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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:36:08 -04:00 wild it was

i remember biking around… i came across this guy that was biking around with a kid on his back… doin circles around this building… advertising something… and i think it had something to do with government… i stopped him and asked him what he thought about 911…. he believed the official story.. he was thrown off that i didnt… so i said to him the main things that are strange about it to me are… !) why did the WTC7 fall & 2) there was never any video footage of a plane hitting the pentagon… he looked confused and the placed evolved to being inside a room… he started arguing with his wife and i biked out… went down the street and came to a shotgun house string of rooms…

i biked through all the rooms… thinking they were different peoples houses, but they were all connected… i keep riding my bike through… all the rooms having different styles. but no people in them… i come to the last room and there is a white sheet inbetween i, the last room and a lady i hear talking on the phone… i am moving a trashcan out of the way and she steps through the veil.. gets off the phone, the veil disappears and there are cats all around… she is a little startled… and then says something like, “Judson you can’t do things like that”
i ask her, what is the cat’s name Judson? she said yes and asked me what i was doing there…. i told her just being curious and checking things out… she was fine with it but i planned to be on my way soon… i told her i thought she was Psychic at first because she said my name and didnt know me…. but maybe she did… maybe i was actually visiting a place of an old sage….

i ride out onto the porch which spands as long as this house is wide… telling i her i better get going home before it gets too bad outside because the clouds are dark… but i see some light also… but after saying that it gets darker and starts raining….. “it is actually a rainy day in real life as i am typing this”…. i get back to the mid-end point and there is a boat area dock that i have to go around… im on this old type bike… granny style… and jump down to the pavement to get another angle at going around this docking area… an old man… who i assume to be the lady’s lifemate… tells me… pick some of those shrooms up there!… i picked a bunch!… there should be lots being its raining… now it wasnt just rainin…. IT was flooding!…. i did pick some… about 10… had never seen this variety and was asking him what they were about… if they were good… he didnt respond… and out the corner of my eye i believe to have saw someone in the window….

i think kinda teleport to being in bed… i think this is where Diana called me in real life… for a short second… i talked to her… she wants me to call her back when i wake… so ill do that…. but i immediately went back to sleep… i was in bed chillin… and she came in the room and gave me a Big Kiss…. a powerful one without tounge…. and then another…. and another girl comes in the room…. i then get out of bed and we go outside but before i see someone else is laying in the bed on the other side of the room under covers and i think its elliott….
we go outside and there is a little house in the middle of the carport driveway…. diana is so small she can fit in it… really small like…. that only she can fit in there…. but its like alice in wonderland… she shrinks!…. and then gets big when sshe came out…

sent the first paragraphs to Lorne Frank Fractals~
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 21 Sep 2007 23:55:06 -04:00
get sean the weather underground

TOdd – waking life, a scanner darkly, the weather underground

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:10:00 -05:00
i dreamt i was in a castle of sorts…. a nice multi story mansion…. there was some kind of discrepancy as to where i showered…. i remember going in the large hall and dancing…. and finding a strange man… that paid close attention to what i was looking at on the back wall away from the windows…. this place was very goldish in colour and gaudy…

i also remember being in a place and there were 2 trashcans with 2 teddy bears in them… trash cans were metal grey and the bears gray also….

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:39:26 -05:00 tonight i will dream great dreams and explore the depths of the cosmos and astral plain of possibilities~~*
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Its strange…. Biking down the street now… seeing no one in their yards anymore… afraid to come out in the streets of where they abide for fear of what they may expose to their neibors…. How many people are glewed to the television and have this plastic house and yard they never play in…. The people you pass on the street that are reluctant to throw you a waive, heads up or peace sign…. All of us in our own little world… because out there…. There is no us in this world… many people, so selfish, out there just for themselves and doin everyone else in at the same time…… all the while doing this to others and possible not even realizing how “it’s them against the world”…. We say, at least let me have my TV and tv dinners… I’ll do my job at work… I’ll pay your usury, just leave me be….

When was the last time you spoke with your neighbor? See how many of the same philosophies ya share… and those ya don’t ….. at least to listen and reflect upon at the bits of knowledge we get throughout life… Yet, why would we want to do that…. .Most of us focus on our differences rather than how we’re alike…. It’s an individualistic society ragging waterfall…

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:38:59 -05:00 right now i’m burning sage and opium/incense at my desk side….

momma told me… some day you’ll be a man~~
she said ya best do the best ya can~!
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now tomorrow has turned into today!~~
oh what dreams’.. may come
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i look unto the sun
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realizing we all are one~~
and the past still remains
things seem to stay the same
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though we must press on into the light~
put up that faithful fight!
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for your rights~

and bliss will come

when worry is done~
the war has already been won
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in our minds and in our hearts we must start
to face the fears and fight this war with art


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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:42:50 -05:00
DC arrives… he goes to OWEN funeral home to see soem old lady he worked with at the Police station back in the day….. then Rhianna and Kelsey come over…. we go to Cactus Jacks…. with Trey also… and come back to jamm…. trey gets too drunk…. elliott is too big headed, impatient…. and daniel doesnt listen to people, not terribly different from ortis…. he always has his thoughts… wont take the time to learn new things really….. man.. it seems hopeless sometimes… i get really agrivated with how apathetic my room mates seem…. often i ask myself if there’s something wrong with me….

damn… hard to exist on this planet alot of the time i think… i guess im gonna just have to do a solo career in music because daniel refuses to progress…. and the jam sessions never last more than 30 mins really… idk

im saying all this to let out some negative energy… here for light to store….. and get the energy off me …. hopefully it wont make the hard drive feel bad storing the data…. i dont know what exist in electricity and light… you and me? who am i talking to …… the sky! the wall~ anothers soul?

time to let it flow
ya know how that goes
here and there
unsold
swinging on a rope
in a pleasant place….
of dreams not yet so far off
but close to the heart…..

and with care
we do dare
do the things we do
and steps in another’s shoes
for a while?
faking a smile…
half a mile long….
fading away from the sunset,….
and lets….
have a bet……..
though instead…..
its in my head
what words were said are now to be
pasted in a tree
along green pastures
and stones fences……

the earth shrills!
in the vibrations of light and darkness
positive and negative
yet, poisions
seeping in her mouth
turning, and unturning
yerning and slurging on the ills of man
oh caN
we not see
what the world has come to be
people jumping around here and there
and where they flee in glee
of the future
neutral
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:43:37 -05:00 we were in a classroom of about 20 people and it was that i had a girlfriend that was sitting right in front of me…
Bjork was singing and dancing around and my girlfriend started crying because of how beautiful she and her singing was… but only in a good way… not that she had a sense of jealousy or overwhelmed since of not living up to it in my or her eyes… but just that it was perfect!


last night i was scheduled to have an encounter with extraterrestrials…. and maybe i did… im not sure…. but i asked that i might remember… though… i can’t seem to really… i know something strange happened in my dreams and i remember being kinda lucid waiting on this encounter….. when i woke up my computer was off… guess that could mean a number of things…

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:43:49 -05:00
i remember looking through my new binoculars at orion’;s nebula and seeing it in great detail…. magnificent!

