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dreamSquirrel Wed, 25 Jan 2006 19:38:33 -05:00 earth
I am taking time at home: moved into a new room because my dad was just remarried, working in the orchard and garden… lots of peaches, plums, nectarines, pears, and blueberries!… it is very peaceful here, where I can go on walks and bicycle or dirt bike rides here in the rural area…. I am working with/for the Feds… hah 😉 = the USDA-ARS Delta/Franklin NIRI program in my home parish researching nutrition…no major travel do I have planed, though a good number a of road trips… then the viewing of you all soon to B at TECH in the fall !!
I leased a house there in Ruston that I have been goin to on the weekends to hang out with my 4 mates and get things in shape; it is coming together so great! party time… love you a!!]]> 2006-01-25 19:38:33 2006-01-26 00:38:33 open Private post 432371258
dreamSquirrel Wed, 25 Jan 2006 03:47:34 -05:00 is not only an offense upon that person
but a crime against one’s self
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 25 Jan 2006 00:59:04 -05:00 and open them for actual resolution viewing….
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 24 Jan 2006 14:12:00 -05:00 im a liar
why do i feel
so tired
and ya make a way
this day
only made of clay
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:29:21 -05:00 Joshua Pierre Talbot is now married with Mary Taylor Grubbs becoming Mr. & Mrs. Joshua Talbot! the commencing of the service took place at 18:30 the Saturday evening of January 21st 2006. I am very happy for them and the combining of our family. I hung out in Monroe all weekend, since Thursday night, when i had to go the bridal shop and make sure that the tux and all fit properly for i was a groomsman in the wedding….. Daniel Clark was the best man….he is not blood relation to us, regardless, still a brother….. therefore…. Elliott, my younger bro and i were there by his side. i got not but respect for my older bro, Joshua Pierre….. good man there…..
It is most always so great to be with close family and friends….. the past few days have been like a constant party…… i will post images later likely because alll the photos are at my mom’s house right now…. my camera broke… and ive been converted to borrowing hers when i can!
Justin Clark hosted a party every night at his abode in Layton Castle….. and this really is a brick castle built from 1910-1912…. so we hung out 3 stories up in the air there most of the time with the balcony out front…. a lot of property there on the Quachita River front. i made it for the Friday night bachelor’s party and an after party from the wedding…. only love around ya know….. i ended up crashing in the castle Saturday night….. i really meant to leave earli that morning around 2… but i stayed up with Justin jammin guitar….. he’s a very interesting character that i havent been able to hang out with much in my life because he has been busy over in California. good memories there~~ he wants to get into the open mic soon at Nino’s…. that will be groovy; we connect well]]> 2006-01-23 05:22:17 2006-01-23 10:22:17 open Publish post 430887741 1 2006-01-23 12:01:00 2006-01-23 17:01:00 fancyfeast84 bounce@xanga.com http://fancyfeast84.xanga.com/ 0 4705833 0 924857147 1 2006-01-23 18:23:00 2006-01-23 23:23:00 invisibleglow bounce@xanga.com http://invisibleglow.xanga.com/ 0 20744118 0 925395457
so, it turns out that i have been a fortunate son of late…. there is an issue that has come up that sounds so good i dont believe it…. yet, i do believe….. these good things are meant to be….. lol… such a trip it is… a friend told me my aura was radiant last night….. i’m glad to have friends with such positive energy and openness of mind and spirit…..
dreamSquirrel Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:09:50 -05:00
there is a story for these photos created back on January 5th 2006
if one would like to take that leap of a time frame for curiousity’s sake
though,,, the words here are much more radiant through the images
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 20 Jan 2006 14:30:11 -05:00 Thomas Edison once said, “If we did the things we are capable of, we would astound ourselves.”
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:35:12 -05:00 step back for a few moments…………
and take a look at what you have created
how does it make you feel
do those actions let you respect your self
socialization is about respect amoung so many other things
but you get no where with out it…..
do you have love for your brother and sister?
that is what it comes down to….
how are they doing
are your needs takin care of
Yes
now, are there needs takin care of
how do you feel
how do they feel
we shoot out all of this garble in philosophy
though
what is it that one once sang?
“all ya need is love”
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 18 Jan 2006 01:36:09 -05:00 tired and jaded
this road seems unclear
we need to take the time to relax
though, heaven will not allow us to sit back
thoughts meander like ghost
trying to phathom thy own mind
when of the universe
it speaking your name
being
who and what we are
alarm clock hazzy in the distance
calling to the new day
we sway
back and forth
searching for what our lives are worth
questions of too many
try not
or
try, cry, why try
because is natured
to oppose and resist
thinking we are unique
and yes so are so
still ants
no, yet
microbes
of the ant hill across
far lands and seas
stepping to foriegn continents
In all is All
the measure of greater of small
makes no sense yall
within the next is a continuim of infinity
each blade of grass holding the energy
of everlasting ‘universes’
to say as we know it
our universe as an echoe of another
might we be in just the hair of a ‘being’
how has the ‘Is’ imagined it so?
oh, I don’t know
viva la evolución
strive for that purpose in life
may that time we die be
the point of fullfillment
we mingle
we produce
we consume
we play
we love
we long
we want
we need
we converse
we learn
we inovate
we obliterate
we devastate
we kill
we feel
we choose our will
for without death
there would be no essence
or import to the sense of time
it motivates and erges us
to perform for the limit upon ourself
must we be thankful for death?
and for it to come for us
that ‘time’ may be joy or fear
we choose our destiny….
and fate chooses us
all the same
for when death does come near
things finally become clear
the after is then
and present unto self
please, let not these words
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 18 Jan 2006 00:34:50 -05:00 How are you dear
please allow me to hear those simple words
float through my atmosphere
What do you want in life
what will you take with you to the grave
oh, we must behave so properly
We need to be, to, see, this is me
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 15 Jan 2006 06:17:52 -05:00 this is how things may seem
I thought I was in a dream
but this sum of reality has
come to a place of convergence
I sense this call of ergency
Why does it always have to be
an emergency with you
Oh, what am I to do~
can we just get through it all
for the mean time
let’s have a ball
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 14 Jan 2006 16:54:31 -05:00
Santana ~ Put Your Lights On
REM ~ Losing My Religion
Pink Floyd ~ Wish You Were Here
Foo Fighters ~ Everlong
Nirvana ~ D-7
Deftones ~ Change
Dave Matthews Band – All Along the Watchtower
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· Who are they?
They are who they are!
· Take a ride to the cemetery
Making sure that I won’t find me
· Place my head in the grass
Cut a blade in half while the
Time does pass…
· The sky cries a few drops on me
And the sun’s allowing me to see
As we all exchange energy
The bugs & birds well in glee…
My imprint left in the earth
Lets me see what this life is worth!!!
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There is a certain man
Who takes pleasure in the
Little things. Walking on
A cloudy day with a
Slight breeze caressing his
Hair enlightens. His passion
Is music; whether it be a
Person playing an instrument,
Or on a rock, or the sweet
Angelic voices that dance
In the air; or most of all
Whether it be the trees
Clapping their hands for the
Ever graceful stream that
Gives life unto them and the
Animals that laugh in the
Moonlight. These so
Commonly disregarded moments
He takes pleasure in…….
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Hello! how do you do today?
I find it fine
that you find your way~
Here! where the air is clear
Oh dear! How fine it would be
I were you to look in the mirr
The sun is bright in spite of
all those frustrations~~~
The moon near is a delight,
I make my proclomation
Let your hair hang down over
your breast
Too see that beauty shine
I love best…
Caress, Carress
we taste of the other
That smell, oh how you
smell so well
Maybe, I shouldn’t get so
tangled up with you, though
the inspiration of what
I do does come from you.
