myself for a little while as Elliott was talking to me, because last time i came in contact with an orb of light, i immediately pointed it out to my friends and it strayed away fast… although they did catch a glimpse of it while it was close… only 40 feet away from us 3 in the front yard that Sunday evening of March 4th, 2007 around 16:00 with clear skies~~~~~~ then it jumped almost instantly thousands of feet away and slowly hovered down below the tree line…. (a bright ball of white light*)

so, as i was watching this ball of white light dance around in the sky just earlier… Elliott telepathically started telling me of his experience last night when he was driving in his car! He said he was driving along and saw a light moving in a certain direction… then it light up Bright Green and shot across the sky in the opposite direction at a thousand miles per hour!!!!~~~~~~

so astonishing!… beyond words how beautiful and majestic all these things work out~~~

so i am listening to Elliott while watching this ball of light move in random motion across the sky, and ET starts to get to feeling i’m not listening to him and ask me what i’m looking at and i point out that i see an ball of light in the sky moving around and that he needs to accept what he sees (implying to not be afraid or fearful.. because i feel that’s what chased away the last orb of light)

i’m looking at it and Elliott moves out into the open in the front yard and looks toward the sky… i stayed where i was at to make sure not to loose it until he saw it… i asked if he was seeing it and he didn’t so i moved over to where he was at and pointed it out to him… he saw the same thing i did and the ball of light started to move off into space… it was bright but eventually faded out into the infinity of space~~**

my whole viewing time of the orb must have been about a minute while ET only got to see it for about 10 seconds…. magnificent experiencing this tonight… it gave me such an overwhelming feeling and sensation of LOVE
i felt really connected with the Cosmos….
and remembered my PomoWorld page saying how i wished to unite with the Galactic Federation!
this is now complete confirmation for me of Extraterrestrial life of advanced civilizations…

i don’t feel like i saw that ball of light, or spaceship, whatever it may have been by chance… i feel all is meant to happen in perfect divine order of the universe and all is unfolding as it should… i have great hope for our future and look forward to 2012!!!!!


there in my front yard i have witnessed many strange aerial phenomenon, but this was absolutely not a human aircraft with the agility, direction, and speed that it moved…
i remember seeing in the past a yellow orb of light in the night sky that when it got directly overhead started blinking like most red lights on airplanes that go by during the night…
recall another time that the sky was absolutely clear… then i look up and all the sudden there were something like 12 blinking craft passing by overhead… coincidence?,,, i think these could be something else… maybe like those unexplained probes that have been supposedly photographed….
another time i saw a white orb of light above moving in a usual fashion and then all the sudden just completely disappeared…. these all were above the airspace of my front yard….

i recall seeing at music festivals on many occasion rather strange aerial phenomena!
twice i have looked up and seen a star in the sky sure as sure and then i look right back only a couple seconds later and the star is gone….
not to mention all the strange motion of craft i’ve seen moving at peculiar angles… i know perceptions can be rather illusive… but from what i’ve seen… out of all this i know there is surely some intelligently directed activity going on in the sky above us~~~~~~

http://DisclosureProject.org

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Built to Spill & Crystal Castles dreamSquirrel Fri, 11 Apr 2008 02:14:56 -04:00 4/7/2008

“many of those traveling with us
headed toward the unknown…
We see the sun has shown
warm today, yet will soon
see how the water treats us…
Blades of grass as infinite seas
& the trees cast their shadow’s
gaze ~ these endless roads
& the wind pierces our souls
The sun burst with gleaming
rayz across the glass crisend water..
reflections in thine eye, remind me
of times that once were & those
to come~~”


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Joni Mitchell ~ Woodstock dreamSquirrel Mon, 07 Apr 2008 23:17:25 -04:00 Merry nativity dear starchild
the stars surely line in your favor today..
thank you for all you give to the world~

these dreams of infinity to eternity
echoing in me and through you~
what are we to do with all these dreams
that seem to appear here and there?…
to be without care…
to be the gleam in the eye of the infinite
starchild brithed from the womb of all creation…
this elation… this sensation… come on contemplation
let’s build a new nation
and see what it is that
humanity can come to be~
a tribe of people from all races, colours, and creeds
a new world of starseeds…
forget the greed
this is a new…. through and through
we do what we do to live
to love, to live love, to be free…
and to just be~

“We are stardust
We are golden
And we’ve got to get ourselves
Back to the garden”

Namaste

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3/29/2008 – 13:39 dreamSquirrel Wed, 02 Apr 2008 02:35:14 -04:00 (birds whistling in background)
{cars go by and it sounds like the ebb of the ocean}

all of your children cryin
all of these children dying
for what reasons… unknown

pick up the phone tell your friend…
what’s been goin down all around

but still i see
what it is this world could be
happily….

im melon-collie
and we are all sacred beings
these things
we are seeing…

 let it be
oh let it be…

take a look around
which way is up or down?
i don’t know!!
which way to go…

it’s about to snow
but that aint normal
March season
i’m not believing
it’s weather modification
instilliation
of your mind~

is that fine with you?
well it’s not alright with me…
let’s just be
full of creativity!“`