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:14:38 -05:00
i need to get back into this… just writing down my thoughts randomly…. then goin back to edit and publish

ok…

so last night or day… i went to the music store at Zeagler’s music and browsed guitars for about 4 hours… then to Daniel’s house… Kenya’s and Michael’s place… and talked with them for a bit after coming from Taco Bell….. Mike is a kool dude… showed me some of his basic computer language program that wrote….. then over to Mom’s to drop her car back off because i was using it while ET had my keys cause i left them in his car the night before at the Blue Monkey….. then left shortly after with Daniel to Joshua’s house… where Kannon and Taylor were playing…. it is always a complete delight to see him……then to BooksaMillion where i met a couple of really cool cats…..

right now im messin with myspace of course and i just purchased a 60gb mp3 player!!!

listening to Russ Evans on myspace

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….not to be the negative Nancy, here (I think it’s great to get people together and check out new perspectives!!)…but, is this the movie that misrepresents science to support the new age spiritual movement??]]> 2007-04-17 22:31:09 2007-04-18 02:31:09 open Publish post 584671074
dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:15:20 -05:00

I support strongly the campaigns for the following:

I. Peace, not War
II. 9/11 Truth & Reinvestigation
III. Unconstitutional Income Taxes
IV. Net Neutrality
V. Global Warming
VI. Free Energy related Technologies
VII. The Disclosure Project!

With each of these campaigns come a large variety of issues. Many people are aware of these matters but are not sure how to go about reform. I ask that you look into them all and act upon them with the greatest respects to the people you represent. Please strive in making a positive contribution to the world our children will inherit.

Take a look at Loose Change, America: Freedom to Fascism, An Inconvenient Truth, & above all The Disclosure Project @ http://www.disclosureproject.org (view any of these video documentaries @ http://www.youtube.com).

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:15:39 -05:00 HUG 😀 i embrace your HUG fully and return full vibrations of peace, love, & positive energy….. you seem to have such a pleasant soul with good intentions….

i wanted to share this with you http://blog.myspace.com/dreamsquirrel
& http://www.projectplaylist.com/standalone/4549872

take care dear & keep fighting for truth…
namaste
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 06 Apr 2007 15:25:54 -04:00
peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy dear…..

 a letter to Megan Peters of Michigan

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Sunday, March 4th, 2007 @ approximately 16:00 (4pm) I saw in the sky above my front yard a sphere of pure white light about 1 meter in diameter if it were at close proximity… The day was quiet, peaceful, Tech was out on quarter break, there wasn’t much traffic on the road, greenery sprouting, beautiful blue skies, clear, not too windy, light status clouds around…… Discussed further is my direct perception of this orb, its motion and theories of what it may possibly be~

Where to start, but with what my experience was from the beginning of thought… I was sitting on the porch in front of my room outside of the cabin. I was there with two friends, Daniel Clark and Rhianna Emerson, having conversation. Rhianna was sitting on the rocking bench with me to my left and Daniel was standing in front of us. The subject came up that we were talking about the degree to which the government surveillances its citizens. Talking about this brought up the concept in my mind that we human beings of Earth could possibly be monitored or observed by extraterrestrial life forms. I thought of this concept; of us being observed or studied by beings of higher intelligence, or that there was life out there that was truly compassionate and looking to our world with a sense of hope. As I was looking down, I thought of all this and at that moment, I had this overwhelming sense that I indeed ‘was being observed’.

 
I felt the presence of some separate being or entity strongly, and looked directly’ to its placement in the sky! It was hovering just above and to the right of Daniel’s shoulder roughly 40 yards away and 40 feet high. Time slowed down at this point and I gazed at it in awe for what were seemingly brief moments of splendid intriguing curiosity~~~ When I first beheld the orb, it gave me a peaceful vibe….  I was not at all frightened but enlightened to see this phenomenal object. My thoughts flowed so fast in these few moments that when I give you measurements of time and distance, they are not precise, but a rough probable estimate… I had a general idea of what it was I was looking at, but was not sure how to describe it at the moment; so for lack of better words, I said to the people beside me, “Look! a UFO…”

 
Before I told my friends next to me what I was seeing, I had a feeling that the object would probably disappear when I pointed it out to others, but I just couldn’t keep the beauty of this mystifying experience to myself. So, they both look directly to where I am pointing and this is where things get really strange…. As they both look, they see the orb there in the front yard, and then it moves at an extremely! high velocity up to the left above the tree line… The object moved so fast— that I could not even track the frames per second with my eyes. This happened to where it was seemingly there in the front yard and then there 1000s of feet away in the sky, almost as if the orb jumped to that spot in the sky through another dimension or wormhole… It was very astonishing to see what had just happened!… The object hovered there for maybe 10 seconds and then slowly started to descend behind the tree line. Rhianna and I were seated and Daniel was standing up following the object as it kept loosing altitude. I saw it drift behind the towering pine tree, though the needles, and then we lost sight.

 
That totally blew our minds! We talked about what we witnessed and they eventually went inside, however, I was so amazed I decided to stay in hopes of seeing something again… hoping that it would come back and make more contact, because I had this sense it was there to see me in the first place, it seemed somewhat shy and departed when it was that I pointed it out to those around me. This gave me the sense that when it came back I should probably just observe and not call people’s attention. So I sat there on the bench after describing to Trey Thomas what we saw. I believe he was in my room at the time the object appeared to us on the porch… Trey and I had been hanging out jamming a little and he was on my computer at the time contacting HP for service support. He kept coming in and out of my room to where I was, but I sat there for maybe 10 minutes I guess and looked to the last spot in the sky that I saw the concentration of light that moved with such elegance.

 
And then the moment came again where it rose above the tree line and hovered there in the air… kind of like it was peeking at me…. But this time, it really did appear that there where 2 of these objects side by side. I’m not quite sure; I wish I could have telescoped to that point, which was pretty much the same distance away from me that it had halted after moving at ‘light speed’ from my front yard. But this time, the object seemed a little more elongated like it was two points of light and their energy was connecting in the middle, making more of an oval shape. They hovered there in the sky for what was probably another 10 seconds, and I couldn’t help but to try calling Trey’s attention, although, he didn’t make it in time… They moved back down below the tree line and that was the last I saw of the phenomenon that day.

 
Overall, the orbs of light gave me this whole sense of connectedness with the universe……. I got the feeling that they were curious and observing me in some manner… When I first intuitively felt its presence, I felt as if something was not just looking at me, but kind of looking into me. I really don’t know, a lot of it is speculation and theory…. but I wonder, was something of a higher consciousness truly trying to make contact with me. I feel it to be highly probably… More than anything I feel that it was “a Sign”; a sign that my efforts here on Earth are not in vain and that I’m on the right path…. It was kind of a wake-up call to get back into what I was studying before more intensely….. Maybe they have observed/gained knowledge of how I strive in raising people’s consciousness and awareness about our world and the infinite possibilities of the universe… I post a lot of information on the internet about various subjects that are not generally known of by the mass population. Also, as some of you know, I share a lot of documentaries and informative films with people ranging from revolution to existentialism, religion, governmental corruption, environmental challenges, free energy, physics, philosophies, and dealings with extra-terrestrial contact.