Hello!.. how you doin today?
oh, can you make your way?
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if I were better with words, I’d tell you how this makes me feel
…alas, I am not
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:19:59 -05:00 people are oft times so adapt to be close minded
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 11 Jan 2006 02:08:56 -05:00 Woke up to the silence of the
sound of music & words
things seem rather absurd lately
Out to the mailbox in the
house shoes to see what may
have been dropped
Nothing there so I decide to
vanish from the cabin to
another. Walking on down
the road to see what will unfold
Gone with the fraze, do as
your told; I have gotten too
old for this any longer.
I feel the Earth is ours to share
what makes one the leader over
a territory to another
Curiosity drives me there
away with any who nightmare~’
those who have not a care but
to breather the air these
primary reinforcers to live
fill my needs: Oxygen, water,
food, Warmth, & Love
the secondaries of such so
though that is unique to all
individuals ~ Smooth
Jazz roll on and caress
roll on to midnight, roll on
till ‘what is what’ is right
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:31:02 -05:00 the mates are thouroughly pleased with the come through…. chillin man…. had some coconut and mango rum to chill on along with the V8 watermelon koolade…. hah, bongP! ah… i should go to bed soon… have to get up in the morning you know what i mean……. ? yeah i am so chillin man…. i could go to class with my eyes closed in this case. know what i mean…..? likely not…. my perceptions are my own…. onlky i knwo what i mean ,,,, truly at least….even if so when i read this later……)#$$^$&#@(@*$$)343409)#)#(&093-98324))(U#@@&##R(UFLKDLKDFIvldfoesrgfposegfrpoe0ptqorkgmadkfvndcv IEFK
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glass nxt to me… hav eto let things flow these days../. inspiration is coming like a storm out of the sky…. in many forms it it.is….. woh… ; the splender is in credible!
hummmmm.
how they guide them selves , ah yes…. to remember how it is,, hopefilly so… i have to remeber this moment. i see my brother Elliott in a oil painting. I see the way the Cabin connects… i hear water dripping from the bathroom BOCWE. AOMWONW JUAR Qa rhwew.. rhw muaix fowa on NS ON.I SCATCH MY NOSE. i realize that teh caps is on lock. there are raisins here. to the left. with a cap on…. a green glass of water almost fully quenched by the energy of this being. Hydrogen Peroxide of the HYTOP wuality of health care. is .. wow , i just read the complete being of the label on the Peroxide.
wowo… i have been tappin to this Muse – Muscle Museum so well…. yes… thigns are goin good… i cant complain about life…. i am enjoying it so well…. people say it couild get beter…. am this is it…. i dont knwo what is more bliss really…. having all the answers to the universe… now…. no… that is not my … well im not wuite sure actually…. hmmmm , who am i to decide what may destiny is…. i can yes influence it… though, not good at predicting the great future…. Dave Matthews – All Along the Watchtower…. is playingoh oh, how so, is it so, i will see these people perform…. i must… the gretest influence of my time possibkly.
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sometimes i wish i didnt have to sleep., we should certainly be careful whatwe wish for…. though,, i want to experience so much,… studying constantly at night…. trippin out on musick… mostly yes,,, videos,, films, contemplating life! ah this jam is so good,, dave santana, and john popper. MAN….. coming back, i know i need the dream world… it is essential , i love it also , maybe i should start paying it more attention, i am gladd my dreams have been coming back to me~~ lately i may say… they are good to wake with and reassemble…. NO REASON TO GET EXCITED!!! we are doin it though….~~~ and also wondering about a cop coming u po in the driveway behind us. man.. tooo much man, too mcuh11111““““
dimming the computer screen, have to go To bEd… the pain… hahahaha, only in the eyes and back…. i need to take things easier and slow down some… just thinking about earlier tonight when Jon hit 90 on West California tonight,, that dude was halling ass… lol, good guy, WHat a Trip ?
listening to Enigma the Absolute
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ah, i agetting ready for bed now as much as id like to stay here with you… im sure i will come back but have to do other right now… that woman singing is awesome,,, and Iron and Wine come on – Upward Over the Mountain. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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ultimately , what we do in life, echoes for eternity!
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AS ALWAYS YOU AMAZE ME WITH YOUR MULTIPLE TALENTS, WRITING BEING ONE OF WHICH YOU ARE EXTREMELY BLESSED WITH! SOUNDS LIKE YOU ARE TRULY COMING INTO YOUR “being”, AND KNOWING WHO THAT IS! I LOVE YOU SO AND MISS YOUR PRESENCE TREMENDOUSLY! HOPE YOUR FIRST “GIG” ON THE FIELD WAS FUN! THINGS HERE ARE GREAT! YOUR BRO AND I ARE COMING TO SOME PEACE AT LAST – PRAISE OUR MAKER!
LOVE & PEACE – YO TREE-MOM!
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something she wrote a while back…. dont find it suitable for public
audience to read…. coming to peace at last…. they probly think its
my real mom,,, nah way… they lvoe each other…. get rid of the
confusion,,, and thats the only thing she has ever written me…. hmmm
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:24:12 -05:00 the day before, yesterday, last night, today… and of the moment have been so amazing….. great positive vibes….. do you have love for your brother and sister?
Christmas was good for the family…. i had it in two different places… but we all got along and had good times’… the days after i spent back home on the farm, the fruit orchard…. our muscadine trellis was blown down by a tornado thrown off from Katrina…. so i dug new post holes for me pops and we built new double line trellises…. lil step bro joshua and i took the tractor around and picked up limbs, bushes, and shrubbery that had been cut to a burn pile….. i rode around on the 4 wheelers a bit, not getting in too much mud. hung out with my new cousins…lol… and went horse riding with Emily; i miss that so much; it was very enjoyable going through the trails and riding into the sunset…. she gave me a trim wednesday; cut off the dead ends… which was something new… i havent had anything done with my hair since March 4th 2004…. for change~~ is inevitable`
I had an awesome philosophical discussion with a mentor of mine yesterday, Mr. Otto Ochs; who has written and published a book of poetry, now working on his second, and a novel from his childhood. I learned a great deal from him. we communicated, spoke of, and philosophized about existentialism, humanism, Buddhism, Christianity, atheism, agnostics, the meaning of each, the semantics, the beliefs….. we discussed the search of truth, beauty, and justice in aesthetics; perceptions, free will, time, memories, art, films, music, books, people, being original, the scales of love vs. hate, not leaving out the full range of human emotion, but what we grew up learning. do you believe we are tabula rasa? there is surely some hereditary disposition at birth though most of our decisions are based on experience. we certainly have a genuine care for one another and delved into the others life…. there is so much i could say here….. i think ill save some of the philosophy for the later……
Thursday night, Elliott and I played the open mic at my restaurant again, Nino’s….where I am a waiter. more people are getting into it, therefore we are able to meet more musicians… which is great! for what i can tell everyone enjoys the shows and has a great time socializing with raw music and talent going…..
i actually like my job and take pleasure in it… the people there take care of us….. my boss man, employer calls me an Aboragine when i take my hair down…. that guy is nuts… and a good man…. i am goin to work for 16:30…. i usually work till 2 in the morning….. gonna crash in Monroe again with the MamaMia and head to Ruston tomorrow for the New Years….. we are having a party at the cabin; so if you are reading this you are invited!
peace, love, truth, light, bliss, and dreams of empathy for you…….