\
the world is changing so damn fast
would love this to last~
livin the moment of eternity….
let’s be…. in harmony
let’s be… oh….. me…
can’t you… can’t you!….
can’t you see?
can’t you… just be?..
with me>?,,,..


green nature all around….
turn that frown upside down..
yeah, yeah, yeah
seek the light
in… oh… in despite…
la da la da de dah de da ya da…
 de dah yeah

share a necklace
share a bracelet
braid my hair
emotion flying everywhere

still i stare at you..
come on,,, come on
let’s do..
what it is… we’re goin though
i thought that
i thought i knew you~

was the same…
with all the others?
you think we’re strangers
but we’re brothers and sisters
and mothers and fathers too
yeah… everyone everyone everyone
~all is one~  x4


we have the power to
change eternity….
so tell me what’s it going to be…
get off your knees
oh, please…

the divine right
is within you….
it’s been you
forget all of these fucked up curfews!
what have we
the seek to control us
i’m not getting on your god damn bus…
fuck your concentration camps
i’ll light my own lamp!
come on…
take a stance
take a chance
take it, take it
don’t mistake it….
for your right~~~

to … be…. freeeeeeeeeee
happily with me
sailing out to sea…..
oho oho


do you have the time?
come on and free your mind~
oh yeah yeah
crescendoing now
here’s the power of elation….
ooh…….

what’s the situation?
yeah, my girl
i’ve ya the whole world
watch it unfurl
before your eyez
despise the media!
easier……


i help your friends
to the very end~
have you disowned your own kin
when… how long’s it been
since you connected
with the affection

love, love, love love x 2
rise above, rise above~
yeah…..


what’s that sent in the air?..
do you… do you have to care?…

it’s everywhere…
oh stairway to heaven
7/11
and 33…
what’s it going to be?
19.5
oh bee hives….

sacred geometry is what we be…
halos… halos… halos  x3
hello… hello… halos…. hello… halos… hellos
oh lows….

oh… light in the sky
still i ask why….
why you appear to me…..
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Music Festivals…. dreamSquirrel Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:04:40 -04:00 Music Festivals….
oh, be the best of us