 
You probably ask yourself…. Was this guy hallucinating? No, I was not… I and my friends were sober and all saw the exact same thing from different angles of perspective… therefore, I am quite confident that it was not a reflection of some sort or a ‘weather balloon’ or ‘swamp gas’ creating an illusion at such a close and then far proximity. For those of you that know me, I believe myself to be a well respected and trustworthy individual. I speak truth and have no time for misleading information… What we witnessed that day lines up precisely with the stories of what many people explain as seeing in the area of crop circles. These beings that create them are called “Circlemakers.” There are also beings that are called “The Watchers,” who have supposedly guided humanity through time. A reference to these beings can be traced back to the Egyptian gods, the Neteru (literally translated as the Shining Ones). They were behind the construction of many of our sacred sites such as Stonehenge and Silbury Hill. There is so~~~ much more to cover here; please look to past shares and postings for information and those to come in the future ~~~~

 
There are some theories of what I believe it could have been that came here…. Is it possible that this energy was something with Earthly origin, or was it from the stars? Is this white light a manifestation of spirit? Possibly a being of the Earth that transcended upon our notion of what ‘death’ is…? Was it an alien probe of some sort? Could this be an astral projection of a being from another planet? Where do these pure consciousness forms come from…?… It still remains a mystery to the scientist dedicated to the study of crop circles and related phenomena. Maybe you could say I saw an ‘angel,’ though that term is open to a number of interpretations…

 
This spiritual experience has forever changed me. This writing all took some time to conjure for it is still revolutionizing my mind and soul. I believed in such things before by the amount of study I’ve done in these areas; but this was at my doorstep, and it is really at your doorstep and the threshold to the future. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize.. that we are beings of infinite~~potential~~~~~!

 
In summation…. I feel that this being was not in my yard by mistake or chance… I believe if one were to call anything a coincidence, you would likely have to call it a coincidence that you were even born or reading this at this moment…. I feel this phenomena has some of the most profound implications for our time… It’s really not so much as to what this encounter means to me as, “what does it mean to you…?”

peace~ love~ light~ truth~ & dreams of empathy………

this is my original posting~~~

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What I may loose tomorrow ill gain another day….

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:46:45 -05:00 it may be far out, but it’s something to think about…
it may be far out, but it may be something to think about…
it may be far out, but it could be something to think about…
it may be far out, but it seems to be something to think about…
this all may be far out, but it……….
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listening to James Arthur

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 11 Mar 2007 21:55:59 -04:00 Thomas Carlyle-
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Sunday, March 4th, 2007 @ approximately 16:00 (4pm) I saw in the sky hovering above my front yard a sphere of pure white light about a meter in diameter… The day was quiet, peaceful, not too windy, & the sky was a beautiful clear blue. Tech was out on quarter break and there wasn’t much traffic on the road …… Discussed further is my direct perception of this orb, its motion and theories of what it may possibly be~

Where to start, but with what my experience was from the beginning of thought… I was sitting on the porch in front of my room outside of the cabin. I was there with two friends, Daniel Clark and Rhianna Emerson, having conversation. Rhianna was sitting on the rocking bench with me to my left and Daniel was standing in front of us. The subject came up that we were talking about the degree to which the government surveillances its citizens. Talking about this brought up the concept in my mind that we human beings of Earth could possibly be monitored or observed by extraterrestrial life forms. I thought of this concept; of us being observed or studied by beings of higher intelligence, or that there was life out there that was truly compassionate and looking to our world with a sense of hope. As I was looking down, I thought of all this and at that moment, I had this overwhelming sense that I indeed ‘was being observed’.

I felt the presence of some separate being or entity strongly, and looked directly’ to its placement in the sky! It was hovering just above and to the right of Daniel’s shoulder roughly 40 yards away and 40 feet high. Time slowed down at this point and I gazed at it in awe for what were seemingly brief moments of majestic intriguing curiosity~~~ When I first beheld the orb, it gave me a peaceful vibe….  I was not at all frightened but enlightened to see this phenomenal object. My thoughts flowed so fast in these few moments that when I give you measurements of time and distance, they are not precise, but a rough probable estimate… I had a general idea of what it was I was looking at, but was not sure how to describe it at the moment; so for lack of better words, I said to the people beside me, “Look! a UFO…”

Before I told my friends next to me what I was seeing, I had a feeling that the object would probably disappear when I pointed it out to others, but I just couldn’t keep the beauty of this mystifying experience to myself. So, they both look directly to where I am pointing and this is where things get really strange…. As they both look, they see the orb there in the front yard, and then it moves at an extremely high velocity up to the left above the tree line… The object moved so fast— that I could not even track the frames per second with my eye! I saw its motion first pick up, but this happened to where it was seemingly there in the front yard and then there 1000s of feet away in the sky, almost as if the orb jumped to that spot in the sky through another dimension or wormhole… It was very astonishing to see what had just happened!… The object hovered there for maybe 10 seconds and then slowly started to descend behind the tree line. Rhianna and I were seated and Daniel was standing up following the object as it kept loosing altitude. I saw it drift behind the towering pine tree, though the needles, and then we lost sight.

That totally blew our minds! We talked about what we witnessed and they eventually went inside, however, I was so amazed I decided to stay in hopes of seeing something again… hoping that it would come back and make more contact, because I had this sense it was there to see me in the first place, it seemed somewhat shy and departed when it was that I pointed it out to those around me. This gave me the sense that when it came back I should probably just observe and not call peoples’ attention. So I sat there on the bench after describing to Trey Thomas what we saw. I believe he was in my room at the time the object appeared to us on the porch… Trey and I had been hanging out jamming a little and he was on my computer at the time contacting HP for service support. He kept coming in and out of my room to where I was, but I sat there for maybe 10 minutes I guess and looked to the last spot in the sky that I saw the concentration of light that moved with such elegance.

And then the moment came again where it rose above the tree line and hovered there in the air… kind of like it was peeking at me…. But this time, it really did appear that there where 2 of these objects side by side. I’m not quite sure; I wish I could have telescoped to that point, which was pretty much the same distance away from me that it had halted after moving at ‘light speed’ from my front yard. But this time, the object seemed a little more elongated like it was two points of light and their energy was connecting in the middle, making more of an oval shape. They hovered there in the sky for what was probably another 10 seconds, and I couldn’t help but to try calling Trey’s attention, although, he didn’t make it in time… They moved back down below the tree line and that was the last I saw of the phenomenon that day.

Overall, the orbs of light gave me this whole sense of connectedness with the universe……. I got the feeling that they were curious and observing me in some manner… When I first intuitively felt its presence, I felt as if something was not just looking at me, but kind of looking into me. I really don’t know, a lot of it is speculation and theory…. but I wonder, was something of a higher consciousness truly trying to make contact with me. I feel it to be highly probably… More than anything I feel that it was “a Sign”; a sign that my efforts here on Earth are not in vain and that I’m on the right path…. It was kind of a wake-up call to get back into what I was studying before more intensely….. Maybe they have observed/gained knowledge of how I strive in raising people’s consciousness and awareness about our world and the infinite possibilities of the universe… I post a lot of information on the internet about various subjects that are not generally known of by the mass population. Also, as some of you know, I share a lot of documentaries and informative films with people ranging from revolution to existentialism, religion, governmental corruption, environmental challenges, free energy, physics, philosophies, and dealings with extra-terrestrial contact.

