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tonight was the first night i chilled in the ER, since the new U shape layout with moms new couch that we possessed from the recent move this past weekend…. finally she is out of that bullshit house of Tony’s ///// / i think luigi is missing!
daniel has been chilling… he passed his home piss test and we need to work alot on our music…. gots to practice before we perform~
yesterday was the first day danus and i went to the supermarket to check out grocies and i showed him how to bugget his money……. boiut a week ago i took him around town and showed him the strips where to pick up fast foods and such….
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u may notice, to quit worrrying about what others think of you because more times than most they are more self-conscious to even notice any of ur flaws……
i seem rather negative eh? yay and nay……. ilove life! i love breathing this air…… i just wish it be cleaner than it is …. the way nature intends it….. i just feels stripped of many rights…… such as clean air, being that we are constantly sprayed with all these chemicals….. which they say are for the misquitos….. UM, they are spraying pesticides all over our yard… dont you think may effect us somehow…… I wont get into chemtrails… which are like the black plague of contrails….. just google it……. anything…. check out google videos on it…….
WELL, Tech started school on the 7th of this month….. and already we are a week and a half past….. I am majoring in Music Education/Performance…… i finally decided on something i always knew to be true in my heart….. music is my passion and i am following it….. U cant go wrong with performing your passion as a way of living~~ whatever it may be……
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 18 Sep 2006 12:34:18 -04:00 all of life could be but a tear drop……
same as any and all things
all life could be but in the pulse of electricity goin from one transitor to another creating this language of ones and zeros ….. life could be but a dream…… another’s dream that dreams us and this world….. the universe…. the universe that never starts or stops…… people really upset me when they state fimly they dont believe in extra-terrestrials…. how fucking conceited we are as human race…. u might call me crazy to tell you they actually walk amoungst us…. “aliens” by nature are humanoid…… evolution takes on the most effecient form as dominant species being of our characteristics…… bi-pedal…. with extremities to perform complex yet intricate task…. our govt. has classified over 57 species since the count back in 1989…. knowledge increases somewhat exponentially…. so i am rather curious of how many races military intelligence is aware of now……
back in 2001 numerous military and govt. officials came forth with their testimonies and credintials on line speaking the truth about a subject that has been ridiculed for over 50 years…… here is the address of the National Press Club Conference that was held on may 9th, 2001…. they were pushing for open Congressional hearing…. yet, the bush administration has denied, or really moreso ignored the subject to date…… WHY? because free energy related technologies come along with this disclosure and why would the Billion $ Bush family who makes their dirty money off OIL want that…. they might be out of the biggest business around…… hmmm, btw is why the war started…… especially being that our govt. attacked our own buildings and citizens in an act of psychological warfare on sept. 11th….. SO we would give up our right….. “the Patriot ACT”…. yeah fucking right! http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:01:58 -05:00
it was amazing throw down…… plenty of women…. new faces… and band members that were quite impressed!
burning this film jason
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Everyone has their own philosophy
And everyone is right and everyone is wrong…
Though, is there such a thing as absolute truths?]]>
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though absolute truth is one united truth, one similar real truth.
the absolute truth is that the truth is within each of us, and though they are all different they are truths.
to each his own.
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 02 Sep 2006 01:25:23 -04:00 August 31,, 2006
today, the last day of august, i woke upo around 14:30 and called E.T. i was the only one home…..
jon had gone out to get mcdonalds and cam eback sooon
realy wierd waking up in this fortress all alone
et and ortis were busy drinking coke last night
probly again tonight…. ortis went to monroe for some reason and et is there
i hope those fuckers get there shit together before school hits
i knew i need to go to Lowes for a couple dimmers, and silicone, and clamps for my guitar that i broke when throwing on the bed…. it is clamped now with wood glue and i expect to be just fine…..
Sept. 2nd, 2006
so i got a couple cool dimmers finally installed after shorting out like 4… it is great to have the new fan in my roomm…. so classy… with 4 bulbs on a fancy dimmer….. the room is just bout all right
dont know how much more i could do with it…… im content… very please with alot of things in my life…. though, money is always an issue of something that is ‘needed’ to survive in this world….
Daniel is supposed to be showing up here in a few minutes… i recon to play soem music… thogh im pretty tired and we may not be able to hit it up until tomorrow afternoon…. have band practices starting at 7 really 8 in the morning……. had the first band rehearsal thing tonight with everyone…. that was kool
school is back in session!
yeah!
then we went to the intrumural center to play some sports as the night activity….. i hit some raquet ball and ping pong… it seems that most of the people in band are taking a better likeing to me now…. i mean… yeah we had time to get to know each other over the past year… though im talking with more of them… it seems that adam still has some kind of issue of un-exceptance with me…. like he doesnt acknowledge me…. or when i asked him to play raquet ball he wouldnt even anser me directly… he just kinda pointed at this guy walking by…. maybe im trippin….. i know that in this world i cant always be right…. and my views are not the absolute truth….. can there be absolute truths.!?