are you scared x3
livin now
livin life like a stranger
livin like your danger

oh lay down your head down make it easy!
lay your head down in a manger
oh mangy dog
dont you come round here¨C108Cdoctor pumpin you full of fear¨C109C¨C110C¨C111Cyou say boy that’s hard work¨C112Cbut it’s so absurd¨C113Coh, unheard¨C114C¨C115Cand i’m livin life and i’m taking these chances, yeahsss¨C116Cre-arranging and romancin¨C117Csquill… squill your voice¨C118Cas if you have a choice¨C119C¨C120Cin your right to your right¨C121Cyour right to be free, happy¨C122Cyour right to see why we all could be¨C123C¨C124Ccome take hike with me¨C125Cthrough the woods¨C126C¨C127Cpeaches and what was¨C128Cpears, and apples, plums, pecans and appricots¨C129Cand say you have your shot… at ¨C130Cmiddle of life¨C131Call this fucked up strife¨C132C¨C133Cwant you choice to do¨C134Ci thought we knew ¨C135Cwhat the world is coming to¨C136C…. build it deep¨C137Coh…. oh oh oh oh¨C138Cla de da da…¨C139C¨C140Cremember all the trees we used to climb…¨C141Cdear little brother, older sister¨C142Cmother and father¨C143C¨C144Cyou saw her ¨C145Cand it was magic!¨C146Cyeah yeah¨C147Coh… now gently¨C148Coh green… green green skies¨C149Coh green… mystic maya¨C150Cmayans 2012 AD¨C151Clets be¨C152Cforever…. of eternity¨C153C¨C154C¨C155Cbe! peace for ya¨C156Cbe! importance¨C157C¨C158Cdready man¨C159Cwalking up the trail¨C160Cdready man¨C161Cwalking to tell you me¨C162Cdready man¨C163Cyou say…¨C164Cyeah mon. yeah mon!¨C165C¨C166Cyi yiyi ye¨C167C¨C168Clive your life and go to work¨C169Cbuild a school and go to church¨C170Cbe what they tell ya too¨C171Cjust dont get confused¨C172Ccause that would be against the law¨C173Cto think outside the wall¨C174Care we just another brick?¨C175Cthis is making me so fucking….¨C176Coh….. sick~¨C177C¨C178Cso fucking sick¨C179Cjust another brick¨C180Cbrick in the wall¨C181Cya had to fall¨C182Cto loose it all¨C183C¨C184Conly if ya could see what is tonight¨C185Cand for you¨C186Coh, going through¨C187Cgoin through¨C188Caeu aeu aeu oh aue aue aue ah¨C189C¨C190C¨C191Cleave that girl alone¨C192Cleave that phone alone¨C193Cfeeling all on your own¨C194Coh god, where’s my home>?¨C195C¨C196Cit’s in your head¨C197Cthat’s what Bob Marley said¨C198C¨C199C¨C200Ci believe we used to share¨C201Ci believe we used to dare¨C202Cthis is not for us¨C203Cit’s for you¨C204Cwhat are we going through?¨C205Call these relationships¨C206Cat a dip~¨C207Cinto your faultline¨C208Chave the time¨C209C¨C210Ci wonder if i can hear this¨C211Clater when i’m writing it down¨C212C¨C213C¨C214C¨C215Call of life is a painting!¨C216Cthings just re-arranging¨C217Ca painting in motion¨C218CEmotion~¨C219C¨C220Cskyscrapers being built tall around¨C221Cwhere’s the center of town¨C222Cright here where i control you…¨C223C¨C224CNo, i’m not talking about myself¨C225Cnot really talking about anyone else¨C226Cjust a fleeting idea¨C227CInspire ya~~¨C228C¨C229C¨C230Cla da da da, da da da, da de dum dah dah… ¨C231Cum da de da, de da, deed um da dah¨C232Coh oh oh oh oh ¨C233Ctelll the teacher¨C234Cgood to meet ya¨C235Chave a seat yeah¨C236Cbut i want some pizza¨C237C¨C238Coh, but i want something sweet¨C239Ccan we have a treat?¨C240Cwhy dont you drop the beat?!¨C241C¨C242Coh, pick up a beat¨C243Cit’s about everyone ¨C244Cand all there fun¨C245Call these games an illusion¨C246Cwhere’s all this confusion¨C247C¨C248Cjust be, just be x2¨C249C¨C250Cyou and me¨C251Cjust be¨C252CTelepathy…..¨C253C¨C254Coh…. with me¨C255Cdrop me a tarot card¨C256Ccome on… make a move¨C257C¨C258Cyou just think that it’s ought¨C259C¨C260Cmemory of reality¨C261Cthat we create¨C262Cthat we made…¨C263C¨C264CElate¨C265Ca wizards hat¨C266Cwhat’s up with that?¨C267Cit looks liek a tree¨C268Chow free?¨C269C¨C270Cgit rid these coins…¨C271Ccome on and join¨C272Cthe Revolution~>~>~¨C273C¨C274Cyou’re not deserving¨C275Cwait… i’m not deserving…¨C276Coh. oh these words dont relate¨C277Cjust random fleeting thoughts of realities!¨C278Cpictures in mind, get in line¨C279C¨C280CLight x10¨C281Cinside…. oh oh~¨C282C¨C283Cla de da.. yad ah ye yah¨C284Cyo do yo da deah dah… yay¨C285Coh, listen to what i say¨C286Chave yourself a great day!¨C287Cand mayyyyyyy¨C288Cweeeee¨C289Cbeee¨C290Cfreeeeee!¨C291C¨C292Coh come to it with me¨C293Ccome on lets see¨C294Cfrom the top of Lookout Mountain¨C295Coh have the “fountain… of youth”¨C296C~speak the truth~¨C297C ]]> 2008-04-01 14:04:40 2008-04-01 18:04:40 open Publish post 650055182
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you are what you are…
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morning dreamSquirrel Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:36:44 -04:00 the moon’s pull toward the unknown
twisting and turning in my soul

these things we dream
and how they seem
the ineffable dream
beyond mind and words
only felt in the heart

to feel one is smart about this or that
only with a drop of the hat has one been disproved
we think we’re smooth¨C311Cmaybe we are¨C312Csome are those and then those of not¨C313Cwhich would you rather be¨C314Ca robot?¨C315C¨C316Ca simple machine to the will of the ill¨C317Ctortured and in anguish¨C318C¨C319Csadly enough yet¨C320Cthey know not they are a slave¨C321Cthe way we are commanded to behave¨C322C¨C323Cto break all social barriers¨C324Cand live the merrier life¨C325C¨C326Cto be with out strife and conflict¨C327Cwhat are these things¨C328Cthese things that make me feel sick¨C329C¨C330Csick in the stomach ¨C331Cthis thought churning¨C332C… a thousand times deep¨C333Ca million more-over¨C334C¨C335Clooking over the shoulder¨C336Cdreaming of times that were and used to be¨C337Cstill can we not see the future their in the dusk¨C338C¨C339Ca must… the inevitable¨C340C¨C341CBlogged with the Flock Browser]]> 2008-04-01 02:22:13 2008-04-01 06:22:13 open Publish post 649938552
dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Mar 2008 22:08:37 -04:00 i remember dreaming of the front yard grass being mowed

another part before i woke up was Andrew was in the kitchen with ET fighting and he had andrews head ran up against the wall… drew looked red eyed and mad and then came after me and grabbed my wrist and i did a flipp to get out of it and the dream ended

i think the moon has been messin us up lately!

also i remember being asked for a can opener and i gave them my multi-tool knife but it didnt have the right feature but somehow evolved into a can opener at the time
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You are the pillar of all creation*
Go deep into your consciousness and astrally project~*
 

~Free Your Mind~
“Breathe deep / Seek peace…”

All is Mind Consciousness energy vibrations given manifestation through thought form projection for perception of the holographic matrix mind construct universe that we co-create.
 