There is a kind of communication that is going on with these entities… crop circles have come to be much more elaborate since the early 70s when they were first documented… the crop circles they form are symbolic and take on certain shapes through geometry. Math as we know is a universal language and if we look at these progressions and study them properly we find such diversity in what is being expressed. I think they are preparing us for something…. Maybe galactic interaction is going to take place soon… maybe these are signs for humanity to wake up… They are saying open your eyes world… there is a much larger picture than this rock you sit on, so selfish and concerned with principles of living that don’t pay tribute to the splendor of the universe… I think they are raising our consciousness and will connect with the ones that pay attention… I doubt the way they would introduce their self to the world is by landing on the White House lawn…. I wish that if you take heed to what I am saying that you could delve into researching such phenomena of the universe and our planet… educate yourself and stand up for human rights to be free, live, and create…… I feel the world is at a make or break point and it is time for human beings to do what is right and mature in mass consciousness… Ignorance is not bliss when it comes to the time that we are no longer free because we wanted to be comfortable and lazy in the mean while…. We need to evolve and revolutionize the world around us! It is all in the mind set and the limitations that we place on our beliefs……

You probably ask yourself…. Was this guy hallucinating? No, I was not… I and my friends were sober and all saw the exact same thing from different angles of perspective… therefore, I am quite confident that it was not a reflection of some sort or a ‘weather balloon’ or ‘swamp gas’ creating an illusion at such a close and then far proximity. I expect people to be skeptical, but not irrationally so…. For those of you that know me, I believe myself to be a well respected and trustworthy individual. I speak truth and have no time for misleading information… What we witnessed that day lines up precisely with the stories of what many people explain as seeing in the area of crop circles. These beings that create them are called “Circlemakers.” There are also beings that are called “The Watchers,” possible the same beings, who have supposedly guided humanity through time. A reference to these beings can be traced back to the Egyptian gods, the Neteru (literally translated as the Shining Ones). They were behind the construction of many of our sacred sites such as Stonehenge and Silbury Hill. There is so~~~ much more to cover here; however, please look to my shares and video postings through facebook, xanga, &/or myspace for more information~~~~

There are some theories of what I believe it could have been that came here…. Is it possible that this energy was something with Earthly origin, or was it from the stars? Is this white light a manifestation of spirit? Possibly a being of the Earth that transcended upon our notion of what ‘death’ is…? Was it an alien probe of some sort? Could this be an astral projection of a being from another planet? Where do these pure consciousness forms come from…?… It still remains a mystery to the scientist dedicated to the study of crop circles and related phenomena. Maybe you could say I saw an ‘angel,’ though that term is open to a number of interpretations…

This spiritual experience has forever changed me. This writing all took some time to conjure for it is still revolutionizing my heart, mind, and soul. I believed in such things before by the amount of study I’ve done in these areas; but this was at my doorstep, and it is really at your doorstep and the threshold to the future. Truth is knocking at your door and it’s your choice to open it. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize… that we are beings of infinite ~~ potential~~~~~!

In summation…. I feel that this being was not in my yard by mistake or chance… I believe if one were to call anything a coincidence, you would likely have to call it a coincidence that you were even born or reading this at this moment…. I feel this phenomena has some of the most profound implications for our time…… It’s really not so much as to what this encounter means to me as, “what does it mean to you…?”

 peace~ love~ light~ truth~ & dreams of empathy ~*~*~*

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“Truth is knocking at your door and it’s your choice to open it. I feel inspired tremendously and hope that this detailed account sparks a fire in you somewhere to truly live life to the fullest and realize… that we are beings of infinite potential~!”

I completely agree with this any many of your other viewpoints…I stumbled onto your facebook and found this.

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:48:05 -05:00 but i feel that you feel what i feel
and know what i think
and know what i am feeling and thinking
possibly regardless of what i am typing…..
that my consciousness is flowing through the air to you…..

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:48:01 -05:00 i come in the name of peace, love, truth, light, and dreams of empathy……

please make contact with me again……
i would love for it to be soon in my time perception……

i feel peace from you and want to have communion……

know that i love you*

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first hand contact with something otherworldly…. dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:51:08 -05:00 ~

it was seemingly an average day around the cabin and I along with two friends were on the front porch in front of my room having conversation…. the air was clean, the breeze somewhat chilling, but pleasant, and the sky a majestic crystal blue……


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it moves slowly down behind the tree and I see it go down through the leaves…. My friend Daniel moves over more and more to the right viewing it as he can and it goes from his sight…. Completely amazing us all…. They go inside and I stay out on the front porch watching… about 10 minutes later more; the same spot that it dipped down behind the tree, it emerges again…. It ‘looks at me’ for about 5 seconds I suppose and then goes back in the opposite direction that is had just shown itself and goes out of view again…. This reconfirmed what I had saw before in so many manners….. I know that it was not an illusion or a mistake for perceiving something else that was there, but it was something at good chance “otherworldly”…. A higher consciousness of some kind was governing this entity, this unite, this being…… I know this was no military craft we could explain with our modern technology…. It was in front of us and then seemingly instantly thousands of feet away…. The two people that were right beside me saw the exact same thing…. They couldn’t quite explain what they saw, but I had a good idea of what it may be, having studied UFOs, extraterrestrials, crop circles, and related technologies…… I haven’t looked into these areas in a little while… they are from my past research… though, I have been beckoned and am going to jump back into the discovery of what these beings could be….. the reason I hesitate in disclosing what I saw is because this ball of light seemed for lack of words “shy”…. When I called attention to it, it liked zoomed out far away from us, and when I noticed it coming up over the trees again, it only had shown itself for short moments and then disappeared again… however this time it seemed to be a little different in the far distance, I wish I had been able to telescope to that point, but it appeared to be 2 balls of light this time, not just one, it was more elongated as it came out… like two entities beside each other…. I can only wonder if it possibly went and got a friend or being of like consciousness and came back to observe briefly, because that is what the consciousness was doing in the first place I believe…..

goin back to the beginning, it started with the three of us talking about the government, … I mentioned how I didn’t like the city and how the government surveillance so many things and people….. and then it brought to me to thinking about extraterrestrials observing us…. And at then…. I had this strong feeling that I was being observed and I looked directly up to where it was hovering in the sky…. So close….. communicating to me…. And it was so beautiful that I could not contain myself to behold this experience alone… so I made its presence aware to those near me……

getting back to why I hesitate at disclosing my experience to the mass public is that I feel it may want to have more communication with me before I make its presence known… observing the nature of its curious yet cautious observation of me and my friends… though… maybe it was just showing me everything I needed to see to know that it was an extraordinary phenomenon… I did see this and am sure of what I saw …… as it being unlike anything else we could normally explain on this planet….. I am forever changed and hope to have more experiences with these phenomenons, maybe one day I could go up on a ship with these beings and be shown the universe and all of time….. and come back to earth and continue affecting people daily, but with having such a greater understanding of the universe, even though some of these things are at good chance incomprehensible and even mysterious to these advanced civilizations that have been around for millions of years……

thank you for taking the time to read this…. I find it very coincidental that I was able to perceive this presence of energy…. although, no things are coincidence, because if you were to call anything a coincidence, it would be a coincidence that you were born! I typed this message to you but also to myself as a record and basis for what happened today…. I hope you have been inspired as I have…. See you on another dimension…. Dreams of peace, love, and light to you……… Shalom

p.s. im gonna write about this publicly soon…..

but i just wanted to tell you because the being was… u know…..

kind of peeking at me…. ; )

(i had this contact yesterdat…. March 4th around 4pm….. 16:00)
bright day with clear blue skys behind the object
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at 3:23amit is the slightest gesture to someone that you are thinking of them and curious in some senses…. they hope you will either return the poke, write them a message or wall post, take a look at their profile, or just think of them for the moment because they are thinking of you…. i think its all good and well these pokes…. reminds me of childhood; i think alot of people to often forget their childhood and where they came from… that there was a life before the present day of responsibilities….. i miss those days of being ‘care-free’ and playing in the sun…. still, i remember them and am thankful for the opportunities throughout life i have been given…. so….. i hope this has entertained your question….. i like to respond and comment on peoples ideas when i can…. hmmmm… how tempting it is to poke you!