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:12:13 -05:00 ~
i’ve been feeling so inspired lately…. certain things have opened myself to new perceptions of existence…. a vision of eshalon, a flower, a bird…. and death is reocurring, new way of perceiving things…. opening your mind, expanding your consciousness is always good…..how do these words impact the world around me,,, though how does it impact myself…. like before… the greatest impact it has is on myself…. putting
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Aug 2006 13:37:35 -04:00 “The best
and most beautiful
things in the world cannot
be seen or even touched.
They must be felt
with the heart.”
-Helen Keller
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:15:41 -04:00 give me the chance and i bet i can send you to sleep with my guitar~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:29:39 -04:00 i love taking a really long warm shower and just toward the end, turning the water cool taking all that extra heat from my body and head…. i let the water run down my hair and suck the agua from the strands rehydrating what was steamed out of me…. back to equilibrium and out the shower refreshed in mind, body, and soul….
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:29:00 -04:00 “scatch a lie and find a theif”
“I’ll show ya how to do it the first time.
the second time i’ll helo ya..
though, the third time you got to do it on you own…”
-Ray’s mom
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:30:18 -04:00 I’ve been remodling my mom’;s house over in Monroe for a couple months now; it would be much easier building this house from scratch. Though there is something about the art of this make-over. where you truly appreciate the area that surrounds you when finished. likewise, my house in Ruston hasbeen a constant project this summer, or I may say, all year now, though moreso this usmmer. I’d say my summer job has been construction…. more over than my odd jobs…
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:30:37 -04:00 It really seems that when things go wrong, they all go wrong at once. “your whole world comes crashing down all around__________”
-an observation of others… not a personal crisis right now
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:31:09 -04:00 i think earthling people praise theirself too much as the dominate speacies of this planet… how would we measure up in the galaxy~~~ te universe?
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 10 Aug 2006 00:32:58 -04:00 Mad World by Gary Jules
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All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 08 Aug 2006 13:44:38 -04:00
—————– Bulletin Message —————–
From: <a href=’http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=38335677′>mexy</a>
Date: Aug 8, 2006 6:31 AM
Dear Mexy, (this should be interesting!)
I don’t really know___ you. You have a nice personality and bright energy___. You make me comfortable__. You
should always believe in yourself and never take ur life for granted_____. Someday I will get to kick it with you again and maybe get to know you better___. You + me = novelty____.
We should take the time to share like interest________. If I saw you now I’d give you that Unified Theroy cd_____. I would
build a mailbox_____ just for you. If I could sing you any song it
would be _Change by Blind Melon______. If I could I’d give you _a sombrero________. We
could _laugh&dream_____ under the stars.
Love,
_dreamSquirrel____________
(P.S. _i have a hair fettish 😉___.)
REPOST THIS “DEAR (YOUR NAME)” AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET… this lots of fun!! and you can really make someone’s day. Or you could just make them laugh. You can put more than one word in the blank]]> 2006-08-08 13:44:38 2006-08-08 17:44:38 open Private post 517135298
dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:14:46 -05:00 holly crappo
i just remembered my dream this morning..
i was looking at Mexy’s pic profile and saw her peace sign!
it was the shit
i was out in a field looking for mushrooms… and as a UFO came over there appeared huge shrooms in the distance…..
this saucer was so close and so evident it blew my mind!
oh shit… I WAS LUCID LAST NIGHT!!!!!
THIS is a separate dream though, i was at Daniel’s house and dove into the cartoon world… i knew anything was possible; i flew around a bit….
back to the saucer, UFO… it was white… pure white…. and sometimes went to grey almost then translucent with the cloaking devices!…. we were out in this huge open green pasture and then the space craft crashes after doing al these beautiful aereobatics…. i knew the military was on the way so i had to get out of there quik… and i hid inthe bushes until i could get to the house in Glibert… which was just a walk away….. i got there and tim was wondering why i was home and how i got there ]… i dont knwo if i really had a good explanation though i called elliott and tried working out when he could pick me up…….
over at daniel’s house things were amazing… i dont remember too many details now….. but it was amazing… i knew i was dreaming and told everyone else it was a dream sop they could do what they wanted to…. seems that i did most of the unlimited things…. and they were kind of observers… wierd the observer is… though… i see myself doin this stufff… i guess just like i see myself sitting in this chair right now typing all this goooo gah….. nah….
also,,, i recall being up the road at the near appartments off tech farm… where we dump trash alot… and i went down into the washroom… shower room,, change room for the pool… and they had sitting there 3 computers… each with nice flat panel monitors… iwanted to take one but they had security devices connected to them… actuallyy. im not sure if i ended up taking one or not
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Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You’re not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your “down time.”