*~All is One~*

I don’t necessarily believe anything, which is to say I don’t necessarily believe nothing. It’s just that I am. As you are and we are. The great Tao ~ the universal balance of the all of existence… death is the road to Awe~~~~~~

 
Embrace it, for there is no death, only transition, transformation, and evolution; all shall return for the sources ~O~ we are coming to singularity… a neo-human of neo-human & trans-human potential~~~ Our whole solar system /our sun/ is moving to the center of the galactic plain where out light body consciousness will be irradiated with higher frequencies of photon light activation bringing our minds and chakras to increased vibratory states~~~~~~~~~~~

The science of cymatics has shown us that higher frequencies vibrated/sent through a medium produce more complex geometrical configurations. We are composed of Sacred Geometry * “the flower of life” is where all sacred geometry is derived. From the source & to the source we shall return. All of existence is what those call that God is, we are all God & gods. Our purpose: to live & recreate~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 The 3^rd dimensional reality we inhabit is dissolving and this galactic center we are entering is the Ascension to the 5^th Dimension of existence~~~

Spirit / Aether / Center / Singularity / All Is One

War is Over! It’s been over for 100 yrs. We have no need for it. Many know this; it’s only a matter of ‘time’ until the world realizes this. As for the ascension; it is hard to say how some will cope with the rapid change in energy and what will actually happen to our physical bodies. We have already seen signs of this with the light workers that have been born unto this planet. Our parents, the light workers/ we are the Indigos/ children being bon today are the Crystal Children/ & after 2012 they will be known as the Rainbow Children!

And this is what the Rainbow Family is about! ^_^

Hopi Indian Legend has prophesied of this time that is coming about. Legend tells us a time would come when the world was in great turmoil, and people of all tribes and creeds would come about to heal the Earth and they will be known as the Rainbow Warriors !_!

These crystal/indigo children are quite an inspiration. They are clairvoyant, telepathic, highly conscious at young age, & can readily see people’s auras (the energy) around them. We all have auras, all a seven point chakra system, just as the Earth has 7 chakras.

“as above, so below.” Infinity! Take a look at the structure of our solar system; is it not similar to the structure of an atom?

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a bit of it from my brother though… wish he to grow up
ol ET
Lauren Jones text me earlier and said Melody had an ET experience… WOW
i really want to hear about it





message to Yane Kozovski:

wow man… i really appreciate the message…
very interesting research you do…
i know this site will be much aid to your studies…
put me down for one of the first to purchase your free energy device brother…. go forward with that… we need it as much as possible!!

Tesla was silenced by the powers that be, JP Morgan specifically… fucking bastard… can even get into the Titanic with his history… btw it never sank… it was the Olympic… its twin sister ship on an insurance swindle…

about the revolution… i have one more quarter of school and then im taking at least a year off… with 2 left until a degree…. but… i don’t think we have till april of 09… we about to see all shit hit the fan… get prepared bro… whatever it is you feel that would be for preparing for the future… do it now!
the stock market is about to crash… the will introduce the amero… possible another false flag.. here or over seas…. we are on cold war status with russia again and in iminet threat of martial law from any and all thsoe threats… not to mentiaon through HAARP they can create weather modification and create earth quakes and sunamis…
underground bases, agartha, to the moon, and NASA corruption….
governments within governments waring with each other…. there are many alternating agendas going on but still some overall agendas…. but all this clashing isnt about to be pretty….

yet there is hope… for the first time in history people are awakening to what’;s going on around them and fighting tyranny head on… the people have had enough and are standing up…. consciousness is accelerating and legends are becoming the moments of our lives…..
great times we live in with the chance to change the midst of eternity… its up to the people…. live love laugh and experience all there is of the moment… for the moment is all there is… cherish it… it is so tender… so precious… so fleeting… its perfect

please send along the Tesla info you have, i haven’t delved into that… or please feel free to post in the group at any time… much love bro
namaste

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 25 Feb 2008 13:29:28 -05:00 just think of all the people being born at this very instant!
it is our responsibility to bring this world to a habitat of greater understanding and empathic symbiotic relationship~
http://www.poodwaddle.com/worldclock.swf

please, for our children… loose your apathy… inform yourself, and educate others….
we are at a breaking point in our evolutionary cycle….

will we ascend and become a humanity of highly conscious lightworkers?
or will we choose the road of slavery and ignorance dooming our civilization for lack of a future…

you decide!
not like the (Faux)FOX news says… i’m talking about….
you decide!
it is your choice… the infinite power is within you at this very moment….
you are the pillar of all creation… tap into that and let your presence echo through eternity~~~~