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there seems to be much symbology in this film as there is symbology in everything…… the horses were surrounded by the rising waters, panicked in the chaos of clear and present danger that was somewhat overwhelming… this rising water symbolizing anything in life that puts pressure on us… whether we bring it on ourself or it be the cares of the world pressing in on us…. it reminds me also of a flock of sheep…. this horses were there kind of stranded…. though all they needed was for one, for something to show the way…. something that was a beckon of light of good fortune and positive energy bringing them to a common place of comfort and safety in their rights of survival…… they each had the power all along to cross to a new plane… though it took a leader… and that and those leaders had shown them the path… all the horses had to do was follow… i feel it is the same with our current state in the world and many other smaller circumstances…. but… the people want to come to a common ground of existence where they can be in peace… and i feel there just needs to be some few people that will take the stance and rise against the odds and press on in the name of truth, beauty, freedom, and justice~~~~

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Rescue two hundred horses, (1st and old version) – Google Videohttp://video.google.nl/videopl…PLEASE WATCH THE SECOND (and better..) VERSION OF THIS RESCUE AT GOOGLE-VIDEO ALSO…..I can’t overwrite this version unfortunately…. A…. 6 min 38 sec..]]>
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02/28.07  ~ wednesday ~ i saw a honey bee in the clover…. reminds me of home where the hives produced good yeld and fine comb…..

03/01.07 ~ thursday ~ bike ride around ruston with the motion of the cool curious air

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majestic sky~ dreamSquirrel Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:08:39 -05:00 oh, how beautiful and majestic it is
to lay under the heavens and watch
the sky’s layers morph and entwine
as I feel the motion of the Earth
turning beneath me….

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sharing & the facebook toolbar~ dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Feb 2007 04:20:00 -05:00 ~i want to share with you how to share anything you come across on the internet.

the facebook toolbar is a plugin to the the web browser mozilla firefox that allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new more unified way…
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

the toolbar has many abilities; amoung them is the share button that you encounter on numerous things you see in facebook. this function is built into the toolbar, and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

there is also another means you can use by not installing the toolbar but by importing a link into ur bookmarks…
http://facebook.com/share_options.php

more info & help here….
http://latech.facebook.com/share_help.php

i love sharing with others my experiences and hope you experiment with it in opening up a new world of communication
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how to share on facebook dreamSquirrel Sat, 24 Feb 2007 18:38:23 -05:00 i want to share with you all how to share anything you come across on the internet.

i use mozilla firefox as my internet browser….. it has so many pluses compared to many other web browsers
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

the facebook toolbar allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new way…
the share button that you see on many things you encounter in facebook is built into the toolbar and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

i love sharing with others and hope you experiment with it in opening up a whole new world of communication
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the facebook toolbar~ dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:34:00 -05:00
the facebook toolbar is a plugin to the the web browser mozilla firefox that allows you to connect with your friends in a whole new more unified way…
http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/
the toolbar has many functions; amoung them is the share button that you see on numerous things you encounter in facebook is built into the toolbar, and you just press it to share whatever page or web content you are viewing….
http://developers.facebook.com/toolbar/

i love sharing with others my experiences and hope you experiment with it in opening up a new world of communication*

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self destuctive man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCawcPs7U9U

existentialism
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82EV4KBIsNk

WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW

DREAMS
GUY GOIN OFF INTENSELY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCjVc5XCQwY
BEAUTIFUL GIRL TALKING ABOUT BEING ANTS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuIol90WQjM&mode=related&search=

K-pax
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzQmgL2dd5s&mode=related&search=

new world lies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbggdvc6Tms

your personal prison of perceptions
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHvMrf7_f80&mode=related&search=

the disclosure project
CNN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28jZQxH-Cf0
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im seeing tracers….. the sun fades…. oh how i will miss it…. friends… in the other room… watching radiohead music video performances…. wondering what it all means….. who has the time to filter through all these thoughts of mine when i barely seem to ….. crescendoing… feelings of exubrance and liberation…. oh how i love music….. hmm and the huge question of how should i play out the rest of my time at tech…. i feel drawn in other direction…… like i dont want to wait on my graduation… i have this feeling of being able to go out into the world and create… to live and recreate……. i want to connect with more people……

i love chess….. i love how it is so symbolic of life…. a day in the life of a chess board… a eternity in the game of chess really….. i wonder if there is actually a mathematical ratio of what all games can be played… like a limit to it….man my hands are cold….. ah….. would the sun stay and have favor with me…. the nucleus of our soular system….. how cosmicly i think now… taking the time to do this…. many things i need to complete

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:18:00 -05:00 ~~ know that i love you…. peace and positive vibes~
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:45:12 -05:00 enough with valentines day and the rest… i never really understood these certain days “we set aside in recognition of these emotions and feelings of thanks like other holidays…. if all these people could feel that way instant to instant, gesture to gesture… year round….. we may come close to a utopian society….. you know that song on the Donnie Darko soundtack.. “Madworld” by Gary Jules….. he says… ‘children waiting till the day they feel good, happy birthday, happy birthday’ i feel everyday of the year moment to moment we should feel the exuberance of life… not wait till special days and such for recognition of thankful values….. i really think its basically the fascist money hungry capitalistic bastards that implement these holidays to stimulate their bank accounts!! i will not give into the system and these modes of control….. what is this that i am trying to communicate?
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~..look closer..~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:23:05 -05:00 i love the buildup of things. i love how crazily everything in life works together….. everything and how it plays its role in existing…..

i love that i have many good friends that truly love me…. i am ultimately greatful for them and the realization that they would do most anything for me in good perspective.

i love waking up earli before this side of the world starts their day…… the peace vibe that flows around is uncanny and there are some things that cannot be replaced ever and they in my mind are considered perfect…..

i usually wonder about the idea that i could die any moment, and i consider what kind of message and legacy i will leave behind…… are these words stated enough for the justice of my being to cease….. ? i oft feel they are not but rather still they have significant meaning behind them and an essence of what i plan to do in this bitter sweet symphony of life……. i feel that when i have published my first album i will feel more complete….. though …. still i will long to express myself in many other forms……

i wish to write in great amounts….. publish these thoughts by poetry…. novelty….. playwright….. absurdity…. theatrically….. visually…. artistically…… musically……………
yet, on a day to do basis; constantly in the things that i do…… it’s not what say that defines me as a person but what i do that represents my true nature~

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:51:57 -05:00 i find it amazing how we can go through time and have a constant collective of picking up what we are experiencing here and there and putting that into our minds eye of memory for rationalization and artz…. we can go for a while without putting down words or other creative abilities in concrete manners… however, there come a moment and at an affirmation of an instant all of this seems to boil and swell, bursting forth from your inner self ~~~ the creative spirit has built up and can no longer be suppressed….. the desire to express yourself in this existence must come out or one may implode!…..

therefore, i do expose myself and lay my cards out for others to view; only in hopes and aspirations that these thoughts and ideas have any measure of effect upon the people they come in contact with….. i am a soul that strives for positive change in the world, a mass consciousness revolution…… yet, many times i wonder~~ is the effort worth it all….. is the selfishness and hate of this planet too deep seeded that its consequences are inevitable??

i look around and see for the most part that people are generally good caring souls that want peace and a happy life. but i also wonder, that individual that you consider good natured…. when given power, would they use it for good or would greed and corruption take over…. our nation is far from what it once was…. i search for the constitution in it’s original state but found its fragrance blowing in the wind tarnished with a sinch from when it was burned the day the patriot act was put into practice.