~judson clark
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:46:47 -05:00 fighting the cold nor more than the bit of sleep from last night, i made it to my final class, Intro to Counseling, before the break @ 10:10. very nice way to end the three week session and have some relaxation later. I am doin that now, but right after i finished class i got a call from Jersey. Her dog had blood in the stool and was vomiting…. so we went to the Vet. and the lil pup is doin alot better now! awesome
then to home, but on the way…. ah, Bills appliance store: yo, we need a bottom heating coil for the oven, the other one melting by an internal electric fire, i believe the breaker ampage its on is too much, a 60amp… lessing it so it will trigger and overload….. i might have become your basic electrition and plumber over the course of fixing and remodeling the cabin to become a place of comfort and peaceful abiding.
The to home, but on the way…. ah, my step mom calls me and says theyre in town buying 4 wheelers!!! yes,, freaking rock out, so i jumped over and helped decide on the 2….. took a step over to Chili’s having some tasteful supper with them.
ill be goin home in Gilbert, LA for a few days to jamm out with my lil bro on the sax drums and guitar… lets not forget riding some ATVs…. and then to Nino’s thursday night likely for the open mic…..
will do some shopping before making it all the way back to Gilbert, this is where i grew up and hold the most memories…. the earth there is of my blood…. serenity and simple life with the experience that leads to my perceptions of environment effective today. let the four winds blow; from the east to the west i love the best.
woh,,, this seems like a lil bit of plans, rather rare for myself….
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this guy rocks!
hail to Dr. Kuila ~~~
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Hey Judd. This is Jarrad Barlows lil sister. Yea, just seen you had one of these so I thought Id comment. How do you like college life? Hope everything is goin good for ya. We all miss you here! Well, talk to you later.
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Yesterday I saw you standing inthe flowers,
You put one in you hair and reminded me nothing else really matters.
Whispering in my ear not to have a fear…
Now today I saw you floatiing through the air steadily without a care.
I ask you to come down off your cloud, yett you tell me to stand up and be proud.
I meet you in the sky and refuse to ask why these things are;
for just that it is we live, making our way on and on another day!
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lol your very welcome I love ur hair soo were are you from im from Farmerville its about 15 minutes away from Ruston No i do update but my computer is stupid and well it will not change the d8t so yea just read it how olr r u im 15 what skool do u go 2 nope there is nothin rong with you i think ur kool i dont know u but well i will try my best to get to know u wel keep commenting me if ya want i have coingular and i will give u my number and well we can talk talk i sware im not an old psycho grandma or grandpa just a crazy teenage hot-tea lol well thats what im told ill try 2 get u a pic k well keep commenting
l8ter love
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Biology – concepts & applications – 5th ed. – Cecie Starr
Chemistry – the molecular science – 2nd ed. – Moore Stanitski Jurs
English – the st. martin’s handbook – 5th ed. – Andrea A. Lunsford
Theatre – a way of seeing – 5th ed. – Milly S. Barranger
Sociology – in our times ~ the essentials – 4th ed. – Diana Kendall
Sociology – criminology ~ the core – 2nd ed. – Larry J. Siegel
History – american passages ~ a history of the U.S. – brief ed. – Ayers, Gould, Oshinsky, Soderlund
Math – calculus – concepts & contexts – 2nd ed. James Stewart
Math – 101 – college algebra – Louisiana Tech University
Math – Trigonometry – 8th ed. – Lial, Hornsby, Schneider
Psychology – the science of mind & behavior – 2nd ed. – Michael W. Passer, Ronald E. Smith
Psychology
- personality theories ~ basic assumptions, research, &
applications – 3rd ed. – Larry A. Hjelle, Daniel J. Ziegler
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<![CDATA[dude I dont know u but I love ur hair like it is awesome well my name is tiffany and I live in Farmerville/louisiana if u want 2 start commenting each other comment me back
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tiffany
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Reality is an illusion
Truth is relative
Change is inevitable
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:56:34 -05:00 http://www.personalitytype.com/quiz.asp
if your comfortable with it, please hollar back and let me know
I’m INFP
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I’m a introverted nexium roll of toilet paper… mmm… ok, not as funny as i thought. so it’s been a long day, ok?
People of this type tend to be: quiet, independent, and private; logical and unemotional; creative, ingenious, and innovative, global thinkers; curious and driven to increase their competence; casual, and adaptive; nonconforming and unpredictable.
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 07 Dec 2005 21:56:10 -05:00 I remember my dreams all so well
yet, to disturbing but of 1 to tell…
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For this reason, he thinks
There’s a connection
Blood flowing, yeah
Heart beat
No snowing
Heart beat
Dreaming of the wind
Riding on now
Know decision is already made
Going at it yet steady
Day after day
Soaring with sky
Walking this earth
Everything with and
Without you
Doing how you do
Doing so well
Whistle now
Sing and play
These ways upon this
Day
Morning shine; for
Going slowly up
Night shine; sun
Slowly going down
And around
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dreamSquirrel Wed, 07 Dec 2005 21:56:04 -05:00 i work at Nino’s; tis a lebanese cuisine restaurant in Monroe and we’re hosting an open mic Thursday night…. the atmosphere is so awesome there….. i actually enjoy my job ,,, there is always live bands on Friday and Saturday night,,, though they want to start something where the real talent lies…. people getting up there without money in mind and just jammin…. i am goin to play guitar and saxophone that night with my little brother on djembe…. some solo stuff on guitar for me though…… and likely get together with some other people for soon to come creation of wonderful sounds…. so, this is an invitation to anyone who would like to perform an open mic on Thursday night… the 8th from about 9-midnight…. hollar at me please if u have any interest…. kudos,,, peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy……
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:50:28 -05:00 pop another crack out cha back
while he’s in class
letting the time pass
leaving, he sees so many dash about
whipping the cell phones out
so suddenly not to notice what is around them
life can sometimes seem like a silent film
with us rolling on the brim of straw hats
catching the sun’s ray
to sway and say hey!
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Jessica and Dustin and Lacy came by tonight… as well as steve gowetski…. who had his check canceled by his dad from classes… so he isnt in class this quater…. damnit! no bari brother….e
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Tuesday morning, noon, evening, night
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 24 Nov 2005 03:40:15 -05:00 life seems to be crescendoing to some point…. this is whatever the future may hold. i think life should constantly be a large adventure that has unexpected turns and a journey full of curious curves……
im sitting here right now with my two brothers, joshua and elliott…. we’ve been telling stories to each other all night…. ah, wow….did you see that rabbit? lot of stories we’ve been sharing about being busted by our dad back in the day….. halarious…..
i worked at Nino’s Lebanese cuisine this morning from 10:30-14:30….. the came here to my mom’s house where we are going to have Thanksgiving today. aweseome.
i started there a couple weeks back and i reallly enjoy the environment…. there are live performances on friday and saturday night, goin till 2 in the AM usually….. i wait there, so i get to meet all the band members, and many interesting people i come across that i might serve such exquisite entrees, appetizers, and alcohol….
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 15 Nov 2005 05:55:24 -05:00 i had a terrible dream that my computer was slightly burned in a house fire…. yet, no it was in a car goin down the road, however, i had all my normal connections plugged in and at an instant some flame began to burn it and around… i pulled the estinguisher out of the the cabin kithen and tried putting it out, though the fire kept spreading…
in the end i think all i needede to fix it was a new fan that melted somewhat
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a very peculiar photo, this is unedited….
from the the friday night before halloween,
we had a great party, around 50 people
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]]> 2005-11-14 21:30:45 2005-11-15 02:30:45 open Publish post 387543206 i think if we could look into the future…. we would become so preoccupied with it, the present wouldn’t matter. we’d press so far into the future that our entire lives would pass us by before we had a chance to live a second of it.
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the present is oh so neglected.