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 10 Feb 2008 21:36:04 -05:00
i slept in late… till 14:30 i think
waking up and going back to sleep… sleeping in like a baby is amazing~
i think the most perfect moments would be me and a girl laying in bed together cuddling and just sleeping in together forever….
though i have to be careful what i wish for…. as for those moments… they are the best… just cuddling and sleeping in with a girl you love and dreaming away…..

last night i dreamt of being in a place that was like Ruston… a quiet city… chill… i remember passing through a place that was like the Frothy Monkey…. and headed across the street to go into a head shop… this place was exotic… i remember asking if they had any Salvia… and they we like yeah!…. it was on the wall the the left as i came in…. a rectangle type room… cashier and counter on the right… long size of rectanle to the left… expansive… room to hang… was me and the cashier at first… we hung… she was hot…. then other people came in and i remember girls slapping me on my ass… and Megan Peters was there in the head shop being a hippy… really drunk though and wanting me pretty bad…. then the shop keeper told her she had to leave… i was like damn… he put her out bad and i asked the guys around me … they agreed it was pretty cold….. though what’s strange is that i created all that… it was really me telling her to get out… probly because she was all over me too much and embarrassing me a little in front of the other people… therefor i got the keeper to throw her out instead of me….

then i member being in a car with a bunch of stoners and we went to the gas station to get something to drink… but it was like we were at the same place but it got re-arranged… so i went in and …. im not sure what happened… but before… asked them what was up .. and they said they had all dosed Lucy… asked if i wanted some and i said nah man… it’s way to late for that man (night wise)

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 08 Feb 2008 02:40:56 -05:00 ok…. kool
what a wild night!

watched Legend of Atlantis pt. 5
only have the 1st part of it downloaded right now from LightSeeker
it is so ESOTERIC in knowledge…..
lots of info on UFOs, ETs, and Agartha!!!!!!!
yeah~

just wanted to document my aura readings:

Munki Bone said i had a green aura with purple in the middle… like violet in the mid at me crown chakra
Mary Sharp said my aura was ocean green!
and Jessie LaGrone just last night read my aura in the astral dimension
she said i was crystal white!!!
maybe some things have changed of late with me….

she said the were some negative things…. as i know there are of course… otherwise i think my trip would have been more open…. which i think may have had to do with the fabric i was connecting with.. the blanket… etc…
but she said for the most part it was good

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 08 Feb 2008 02:41:31 -05:00 it’s interesting you know where we choose to place the importance and significance of what matters most in the realities we construct for ourselves….

it’s so hard to put into words what i have experienced… the act (iguess) of non-existence… strange though… however still existing in the moment and becoming something completely different….
non-existence is a complete Mind-Fuck!….
to loose yourself and become something else is incredible humbling…. to realize that we are not who we are… we are simply the passing essence of perception in the moment and nothing else possibly… but everything at the same time….


it seems that the first time i met Sally… it was very similar to this past time last night…. last night was 10 x and was quite a journey….. it seems that i became infinitely expansive… or that my mind was trapped in a certain place… like a perception… it didn’t seem enjoyable for the most part and what’s funny is remembering what you just did and that this has happened before and that this reality is not reality…. we are certainly gods!… we create and destroy constantly…. our purpose: to live and recreate!
we are the pillar of all creation… quite magnificent

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 05 Feb 2008 23:57:55 -05:00 UR beautiful and that’s for sure~

just wrote an entry when i meant to start writing about my bracelets… have lost 2 in the past few days… kinda strange i guess….. tis a bummer… they have so much memory and history to them…. i guess all things must come to past… but what if they didnt have to… what if we had the the true fountain of youth…. maybe its right in front of me or inside me and i’ve never noticed before….
the movie The Fountain points it out kinda… but that could be interpreted infinitely~

Geneva and Laci just gave me Across the Universe to make a copy of …
lol… i was thinking the whole time that i was getting the fountain from the to make a copy of because my fountain dvds arent working on dvd players…. funny how those things work on… i didnt actually realize the difference until i pulled it out the dvd case and saw Across the Universe printed on it…
we usually see and hear what we want to; maybe i’m a victim as well… or maybe i associated the two somehow in a sense of gandure…..

man…. i need a girlfriend… it’s been to long me thinks~
why does it have to be this way?
…this world…

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 05 Feb 2008 23:58:37 -05:00 Laci & Geneva just came by….
such beautiful girls… ah how sweet
so glad to have devine beings of such great presence around
they truly life my spirits in the midst of all this folly going on throughout the world

they both said i give the best huggs ever…. Geneva was kinda blown away i guess… she felt really good to hold… i wish i could turn those moments into eternity….
i guess we can… to live in bliss for eternity would be something else….
what is being a bodhisattva about?
to become a buddha… for all are future buddhas and we will know peace and heaven….
just takes…. ascension i guess….
so many guesses… life is a massive mystery!

and i massage my head…. the times they are a changin’
i’d really like to slow down and just enjoy life…. so much pain… but all this pain is an illusion… we are eternal~