i find that people do not really seek for the truth in matters as long as they conditioned otherwise… as long as the media industy keeps pushing the envelope with enertainment people don’t take the time or care about what really matters…. they do not consider the nature of what their personal freedoms are and are allowing those freedoms at a steady fast pace slip away from them…. in general, no longer do people realize that they are genuine spirits indowed with infinite possibilty…. but they accept the comfort and security of the few rights they have left….. people are fearful, lazy, and selfish….. and these curses have damned too many generations….. when will this ignorant human race rise from these things that are like viruses unto our souls…..? how long are we goin to stay sheep and be led around blindly?

i am optimistic that a revolution is coming… and SOON i hope it to come…. for if there is not all is vain and we will reach a a point of no return…… fuck all of these Politics!!!! is it that every being in the universe knows right from wrong, yet somehow this planet limits its senses and have been conditioned to not see the light in life?

possibly you read this and see me as a fool for now… though maybe one day when i am almost forgotten…. the words of my spirit will be resurrected and respected as profetic. or you can take this awareness and comminicate it with others and not wait for things to happen but become an active part in spawning the revolution……

as before stated…. one may ask why even put the energy into such things…. the world is on a path and it is inevitable… ‘we will all be microchipped’ / “illegal taxes are goin to stay the same” / “people will give up their rights” / “they will conform to the corporate slave monster” / “they will marry their televison and love it for the continuous conditioning of their heart it throws them” (average kid sees 40,000 comercials a year) THESE commercials and enertainment condition us constantly to an acceptance of what the social norm is… and at this they no longer need direct control over us for we become sheep and the people police each other in the belief of this social standard that says what is right and wrong, reality vs. fantasy, ……. and god bless our lack of an education system… that is not a true education the way we were brought through adolescents…. our teachers primarily repeaters of information written… not much interpretation and philosophy on the matters in louisana schools…. i really just feel that our education system is flawed and doesnt teach people how to think for theirself anylonger… they are seemingly giving students ‘absolute truths’ of the world, forcefeeding it down, while nothing really human required of us inspirationally… not much room for growth and exhilleration in these social learning systems we have been forced into as children….

i am thankful for my education… though… it hasnt really been a liberal education until lately these years in college… most of what ive learned coming from the interaction of those people in college; not the class’ learning specifically….. we all have free information… you are on the internet right now… the universe of information at your finger tips….. we all have the power to educate ourself… at times i feel college over-rated… however, i do not regret any of my experiences….. i love college, i love the opportunities that i have been given throughout life; though… idealy, for future generations, what opportunities could we all have without these limitations of social expected modes of thinking…..

also, something i really want to touch upon and stress strongly… is that speaking of Idealisms….. i often speak these profectic things of positive, peaceful, benevolent, utopian ways of living… though, remember they are idealisms…. ideas and idealisms….. the ideal compared to the imperfect…. though, they are ideals that even though i speak and strive to live by are some times beyond me….. i put them down… making them more concrete in my state of being and finding out how others react to them… these statements being as something that i feel strongly and something that i stated and by word live by….. these abstracts become ingraved in our being and allow us to evolve
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it would be kool to show the other side of the 1 dollar bill… there is an owl, symbolizing their brotherhood, being the all knowing, wise, illuminated ones…. it’s located at the top right one on the top left of the outside border of the “1” (very small) get a magnifying glass….. also… um…. George Washington was a free mason and have you know the federal reserve system is not federal at all…. it is privately owned and regulated…. also… the federal income tax is unconstitutional… there is no law for it and it is due refundable to all American citizens….., check out “America: Freedom to Fascism” by Aaron Russo

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:32:07 -05:00 if you ever want to break a social norm~  just be yourself…
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:30:43 -05:00 many people downplay global warming as not a true and prevelant issue, though all the major scientist around the world agree this is a real issue. It is affecting us now and will effect with even exponentially greater consequences every human being and life form on this planet. The future for all the generations following us is in jeopardy! Not only is it our children at stake, but what is happening now with our weather patterns and climate is drastic in comparison to all weather throughout history. The past 14 years have held the hottest 10 years ever recorded~

it’s something that is at the front door step of every American and resident of this world… never have i seen green grass and clover growing in my front yard in the middle of January! I do not recall goin so many days wearing flip flops><>< Weather patterns are being distributed in extremes all across the globe. Many places with extreme drought, and right next door floods! Warm sunny skies close by and at someone’s home town several feet of snow in a week totaling what they expect all winter. I’m truly concerned about what is goin on in our world and the selfish clusters of people in the world that care not about our environment but how big their bank account is and the power they gain from this…. “get up stand up, stand up for your right!”
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what is it to lay one’s cards on the table in view of all to see one’s total expression in existence…. an instantaneous fulfillment of the moment through the penetration and vibration of these sounds into thine ear… full of emotion and what makes up the other’s being and soul…. to lay one’s cards down on the ground, to throw the cards into the air that reflect and absorb into another’s consciousness for how they interpret what is being communicated through these vibrations…. what does it mean to the artist, what does it mean to the observer? how do they connect in this fine yet broad spectrum of equilibrium in understanding, altruism, and empathic sinuation! will they meet in the space between the confrontation of their souls?
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Judson is realizing the significance & meaning in this new year and he wishes the best for all & sends his love to all… take care in these times & dream well friends~~~.
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goodnight….
take care
fare well
dreams of empathy
mitochondria
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is it possible that i am to optimistic and an unfathomable dreamer….. ? what will time prove?!
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perspicacity

im about drained on writing for the moment

i really hope it made sense

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http://www.climatecrisis.net/trailer/
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Rose9375739 (2:13:18 PM): hey there
dreamSquirrel (2:13:26 PM): hey deh yo
Rose9375739 (2:13:46 PM):  what r you up to
dreamSquirrel (2:13:56 PM): just watched
dreamSquirrel (2:14:02 PM): AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH
Rose9375739 (2:14:10 PM):  cool
dreamSquirrel (2:15:43 PM): yeah man
dreamSquirrel (2:15:50 PM): there needs to be a revolution
Rose9375739 (2:16:16 PM):  of what??
dreamSquirrel (2:17:32 PM): mass consciousness
dreamSquirrel (2:18:52 PM): and growing up and recognizing the president issues that faces our species as a whole organism… not separated by race or political views or nationality
dreamSquirrel (2:19:07 PM): or we will surely parish
dreamSquirrel (2:19:26 PM): its surely a make or break point in our evolution
Rose9375739 (2:19:59 PM):  what brought this on??
dreamSquirrel (2:20:15 PM): oh
dreamSquirrel (2:20:21 PM): ive been studying for 2 years now
dreamSquirrel (2:20:25 PM): conspiracy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:30 PM): economy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:34 PM): environment
dreamSquirrel (2:20:40 PM): extra terrestrials
dreamSquirrel (2:20:44 PM): free energy
dreamSquirrel (2:20:48 PM): psychology
dreamSquirrel (2:20:50 PM): history
dreamSquirrel (2:20:53 PM): physics
dreamSquirrel (2:21:09 PM): drugs
dreamSquirrel (2:21:11 PM): astronomy
dreamSquirrel (2:21:14 PM): anatomy
Rose9375739 (2:21:16 PM):  lol
dreamSquirrel (2:21:23 PM): religion!
dreamSquirrel (2:21:33 PM): bbc documentaries
dreamSquirrel (2:21:37 PM): discovery channel
dreamSquirrel (2:21:41 PM): modern marvels
dreamSquirrel (2:21:47 PM): national geopgraphic
dreamSquirrel (2:21:56 PM): pbs
dreamSquirrel (2:22:00 PM): NOVA
Rose9375739 (2:22:02 PM):   we think you think too much
dreamSquirrel (2:22:06 PM): and indie films
dreamSquirrel (2:22:10 PM): fuck that
dreamSquirrel (2:22:25 PM): guess i have to make up for people that dont think enough
dreamSquirrel (2:22:29 PM): but really
Rose9375739 (2:22:50 PM):  thats right …save the world
dreamSquirrel (2:23:15 PM): if other benevolent beings looked at me… they would see a clean good hearted energy, but know i have so much more to learn before i could even understand some of the cosmics of our universe
dreamSquirrel (2:23:31 PM): this goes along with further stages in evolution
dreamSquirrel (2:23:39 PM): we are still too self centered
dreamSquirrel (2:23:58 PM): money has galged our eyes out
dreamSquirrel (2:24:21 PM): and we see nothing of truth as a whole
Rose9375739 (2:24:52 PM):  ok well we’re going to lunch
dreamSquirrel (2:26:12 PM): there are so many geniuses compared to throughout history
dreamSquirrel (2:26:19 PM): knowledge is growing exponentially
dreamSquirrel (2:26:36 PM): and when we get beyond the supression of govt and politics
dreamSquirrel (2:26:53 PM): we will have a major change in existence and the perception of it
Rose9375739 (2:27:07 PM):  interesting…
Rose9375739 (2:27:09 PM):  gotta go
Rose9375739 (2:27:11 PM):  see ya
dreamSquirrel (2:27:18 PM): peace