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How does it feel,
When your cynical will,
Gives you a thrill, but
Then leaves on ill…
Is the
Is the sky weeping as
It is creeping along the
Face of this earth
Is there
Is there not a rainbow
In the sky to tell us why
The firmament has been
Damned to leave our
Sky with a frown
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Trees
I don’t believe a tree is ever lonely, or who am I to question this? Why question it? Why ask a question about a question? If I am a tree. I enjoy all seasons; it si part of my existence to weather all instances, circumstances, and storms. No problem for me this is, just a situation. My needs are supplied! I drink of the rain, inhale the air freshley, and absorb the sun, reflecting some to the eyez and lives of others.
At times like these I like to walk through nature and meditate. At times like these we learn to live again. Gain from our experiences! Blast to the past in thy mind and open for the step on future realms.
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how often do you make private post?
maybe you should try it more often….
sometimes a better way to write and get your thoughts out than to feel people are going to be critiquing it
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tonight was great ., totally amazing i dsay…..
had the game… was actually a good bit of fun tongight… hah
maybe thats because i wore ear plugs the first half and my head wasnt all blown out, snoogins
i was a stage manageer….. my job was to hand the Incredible colour guard their blue and grey flags…… i was rockin to them all jammin on the field… i like to dance…. even if it is in front of a few thousand people….. : – ))
then went to the big band PART – Y? cause i gotta… it was awesome
totally
lots of great people there,,, tons of faces i knew well…. or close enough… gettting to know better…. righteous…. i hope that most are in good health… not in jail… and safe….
much love,
judson clark
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 29 Oct 2005 04:26:16 -04:00 Killer big bash party at my house This day, Friday, October, 28th…. we are celebrating the completion of all the hard work my mates & I put into the Log Cabin Castle…. We live in a 3 story casa that is somewhat set back off the road. the address is 2001 West California Ave. it is kind of a halloween party, yet this night is costume optional…. we may have another monday…. lots of people have been invited and you are also! there will be a keg of good stuff and many friendly faces enjoying the pleasures of the weekend.
to get here… you head west on California Ave. the driveway is about 1 mile past Tech Dr. it is the 3rd mailbox on the left after the EZ Mart where the four lanes merge to 2 lanes….. being the mailbox just before the blinking yellow lights. hope to C U….
peace, love, and laughter!
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Oct 2005 03:23:29 -04:00 watch the leaves change colours and fall
to a rest of the world
quit comparing yourself
slow down and notice,
why do people move so fast
when there is nowhere to go?
breather in the air… breathe deep
my hair taste like coffee
your fingers work
you wear a shirt
everybody hurtz
dream with child~like faith
go for a walk
take a flight
learn an instrument
its never too late
how worthy is the debate?
remember
live life
love
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Thu, 20 Oct 2005 06:05:26 -04:00
I came home at 16:00 today and cooked some pizza, watched some Radiohead acoustic music video and soon after passed out…
i dreamed many dreams… for what seemed to be days….. in only a few hours…. u know?
i have been somewhat deprived of sleep… when we dream and sleep out brain is going through i type of healing restoration process. during the day our brain is depleted of certain chemicals that are essential for us to function correctly…. this is why after around 72 hours a person will start hallucinating from sleep deprivation… this is dreams being forced to enter your waking state in the natural process that one should have allowed to occur.. do you concur?
i think in these cases… well i slept some and had really intense dreams…. that i did remember well… i know i always dream, some are just not easily remembered…. i remember two vividly that i wrote about in microsoft word…and another that was vague unto me, though i know much occurred… i just cant put my finger on it. many times i will write and not post publicly these thoughts…… here’s a section from the pages i typed earlier…. leaving out the dreams…. they are for me and the persons i dreamed of…. i shall tell them…. a theory of mine is that we are all constantly dreaming each other…. sharing the same dream…. for when it comes to mentality in the perception and action in waking life to dreaming the actual perception and action there is no difference… it is neurologically the same…
thinking of an old friend… I kind of miss the kid… ill call him one day… see how things are with him… poor guy.. just wanted to keep his feet warm… I mean, the carpet really tied the room together… I think before all these dreams or during I had a bunch of mosquito bites…. Maybe they injected me with craziness… I had left the sliding door open.. one day I will look back at all of these writings and feel love and compassion and existence in this time again…. I cherish these memories and don’t take a day for granted…. Every dream is accounted for,, all experiences that seem good or bad at first do become the laughter of my tomorrows… they teach me of life and I do learn from them for the later to come.
I’m feeling so empathic right now… it has to be more than this beer…
I look over at the clock… and wen I woke I suspected it to be earli in the morning it felt I had been dreaming so long.. though no it was but 22:30 I heard foot steps above… my good mates playing, making plans, and having fun… Poe and Taylor are planning to go to Colorado on a rock climbing sky trip… awesome… im gonna stay here and maybe go home for thanksgiving turkey…. Maybe see Rhonda,, she needs some love… I do love her… I love my whole family… that’s what is so great… im glad we have this…. So many families don’t.. I wish I could be with them all right now… though , yeah mom and dad may not get along… if they were together… things may be somewhat perfect in my life… though I know nothing is perfect… yet, maybe things are perfect right now in a sense… everything in it’s right place as Radiohead sings…
Separate thought… what a Façade so many people put on… I hope people are happy with there lives… for how fake they live them each day… wearing mask in so many forms… get over yourself and over the views of others. Live life the way ur heart leads you… not by the cares and intentions of this world… create your own world and dream it well to your liking.. some things we cant escape and sometimes you just want to give up because you feel your voice makes no difference and will change nothing.. yea.. know that each and every step we take.. is in the sum of the motion of all our experiences… ultimately, what we do in life echoes though eternity…. Nothing is ever the same… every action you perform has a chain reaction that can never be counteracted, for trying to counteract this counteracts something else… never be afraid to let your self dream with the faith of a child….
please watch this film at any chance you have….. WAKING LIFE
download, buy, or rent it…. a must see! this is my favorite film…..
here is an excellent review site…. this motion picture is so extremely original and well put together…. full of philosophy, music, and great art, this independent work will astonish you!
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well look at you, mr. popular. this will make your fifth comment. tee hee.
i was dropping in to let you know that i made a playlist of music to study to.
(i have a terribly difficult time concentrating if i am listening to music… )
so i put like beethoven and tchaikovsky and other random things that were mellow on it… to get to the point…
i put air on there. and that’s like the best study music ever.
i was excited… thought i would share.
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 25 Oct 2005 16:14:17 -04:00 According to the doc. I severely sprained my right foot big toe Sunday night. I looked at the x-ray and apparently i have a fracture from the past where there is a piece of bone separated. It hasnt given me any trouble; kind of funny, i do remember the time it happened though. is when i jumped off the crest of my home carport and landed on the trampoline. THe trampoline totally absorbed and gave no bounce back. My same toe injured now went straight down and the toe-nail was pushed back into the skin cutting my toe, bleeding. How that felt for a couple weeks….
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ah the drive and passion pushing through in every instant of these beautifully perceived perceptions!
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thanks for being sweet to me.
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 18 Oct 2005 11:40:10 -04:00 as long as it imapacts one person, that’s all that matters
it makes all the difference in their world of existence…..!
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Aggression from others
Causing repression for
these sufferers
who’s tired of the
pushing away and
isolation
the hesitation to expose
thyself to beings?
we
we need trust & faith
not this inverted hate
to break the cycle
not so certain…
better to.`
better to open up and
have that vulnerability
or to stay shut
to keep away from
the possible pain~~
though neither would
one know pleasure,
joy, or love.
To take the good with
the bad is what we
have
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People are great,
Yeah, people are fun
Why does it seem
They are always on
The run?