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 03 Feb 2008 02:33:07 -05:00 they are pretty awesome… second time i heard them… last night was kinda wild though…. at times i had two girls talking to me at once… kinda wasnt too kool but i guess ok at the same time…. lovely lovely ladies…. and when they are a little tipsy u see their true nature show… good thing… deffinitely the best side of alcohol is that it lowers peoples walls they have up all the time…..

ok… so i came back home after hanging at andrews and doing the usual interent stuff… chilled there till 4 in the morning… that morning of Friday night… going into Saturday… and finally got home and crashed and passed out all time into dream land galore!!!… actually slept for 12 HOURS straight… and it was great!!!

so i dreamt many dream… one i remember i actually bought a gun… it was a 9mm pistol that was i think chrome (grey) and i remember the way it looks with the way the chamber pulled back… and i got it from this older guy and i didn’t have to register it and it cost exactly $130… so well see in the future if thats the price i come across….

now the best thing that i dreamt of was the many many UFOs that came about in my dreams!…. it was incredible…. UFO popping up out of everywhere… like i was in a different land… of astral nature where the ground was green rolling hills with a lake in the distance and nice trees with a perfect toned sky, (almost in the evening like)…. and i was standing outside looking up in the sky and saw UFO appear!!

some had holes through them like the NASA infrared imaes we’ve seen… others were transparent kinda… other black… others grey…. and when i got out my video camera finally i could zoom in and saw the craft up close and it kinda looked like the craft the normal ETs fly around off of Independence day…. then a black one showed up and i kinda chased the ETV around the sky with the camera and was getting the best footage on tape ever… and i actually had it… wish i had it now so i could show the world!!!… it was really real and that’s the best part… we think all of this is really real… but it’s all just dream and illusion…. what a fun time though eh?

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 01 Feb 2008 22:47:58 -05:00 green glass crystal
emerald
jade
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 01 Feb 2008 03:07:58 -05:00 went to see Dr. Ron Paul on the 21st of January and dosed salvia on the 23rd (Wednesday) 08

Message to “Jacquelyn De La Luna“

“u know… at 11:11 last night by coincidence i took a salvia dose and passed out of all time and merge with eternity…. it was ok at first but then kinda frightened me because i thought i was never coming back… i became the bed and the room and so many other places and had all these visions… OBE… couldnt use my body… my consciousness went to astral dimensions and all perceptions are born a new…. im forever change…. i can not put it into words…. life is an illusion…. i dreamed a thousand dreams and thought that this life was but a dream and the reality was that i was not me….

it was quite enlightening but really challenges my concept of Ego…. what is self kinda….

wanted to share that with you… dont know if youve tried it , but i recommend it highly, but with much much much respect…. when doing it be accepting and know u will come back to this reality eventually…..

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 10 Jan 2008 18:57:26 -05:00
girl from speech class just walked in to sit at me right…. those peculiar smiles some people give…. those fake smiles… oh how they ale me…. oh well.. just give them a real smile in return ya know man…

so… writng and reading about hinduism right now…. and getting to buddhism and Taosim… gonna do these papers first cause i have a test tomorrow in religion class… ill work on Terrorism and Islam later… over the weekend… plus me Ron Paul speech!…. hip hip hooray for Paul!

put out a big sign today on the tech drive on ramp from the interstate… hope for America!… it was actually the President sign… not the hope one.. gonna put that somewhere else i guess…
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:04:09 -05:00 Who are we, where do we come from, and where are we going~?

Red Ice Creations.com
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 08 Jan 2008 13:48:09 -05:00 do you believe in Dragons?
…..
Lepricans
Elf
Farries
Gnomes
Dwarfs
Unicorn
Spaceship
Portals
Staragates
Time Travel
Dimensions
Extraterrestrials
Reptilians
Pleiadians
Syrians
Big Foot
Chupacabra
Loch Ness Monster
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 01 Jan 2008 07:34:18 -05:00 “dream is destiny”
~ Waking Life

Welcome to Infinity~
Ultimately, what we do in life echoes in Eternity~

what’s bigger?
infinity or eternity?!

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dreamSquirrel Tue, 01 Jan 2008 07:34:50 -05:00 Blessed New Year Friends!~~~~
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:50:24 -05:00 i really wonder how many people actually read this… or to what degree they read any of the other entries and post i have made… please visit my myspace @ http://www.myspace.com/dreamSquirrel and check out the blogs… full of info on the changes going on in our world!…. kinda the essentials i have peiced together

 though… appealing to more people is great… because most want to get their ideas across… “usually because they think they are right”…. but… i guess the same goes for me… though in the future… maybe ill look back and go… well… maybe i could have known more at the time and wish i knew then what i know now… but just goes the same for us all…. i hope that my dreams and aspirations are in line… and that i do feel every action and gesture, moment, and key stroke is destine for the summation of accumulation in the expansion of consciousness for the evolution of our universe….