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don’t mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed – making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You’ll try almost anything interesting, and you’re constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.]]>
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:32:50 -04:00
what is this need for communication
this thing essential to our being in the attempt to properly communicate our wishes, dreams, fears, hopes, sorrows, todays, and tomorrows, our emotion that can’t be kept at bay
drama between and amoung the people we know, love, hate, and find ourself close to brings change… major change that will echo on always, as does any action or sort…. but this drama amoungst friends really establishes who and who is not truly a friend… the one’s that will be waiving their hands to you as you drown.
i’ll be waiving my hand
watching you drown
watching you scream
quiet, alll loud
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these people came to my house, and i was at home on the farm… though in dreams things are always not what they seem or how we know them in waking life. so, they let me borrow a cd i was copying at the moment… and i wanted to give them music liek usual. so, they start to leave and i take lil josh’s bike and go after them… with the cds,, he follows… down the road east…. we pass the trailer and it is on fire…. i telll josh not to be such and idiot and go call the fire dept. and i keep riding on down to them… they get inside around the corner living at perry’s in a trailer…. and the fields there are on fire… they see me and come out and invite me end…. i give them the disc and ask dont u think we should report these fires… they assume they are controled and not a problem … so i ignore them… it was getting dark as i approached there house… fastly dark in fasct… so then i go down the end of Kelly ln. and there is the cable compnany that supplies all of the area even over to ruston… they are comcast… and there are two workers in there… a fatt black girl and a gay black guy… bastard… its a trailer also… well i get home and then i get this phone call where they are liek sending me pleasure over the phone… like i actuall
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:33:10 -04:00 only if i could get my hand on $1000 dollar bill
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:21:05 -04:00 some of my best thoughts come to me while im in the shower….. though, by the time im out of there the thoughts have been cast into the see of unremembrance…. wishing i could write them down now… though those words may have been in the place of these words… and i feel everything it meant to be all along the same coincidense of random swirving…. like Forrest Gump said, It’s a little bit of both……..
maybe the shower stimulation of thought is from all the brain massaging goin on in there…. caressing of the hair, extremities, face, skin, and scalp….. though, would u know i have a hair fettish….. something there that draws great attention in this soul….. ah, how i love my showers….. there, you are alone… no one to even glance or mess with or require any kind of response of you, while in the shower…. they are not goin to come in because of your nudity…. it is a safe haven…. place of peace, rest, relaxation, memories, future conception of possibilities and responsibilities, and cleansing…. ah, has it been that the hot water is all away…. down the drain… that which~ draws and inhales the gravity of motion in water….
~the majority of our being and the refreshing giver of life…….
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:16:37 -05:00 so, maybe i should sit down and write something about my life and how it goes around these strange dayz…
Bonnaroo was the best experience of my life! it opened me up to such a great amount of culture and freedom that i have never seen. the essence of the whole event is such a wonderful thing. the vibes there were unlike any other felt. when u are out in Bonnaroo, people are people; they don’t carry around all of these bullshit possesions that hender us so from realizing what the human spirit is…. the cell phone tower is jammed, so no use in carrying the hellish phone, we are out there camping; down to the bare essentials for living and survival; something i feel people should do much more often. The cabin is pondering a camping trip soon hopefully…. although we have to get yonder up in those mountains to escape the heat…. or way down in the valley near a clear mystical transient flowing aqua blue stream….
lately i have been traveling back and forth between Monroe to primarily help my mom with remodling the house she was born in. my Grand just signed it over to her and it’s in need of renovations… so, with my knowledge of fixing up my house, i do what i can with that house while learning from this older guy, Richard, that is the man with years of experience. i’m there about 3 days out of a week while visiting with family and very close friends, really considered family theirself.
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Jul 2006 01:59:15 -04:00 [dreams of empathy….] do you think this generation has what it takes to make the revolution of our world before it meets sudden demise?]]> 2006-07-19 01:59:15 2006-07-19 05:59:15 open Publish post 509845698 1 2006-07-19 12:06:00 2006-07-19 16:06:00 invisibleglow bounce@xanga.com http://invisibleglow.xanga.com/ 0 20744118 0 1143286966 1 2006-07-19 23:20:00 2006-07-20 03:20:00 luminosity105 bounce@xanga.com http://luminosity105.xanga.com/ 0 20451165 0 1143896267
dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Jul 2006 02:00:12 -04:00 is it that people do more and more drugs to try in accounting for the love they feel missing….]]> 2006-07-18 23:59:43 2006-07-19 03:59:43 open Publish post 509813980 1 2006-07-19 23:20:00 2006-07-20 03:20:00 luminosity105 bounce@xanga.com http://luminosity105.xanga.com/ 0 20451165 0 1143895736
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tears of laughter and joy are the best medicine of the spirit bringing forth happy thoughts, like Peter Pan; birth, like the cracking of the egg shell as the nose thrust out for the first breathe of life; refreshing, like a drink of fresh water drained from a cactus after kilometers of travel through a vacant desert.
tears of crying and sorrow are a medecine also in releaving the pain and hurt for feeling in the midst of our dying world. Once can not help but sometimes be overwelmed by evil’s presence and the ill intentions of others that echoes this cycle. can we not break this cycle now to establish peace, love, justice, and beauty amoungst existence?