Moving so fast >>>>>
Not to even notice
The past <<<<<
Cherish these memories
Whether good or bad
Happy or sad!
They
They make us who
We are
For they will bring
Us far **************
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she bought me siddhartha at the end of the year.
she knew i was leaving.
that year i told her and my biology teacher everything.
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dreamSquirrel Tue, 11 Oct 2005 02:57:22 -04:00 It started at the house on the Sweet Potatoe Station. and as we were leaving ourold house and driveway… this man kept apearing at random spots in front of us. Why dont i realixze this is a dream? I think a lot of the time i am asleep i view these dreams just as i am watching a film and accept them as not being so bizar becuase i am used to seeing insane things on the tube.
The world around me seemed to instantly fall as we entered where the two drives met and came to one. the air around us was lashing, dark, and almost tornado winds. I was crawling and pumpin it through the wheat toward the highway ’15’ man…. just some rally messed up stuff… and i think the person who was with me was Elliott at first then turned into my dog, Big Dog as we passed onto the hyw. the dog was biting at the gate
this dream had to be a subconscious interpretationof the virgin suicide album.. pooor girls
good night judson clark
dream well kid!
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these scars remind me that the past is real
im glad that i had to withstand the pain
that i may now feel
and know the past does will
my straying from these ills
bringing me unto the hills of light
in spite of all the oppression
we must push forth
speak our minds north
all the cardinal directions
encompassing our visions
for empathy and altruism
throughout and in the land
oh man
take the sand
out of your eyes
look to be wise
or you shall meet ur demise
let’s stop this small talk
and take a walk
into one another’s souls
we see what unfolds
why do we put this on hold
how long do you ache
for God’s sake
when will we make
this more than a hand shake?
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a few vids of boarding…
i love my bro!
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 09 Oct 2005 14:05:15 -04:00 last night was so usual that it was unsual as is every night.. or day… seemingly repeatative yet always different and of its own insightful.. know i mean?
therefore i was up rather earli and had some deep sleep after for the short alotted time being
this morning my alarm went off at 08:00. i lay in bed letting the moments pass by, spooning with the kitten, Spectra, of course……. stretching and dreaming. i had an appointment to be at band practice for 9 at the latest…. they were serving donuts and orange juice for 08:30,,, ah, i really missed out! not to mention loosing my spot in pregame… though i will still perform the half-time show! which is %1000 better. i love half-time; it has so much motion and exubrance to it. the music that we are playing is amazing! i mean hal-time is what the football game is all about, heh.. you should show and see, i’m not asking you to take my ‘word’ for it.
as i did lay in bed thinking of how i would start my day… everything is on schedule… even when i got out of bed, i assumed it to be but maybe 08:10.. though no, it was a full 09:43… it was as if i but blinked my eyes, how did this happen? i thought i was expecting my day, allowing my self the time to transition to ‘waking life’ .. however time did elude me and to my partial suprise i rushed, not giving time for Yoga, and made it for the remainder of practice around 09:5?
still, u may see how this post relates to my last about the slip, morph, twist, and shatter of what we call “time”… for time is but only the instant that we are in the midst for eternity….. even then, is it possible to go backward and to the future in TIME… ? Where do the worm holes find us.. the thought of the infinite amount of universes that exist parallel…. each and every action we take and do can effect the flow or that future from the slightest ripple of a drogonfly landing on a cattail in a pond. have you heard of the Chaos Theory…. The Butterfly Effect..? i do hold this to be true. Every conversation one has with another, the amount of ‘time’ they are together AND the time they depart, either leaving this person to a morbid fate or one of true beauty and a life of love. The right place at the right time eh?
Many times when i leave somewhere i think kind of hard about , oh is this the right place for me to be goin now… when i do go i know it is and was to be so this way…. i am questioning but still confident in these transitions
you’ll never know what took place in my dreams the time i was arest, my time of awaking to this dimension has everlasting impact on this future… even when it may seem inconsequential… so much depends upon the weather, yet the little things are significant. if i had not slept in im sure you would not be reading this “word” right now….
i do wonder… how long did it take me to compose this piece of mind… moreso! how long did it take you to read it?
peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy… ‘on and on’ for ‘everlong’ to you!
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i woke up with the echo of ‘so long’ in my head
who did i say this to? and why? what effect did and does it have for that world?
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at times there is just non much if any to be said
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Our pens and musical instruments are our weapons throughout these wars .!_!.
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Hostilities will not be calmed
by the words or wisdom
of those intelligent enough
to choose not a vile weapon
“We are the sons of sorrow
we are the poets
and the prophets
and the musicians”*
We must not waste our time
contending in hopeless battles
but view them shamelessly
and await a future
that gains from our expressions.
– Jersey
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The night before the storm, Friday evening on into the morning, we had a few visitors over at the cabin. They were dropped off, so I brought a couple back to their dorms when they felt the time had come. I went to campus and walked around for a bit. I came to the courtyard where I found the cops shining there head lights on the Lady of the Mist and the kids sitting there of. I sat observing and waited till the pigs were gone to approach the lady, being that I have a record with them. The cops were just screwin with the college kids, testing there will power I guess. Some stayed while many left. Here are some pics from May 19th 2005 just before we peoples were leaving campus! Mi amigos, left-right = Jonathon Lee Taylor & Chase Ryan Randle.
@ 18:09 yesterday I completed reading “Illusions ~ the adventures of a reluctant messiah.” The energy went out from the time I got up @ 15:00 to 19:00. I lay in bed dreaming of other worlds, docile and calm amidst the rage of the sky. Hurricane Rita throwing her might to these towns and lands, unforgiving. Who now respects the forces of nature?
As a result of Rita, Dr. David Poe and I went out to see the town and get something to eat. There was debris everywhere and in places downed trees and branches. No are in town had power, aside from Tech, which has its own power plant, Super 1, and Backus True Value. Hooray! Even Wally-world was closed. Saturday vs. Sunday…
Radiohead has been the sound of this day. I sit here on the veranda in serenity thinking, reading, writing, and relaxing. Where will my gaze fall next? But, upon the ants that work tirelessly goin to and fro doing what they know….
My younger brother, Elliott, and a great ole’ budd, Jamie Ryan King, came over last night and hung out till this morning. They had a few ales, while watching this film, so it was decided they would stay the night. The motion picture brought out a lot of interesting points and philosophies that are similar to the book I just finished.
Five times this weekend have I bled over this house. It has resisted long and hard trying to own me instead of I it. “It’s almost time, my dear!”
An ambulance races by, lights flashing, and sirens on the bound… Senses heightened and the question of what fate lies with the motion of this emergency.
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dreamSquirrel Sun, 25 Sep 2005 03:51:15 -04:00 For this explosion….
it takes but only a whisper……….
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the things i feel essential when leaving the abode….
!) keys
2) wallet
3) cellular
4) shades
5) H2O
what do you think?
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when i don’t straighten my hair and i wear my contacts i bring my sunglasses. ive gone through like four pair htis year. and i am too short for the visor to block out sun.
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 29 Sep 2005 07:04:10 -04:00 Why is it that people don’t remember..?
How are they so soon to forget the past and these experiences?
It has changed everything that you were…
It is changing everything that you are @!)~'_!_'~(!@
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Sunday, i finally bought groceries!!! our kitchen is in good repair, no i thought is was; it is giving us a loop…. there are few that will ever understand what we went through getting the log cabin to the living environment it is today~
an old friend came for a visit this weekend. I love meeting new people, though, reminiscing with teh old chaps’……. is great`….. right now, there is one awesome bud that is painting a mural next to the stairwell…. RoCk On
are you enjoying your classes?
turns to be officially that the architecture dept. is goin to host its haunted house on our side yard. They build this disturbing place and have visitors for 3 or 4 nights around Halloween.