how brilliant is the idea that the Pleiadians have defined as whole universes coming to completion… for there are infinite parrallel universes… i share the belief of infinity as i have voiced in earlier writings…. that in all is all and all is one…. and one is all…. infinity is the everlasting loop of “8”…. its like everything is a circle i guess… when u get to the edge of the universe it really is u just coming to the other side on the opposite end… kinda like the Earth!…. they thought they would fall off the edge… but it just circled around…

and i feel that within us is infinite universes.. and we exist inside of those universes….. like….
if you look at an atom….. and our solar system… they are very similar… all the mass in the nucleus of the atom… the sun has the majority of the mass of our solar system… and then their are electrons like our planets orbiting around the nucleus… and really our planets are moving at incredible speeds… but that all is relative!… for time is illusion… and what we perceive in an atom could be slown down or sped up….. it is all about perception that creates this holographic universe within our Matrix mind constructs~

and thus i feel within a blade of grass, within our body cells, within even an atom of the chair you are sitting in … there are infinite sources of universes…. ever see the intro to the the Motion Picture film “Contact” {1997}?
oh yeah!… that conveys it perfectly!~~~

all is pure energy condensed into different vibrational forms of light and dark energy….
the void of space is teaming with energy…. the science of our physics and metaphysics are pushing us to new heights!”””””””

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 23:43:45 -05:00 so… to follow up on the former…..
i am relaxing at the house today… things are going well…. ET just got in… he had been in monroe for a while… so Gabe stopped by and got some data from me that he lost on his computer…. apparently his computer crashed in the similar way that my movie hard drive just crashed… like the data is there… but it is missing also…. the space is not free… but half of the files wont show… so i’m likely gonna get my backup from a one of my friends…. they have full backups… right on~s

um… well….. i just disassociated my facebook account notes to my xanga account…. i had been typing and writing all along keeping many of my writings private… because they would of immediately posted to my facebook… and since i had that encounter… i felt there was much more to life than i was realizing and had to take a break from writing… to do more studies… not to put out as many thoughts as receiving thoughts and listening…..

i have now come to a point of higher clarity of the dynamics of reality on Earth… all is relative to a degree… but then there are factual things that are going on that are factual truths… not really relative truths….
so i have been exposing all this all along through post and such… but now i want to get back into writing….

i did go back and make a great number of my writings public if you wish to see any of them… please do take a look…. lots of great work there in the past… at least to my perception… hope you feel the same about some….

NAMASTE

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:59:34 -05:00 today is a great day as many dayz!…. i am in love with life and the people that coexist with us… but then i am despised with some of those in the world.. .those selfish beings that seek death and destruction for the mass population for, for some reason they feel they have the God given right to be the superior race…. i Disagree…. i am not down with the Reptilian agenda.,…. call me crazy… call “David Icke” crazy… but fuck!… look into it for yourself…..
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:52:40 -05:00 911 members in the Disclosure Project group now!
wowowowow

lol… synchronizing that i was writing on Tyrone Davis’s wall about 911 truth the same time as the group hit that symbolic number!!!

life is great!

all is destine and the universe is unfolding as it shall~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:53:09 -05:00
i was sitting on the front porch talking on the phone with Alicia Paulson
i feel like i really needed to call here at that point in here life with what all is going on with her 4 kids’ futures and her husband acting a fool not realizing what is right in front of him…

so i was sitting there on the phone for probably half an hour and at one point….
i look into the sky… its dark and clear

this orb of white light appears… but for only about a second or two…
im like what?
i look still and then it blinks in once… twice…
and then off

so it blinked in once
went off
then blinked twice and
went off…. never saw it move through the sky
or change into anything else….

just this ball of light in the sky….

blink… blink blink

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Breaking the Silence: Truth and Lies in the war on Terror dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:53:21 -05:00 America has engaged 72 times since WWII


1973 sept. 11th
overthrow of democratic govt. of chili
30,000 died… killed the elected leader

US has 152 military bases around the world


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dreamSquirrel Sun, 03 Feb 2008 13:13:49 -05:00 33

Jesus was alive 33 years (supposedly)

33 vertebra in human spinal cord

33 degree free mason

Project 33

33 lines in the disc that the ET was holding in the August 15th, 2002 crop circle in Winchester, England

33 is a higher octave of 6 which in sacred geometry is the flower of life or creation~

Roswell spaceship crash at 33.33 degrees latitude in 1947 (yr of Aleister Crowley’s death)

33 symbolizes liberation from religious dogmas and superstitions

United Nations symbol is divided into 32 sections with 1 in the middle = 33

Soviet Union symbol has sun with 32 rays = 33

Comes up in Military Space programs

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:53:52 -05:00 Freakles on her face,
    She feels so different and out of place.
    What she does not know — they are the jewles of sunlight,
    Birthmark footprints of faries who visit her at night.
    She feels it’s a burden to carry…
    So she travels high and low,
    Searching until day breaks into night,
    Hoping to find some magical soap to finally wash them out of sight. 
    She sits crying with raindrop tears,
   
Karenann says (8:10 PM):
But then a kid comes up to dry away what he thinks she fears. 
    He tries to help her cope and find her way,
    Telling her freakles remind him of his mother on a beautiful sunny day.
    He shares his dreams bringing them closer to be,
    How he wishes faries would flutter their feathers for him to be blessed as she.
    They walk around making friends,
    Living life unto the end,
    With never wanting to
wash those freakles away again. 