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:18:32 -05:00
im downlaoding torrents and burning radiohead albums from bonnaroo……
i really enjoy downloading for reasons….. because of ready availability and the sharing of them with others around the world….. i like to have anything from my past that now defines me as a human…. things i have experienced that make me what i am today.
worked on mom’s house today… .i painted, mowed, cauked, learned a lil bit about sheet rock….. and then we went over to his boss’s warehouse and he hooked me and mom up with a few faucets…. so awesome…… nice bathrroooom now
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 13 Jul 2006 20:08:29 -04:00 when i was young, ifelt, but didn’t really think about it…
now that i’m older, i can’t get it out of my head….
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 10 Jul 2006 17:20:41 -04:00 have u ever thought about what thoughts are made of?
in this existence of infinite possibilities, let us not get hung up on certain circumstances and situations that we allow ourselves to place such great value on…… at many times the smallest thing we hold to value can be the most significant in its future of reaction; though not to exclude the past for the essence of time travel.
we need to get away from these preset beliefs, such as the world being flat or round, or my religion is right and yours is wrong; u face eternal damnation…. my opinion is lord…. very well so, every individual is entitled to their opinion as well as their own belief structure…. we are conditioned to the thoughts that make up our lives by the reality and perception of our experience. This belief structure is just of what is composed from the learning throughout one’s whole life. this is why they react to anything in a certain way compared to the next individual that may be disgusted by the action of another person as on the other hand where one is in love with that behavior being produced. therefore, to say, be open minded above all and not limit yourself to what you were taught growing up. to place a firewalll on your credo is to already be dead. though when we look at death i don’t truly see death, but a continuation of energy; there is so much more to the spiritual and alternate realms of energy that i can not speak of that the ‘so much more’ is almost a complete inertness of wording for what i am trying to convey.
ask yourself these deeper questions!
I feel that life is about feeling. all of our emotions, motivations, and drive are based on how we feel about the actions we create and the effect of immediacies or afterthought. although, many times that we do things we are not even sure of why we do. there is this underlying driving force of intuition that urges us in this direction. this ushers in the mystery of life in relation to all things. how do we know the world around us is real when the being determining it to be real is intangible. oh, no, but you can reach out and touch me. yes and no. we do make contact and feel, though these are electrical impulses of energy traveling through our body and spinal cord causing wondrous reactivity in our brain; however, when we touch something as any other piece or matter, they do not directly connect; when you are bouncing a basketball on the ground, does it touch the pavement?
No, the electrons from the atoms of matter have their charge and actually repel what is coming into contact with it magnetically.
taking this as another example about our understanding of the world around us shows that so many assumptions are not wrong, but misconstrued or misinterpreted.
the brain does not know the difference between what it sees in its environment and what it remembers. Also, there is no difference between the actual waking perception and action of experience compared to the dreaming perception and action taking place while we sleep. The chemical and biological brain function and process are siamese. Therefore, how aare we to know that life is not but a dream upon a dream, that we are not already dead, that this life now is just a memory, that this life is a story now that we are creating in a dream.
Consciousness is all that makes up the universe. everything is energy; either in its pure form of light all the way to the matter that makes up our body that is in slow vibration. To map the dimensions of one’s body or the neurological dynamics, show that there is nothing great or small for there is really no mean of measure when considering all of what we (K)now!? the solar system has the make-up just like an atom. now look at how it can expand. we used to think the galaxy was the universe!…. so what could the universe be in the midst, hah, of Infiniti?? are we just sources of energy that are floating around on an electron orbiting a nucleus.Our solar system is the atom that connects to the next solar system that makes up a molecule that connects to the next galaxy that all come together to make up this thing, this being, this essence of light and energy, what could abstractly be named and/or called God. soooooo, if the universe is God, which is really beyond comprehension because it doesn’t start, stop, begin, or end; then we are all god manifest. i see all around us as a source of infinite universes and dimensions, parallel universes! with the aspects of space and time. So within every blade of grass and water droplet there is everlasting infinite source of alternate universes and dimension. Showing this that all is so significant and simultaneously so insignificant when we attempt comparisons.
The ultimate question of, Why are we Here?… or maybe just “WHY?” is the ultimate question. Regardless in regards all matter and energy is this mass bundle of information. universal existence is pretty much thought and consciousness. If a proof can be stated, it would be that we are all dreaming our own reality constantly creating and destroying universes in a sense, yet still holding the truths of not being able to create of destroy matter and energy. It’s that it is transformed in the Circle of Life, as a dear friend Mufasa put it. The best part about this all is that ‘I might be wrong.’ take this and believe what you feel to be true, for …
truth is relative…
reality is an illusion….
change is inevitable…..
Enigmas
�2006
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daniel stayed the night again last night….he really loves this place now and loves the drive back in forth giving him time to think…..
im gladd for my alone time right now…. its good stuff….. maybe i should try telling people a lil bit about my life more than lecturing them all the time on my belief system…..
i feel it kind of neccessary to give these thoughts out and change the mindset of people that just have never opend up to thinking in a new manner
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:16:31 -04:00 embarking now on this spiritual journey to Bonnaroo!