Many will come and go to it, though, select people are invited for the halloween bash we’re going to have in the cabin.
“architecture is frozen music”
the world is changing so much.
i said bye to those lovely days of careless
my days of youth that were so precious
is ignorance bliss?
was it better, when we didn’t think of the other sex?
“back in the day” when curiosity enraptured us
and innovation ramped in our minds
i hear of those that are finding love,
and being engaged to wed
i hear of those that have found no love,
they long for this as a reason they know not of
there are a few things in this world that are just because
‘love’ is surely one;
it needs not explaination
what may be these other feelings of just?
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dreamSquirrel Mon, 19 Sep 2005 03:25:13 -04:00 write these words
when they are heard
even if they seem absurd.
waking in the morning with obligations
many of them an aging frustration..
do not hesitate
but relate and
make what is what
upon this date…
pulling though
and blessing things
of new….
rest assured
never do I find
myself bored…..
break away
and you may find
youself……
laying there in the grass
as the evening does pass…….
the heavens above you morph
the earth quakes and
echoes from afar
come as they are……..
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dreamSquirrel Sat, 17 Sep 2005 05:11:55 -04:00 Indeed, has this past week of school’s invitation been great. I’ve met many new people already and have been able to delight in numerous faces that have eluded me for such a time. Within the next few dayz all of my house mates will be moved in and the place should be in order. This is going to be such a thrill to see!
Turned out that i had no classes Friday for marching band was canceled on the account of storms i believe. I was able to attend a live video conference held in Wily Auditorium that was about “free speech in the technological age;” this was very interesting to me, being that i was probably the largest potential convict in there. I am sore from Karate, house work, and simply going.
Spent the night hanging with the lovely Dr. Carpenter’ and some other band budds. Sleep and dream is needed now. Oh, how i shall get the groceries in the morning/afternoon. that will be soooooo good.
peace, love, and altruism….
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and the light fixture has been restored!! yippy!
A new member of the household that was somewhat dropped into our laps… We are so glad to have her!! Yeah, give me 5~
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Soon after for Christmas break I traveled to California for the third time to see my mom. She is a traveling nurse and was stationed at the San Francisco Bay for a good period of time. This ‘vacation,’ I ended up breaking my ankle at the bottom of Hippy Hill in Golden Gate Park skateboarding. I was going to fast, yes; though, there was a kid sitting on his bike right in the center of the path where it curved and he was crying. He stayed constant, so the decision was made! I maneuvered so close past him with the clothes brushing, woooooosh, and tumble the roll into the grass I did. In the distance… still the heart beat of the Earth was echoing from the instruments of these enlightened people to the majestic trees and hills back to mine ear. Woh, that was crazy…. I step up and for this reason, my ankle is not supporting…. I’m like, “what?” I try again, something is wrong… my brother tells me to get up…. I can’t. This is a humbling experience. I sit on the board and he pushes me back to the car, resulting with my presence in the ER. Never ever shall you take your health for granted? Just you being able to sit here and read this is a privilege.
Hmmm, back to what I meant to say (about marching band). Yeah, it is interesting and I am getting to meet new people. The group is fun and high spirited; I know this season will be great… During some breaks I like to sit alone… to relax and think; maybe too much thinking is a fault. Though, maybe I could spare some thought for those that don’t ponder enough.
Have been doing minor things around the casa such as: siliconing, caulking, installing a rail, laying more carpet, and dumpster diving, where a mate and I came across 15 gallons of paint! Score!! White, tan, and brown… this saves us around $200; Very nice indeed. Although, allowing time for as much rest as possible; this is a good thing. I don’t know how long I may be able sleep in. Classes begin Monday and require my consciousness. Not as much free time as I would like to continue, yet great things will come about through these interactions.
This morning I fell into a deep sleep that passed beyond knowledge of all that you may know. Much of it has left beyond my sense of grasp; still I remember much of it. So hard to explain what I experienced in detail for it would take far too long and again you could only imagine what did I Dream. It has been a while since I flew; last night was a prolonged state of flying on a motorcycle to and through so many parts of that world. The beginning and ends are for me. Regardless, far, wide, fast, and without retention this figure flew along with his friend zooming up and over canopies, cities, prairies, and wetlands. Things of the past did they perceive and the future on the threshold.
I beckon you to pay close attention to the world of yours, love it and take in all you can! All along the watchtower… the hour is getting late!
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Should I go for it?
Rock!
So much to say……. I took 30 minutes of making the transition from sleeping to waking life. Bought groceries Sunday and was able to have Cheerios with soymilk and home picked blueberries Monday morning ~This is a first at the house~ I don’t evening know what to say about all that has been done. I like to be so complete when I type and not leave out the details; though then it takes a great time… hah, what is time? Time is what I am doin right now… passing the time ~ living life. Open thy mind. These actions and interactions… connect the dots. Walk and march this line to there directed in this path that holds your presence. So determined is the unknown. Meeting you there… we share this existence. The symbiosis of evermore……… Everlong flowing with the wind. Rippling in the water. Caressing the earth. Tasting, feeling, seeing, hearing, speaking, and of the intuitive/sense perceived. Vibrate to the next atom as becoming one entity flowing, frozen, or blowing.
A slight intro to what has occurred. Infinite more than what can be expressed. Blazing sky, burning high. Across the way we sway around this star, absorbing what is not reflection. Echo on light, thank I U. Everything in its right place. Jamm out!!_!! Grand Funk Railroad groove.
Oh yeah? Oh yeah! GO .!> snap, whistle, crack, pop, tick, tock Dr. current on the move with us. Follow this lead… why do you trust? Do you desire faith in all…. What if we lost faith in the world, our environment? Saw it melt and morph all around us. Yet, the faith abides and it stays constant. Constantly instructing us of its fundamentals.
Moving from fruit on. Where does it start. Not exact but rolled out and paid rent on the threshold. Then, retired quickly to Monroe where the mission was a to retrieve good friend fresh off the plane from Boston. He was there with family as the result of Katrina. Living in cot Ingham he is. Staying there to commute his soul upon education. Sports bring many bonds. How they draw. Drawing ourselves or molded by the Maker. Simultaneous as gears in a clock and random swerving. Tippity tap type and read. Wow, dimension dive. Look into this on my wall. What do you see? Where does it take you? “If we get a minute why don’t we go? Somewhere only we know….” Roll onto to midnight, roll on till it’s light.
To the Band and relate, let’s communicate. We shall accomplish great things with this team. Faith in many teams I have. Every dawn, day, evening, and night. They hold this belief and establish the mind. ~ the element or complex of elements in an individual that feels, perceives, thinks, wills, and especially reasons. Is it good enough and for who. The main person, You. Looking out for number one all do but the few. This is goin to be a good one. Don’t you know? Let your heart show… Please not to repress and suppress the emotions. Then are we revealed, naked in the midst of many. How to cope? Channeling this energy one unto another. May I feel the feed from you so positive or so spoil the air some may. I beg, don’t lay this hate upon me this day. Expression how do you choose this way. Make yourself a bright yellow lay around the neck. You does this effect?
Oh why not reply? There are many reasons why. And as many as are. Only if we had the power to heal scars. Where, why how do you place this interest there, when it would be best not to have a care. Freedom is seeking us. And accept we must.