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i had a dream where a UFO came down into the front yard in a small space ship…. like this seemed really real… and i could see through the glass and the being was the typical alien looking green big headed ET

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 03 Feb 2008 13:17:54 -05:00 “12”
point chakra system activation
stands of DNA helixes (ascension)
pointed star
months
numbers on the clock
disciples of Jesus
astrological signs (figures/constellations)
2012
12×12=144=gross
144,000 acupressure points on human body

Kings Arthur gathered the most shivelrist knights in a great hall. Hemler created a hall of SS leaders in a room above the Crypt, where he would meet with his 12 highest ranking officers…

13 crystal skulls in all, with 12 skulls surrounding one in the center, creating a 12 pointed star energy nexus for activation of the Crystal Skulls

12 main SOIL orders (types)

Satan said to of had 12 stones in his breastplate
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 03 Nov 2007 13:00:10 -04:00 i wonder if some of these planes are ET in origin and in disguise lots of the times….

so im watching these videos from galactic angel on the niburu and she and this other cat are saying the 10th planet has returned… the mother ship of the annunaki….
crazy if so!

um… i was just think about the universe and time and the seasons and existence and equilibriums and intuitively just figured out that me birthday is at possibly the exact center of the year…. june 17th 1986

gonna calculate it!

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:38:33 -05:00 saw another UFO tonight… im pretty pretty sure….
it was quite intriguing to say the least…. just wish i could have seen it longer.. this time i chose to stay seated and let it just drift by…. figured it knew what it wanted me to see of it… if it wanted me to see it longer it would of hovered longer and had a slower moving path…. or it would have come closer down….

Trey was sitting right beside me around what was probably about 19:40 on 10/18/07
i was sitting in a chair on the downstairs porch…. looking at the sky and say “a ball of white moving in the sky”
it was at what is normal plane altitude i guess….. i see many planes all the time twinkling with their crazy light patterns and just coasting on by…. i wonder often if they are actually like the Strange Crafts hovering by and in disguise…. or ETs piloting what look like normal aircraft…..
this white light was moving really slow and seemed to be unconstant in speed….. just let it drift on by… it was going up and into the top of the trees from my view… it should have come back into visual after passing the tree tops… but when i went out into the open afterward it was not materialized to viewing….

i am very thankful for this sighting tonight… seems things are picking up well!
i ask that my room mates have a really good dose and make them believers… please?
thank you
namaste

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and saw a shooting star

directly overhead… very brief like….

awesome fun

saw one the other day… last Saturday when i said revolutionary!

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:59:09 -05:00
so… i still have collected money from Keith, Joi, and Joey… regarding membership dues… for the lib group…
looks like Ron Paul is going to win!
awesome!

😀

Atlantis is soon to come….
my dream is bigger than anyone else’s… if i dream big enough it will take the place of those that do not dream…. and hillary will not be president… Ron Paul all the way baby!

im glad ive gotten back into writing…. its been a while… i want to make it a point to write each day… and get me chopped back up…..
i also would like to start publishing blog entries again…. i pray my facebook comes back soon!
love & light

the times… they are a  changing…. said ol Hunter… good guy
we ahve an exam on Thursday and i hope he’s being kind to his budddds

well…. guess ill be studying and messin with myspace more…. loves!

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:59:18 -05:00 ~
but ill be back

went to register to vote today also…. sent in an absentee ballot for voting this weekend… and plan to register in town to vote later…..

also… before that i was at taco bell getting a tastada… and i received one of the ron paul bills stamped back for the first time….

had long conversation with Lorne last night

have psych and libertarian meeting this evening

just chillin right now

got a 12 pck of miller high life
waiting on the megaphone and back massager to come in

yesterday i got really screwed over… had to pay 94 dollar towing fee…. man!

alll is ok though/// all divine plan i guess
love and light

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lucid lsd dreams~~~~ dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:06:25 -05:00 today was a wonderful beautifully glorius tripped out day!!!!

early yesterday morning.. the morning of the 13th,,,, i had a dream and dreamt of many things…. though one stands out amoung those all others!…. i became lucid last night!!!… it was amazing….

the sky was orange and i was in an incredible place for what seemed to be the first time… it was orange as in sunset… or orange as in pumpkins and the month of october… and the harvest moon



had a revelation today while looking into the trees as the sunset…
“all of life is a painting”
thought that would have some powerful significance behind it in the future ^_^

also… me and ET went outside for a sec… and were looking at the stars this night and we were talking
at a point i said “Revolutionary” and was twirling my arm in a powerful fist motion and at that moment i saw a shooting star!

… or UFO one ; )
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