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 12 Jun 2006 14:14:49 -04:00
plan to Paint mom’s house on Garden drive
KT is coming in tonight from Florida… very nice….
callie is about to go look for a job….
luigi has a krazy haircut!
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bout to go to Monroe… ya know/
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 10 Jun 2006 19:45:16 -04:00 i’ve been aying out naked tanning for who knows how long, a couple hours, falling asleep…. i’m about to mow a section of the lawn, lets say for fun…..
yesterday was amazing, i went scouting all through the field for mushrooms, i studied it and found what i need to know wbout the field, but most of all i found more of myself. A nature journey, a trip, constant flow of consciousness recorded to the voice recorded that says more than what i believe i did, for 2 hours straight talking about life and my philosophy on it…. almost intended for others, but mostly for myself.
Jason, Callie, Jamie, and Rachel came from Monroe last night and we all hung out with BrandO and david, and Joe, and Marry, for his birthday…. Ortis and I and Chase and Rachel chillin on a roof there in the country… having a good time, most of them rolling…. i drinkin the good ol’ Heiniken.
i saw Maribeth yesterday at the gas station as i was looking for DDRII ram for my computer in town, ended up having to order more offline….. ah, i truly hope this does it for the system, Elliott is ready for this computer! so we talked and said that she was sorry and she misses me…. i admit to feel the same… though i don’;t see that strong bond of relation working out again…. she is too different from I… to simple when it comes to just enjoying life… i dont feel i learn enough from her…. not stimulated enough…… On the ohter hand, we have a new girl of fortune and fat…. KT….. im not in the mood for another relationship…. though, you never know what time will prove…. that is why im so curious about the future.
she is in Flordia right now and will be back i dont know when…. likely when i am leaving for Bonnaroo!
OH, so yeah… have the nice investment of Shrroooms that goers there will like to have to eat during the festival of MUSIC>……, i have to get rid of my debt soon…. and im working on numerous methods of canceling it right now… some methods illegal yes annoouced by new and past laws…..
my body sweats, my hair grows, my heart longs, my eyes view and see, my thoughts imagine, my mind perceives, i anticipate presperate and love the breathe of life in air that i share with all that exist and may seem amist yet constantly there, here, now and beyond~
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:24:36 -04:00 aspirations of the future, a longing and hunger to live life passionately
and to co-exist with being of positive light and energy.
what is this vibration?
mushrooms bring me to immense curiosities and revelations
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 08 Jun 2006 15:50:10 -04:00 i stand at the doorstep of infinite alternate dimensions
we limit ourself only by the imagination we dream
lucidity in any reality passes time over
for it is but the instant that we are in the midst of eternity
i look to the sky and the earth
i measure what life is worth
for i know that there is no measure
great or small
in all is all
our being is possible to describe and relate
using metaphors and symbology to represent or
become and is part of anything by comparison
do we not also becomes ants with the birds eye view?
does our solar system not resemble the make-up of an atom?
in us and everything around us contains an infinite source of universes
there is no beginning or end
no start or stop
it streches on forever
farther and further on
more beautiful and cosmic than one may describe with words
there is something behind the linnings of everything that speaks of itself and still means so more much
being all inclusive and alive with passion of existence
if everything had one meaning it would be too simple
i delight in the language of expression
words come and go so far to a point where they can convey wonderful frequencies of understanding and then at other times fall innurt
its the nonverbal that goes further, the body language, the eye contact that confesses more boldly than all
i can go on for dayz about experiences, presence, vivid dreams,
aspirations of the future, a longing and hunger to live life passionately
and to co-exist with beings of positive light and energy.
what is this vibration?
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 06 Jun 2006 14:39:32 -04:00 matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration;
we’re all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively.
there is no such thing as death,
life is just a dream,
and we are the imagination of ourselves~
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Jun 2006 14:45:35 -04:00 this is the true underlying basis for our emotions and what motivates towards our actions…. also the response that one receives feedback from anything that they do….. all of the actions we make are interpreted by the individual within the immediate realm of existence and the react to it in some way… therefore we use this information to judge future self behavior modification.
i want to say something about the colour Green…
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 01 Jun 2006 04:58:36 -04:00 my Mom’s b-day is today!
had a b-day party Wednesday night at the Cabin in honor of my lil bro, ET
that was alot of fun…. there are still quite a bit of awesome people in Ruston since the start of the summer break… i’m happy ab0out that
for enertainment, aside from the infinite random conversation, we had a keg donated by dear Devon and 5 kids jammin some live music.