Trip on around, pick up some things that keep away a frown. Yes, this is how it is written. I remember now. How come I didn’t mention. Kudos. Thank them I do for the inspiration. Yes, they are good to me. Feel this vibrant art. Oh, how it expresses the caressing and painting. Clean up this portal, How snappi it appears. Bright again! A cover up though promising for the future it will sign the singing on the wall. Lay down the floor where so many shall explore. Groovie mate. Accomplished… feeles well with it. This machine communicates accepting its fate. Are you scared? Light your candles and come our from under the bed, raise thy head instead. Following in the path of some with your own step. How far will we stride. Dreams of the past present and future shifting through our minds. Hey there! Did you hear? He and she only just strayed from thee mirror. They found each other and concerned deep they saw their self in the other.
Birds fly high, zoom throughout the sky, and never ask why…
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Ah, this past day was sweet…. I finally woke up in my own bed… not on the floor, a couch, or on an air mattress. Early Saturday morning Chase and I were able to put the waterbed down for good. The process of building the structure and foundation of the bed took much time.’ What I had at first corrupted and I was forced to come up with my own means of support. I added to the base and got all measurements totally symmetrical.. this is a California king size bed we are speaking of. Once that was together it felt so good to stay the night in the peace of my own room. “It feels great to get in your space.” As Mr. Sean said. How thankful I am.
I took the last trip to Ruston that I will for a while, considering the gas prices and availability. All belongings are here for me pops and treemom brought a few things, some awesome fruit! And the computer desk. YES what I am typing at right now with the sounds of great musick playing for the delight of the atmosphere, giving life abundant unto the room, and penetrating a ringing in mine ear. I spent the day getting this room in order and messsin with some new instrumental equipment. Installed the washer… need to cut a hole in the wall for the dryer. Fridge is running and is occupied with Asian pears, cantaloupe, blueberries, and muscadines. Ah de mi! where is the milk to throw the berries in the cerial eh? Speaking of food… after my parents helped with the casa we went to Chili’s to conclude our evening with the sunset.
Back at the house, I Cut this plywood with the circular and jig saw to place around the AC where we tore out a window. The measurements were taken precisely! It fit so well. Knoes I haven’t spoken much of the log cabin we’ve ben abiding in… though this house has been such a great experience bringing together. I have certainly learned so much from the projects. Everything you do strengthens your future; we draw from this. As I wrote earlier…. All seems to be reaching this exclamation. Knowledge is being complied upon upon upon. All sensed observations, perceptions, experiences, transitions, fluxes, sends, returns, interactions, and existence of abiding.
I expect great things to happen soon. Excitement has enraptured me for this new school yr. Speak the names welll of those that you love and never take for granted that you can speak that name to them. Am I getting through to you with this point of view? Kudos to those…
P.S. ~ Morning Sunshine’
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When my pops got home from work, he put me to work. I mowed, took the photos of the camper, cut some cherry tree limbs, and then let the sun set as I was distributing mulch around the property. How great the air at home smells, feels, and taste!
Something to Ponder…
The aftermath…. Think of all the interactions, every step that is being taken in a different spot other than where it would have fallen on a normal day in New Orleans. Every word and action, every gaze and perception for these individuals is different, even myself. I am sitting in my father’s study right now as to I would likely be in Ruston. Every moment has been set on a different course. All of the plans that are now of not and what they must look to becoming…. Everyone’s job that is not goin on, the jobs that will be created, the kids that are not in school, and where they will attend now….. you will see some of them in your school in fact. You will get to meet these people that you may never have came in contact with…. Relations have beeen broken and will be broken; the stress a couple may face, the lives that were lost!! Relations will be embraced, family is coming together, the people that will meet and become life long friends! The echo is endless for it will change history. Know! that sooo much depends on the weather~~~~~~~~~~~
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These dayz have been strange for all; everyone I have spoken with finds this summer to be extraordinarily different, “in their world” there is this progression. I many times feel that things are reaching a crescendo>>>>!! How do you feel?
Though, you may look at some things and see them back sliding. Like say, the hurricane Katrina that everyone is speaking of. It devastated NO, where my relatives’ houses are under water; they lost everything; what would that be like? how could you handle it? Think of how blessed you are to have what you do, and still steadily taking it for granted! Shame to anyone that yet begs for scraps at the tables and besides of the rich or famous. These times are strange, do not doubt it. This world’s chaotic system is moving to fast and may find itself in a swirl as to drain. Ah, am i being perceived pessimistic? I assure you it is not my nature.
I have spoken with and had communion with my family from New Orleans. Talking with them is so strange…. Where to start they ask their selves. I am sitting in my brothers room right now with the downstairs full of loved ones easing their mind with dreams of peace I hope, for they have concerned their minds with the future all day. The power has been out for a few hours and just now cut back on as I am typing This. I know they are pleased to feel the cool breeze again. I need to go shut some doors and windows.
I rose my brother from the love sofa and came back up to his room after gazing at the stars. Oh, how they did dazzle and amaze my relatives earlier, as did they myself and always. I saddens me to hear of how deprived people are from seeing this and these galaxies. I was at my house in Ruston a couple weeks ago, and Chase’s friend said she had never seen a shooting star. It concerned me deep within; I almost wanted to cry. I wish I could have for it has been far too long since this soul has shed a tear…. The 3 of us waited and she had her Shooting Star! Outside earlier I did see a couple that begged me toward the sky; man, if we could only imagine the limitless and possibilities of space. Hah, my lil bro is talking in his sleep~~~
I reckon i will tell you of my week…. sih… or am i just telling myself? i think when you write it is usually moreso a letter or message that you are writing to yourself… u know; a way to get these thoughts off of your mind. I am typing into Word right now because I have no net, but I feel comfortable that this laptop bears the weight of my hearts cry. so…
In Gilbert Friday, i packed up the last of everything i felt essential to live with and headed to Monroe where i met my lil brother, ET, his friend, Paul, and my roommate, Chase. We hung out at my mom’s house and after the eve’s passing to the morrow we watched the film, Constantine. It was a good film id say, for it was not a bad one. It opened up my eyes somewhat to the spirituality that is constantly goin on around us.
After this I stormed West to Ruston only to relax and have a day of reveal. Chase made plans to go to Shreveport to get his room and bring it there, but destiny embraced our existence another night at the log cabin where we fell into the story of Donnie Darko. We did drive on to S=port @ 1600 Sunday to meet out other mates at a discount store to purchase cabinets for the kitchen. The hour was late by the time they arrived and we accomplished not to own them but travel to Lowe’s, right up the road, to compare prices and buy other things necessary for the casa. Chase picked up his girl, Rachel, who is “very nice.” We ate at McEdees and went to his house for a lil while. I was able to acquaint myself with his family more and meet his older sister this time; they are a fun group to know. As I was there, Mr. Taylor and Dr. Poe, my mates, had arrived at the casa to their surprise finding a dog that bolted out of the house and to neighbors’ yards. They called me and let me know they were chasing it around and calling for him. I thanked him for the concern and said it will be alright. I go home and bike around the neighborhood looking for Luigi. He is nowhere to be found, so I know the decision of his return is restful in the hands God. Therefore, I take off and enjoy the cool curious night air that beckoned me to many places. The campus had no but one soul to be seen as I was blazing down Alabama Ave. passing the UP’s.