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dreamSquirrel Sat, 16 Dec 2006 22:45:08 -05:00 u know what song gets under my skin…. i was in Super 1 earlier and heard this playing….. “it’s the most wonderful time of the year”….. how the fuck can he say this….. what makes it the most wonderful time of the year? do people really have to wait till certain times of the year to feel good…. a special holiday…. a special birthday? to actually realize your existence in the world and place yourself in priority above things for specific dates…. can we not feel good all of the year…

that shit upsets me….. alot…. and, why don’t most of these stores and markets play the radio the rest of the time of the year throughout america…… they wait until the holiday season to play music becuase the general public likes that kind of music “this time of year” and then it’s gone as soon as the new year has passed…. it’s a bunch of bullshit….. what really upsets me is that Thanksgiving is hardly appreciated and given the respect it deserves. people soon are caught up in the huggest shopping day of the year… the day after thanksgiving, Black Friday…. bringing all the capitalistic gain and deceipt, binding people in debt for a time that should be truly thought of well and enjoyed….. what are we truly thankful for though in what this holiday represents? our slaughter of the native indians and taking of their land in exchange for the technology offered in agriculture?! and again… why do we need this day to all get together and be thankful for what we have….. don’t get me wrong please…. i love Thanksgiving… my favorite holiday; because of the family getting together…… but, can we not be thankful all year round!? can people not be as kind, generous, and giving all of the year? has AMERICA become so selfish and to ambitious?

maybe the holiday season is set up as a time to cheer people up for the long “seasonal depressive disorders” that people get from these dreary months of cold and dark weather. though does this create a false sense of cheer?

also, i think Christmas is a joke! even if you believe in this day representing Christ’s birth….. it does him no justice in the broad scheme of the holiday; i find the holiday taking vain paths…. people are misguided and dont seem to give a shit.

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AS far as Super-One playing Christmas music, I think it ties into the constant deluge of “Christmas = buy stuff” more than a message that you’re supposed to be happier this time of the year. Businesses want you to buy things, whether that makes you happy is your own problem. That said, I think that for many Americans the holidays are happier time, because they get a socially and employer-approved break from their overworked careers to spend time with their families.

You’re right that the way our society celebrates Christmas no longer has any connection to a memory of the sacrifice of God incarnate. However, any culture is going to have its festivals, and with consumerism being what it is, I think a gift-giving celebration has a place. That they push so strongly for you to buy unnecessary status goods that you can’t afford is a bit perverse, sure, but that’s just a symptom of a larger problem.

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Think For Yourself Question Authority

these are some kool sites to check out really quick…. please give an open mind to them if you can find the time…. they are very interesting issues that the mass public needs to be aware of……………

http://www.tfyqa.com/images/pentagon.swf

http://jahtruth.net/

http://supportthetruth.com/

http://www.tfyqa.com/index.php

http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm
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ur still living aren’t you?

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a lady told me i could come in around 1:30 or 2 and speak with one after they got back from lunch….

so i went up to the courthouse and when i first went in there were soo many people packed in that place…. i figured i wouldnt be able to get anything done with that many people around…. so i went out to my car and came back in about 10 minutes where i came in from the back intrance of the building… too many prestigious folk hanging around the font… having court that day……

so i went in and said….. hi…. i was told that if i came in i could speak with a D.A. about this citation.

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it’s goin to be qwuite a winter

full of music and life and realities, and situations, and circumstances that arise giving the fullness and continuance of life echoing on from this distant land that we think is so far yet is so so close to the heart.

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it seems that it’s always the same time…. 2:45…… or
it seems that people are more able to go into alternate realms of existence….

it seems that thoughts are made of dreams, dreams are made of consciousness

it seems that things are rarely as they seem, and people seem not to imagine it
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<![CDATA[ by Laura Ulrich (notes) 12:08am Today I’m in one of those moods again. The extreme impatience. The extreme drive. I don’t want to eat, sleep, or even think. I just want to do. I’m tired of waiting, of being passive. I’m ready to kick things off, get things started. I want to start a revolution, I want to start a fire and watch it burn, I want to dance until I can’t move a muscle in my body, I want to sing until I have no voice left, I want to cry and laugh and scream and talk until I have no emotion left in me. I want to bungee jump, to fly, to skydive, to run, to ride, to swim, to play. I’m wanting something intense, extreme, adventurous, dangerous. I want risk, passion, hatred, love, joy, sorrow, ecstasy. And it’s all there, I just need to find it.

I hate these moods of mine. Then again, they’re what make me take leaps and really advance something… but I’m never satisfied. I can’t find the relief of doing something. I don’t feel the joy of accomplishment. It’s never enough. It’s never good enough. I love life. I love myself. I love who I am. I have a true lust for life and every miniscule detail of it. But I’m never satisfied with it: what I do, what I get. I never feel that sense of accomplishment at my best work, because it never seems like my best, because I know even my best can be so much more.. When will it be enough, if ever? Will I ever feel like I’ve reached my goal? I want something, and I’ve decided to go after it with my all, but when I have it – will I be happy? Will I feel like I really did something? I will continue to push myself to the limits, to go beyond them. I will continue to give everything I have. I will continue to go after what I strive to have. But will it ever be enough? In the end, will I ever feel like I truly did something, that I truly got what I deserved or what I needed or what I wanted? What would you do?