ET – percussion
Sean – tenor sax
Judson – alto sax
David – trumpet
Tim – bass
i’ve been building, or ordering the parts to build a desktop lately…. first time to really do this in full… will be fun
in some few or so several hours I’ll be leaving out to New Orleans with Daniel & his bro Gabe….. Daniel is not blood with me but, close enough yes…. a brother…. though, all humans share blood…. anyway…. we’re goin to see his popps for his b-day in Covington and hitting the city with Justin, Gabe, and their girls….
um, here is a pretty interesting, rather revolutionary in your minds eye site
http://www.supportthetruth.com/
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 24 May 2006 06:49:47 -04:00
this night i had coinciding with freinds at the commune and a dear late night, early morning dip in the town swimming pool… so nice to lie on your back and look up to the heavens with the luster of the stars gazing back at you in approval for all feelings……
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 24 May 2006 06:40:48 -04:00 the birds begin to sing this time of morning…
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 23 May 2006 02:07:22 -04:00 what if all the people in the world jumped up at once?
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 22 May 2006 23:57:07 -04:00
do some conjur tha thought that there is notin new under de son?
does this procrastonate many in their search for inovation and creativity?
there is always room for change and originality with the dynamic human spirit
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I don’t understand how there can be so much love and beauty in the world, and yet at the same time so much pain. Is it necessary to have this pain to establish equilibrium in the universe? Can we not all live in peace and have good will to one another? tears bring me to this revelation. what holds us back from truth? limitations we put on ourself? holding back our emotions and beliefs? submitting to the system and not starting a revolution? do you care about our children? how will they remember the future?
All we need is love…
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 01 May 2006 17:02:52 -04:00 Kannon Pierre was born on the 19th of April, though i just got around to seeing him the following Sunday afternoon….
he has so much expression and personality already, it amazed me!
i haven’t seen him since, though i am rather anxious to visit him again.
he was born 6 weeks premature, but is doing great and safe at home now….
he’s such a joy in my life to now be an uncle and someone that he will look up to, learn from, and respect throughout his life….. then again, think of how much i will learn from him?
I ❤ U Kannon… (^^)
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 30 Apr 2006 14:52:18 -04:00
studying and researching the truth of the world and universe
are they attainable to fathom?
about to go to Trent’s and get m cell-phone
we went shooting last night, that was pretty fun, blowing away buckets and such
then to Wal-mart, those bastards
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kittens @ the cabin 🙂
my nephew, Kannon Pierre, was born the same time as this cat was giving birth… ( ;
LOVE UM
4/21
really a 4/20 party… : P
Morning…. ahhhhh
the Ben Folds Five concert!!!
rock it Out Brittney!! : D
Who’s this guy 2 the right below?!
4/21
had a karate competition this morning… though, the guy that was bringing me apparently forgot and left me in Ruston instead of the ride to Bossier…. so instead…. The dear lad Cooper had offered earlier to go up in the Cesna this weekend…. and i didn’t hesitate taking him up on it…. We had a great time… He needed some flight hours… so we took it south east and looped over mi casa…..
getting ready to roll and fly
me & Maribeth
the Quachita River
Chase, LA… where i grew up on the Sweet Potatoe Reasearch Station
the area where the road bends…..
downtown Winnsboro
touching down in Winnsboro
the amazing local airport
our aircraft… sweet
Gilbert, LA ~ my Home
like an Oasis in the desert
all of the green property there on the South side of the road is ours, 15 acres
better angle on some the orchard
Cooper & Megan : )
Thanks buddy….
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 27 Apr 2006 01:49:38 -04:00 4/11
International Day
a peculiar spot
Defiance of Newton’s Law !?
4/12
The Idea Place ~ {my work place}
CarayzZZZZZZZZZZZ
4/13
guitar midterm`
good art…
4/14
the badass organ~
4/15
Sidhartha rocks!
4/16
Home for Easter
good to be with family : )
dear Emily…
wild Rodster….
he’s ‘goin out on a limb’ for this One ; )
good times
Yoshi’s kittens
in motion
my cur dog’s offspring
long past memories here
practicing baseball with my lil bro
been playing a little catch-up
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Apr 2006 16:36:06 -04:00 i don’t feel it neccessary to turn on my blinker in signaling no car that is around…
shame to those that care only of theirself and spoil our childrens’ futures….
hail to the theif again and again
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 01 May 2006 17:04:53 -04:00 I am an uncle now!!! 😀
Kannon Pierre
:born this day, April 19th, 2006 @ 13:55
Father: Joshua Pierre
Mother Mary Taylor
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 19 Apr 2006 15:19:03 -04:00
this is awesome
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 14 Apr 2006 04:41:55 -04:00
had karate this morning; was pretty awesome….. Jordan busted my nose… bleeding… i think we got let out earli because of that… maybe……
i dreamt last night or this morning…..