John wakes me up the next morning @ 0730 to his sense of hearing a dog barking in the front yard. (He is getting ready to go to Grambling for a static’s test. I go out and find the barking is of another dogs voice, though I hear the jingle of Luigi’s collar. I see him the other side of the back fence. I call to him! He runs to and away. I get on his level and he tries to come, but can not pass the fence. Then he stays again; so, I jump the fence to find him again and carry him safely back to the cabin. What kind of night could he of had? All alone and scared? I go back to bed and wake at 1100, discovering Mr. Taylor on the veranda with eyes fixed to the sky of swirling clouds. He was waiting on the storm to come, sitting up there for a couple hours he was. I offer him a game of chess to mend with this excellent weather we were experiencing. There we played this game for 2 hours; speaking to one another as Mother Nature did speak to us. How nice it was. Poe and Randle came out and we all decided to do a few errands in town. After these became of the past, we found the evening falling and set our minds to burn the old cabinets. This was so much fun. We had a few hundred pounds of cabinet that lighted the direct atmosphere while we took shots of the fire with a result of this artwork. You know how they say, “destruction is a form of creation.”
I left Ruston at 0200 arriving back in Monroe to see my mom. As I opened the door, she had woken and was calling to see where I was at. Tuesday, went well with her and I was glad I could get Luigi back to her in good spirit. My brother came over. He and I caravanned to Gilbert where we met our aunts, uncles, and cousins. This is his car directly in front of me.
We came together under unfortunate circumstances, but seeing each other and knowing that we are all alright is what really matters. Some had a few beer and enjoyed the Milky Way’s pose over. Yeah, my cousin Eric really delved into and loved seeing the abundance of stars. How clear the sky is here. The cluster was constant…. Millions guide their light into thine eyez.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005. Today that will soon be yesterday, I slept in and woke from this restless dream of my hair being cut. I went to Monroe with two aunts and an uncle and showed them the way around town. They had a few errands and high priority compared RVs. They have a camp in Kiln, MS that may be in good shape and may not; if not, they will move a RV there to stay in while they rebuild it and in the future possibly rebuild the NO house. Well, we go back to the orchard near sunset. My pops, brothers, and other uncle, Gerard, were pulling up English peas. I helped them and then picked a bushel of Asian pears. The evening was mellow and I never forget about the blessings that are bestowed upon me and my family.
I know Katrina affected the whole country and will echo on. We can not put our faith in the economy. Be dependant on no one for you can really only trust yourself. We sowed more seed and continue to ensure that if a depression ever does strike, we will be prepared. C this! The stock market will crash one day. It is being propped up, but when one leg of the tripod is knocked out the whole system comes crashing without grace.
Thank you for bearing with me. May we allow the Lord to heal our land.
Peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy for you…..
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Elliott, my little bro was scheduled to pick me up. He was just getting off work and was still in the company truck. Funny it was; he works on the LSU Sweet Potato Research Station, this is where we both mainly grew up. Ages birth~2~10 for myself. He took me around the fields in this dirty truck telling me of what all they had been working on this summer. We talked of many things, how school was goin with him, and these close memories of ‘back in the day.’ Sailing around the ol’ station was fun, especially with this crazy guy. You know how it goes with someone else’s vehicle, at least with a government one that is wreckful anyway.
HAhah, the property is open there in many areas, but along the tree lines there is a trail that loops the whole property where we went flying up and down hills, around trees, and over to the pond that is so symbolic. Along the whole while we were taking vids and photos of ourselves along with the scenery. We came over to the back woodland to a common place where this massive oak tree had fallen over onto pecan tree. It was gigantic and suppressed the pecan. I thought the pecan was feeling pain and knew I couldn’t help. Hmmm, that seems a little strange huh?
So as many dayz blur over into the next and over one another, I stayed up late last night working on different things. I woke this afternoon at 12:35 and started my day so mildly. I’m glad that I was laid off a few weeks ago, otherwise, I would have been working up till the start of school; now I have time for myself; this is a good things; many people don’t L. I played guitar, djembe, and saxophone for a bit while making a couple recordings of playing guitar. Many mornings I wake up and have such a great desire to play an instrument. If I do this, no matter what happens that day, I can get through it. Ah, the expression of existence.
The rest of me day consisted of playing with dogs and cats, riding bikes with my bro, picking Asian pears, and shooting these photos. How great simple life is. Peace, love, truth, and dreams of empathy to you~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Lightning~Thunder=Rain
Ah, yes! It was so awesome!! Chase, Jonathan, and I were sitting on the porch watching the sky throw its energy at us, spectacular bolts blasting down within seconds of each other. Not far off would these lights crash in the distance and send there shock wave of sound. But oh…. How one did impress and motivate these curious kids. A gigantic bolt, faster, hotter, sharper, and more lethal than any two edged sword slashed through the air and ripped down into a yard just across California Ave. As we all witnessed this, it’s force jolted~~~~ through the air and pushed against our chest echoing to our hearts. A Sonic BOOOM it was!_!
We all stand up in amazement, jumping, laughing, and hollering at the storm and one another! We talk of the experience, of how we could feel the shock wave in our chest. There is a question of, did the lightning cause a fire across the road? Because as soon after it hit, a bright light came on just near its landing. Chase ask me, “You want to go running through the rain?” I reply, “Nah man;” wanting to see what action he would take anyway. Jonathon says, “Heck, I’ll do it.” So we all pull our shirts off, and I am the first to jump in. Ahhhh, we start running to the end of the drive way going crazy in search of this curiosity. Our neighbors had turned on their porch flood light that was very bright, shimmering. Woh, we were a little disappointed but still laughing. By this time we were soaked! The rain storm was blastin!
We knew what our mission was and where the most fun would be. Ran again we did to the mud slide. This is fresh earth that was turn over when the realtor laid a new septic tank down. Blah and boom, wam bam! This mud runs from two directions to meet at a point like a boomerang, each wing is about 100 ft long. The earth there is clumpy in some spots and now the heavens are helping us even out the yard. Sweet… we stomp around digging our toes deep into the liquid sand. Run and slide here to there, woh, don’t put your face in the mud. Hah, that’s what the good sir Taylor does (Jonathan). “Judson, let’s have a race!.?” “Alright there my brother.” “OK, 1. 2.. 3!!!” Zoom~~~~~ Judson takes off as Mr. Taylor takes maybe 2 strides and smacks into the ground. Blahh, hahahah, Chase is crackin up! Heheh…. Jon had found a sink hole. His leg went under just above his knee; yeah, he was owned!
The storm raged on as long as we believed it to. These perceptions enchanted and brought enlightenment unto our souls. We felt so blessed to be experiencing these forces of nature among the many other joys of life. Chase had a concern of being electrocuted seeing how we were playing in water… Jon graciously laughed with the exclamation that “Nothing is going to happen to us man. We’re God’s children playing in the rain. He’s going to take care of us!” Indeed, Chase and I agreed. At times we would dance and other times just stand in awe looking to the sky with our arms wide open. We accepted the storm and welcomed it again and again. I spoke to it, saying “Come down, come down…. HARDCORE!!” and just at that moment… a bolt, nearly the energy of the first one that motivated us, smites the clouds and crashes through them as to punching a hole in an aquifer. Oh, how it did come down “Hardcore!_!”
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In every step is the
motion of the sum in all
of our experiences.-~^
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For what is as symbolic as a dove
Let this be a sign of love…
An anxious, curious kid
Hanging on a pole
He wonders, what could
Life have in stow?
He longs for the day
He can be called a man;
But he wants this innocence
Not to drift away~~
Does this game truly hold
His attention?
Then! Something astonishing
Happens that can not help
But be mentioned…..
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dreamSquirrel Fri, 26 Aug 2005 02:06:11 -04:00 ” You are
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without also being given the
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You may,
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– inspired by ~ Richard Bach
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dreamSquirrel Thu, 18 Aug 2005 12:17:38 -04:00 Let me tell you a
Story
And whether it’s true or false
Tis up for you to decide
There was a lad that
Looked to the sky
At then a water droplet
Fell into his eye
It cleared away
What he could not see
And that is how he
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