I’m in a reckless and restless mood. Now how to remedy it…?





i feel that you have already accomplished an impressive deal of things… though… you are in a training ground right now and have to push through this immediate of unsatisfying study for the accumulation of knowledge allowing you to perform your best when that time comes….. i know u will compose great things…. i am in the same boat….. so ready to break free and do the do, but i am goin to stick with college for a little while longer knowing i’ll be glad for the latter…. it many times seems we are always waiting for the next thing to happen…. though the next thing is each moment to moment full of all emotion possible….. one day…. sooner than we know…. we will realize and say to ourself… this is that moment though that ive been working for…. all my work has crescendoed to this point… its finally here… and then we may fly~~~~

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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:13:32 -05:00 it comes to a point in the quarter where what we have worked for is about to pay off… just some finals left… thank god……. i need to do a lot of stuff over the weekend… actually i should start working on it right now….. alright…. lets see priority.:

1) Practice sax final
2) do homework scores
3) practice theory singing, playing, rhythym
4) do astronomy paper
5) study for astronomy final
6) practice written theory final stuff
7) play piano final
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sometimes i feel like people know that i know they are a fake…. maybe im just the fake around here right…. i wonder if he’s goin to give me an upgrade in scholarship…. he really needs to or ill loose respect for him…..
he also got into tlking about the price of the pants…. we get back $40 for them in our scholarship… yay… wow he gave us 40 bucks… though… if u multiply that by 200 students… that $8,000…. he said we were $20,000 over budget on scholarships… how is this possible to give this to us in that case… where the fuck did that money come from……

hahah… another great thing was… Gretchen busted out some fucking ramen type noodles in class while he was talking and started munching down…. hahahah…. he looked at her for a while… but too many students must of started to notice her and he asked here what she was doin? i thought that shit was hilarious and awesome… seems i told her that in my dreams last night being i was not able to tell her after practice……
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somehow i was calling the thief of the cabin my step dad… though he was lil’ Josh’s real dad…..
somehow he found out about the cabin… was able to make a deal with Abe to cancel our lease agreement and allow him to move in for like $80,000. i knew that shit wasnt legal but it was happening right there in front of me…. his dad said all of our stuff was upstairs… i was furious , upset, screwed for college, for the direct in life, where to practice jamming? i went in to a bed room… where the house was remodeled a lil bit in framing and saw a pic of connie or josh and thats how i knew who it was … wierd….

though… i remember opening my eyes for a split second in the midst of this and seeing the ceiling of my room, finally realizing it was a dream… this set me at ease so much… ah, how stressed out i was… though the experience of opening my eyes to just see this beautiful full logs there above me was so pleasing… ah… i was at rest not in the middle of a reality delimia…..

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sick bastards!…. they say what is a $1000 compared to eternity…. U need to release something…. release that money and get a blessing…. FUCK YOU PEOPLE….. i can’t believe u actually believe yourself!


what are u goin to do with all that money…. telling peopple to go into debt!…. give more than they have in their pocket for a blessing?!

watching TBN : (

u make me sick

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Every man dies, not every man really lives.

Your Dreams are your Destiny……

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i wish i had a hard drive assessment utility…. a diagnostic tool……

welll i woke up just earlier and thought i was about to go to class….. it seemed as if i had been sleeping forever…. from 14:00-19:00. and i thought it was the morning instead….. i ask daniel …. dude, you goin to work like that? nah dude…. what u talking about… he started trippin on me….. i thought it was thursday already and i was fucked for my research paper.

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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:58:12 -05:00 PINK FLOYD LYRICS

“Breathe”

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don’t be afraid to care
Leave but don’t leave me
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, run rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don’t sit down it’s time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.

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RADIOHEAD LYRICS



“Knives Out”


I want you to know

He’s not coming back

Look into my eyes

I’m not coming back



So knives out

Catch the mouse

Don’t look down

Shove it in your mouth



If you’d been a dog

They would’ve drowned you at birth



Look into my eyes

It’s the only way you’ll know I’m telling the truth



So knives out

Cook him up

Squash his head

Put him in the pot



I want you to know

He’s not coming back

He’s bloated and frozen

Still there’s no point in letting it go to waste



So knives out

Catch the mouse

Squash his head

Put him in the pot

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dreamSquirrel Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:05:45 -04:00 i feel good about life… i feel that i am getting my shit more lined up and prioritized….. that is it thaough….. i keep saying that i am not getting a degree, so it is hard to study much being this case… though i know i am here for the knowledge and that is what i am gaining…. being forced to study alot in shorts amounts of time for good grades….

i get a hard drive in in a couple days… that will be awesome… 400 more GB to have films on…. and i need to call musicians friend about nto sending the reed…..

sleeep beckons me…. ah… i will rest welll knowing my homework is complete….. up bright and early for a shower and class… listening to chill musick!

oh, of course….. dude, mad fatttt shroooomage….. we found like 100g today…. or more… i dont know…. it is awesome though… had to run from a hunter also…. that was fun

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dreamSquirrel Sun, 29 Oct 2006 14:17:34 -04:00 thoughts meander like waves of whistling sounds carried by a breeze
in the distance are the words being pulled to the mind for the expression of feeling and emotion

oh, how to explain and properly become empathetically altruistic with these epiphanies and perceptions of life?

how does one truly convey his full understanding and sense of feeling to another…. can it be complete, or must we always meet in the middle?

our galaxy, the Milky Way, home for billions of stars

a photo of the near visibile universe… each ball of light a galaxy….

the question of are we alone is assuredly so, we are not

for the health of humanity and your everyday life…. please, start thinking differently
the universe is so beautiful and majestic, it is senseless to be so caught up in ‘our problems’ and responsibilites that we can’t step back and take a look at infinity. don’t stress yourself out over circumstances; quit being so selfish; be genuine; talk about something intelligent for a change and quit bullshiting so much…. how far does this get us? it’s good enough for some laughs and to keep us from thinking of ‘the things that matter’. but is this how someone wants to go through life? life is short, but sweet for certain. live everyday to the fullest, with no regrets. take the viewpoint and advise of others, though use it to formulate your own beliefs collectively…. our greatest gift is the power of free will and the comprehension of it~~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 26 Oct 2006 13:56:12 -04:00 i dream of fairies and have fantasies that i wish to stay fantasies….
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:19:34 -05:00 10/11/06   09:30 

He whistles a song
   feeling something new
     however, sometimes…
he’s not sure what to dooo~
It’s you , who I thought I knew

In spite, it’s sometimes hard to write
just what I feel into Words~
    I feel a little absurd that these
wordsare not inurt ~ they may
cause hurt; even a unseccessful
flirt can bring a person to the level
  of dirt. I know this shit makes
 no sense, however lach of sense may
be bliss; take a hit, hit a miss, miss
 a kiss, kiss a fake, fake a smile,
   smile a while, while you feel the
      falsity falsify your being, being a
   care free concern as a productive society
  Member. Remember you past, your
 Childhood, where you came from; yet
Fear not to deviate from you early
 upbringing of beliefs, acknowledge &
   respect the learning of experience you
    have had as an accumulation for the
  choice of statue in belief that you have
     for your existence in this life & of this
    world. Let us step outside the norm of
  social standards & belief structures to formulate
our own spirituality and share these
    things with one another in truth for an
       actualized journey through life, not robbing
 ourselves of free will and being real.
   Not conforming to the acceptance of stupidity
and ignorance for guidance of how we live
and move. Thinking for youself people and
  forming you own opinion. Interpret a
    unique meaning of life; or maybe that
   there doesn’t neccessarily have to be a
 meaning or point to life. Are theree absolute
truths? Is the truth that there is no
   truth? Possibly the point of existence is
  to exist, being the opposite or nothingness;
           for there is infinance and to place the
      thought of nothing existing is impossible for
  there has to be something for there to be nothing.
Possibly all of existence and creation is a thought
   a dream that never starts, stops, begins, or ends.
      The measure of great or small, significant or
   insignificant. Perhaps the meaning of living
      is to be alive, not to question it, but to accept
  the beauty and pain of what we are given.
Are we foolish to question such things such
     things? I say, nay; for that wonderance and
    search for knowing is part of our expression
   of individuality and recognition of higher
  consciousness. I believe we are to respect
     and appreciate life, and cherish from moment to
moment the shear magnitude of
          magnificance in the mystery
                    around us~~~

                                                       12:08

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