Hank was showing me around his band room…. it was very psychadelic……. when we went all around…we finally came to his band room door and it was this weird kind of dimension to enter… the door was so strange……
i was then out on a ski slope with friends and they were all snowboarding… so i was running to get my board and woke to have to go to class in like 5 mins….
got to karate right as they were bowing in……. got out earli and came home to practice guitar and mow snd eat and rest…… then
went to Goldspiel’s class and performed for the Mid-term exam… it went welllll …. we then talked about UFOs and aliens….. and he voiced he thought some of the great minds like Bach…. and Da Vinci were aliens….. heheh,, sweet
then to the Cafeteria to talk with Serena and get that hook up on the meal…… ; outside to eat and chill with people… then home to take a long hard nap… i got high after and cleaned my room a little wile i jammed to the rock music…. ; took an amazing shower and said kudos to Jonathan and peace… he was off for the weekend to Shreveport…. then chilled with Poe some… but received a call that there were some Clowns up at the Sundown perofrming… so i headed over and had a great time seeing som many familiar faces….
we all went over to the Commune and drank and played some music together…
Sticks.. rythym guitar, vocals
Tim.. solo guitar
Sean.. tenor sax
Chris.. hormonica
Jud.. djembe, vocals
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earlier tonight….
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:45:31 -04:00 this guy next to me
what it be?
crack a lack thy nuckles
and have a few chuckles
sail my royal barge
@ large, coming over
for my advantage
they said, living in
this narrow land of
fertility~~
Thiving in our world
as Humans & Gods
to the Egyptians you
are reborn, born into
the afterlife
Mumification
keep the good body
so thy soul ecco on
concentrate yo skills
on tombs~ Engineered
common people thrown
in Nile while the
Royalty slepts in the
Great Pyramids of
servants suferings
there tey lay in
crocidile jamws bleeding
tears of regret,
ignorance, & damnation
almost, maybe ”””””
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~Elliott Michael T.
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~Jamie R. King
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 08 Mar 2006 19:20:44 -05:00 I think about the things that I contribute to the world. @ this~~~~~~~~~
we were driving to infimy
the heaven beyond the clouds
bursted forth with expression of existence…
they flew on to the place of dwelling not yet of known to them
however, still destin___
These yound lads looked to the future
though feeling that they have done this before. …
We moved in slow motion by light—-
of night Air that dimmed
wherein the echoe of
Time & Space
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free there floating in the air
moon’s reflecting glare
gave site unto what was local
though alien stars beyond
where given focal shown
Gemini eyez past over the mountain
as fire from the sky shot higher
through the twin hearts~
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 11 Mar 2006 05:20:53 -05:00 this album rocks!
what have i been doin the past many dayz since the break? i have been doin what Judson wants to do …. no outside various forcing that are controlling my behavior to any moment other than that i am enjoying what i feel best at the point in time.
i have been listening to aLot of music of course while going about my life…. taking it in slowly with a light heart for it has been lifted in becoming reaquainted with a past soul…. our friendship is building and to be with her feels so so good…
my days, nights, hours, minutes, and moments to moments have been ever so enjoyable relaxing at my abode mostly…. i really love those days that everything is so beautiful and perfect you can stare into the face of God~ and he gazes right back
David Poe and I have rather enjoyed ourselves so that it’s kind of hard to believe…. we have amazing conversations and really talk, not chat…. same with my Friend John Ortis….
he has been here at the Cabin a bit…. where time is only a matter of importance when he is pondering about goin to work. today we collaborated and put together his California King size water bed that was brought in by his parents which is pretty similar to my own water bed : D very similar….. his parents were kind of freaking out trying to peice it together so I told them we could put it together no problem being my history with it…… they were real pleased and then came over to the log cabin to check out the place where Ortis spends so much time…. His pops does his own moon shine wine and gave us about 5 quarts…. it is really Good : P also, we created a song today entitled “the atmosphere through the door” . it feels so good to make music together,,, life is art and my passion is ‘musick’
i have been doin various projects around the house this break… the ultimate break that i have been longing for since time…. it is astounding… the weather has been perfect every since…. lighting radiantly pure reflecting upon all surfaces including my skin that absorbs readily and questions why it has been deprived of the feeling for so long. daily showers…. hair fresh…. feet soiled with soulful soil… bursting with potential to grow and produce the energy of plants sprouting to thrive…..
today i climbed onto the crest of our roof and chekd out the view for a while… Very nice! been burning music for friends…. partaking in the good herb and drink while meditating, soul searching, relaxing, conversing, playing in the grass and instruments, and taking up the act of home projects… have been cutting wood with the chainsaw, and spliting with the axe(splitter), been cleaning in general, sweeping, vacumming, carpet shampooing, closets on 3rd floor overhauled, electrical work, computer stuff, cooking, chopping trails through the local wood, repairing a bridge, the water bed project, photographing the new life of Spring that is hear again; reproductive glands, yeah…..
morr photos to be posted later…
and oh yeah….
i bought BONNAROO tickets,,, what are you waiting for?
peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy to you a!!
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photo from Mars surface : )
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i have a few projects to take care of today… bout to go pay the COX bill with Jon that is rather overdue…. gonna cut some firewood maybe…. shop vac the upstairs closets…… sweep the downstairs…. shampoo the carpet in the ER…. go on a trash run…. enjoy the lighting…. just did hook up a socket in the hallway for me mates to make their way to the bathroom at night….. need to put some lights up in the hallway there…… gonna breather fresh air…… oh
i saw a honey bee today… i think it is the first one….. its wing strokes came so close to my palm … i wanted it to land on my hand…. i love honey bees… they they ,, remind me of home…. where i grew up with many honey bee hives……
ah, the smell of Her….
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there is a party goin on right now for Mr. Matthew Hennington…. they are all up in the ER smoking it up….. i am consoled to writing because of the emotions flowing….. have Enigma playing in the background to the Chillout album…..
talked to Maribeth under the covers of denim with on the comfort of the dinem couch…. i was camoflouge man…. so Pamela calls me…… &
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:58:27 -05:00 tonight i also ventured out looking for sarah decan and stumbled upon another sarh, sarah trickett…… very random for them… then went to another house with people chilling watchng Jay and Silent Bob strike back…. they were pretty chill… yeah mon… need to find my cell phone…. need to sleep… need to dream more, REM smooth and insightful… thank you
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Feb 2006 16:26:04 -05:00 I am curious of the future.
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:32:54 -05:00 it has finally come to another night that has not been so hostile bitter and cold with the air that flows around and through our bodies….. laughter and exploration of the like kind souls’ being has enraptured me for the evening and wee hours of this morning’s existence…….. curious is the kool night air that washes over our abode with mistful intentions and inhalations…..
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The Discolsure Project dreamSquirrel Mon, 20 Feb 2006 22:48:34 -05:00 here is the link to a site that i should have published a long while ago……
http://www.disclosureproject.org/npcwebcast.htm
it was the starting point that opened my mind and eyes to the infinite wonders of the universe; since the discovery of this National Press Club Conference video, i have further delved into the studies of UFOs and Extraterrestrial Life forms…
here is a link displaying the present possibilty of the technology gained from the study of their spacecraft~~ http://news.scotsman.com/scitech.cfm?id=16902006
if you would like more videos or documentation on this subject, please let me know….
take care, breathe deep, and seek peace…….
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hey! this is natalie roberts…lacys cousin. i think i saw you at nicks a lil while ago with elliot. well, anyway, just thought i’d comment you!!! so u best comment me back!!! lol.
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Symphonic Concert Performance dreamSquirrel Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:37:35 -05:00 if you’re not aware…. i play alto saxphone in the Tech Symphonic Band
the Concert Band will be performing @ 3 PM today in Howard Auditorium with the Symphonic Band to soon after come onto the stage and play the musick i have become so familiar with……. we have been working on these pieces the past 3 months…. so i hope you will come to enjoy….. breathe deep & seek peace…..
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a life time is but a blinking of thine eye
and like passion it rises again
from the ashes or our loins
transforming
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 10 Feb 2006 14:58:34 -05:00 I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take a breath that’s true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You’ll come apart and you’ll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what’s not there.
Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew
A stranger’s light comes on slowly
A stranger’s heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart
Fade into you
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soul searching….
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http://news.scotsman.com/scitech.cfm?id=16902006
AN EXTRAORDINARY “hyperspace” engine that could make interstellar space travel a reality by flying into other dimensions is being investigated by the United States government.
The hypothetical device, which has been outlined in principle but is based on a controversial theory about the fabric of the universe, could potentially allow a spacecraft to travel to Mars in three hours and journey to a star 11 light years away in just 80 days, according to a report in today’s New Scientist magazine.
The theoretical engine works by creating an intense magnetic field that, according to ideas first developed by the late scientist Burkhard Heim in the 1950s, would produce a gravitational field and result in thrust for a spacecraft.
Also, if a large enough magnetic field was created, the craft would slip into a different dimension, where the speed of light is faster, allowing incredible speeds to be reached. Switching off the magnetic field would result in the engine reappearing in our current dimension.
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 02 Feb 2006 23:06:24 -05:00 And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you’re there
Can’t you hear?
I’m not myself
Well, go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you
So listen up
The sun hasn’t set
(I refuse to believe that it’s only me feeling)
Just hear me out
I’m not over you yet
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)
So how do I do normal?
A smile I fake
the “per-ma-nent-way”
cue-cards and fix-it kits
Can’t you tell?
I’m not myself
I’m a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don’t wanna feel anything but I do
And it all comes back to you
Hear me out
Listen up
This time you gotta listen to me – yeah
Look at me straight
Just hear me out
Don’t make me wait
I’m not myself
I can’t take this
Love’s on the line
Is that your final answer?
I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up, I know you’re there…”
-Megan Leigh Jones
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All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire.Aristotle
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here’s a set list that i compilled back on the 14th~ we should play all
of these, a few more of whatever comes up, and of course the free style
JaMMiNG~~
Santana ~ Put Your Lights On
REM ~ Losing My Religion
Pink Floyd ~ Wish You Were Here
Foo Fighters ~ Everlong
Nirvana ~ D-7
Deftones ~ Change
Dave Matthews Band ~ All Along the Watchtower
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“Imagination is everything, it is more important than knowledge; it is the preview of life’s coming attractions.” ~ Albert Einstein
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Do it now.
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"Dream is destiny..." ~ Waking Life {2001} 
